kaleidoscopeANON

i know why you're not talkin to me i see you for what you truly are n you hate me for that goodbye, krysta *in the next car i wish you'd just be the entirety of whatever you're "hiding" what do you say to someone that is passive aggressive not enough self-respect to take ownership for however you feel or maybe you just dunno i ain't afraid of confrontation i'm black on the inside, i know i've mentioned this what are people so afraid of oh no you're gonna know that i have feelings i've never been afraid of emotions i'm convinced that narcissists are the stupidest people in the world your feelings will always be there whether you take responsibility for em or not i dug it outta the ground n analyzed it some more if you think that people _____ why do you copy them how could you choose this if you're not aware of it doin nice things w/ a secret expectation...surprise! REMEMBER: emotionally manipulative people usually dunno becuz they don't understand their emotions i'll admit that i used to milk it many reasons that i take Holy Communion i definitely knew better, man what is it about me that attracts all these narcissists...the algorithm knows you can't rely on God when you need everyone's seal of approval they're threatened by me talking to myself

should not address demons in casual conversation my mgr @ wendys...told me i was somewhat possessed, that's what i was fixin to say how much of an og are you aim less & amy gross, both of these former channels are featured at the bottom of this one all my names mean the same thing this is way more interesting n genuine damnit no $, no attention women n men that act like women want attention w/ attention comes expectation i hate that i sound like a feminist but it's just true shit, women have to deal w/ this all the time regardless of what we wear yesterday's coffee cold brew cos i like my coffee dark n strong i learned from a treatment center (folgers/maxwell house) gimme the whole pot, maybe it'll do sumin did yawl hear those bumps, the govt won't fix this road mf is my fave curse word never mention a sensitivity never get offended by secular people secular people gon talk like secular people it is possible to grow up in america neuro plasticity is what it is i try to make my complaints funny n accurate not just complaining cos i feel like shit the world has been shit since the garden of eden my two back tires are almost bald, i actually did it btw they only seem to grow down they do stuff cos they wanna be liked for some being hated is a way to be liked i am too empathic for my own good you can't choose rightly w/out consciousness most don't want change that they have to work for you can't see it at the time most of the time eventually it will be understood, just believe that approaching exit, we must pause AND WE SWITCHED LANES! how bout this angle, vortex aside from the fact that the camera is pointing up haha i've been trying harder to show up earlier i was driving on a really shitty part of the interstate last night so i always get paranoid that my tires are gonna go flat i went to discount tire today n apparently my tire pressure is fine but i need new back tires bad...that's the real reason i went over there since he said sumin imma do it tmrw who we are in our head is not who we really are, it makes more sense to have a realistic goal i used to be so stupidly ambitious, not anymore either God or alcohol (which is the chemical equivalent of the devil for me) God was w/ me the whole time i was drinkin the devil has to use people, places n things either what God created or what God allowed to be created thank you john hickok, once again looking for solutions in regards to navigating this internet obsessed world

i am so very lucky this seems nostalgic, is this the wrong assessment it's funny if i were any other person in modern america, i'd be looking down at my phone but here i'm looking down at my keyboard haha if we're not in heaven yet, we are struggling i'd prefer it if you believed in God this whole world is a delusion, don't chu know what a silly pursuit this delusion technological intrusion every day all day they have always been too stupid to care KIDDING i have to include that part empathy powered city, that's where i wanna live they don't think they need it, that's what i was trying to say haha judson's friend/producer/drummer works w/ toto, he's touring w/ em africa came on immediately after i got off the phone w/ him haha https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XdqrZtIj7wU

