kaleidoscopeANON

say hi to saint mary of egypt when does paisley not make this about her queenosaline was still not taken superpowers courtesy of my cat the last time i was on insta!spam i went back to chain smoking avoiding drama is easy for those of us w/ self-control the vultures never have boundaries so you know what that means they're stupid n therefore quite easy to exploit they shoulda thought of this before i mean i hate tik tok, it still shouldn't be banned society has voluntarily disabled itself they wouldn't just act crazy, they'd fuckin die may his memory be eternal if it's porn i never get off gender is both simple n complicated i am the problem and the solution me n paisley gonna have an ultrasound right here on this kitchen floor KIDDING! most dunno what a joke is n definitely not satire i can understand his comparison tho conspiracies will never get me off only God will forgive yer past transgressions this is only a funny metaphor if you know what i'm talking about (jonny stone would get it) imaginary everything! 90 lb elephant so my friend luke who dresses even weirder than believe it or not i do felt claustrophobic in my house https://www.youtube.com/@folkalchemy that one time a bitch threw a cheeseburger at the wall n started screaming back when we were 24/7 the cops were on standby every saturday night why not get drunk n get into fights w/ people at a sit down restaurant i am amazing at karaoke

i haven't taken out this cd yet, i give it another few wks really good music will always sound new no matter how many x you listen to it thru the wire kinda makes it all too obvious it's symbolic to us b/c it's what we need at the time if you're a celeb everything that happens is symbolic to their handlers most are face value people, celebrities are slaves to the entertainment industry n social status i'm not talking about whatever you think i'm talking about haha kanye is the realest person in the industry so that's why he is so arrogant haha fuck taylor swift anyway they had misconceptions about fame and so fame changed them rap music = thug life country music = truck beds pop music = party party party rap is kinda annoying cos of all this boasting i sound like such a dumb white gal rapping is all about the bling bling attitude money status superiority all my fave rappers have humility even tho they pull their dicks out every so often tupac was not murdered! we finally ____ _____ _____! doubtful very very doubtful

i'm sure you know my feelings on the tv...let's reiterate man my harr looks like shit vigilantes. megalomaniacs. misunderstood perpetrators. if you want "justice" just watch tv there will never ever be equality life has never been fair...knowing this is a major advantage i wanted to believe that i was wrong about the system so i voted it's not a nuisance cos you don't trust people if they dunno themselves they will keep making the same mistake everyone could have it so much worse not everybody did that to you i'm a recluse cos of me not cos of society telephone level is definitely a level most are emotionally stupid so they get exploited mentally ill people are easily exploited cos society doesn't understand us i've also taken their meds so... contrary to that ignorant n arrogant statement i just made... they earned that prescription pad DO NOT QUESTION IT the uniform screams i'm paid to pretend i know what i'm talking about i guess i'm a quack cos i'm not pharmaceutical shill whenever you mention an alternative to mainstream garbage... they're either confused or totally turned off by me haha the feeling is always mutual, dear society