if mark twain was bitchin bout it during the paper ballot era... i would totally understand believing in the system if the system actually worked it's just not true, man the tables just keep on turning do they not man oh man was dt such a firestarter this presidency is way worse but nowhere near the level of chaotic plenty of immigrants that believe in the american dream, not the ones currently flooding into the country tho if only more people would realize that they could make way more outta their situation institutionalized kick em when they're down no reason to keep upholding these free masons that probably ate kids, constitution or no constitution it's cos they hold it such high regard that they can get away w/ so much, once again we have a narcissism problem hopefully not here in this parking lot somalia's water supply doesn't change your hormones tho once again i am overdressed they all have pit stains since i sweat like a man sickos! you ain't my husband JC$ is this is all part of the show trump ain't yer friend either, he's just being used i just saw a bumper sticker that said trump 2024 save america they only seem to notice that one angle n then they get screwed over by all the other ones products that wipe people's consciousness see: smartphone *you can't not

man voice citizens against reckless expansion i agree w/ the sentiment but... way more you can lose in a first world country cows eating grass, just take my word for it they never create anything cool, it's typically a strip mall immigrants usually have their own businesses tho why do prisoners kill child molesters n nobody else does this more vigilantes that have nothing to lose, that's what we need child molesters should be taken out negligence is the easiest way to abuse a kid not enough parents that wanted to be parents objective statements damnit too much empathy to bring children into this dumpsite, it's my lack i guess (if i got pregnant i'd make a beeline for the amish community) most people don't have much of an emotional capacity the country doesn't value experience so the citizens ain't gonna value it either if you don't notice yourself how can you notice anybody else sad sally always they expect way too much outta everyone else n not enough from themselves parents should have this attitude not some crazy suburban white bitch more traffic due to corporate america nobody is gonna appreciate anything that gets built on that beautiful strip of land voting doesn't matter, it's for sheep on a granular level you can be very affective

is it cos i just bought weed? we're a threat, otherwise that number wouldn't just show up i am being tormented regularly i am waaaaay over dressed right now if you work for God, the devil is always close behind Jesus allows you to give yer sin a spin

that must be a vagina inspiring him to be so dramatic i have drugs, says the flingie thingie it's funny that flingie thingie looks like a really long joint i look like an old witch we part ways w/ flingie thingie this hill is really scary, bye

kerry harris, leader in realstate in columbia, tn definitely not the leader of anything haha and i brushed my harr! immobilize was the right word! you can't do shit about what you won't even claim FLINGIE THINGIE! i always ask people at the dispensaries a buncha questions he must be depressed not getting enough air it's in a really inconvenient location it's gotta be exhausting to be this way say somebody you know always needs $ my friend's deadbeat bf/baby daddy many won't change if that means that they'd be uncomfortable amazing what you are willing to endure in order to avoid other consequences whatever is in yer mind is always worse stop taking things personally the general public doesn't care hardly at all voting. protests. tweets it's always racial injustice they have nothing going for them so... they point at sumin n cry about it, they can't defend anything cos they don't have a solution politics has proven how artificial everybody truly is don't chu love my outfit

don't wanna be angry bout what i can't change i'd rather rearrange my mind i must do the opposite of what i think they do i guess projection is multi-faceted he really is the man i'm tellin ya for whatever reason i get excited about a zit aging is supposed to happen normal stuff that feels like weird stuff all they do is run from life they gotta make a thing outta everythang which is why they have no sense of humor it used to be such a nuisance n now it's a gift i'm hoping that i do sumin w/ this n make God happy man i dunno how God is gonna feel about this comparison God don't ever expect recognition whatever i'm complaining bout is dumb i shouldn't give these things authority the more i trust in Him the more is revealed don't say you're not ______ many actual solutions in the Bible the devil ain't gotta do nothin, he has a ginormous staff trying to figure out the ugly ass jigsaw puzzle of the world the living Word of God will transform you, naturally i hear myself n see myself so...

i gotta be transracial this is mariah's best song they always cut off the best part the radio is a little fun sometimes, i used to listen to it back when i had a walkman i spilled coffee again like a dumbass walking in memphis ain't anything like the song, i'm sure i'm not the only comic to mention this if i hadn't spilled that coffee tho i wouldn't have heard my favorite mariah song tho i used to wake up n cry cos i wasn't mariah carey you couldn't have told me that i wasn't black either tho i didn't know that she was biracial i know that she's illuminati central people w/ no talent are always in awe n idolize these mfs in the entertainment industry my fave artists are geniuses at least what i do is somewhat entertaining i listened to mtv unplugged on cassette every single day during my childhood her cover of the jackson five is so beautiful there was actually a genuine phase to her but it was also the nineties it helps that they can't use whatever talent this is haha i'm just too avande garde n "rebellious" mini coopers need to breath i guess i can't talk right i know more about cars cos i ruin em my whole life is an accident *adopted thank you cannabis for helping me live w/ this

that scratchy sound is the best it makes me think i'm in other age i'm sad that you'll never experience God why you do the things you do n will never do what you need to most of em don't wanna be saved remember: they are in a way worse place than you if they purposely said sumin to hurt you i definitely experienced how much of this do we see every single day be grateful that you're no longer in that place

these chords are bad i can't get mad all cos you're mad i always wanna give people the benefit of the doubt this cheek, that cheek the things i speak would make you freak this channel is the result of being quiet the internet is the mental illness capital of the world no personal contributions anymore how are receipts a flex liars don't stop why be angry about what you can't change those that question anything think they deserve a medal for it the light workers are very few

i'm about to drive home, as you will see they don't wanna focus on what makes them feel bad selective seratonin means that none gets selected somebody is getting arrested, i don't want it to be me! sorry to go on yet another anti-psychiatry rant but i am allowed damnit society can't be good w/ no accountability awareness works wonders narcissists can't n won't change women don't study people esp themselves most of the time they are just projecting that'd one had better pop they have no choice but to weaponize their emotions women are allowed to throw temper tantrums it wouldn't surprise me if these trance! women have abortions

if i start the video out laughing baaaaa baaaaaaa BORING! yer ancestors would kill themselves freedom ain't free yeah we know i will never understand this logic i value liberty n shit why does approval matter so dang much when everyone's a candyass...act accordingly people dunno how to have a separate relationship w/ themselves w/ a mote to the "real world" in twenty seconds we will be at the exit, calm down amy the real choices they never advertise why are yawl living for dem sociopathic narcissists that do nothin but go on the internet all day where else but online lolcows? well i'm not a cow, untrollable n unbaitable in order to achieve "equality" it's more of a mindset...here go you some hippied out gobble d gook the world will never be the way that it twas before that fateful apple situation those mocking the supposed lolcows are on a similar level those fatphobes are just as gluttonous about tweets every day there's one more hole in the swiss cheese of yer brain eventually there's just no more cheese if you live in west civ the chances of us self-destructing in some kinda way are 100% you can't despair for too long cos you will forget that God still gave us so much good that is left of this world

until i realized that there was so much good i could give driving is most definitely a reason they're jealous of yer interesting story happiness can't be sold mind yer beeswax, nineties slang for some there ain't nothin worse than ______ is that arrogant to think that in certain ways i'm an idiot in other ways i'm a genius there are other angles, man they'll never know how ______ they are even when i feel like shit i know i'll get over it i dunno what this song is about relevant x ??? did i cover all the baaaaaaa

sorry i've been watching too much asmr (not so guilty pleasure) we gotta get us a big ass conspiratorial book that coffee was from yesterday but I NEED IT damnit which way vortex whatever the weather machine decides to do i guess...delusional thinking/ideas of reference so easy for the devil to fuck w/ me cos i am easily confused and i have many many thoughts my kefir is rolling around on the floorboard i just saw a van pass n the passenger was eating a burrito, fuck yeah i get that guy thank you Lord for helping me to understand the way that i am way too easy to be arrogant about this undercover pulled somebody over at the bank that atlas does not wanna be this close to you amy it might take awhile to get back to the original subject schizotypal personalities have a protective shield that prevents us from developing full blown psychosis due to enlarged amts of putamen we are going around the turnpike right now, sari so idiosyncratic behavior... go ahead n just call me a liberal i've always rocked back n forth okay obviously we gotta fix the audio damn i didn't know it was this bad sari vortex demons. diseases. diagnosis. holy shit amy holy shit every failed relationship proved that i couldn't change myself