say hi to the internet paisley iconic meaning nineties haha when i was a kid i felt like a teenager so it figures that i'd make decisions that coincide w/ how i have always seen myself i've always felt like i was dying i'll take affection from an animal over a person any day her tail musta hit the brass ensemble paisley is the only one i'd let in the band i have always had an affinity for xmas lights it's gotta be more depressing i would most definitely fuck it up even more it is an actual synthesizer i just make it make noise thank you yamaha, casio n all types of batteries considering all that's on my buffet i'd say that i'm doin pretty good i hate hate hate aircraft i say a prayer now instead of just yelling at planes n helicopters i'm trying to grow as a person, okay technology will always be used against society they'll never learn from their mistakes, most of em don't even know what they are! this is my fave anti-govt hat govt work is most definitely consistent are they suffering tho...i mean they eat cheese fries obesity is universal suffering cos everybody must watch ya self-destruct if you loved yourself you'd try a little harder bullying is not really my thing most people aren't even aware of their consciousness they're waiting on a savior to come scoop em up the world will get shittier cos humans beings won't lift a finger to do shit but scroll paisley shares my fascist beliefs utilitarian agorism...the only decent form of libertarianism we must have the same motives not the same beliefs people care too much about the wrong thing ad infinitum take yer pick from a number of wrong things 1.5-3 days, maybe sometimes even a half of a day the slow blink is the sweetest thing in the world i will never slowly blink at a human (not like this) how can you not feel loved vortex i'm not living in yawl's time period i choose despondence in a way i can't demand that people understand anything relating to mental illness will get misconstrued either the powers at be or those that disagree w/ me i don't care about your religion ronnit is the only other comedian that i really spend any time w/ outside the bars i'm pretty sure that brad is finally getting laid i just assume that somebody will be fucking somebody else over i'm such a cynic about relationships haha, but seriously tho if my friends are happy then i am happy for them regardless of the situation they are in nobody could do that for me for many there's an obligation that they have chosen how strange to allow society to determine the direction your life goes chin flab! chin flab! chin flab! i will be 39 fairly soon (like tmrw) halfway thru death (maybe) whenever the battery is running out it only lets me do so much, but at least i can do this my brain won't lemme do anything consistently i can't accomplish things the way i can in my mind never write it down, yet another waste of time i always know what i need to get done unless you really believe in that sorta thing DON'T DO IT i guess this is the main reason why i can't be amish i'm not supposed to leave this so called civilzation i'm just crazy, that's why my timing is off or all the way on

flute sound paisley always wants to be part of the song i've never seen cats i'm actually not that big a fan of musicals fuck new order, this sounds like the cure the head in the door, 1985 feeling important...is that delusions of grandeur i can pull myself down from the pedestal i put myself upon that balloon gon pop eventually n splat all over me she is now in her patting time

ag is kinda/sorta fascist thanks to working fast food drivethrus in the south for so long i say this cos i've seen mass consumerism every day/all day we wouldn't allow people to fall by the waste side if this country were half as great as people wanna believe oh! the hypocrisy of my position the end goal of ALL political philosophy is a shit society i still make art, it doesn't matter if it's any good don't expect people to like it ever plenty of people i've seen on stage that i wish i hadn't seen on stage if it ain't constructive then it's destructive once you fully understand how much around you is controlled you stop giving a shit n just live yer life people keep proving that my assessments were correct there's already a cure for cancer hahahaha

people have ridiculed me for as long as i've lived on this planet get used to it it figures that i'd bomb on stage better than i do anything else i don't gossip or give a shit bout someone's outfit they're gonna hate you, anyway i ain't gon curb what i'm sayin unsynchronized percussion right there "winning" only seems to amt to plzing bad people or kissing ass trying to understand types of humor that i don't like that is the typical conclusion i draw haha the way that we absorb information is super unhealthy i also have faith in the haters doin good n being good over lookin good n soundin good definitely not being on key haha hallucinating maybe? psychiatry is not logical cos you're just giving up on yourself which is oppositional to our survival inst‌inct relevance, beauty, intelligence...all worldly shit they're only serious about words there's stuff i'm passionate about n i won't back down you gotta get in this transformation biz it will never let you down why lethargy over unpleasant thoughts you can do a lot w/ unpleasant thoughts artistically speaking here you have this golden opportunity that you are squandering

this is a way better hobby, believe it or not how easy it would be to cut all these mfs down if i have a problem why would i mimic that problem the problem w/ naming yer pain...this is very confusing, i watched it multiple times before i could tie it all together...basically i'm saying that when you see yourself as a victim while this might seem empowering at first it will cause you to hate those around you (even more!) i wanna be the best i can be not rest on my laurels in apathy i'll never run away from the opportunity to grow some i dunno how they could feel good about anything that they say or do this is the best piano i got i said a few yrs ago that i wanted a bass player but alas i am a little too stubborn to work w/ anyone

are you jealous of my green goo i can no longer eat unhealthy crap i was a very conspiratorial kid but i still ate my lunchable that pizza lunchable was the best even tho it strongly resembled cardboard would it be better to just not eat i could be voluntarily autistic worshipping is the best part of my week there is plenty of corruption in the church, we already know i hope you locate the best sumins of all the sumins b/c they're trolls amy, that's it everybody's funny to somebody ag ain't much of a reactionary there's always bound to be a rebuttal that is way more cutting than the one you just said (so confidently i might add) there is nothing worse than vapor none of these mfs were addicted to cigarettes so...

now is not the time to get discouraged guilt trip whenever i don't do what i know i'm supposed to do they make it obvious that they are not passionate by the way they talk ag is not lubrication what does God want from me (love your neighbor) so much to learn from our experience this channel is not for gossip i am waaaay better at making myelf feel bad mass consumers gon mass consume since i value turning the other cheek plzing the status quo is sumin i really suck at plenty of people out there making stuff for attention don't expect anyone on the internet to understand psychology i agree w/ yer assessment considering all they know is what they see in that particular video instant gratification is a major disservice you are doin yourself i guess we gon keep on internalizing

i will not go back to the east room they are too commie for me we got standards damnit it's like high school all over again fuck that i guess a lotta shit gives people delusions of grandeur most don't seem to want genuine stuff too many people think i'm autistic for this to succeed in the "real world" i'm sure it would go viral if i were to cave on my principles a bit since i don't like the booking agent... i can't kiss ass to save my life they love their mainstream garbage schizophrenia is way cooler than autism that cracks me up (like i said, rap is very funny) that's krysta lookin stressed out per usual authentic rappers are rare i doubt that what i do will ever be homogenized i was very ambitious in the beginning i did 2 comedy specials in one summer sorry for that voice inflection, i just did a whole video mocking this interacting w/ kanye 20 years after the album came out the show survivor is entirely devoted to narcissistic manipulation that conniving attitude is very common in reality tv i am a heaven (and hell) sent instrument did yawl see propaganda (plastic dinosaur) *what's funny is that this is also true of the sixth commandment which is about not committing murder haha, being observational really is the answer to a lotta problems i've watched tv before, a lot you can learn about america there's this whole segment of tv called reality tv *scripted drama remember the nineties they're all working for someone they'll figure it out whenever a family member winds up dead

i will not go back to the east room they are too commie for me we got standards damnit it's like high school all over again fuck that i guess a lotta shit gives people delusions of grandeur most don't seem to want genuine stuff too many people think i'm autistic for this to succeed in the "real world" i'm sure it would go viral if i were to cave on my principles a bit since i don't like the booking agent... i can't kiss ass to save my life they love their mainstream garbage schizophrenia is way cooler than autism that cracks me up (like i said, rap is very funny) that's krysta lookin stressed out per usual authentic rappers are rare i doubt that what i do will ever be homogenized i was very ambitious in the beginning i did 2 comedy specials in one summer sorry for that voice inflection, i just did a whole video mocking this interacting w/ kanye 20 years after the album came out the show survivor is entirely devoted to narcissistic manipulation that conniving attitude is very common in reality tv i am a heaven (and hell) sent instrument did yawl see propaganda (plastic dinosaur) *what's funny is that this is also true of the sixth commandment which is about not committing murder haha, being observational really is the answer to a lotta problems i've watched tv before, a lot you can learn about america there's this whole segment of tv called reality tv *scripted drama remember the nineties they're all working for someone they'll figure it out whenever a family member winds up dead

this actually just reminds me of the nineties there's always nostalgia with everything rapping is all about talking up a big game i don't bemoan my problems pothead crew ahead *everywhere in america it figures that boomers would fuck w/ the synthetic weed i have renamed a lotta psychological stuff in relation to my beliefs i have no control over how i am received it don't much matter, i'm gon keep on doin it

the citizens could make america great (again???) politicians never make anything great so... trump talks a good n funny ass talk so there's an american colony in mexico i've been told i don't love what i'm told this country is maybe idealistically frfr i like the idea that you can make sumin of yourself with the advantage comes many disadvantages with freedom comes liability everything we tell ourselves we need is actually not that necessary the john d rockefeller mind you i doubt that it's a coincidence jay z is an awesome rapper they typically use people with talent, it's not hard to understand creativity is a gift from God 20 years later i am finally listening to this album will he give up all that $ all this stuff is totally outta our control it really is up to the citizens who are all dumb now good, decent people will leave i hate patriotism cos of the coercive nature of it doctors, politicians n society any kinda identity presents this problem i thoughts liberals were against killing people so they're fine w/ killing little people what's a political party that doesn't involve death we're supposed to name things n it blesses them kanye is definitely more spiritual so he has more to offer (sumin happened to him i dunno what) they could've been making shit this whole time