you ought to know you even if you're boring there's still only one you there's sumin you can do that others can't do lookin down gets addictive i took it upon myself to understand myself it's a good thing that i wasn't totally honest w/ my shrink don't chu get bored? absolutely not focus on whatever makes you feel like crap the internet is a fucking drug if it's a temptation for me i am terrified for the rest of society idolize or demonize, demands the internet (and the world) having the internet in yer pocket is weird i already have the issue of constantly checking out haha why would i give myself an additional option to not be present PLUS! brain food! this country is just a buncha piece a shit mass consumers if they're that negligent about their physique just imagine what their brain looks like...like i said swiss cheese (all hole no cheese) this world makes my head spin suicide is selfish but not THAT selfish no Christian can kill themselves emotion full spectrum, human experience is nothin to be afraid of just a mere smidgeon they run away from oooooh x2 that black key is spicy there's gotta be an art to what i do, it doesn't have to be art to everyone you can say/do whatever you want if society already spits on you if you know that you can't plz people you don't bother they're so scared of a 90lb white girl *he didn't leave n he gave me a new shirt the least i can do is buy my mgr a bottle of jack for all the shirts he has given me (i have like 15 and they all look like shit)

i am doing this in the safest way possible damnit in light of my recent car accident... most don't make much of an effort to understand themselves nowhere but this channel arrogance is part of all of us is this what it means to be fixed the man in my head is mostly right i get so paranoid about any weird sounds if they don't believe in God then they are probably gonna idealize you BEWARE! i wish that police were actual guardians i kinda sorta hate bitching about the system social media has already nuked society, man all artists are in touch w/ the other side of their brain feminists n misogynists seem to act the same do they not cherish the bitch if she is good since good women are so rare, you should appreciate this world rewards what is terrible no self-esteem when lifting liquor bottles, imagine that many apps contributing to the destruction of society i know myself n this world too well to rationalize _______ why would you do sumin that your conscience is opposed to why do sumin that you don't have to do i hope this scenario doesn't happen

this is how we do it did montell jordan have any other songs you know you want my imaginary cigarette you wish you had resilience in this drug-addled culture i love hats a little too much i already act like i am bald women don't have the option of growing a massive beard, unfortunately why don't they call it grow gain? i am sooooo nineties, just look at that scrunchie a balloon just got released into the sky if you haven't already added apple cider vinegar to yer daily routine you are missing out remember a long ass time ago when you were in school, amy older people forget that they used to be young n young people have no idea that they gon get old i no longer run red lights on purpose the last time i did that i totaled my car n got t-boned timing has definitely made a joke outta me i might already be a quarter of the way to dementia schizotypal n borderline personality are somewhat comorbid due to the massive amt of emotion my mind is so cluttered, so anything that involves me is bound to resemble my mind i still remember the important stuff so... eventually you die n hopefully you made the most outta yer life it is n it isn't...CLASSIC ag logic self-deprecation can take you only so far i must continue to be creative esp if i'm not doin stand up i used to pass out on my living room floor night after night uploading videos, i decided that sleep is more important it's better for me to be stressed due to an excessive workload we are the ones supposed to fill our own void true self-love ain't marketable the more they broadcast the less serious they are about anything they talk about forget what i just said if you wanna do that

that's where i live...in my head paisley has overcompensated for arlo's lost howling slowly blinking at my *God forbid future husband my days have been pretty well spent compared to the ones i used to live paisley knows me better than anyone damnit eye boogies are the worst! neglect is the number one cause of npd so that's why i'm so concerned day care is terrible i don't want what most people want i have a lotta friends that just get pregnant that's what the husband is for but alas one of the coolest thing about being adopted i am living proof that people can change it is neuro plasticity but imma call it neuro elasticity aim less, get it