everything makes me cry apparently remember back when this toothpick was a cigarette my first channel aim less... back in 2017 i put up some stuff that could be viewed as pornographic one person's embarrassment is another person's porn the whole point is that nobody should be ashamed of taking a shit society will put up all this other useless shit on the internet so... society is pretty stupid so avande garde is not really their thing at least i learned sumin (quite a few things actually) i was listening to this album the other night sobbing in a parking lot did yawl see me almost hit that truck fuck you, too jay z i understand his arrogance but that is the downfall of many an artist fame is not a good thing they've all kinda alluded to it some more than others rap is fuckin funny, imagine me liking stuff that's funny the mainstream always has really lame topics that are required the industries control the artists to some extent i literally just said that about you kanye calm down he totally just explained why it makes sense to work w/ your mental illness instead of against it i haven't listened to any other kanye albums all the way thru if it's mainstream, i typically don't get into it the exception is jam bands i am such a snob about art mediocre people deserve mediocre music i'm typically not an illitus but i guess i take an exception to art no shame in a biden/harris bumper sticker hahaha i really relate to passionate people what's the point on being on this planet w/out any passion it's fine if you don't agree but you're fuckin wrong i swear the Judgment is righteous cos it doesn't come from me

i should stop getting angry about this but i can't how characteristic of a slave... they make excuse after excuse as to why they have to do things that they don't have to i know that i gloat *but my mindset is clearly better still i don't wanna be that cunt but many x i am that cunt i can't close my eyes for a second i don't like this gift sometimes nobody can do what i do, let's be real stop asking when am i gonna be more like you everyone's life is interesting to them do boring people know that they're boring yawl are being played cos they love being enslaved i pity em ad infinitum anything to keep me from being more mad i get into these moods...it's just the way i am go ahead n leave now hahaha i'll do this w/ or w/out you i'll be myself, regardless i appreciate the haters cos they remind me to develop even tougher skin how am i those people my exit is approaching now scratch that eye, bitch! multiple personalities ain't my thang i think i really terrify people on rumble hahaha i get sick of my crap too belittling somebody is not constructive criticism! i love this schizo spectrum shit i already get called sir cos of this masculine energy, androgyny works really well for making art i don't see myself as a man but i am way in touch w/ my masculine side mpd is very serious n you shift into your alters or whatever, it's not a conscious thing i thought narcissistic personality disorder was bad but i had no idea it could be way worse i just had to trust that this was a gift n now it most definitely is

*well apparently her dog got into a package of bologna n was shitting what looked like blood but it wasn't her grandfather helped me quit smoking cigarettes i found arlo (paisley's brother) dead next to the washing machine almost a year ago i wanted arlo to be w/ other dead animals n she has many of them in the backyard so... i owe checkers my life cos i am a fucking idiot becuz of this dog nobody died seriously a lotta people (usually women) use their pets (mainly dogs) as a shield people that call their pets fur babies holy shit one more time we show up early aka on time of course i didn't bring my work shirt, at least i got my work hat probably gonna eat an edible... it's good to be drunk or high during sumin sad like this she is a literal bitch haha everything can either advance you or hold you back many use their dogs as a crutch you can't appreciate sumin that you do all the time i see soooooo many people doing this...they didn't even give themselves time to mourn it's obviously pretty toxic when they just immediately replace their pet w/ another pet nowhere is somewhere to those that live there, i digress

i am very emotional...humanity makes me cry whenever people are genuinely kind it gets me all choked up lumping everyone into the same category is characteristic of the restaurant industry decent people get duped every day all day i am always arguing w/ myself there are at least 500 things that are killing us everything can affect you indirectly you should always care about what happens to other people they are destroying everything all for the purpose of "development" jim morrison had some good quotes