ag on nicotine gum i gotta quit chewing it, it's getting too strong no, i ain't no wiccan i have the same problem w/ incense sticks as i do cigarettes i never stopped smoking, i just smoke the imaginary brand now you gotta grill these bud tellers at dispensaries if you wanna know that they're legit God owns me, not my habits if i own fucking up, i am always forgiven the night that arlo died i smoked some pot paisley doesn't miss her brother at all medicinal vs. recreational vs. habitual at least paisley doesn't eat my clothes the only reason that she's fat is cos i've been feeding her too much can you believe that people think that suicide is more selfish than anything else in the world Christian communism is the best one i'd be the spiritual adviser in the shadows

paisley won't take no for an answer she wasn't expecting me to throw that nicotine gum wrapper where is that marker cap, she mustve eaten it yet another marker that goes dead due to my disorganizational habits my androgynous voice that has the utmost confidence conservatives don't fuck w/ art, they like guns the masculine side of me is the best part the nicotine gum helps me focus i use drugs cos everything is an experiment what's my fave curse word you wouldn't watch my channel if you didn't know it never even occurred to me... all art has a very arrogant element to it these mfs deserve everything they get it's a swearing demon i guess they dunno my heart, Lord it's really hard for me to keep posting when you're not making weird comments i enjoy you somewhat what is happening to me vortex that intrinsic need that most have to be close to someone has either been almost permanently extinguished or shrunken by whatever it is in my brain that makes me wanna withdrawal from society

that black key adds some personality it's natural to me to mess up haha this is how i deal w/ this this sumin that God made/gave me how could it possibly be a cope i pity those that can't be alone i usually understand why people feel a certain way about either me or my lifestyle and it's fine they always assume that you're miserable' a little bit to a lot bit i make a bit out of it literally back to yer point...yer way of having fun ain't my way, son why can't people accept that others are just different...i ain't tryin to change em or guilt n shame into doin anything (at least not in person or on a social network, i just make this vlogs or whatever) anytime i'm on a roll i encounter a roadblock chin flab! the misfiring in my brain is on full display my malaise w/ everything around me is due to my brain being so overactive sumin i must admit cos it's part of me i don't even enjoy masturbating anymore i already judge me, don't chu worry if you're gonna be a nazi... the internet is worse than a crackdealer a lotta stuff is funny only to me i'd do all the drugs if everything affects the chemicals in our brain then how are we not constantly altering ourselves

paisley wants attention americans are crazy cos they're always on drugs that they dunno are drugs this dead bear is actually a dog toy paisley pretends to be a dog often i could handle a dog but they are a lotta responsibility these chords are too boring for me right now we live in mustacheville i'm just a person that happens to have ovaries it might be awhile before we come up w/ sumin, sari my grey harr looks pretty cool americans run away from themselves all day that was me doin a musical impression of my cat i really dig this flute sound society is what happens when you choose the crackhouse of course people are gonna act crazy that drug that validates you will alter yer brain for good most won't ever give it up if they saw it my way there wouldn't be as much of a need for me to do this definitely a product of the time i am in i've explored what's inside of me so much so that it's outside of me now plz just get sumin out of it i enjoy this w/out you always 2 parts of me constantly at war w/ eachother we've been exploring for quite some time hashtag people: the most depressing sect of society i've seen this technological takeover in slow motion i've got God all to myself, don't feel sorry for me damnit! always throwing up in my mouth a little bit you don't understand what chu do n that makes me sick

i hope i'm pronouncing it right slow down! the truest statements in the world are in the Bible i get a little excited yawl my mini cooper is mangled for a reason growing old in my work, that i will just read this, okay so much knowledge in just one short chapter of the old Testament the Bible is a goldmine of Truth