ever eat a bowl of cereal when driving around i don't have the heart to take out this cd i didn't see the eclipse cos of the clouds should i pull over? i'm paranoid i'm always stayin crazy i totaled my last vehicle right here i always thank the Lord cos i am a very bad driver that's my personal sidekick who is a man i finally got the flashdrive be proud of me for doing what i said 6mos later my media player killed itself so... i finally got what i shoulda gotten a long ass time ago back when i still had fiona...damn i do miss her expressing yer authentic self is very self-gratifying dani is one of the only women that can stand me dani's journey to where? talking is beneficial, that's why therapists get paid so much 3rd world countries can't whine about the govt n shit crying is fantastic we are supposed to have emotions, logic is good too tho as long as you understand everything in the basket they binge cos they are crazy haha they're a reflection of what makes em sick they put me on a pedestal for reasons i don't agree with easy to use emotions against other people i hate it for em n whoever is around em n must put up w/ their shit i'm funny cos i always had faith in the reason technology has just made people more impatient you can alter the pattern once it is recognized climate change is the one they're sayin now i just studied mental illness, so that's why i know a lot about it the powers at be have very easily weaponized mental illness super easy to control society they gotta pretend that they believe in self-preservation they're cocky about having kids n come to think of it everything else they do too children are a gift from God so gloating about it doesn't make sense arrogance is not from God empathy is an advantage but it does not feel like one for sure a leg up that keeps kicking you...oh well it torments me cos i care projection is self-defense you can't make a point when you're a piece a shit, too those that don't make an honest attempt to understand their own faults are very annoying people i keep saying this... not looking forward to insta!spam kim said imma get so much hate trying to get back into stand up but the mics suck around here i guess the Lord wants me to expand my horizons people just don't wanna work is all non interesting people that don't have shit to offer i'm showing you what our ancestors really want from us explaining the "joke" / bit all these people are dead inside so what the fuck does it matter they've already killed their spirit it's way more selfish to do sumin all to win the approval of society following my heart meant going against society stfu

paisley likes to jump on my back n chill on my shoulder, very very cool cat

why do they talk this way don't really hate women, i just get aggravated these groups are so oppressed that they cannot be criticized even tho all these things are true i paint w/ a broad brush cos i'm allowed (for the art of the joke) this girl on the headset is not fake at all but this little drive thru persona of hers sounds fake as fuck don't think i dunno that i am also obnoxious i don't wanna say anything n then they self-mutilate if i ever resemble a narcissist i'm sorry women vs men taking orders

if you can call this shit music it makes me feel better than i did before i started the happiest person on the internet cos i know how to use it everyone wants to be depressed n sick n pissed IT'S A CHOICE ad infinitum we don't choose the world we live in but we choose what we do about it it's easier to point the finger than admit that they made the wrong choice it just might be a sin... it's very plausible cos i used to have very toxic empathy too much of a good thing very easily becomes a bad thing how can i not think about drug use when do i do what i don't have to do i even appreciate it or is it just a part of my routine so conscious that it makes me nauseous so i analyze this vomit bill w(ilson) was a free mason your most trusted 12step cult... should i go gambling on my 13yr anniversary i always wanted to go to new orleans this is called creativity it comes from a very fuck you place come back paul i'm not supposed to be comfortable get good at being uncomfortable you can always pray in the bed so do that productivity doesn't mean shit if you don't get anywhere i used to deal w/ crippling anxiety this mf is in the middle of intersection, he doubled down it was very very busy tonight i am working for a friend of mine that is at a funeral right now there's this park conveniently 2min up the street from my house i sang Psalm 119, the longest Psalm people like this annoy me cos they just wanna sit in their shit nothing is ever hopeless, i'm sorry that you're knee deep in despair they corrupt everything so it's no surprise philosophically it's the best book in the world so the college dropout was at the record store recently, so lucky to snag it now is the BEST time to get into kanye west, 20yrs after this album came out + antisemitic accusations

i must stress that i'm a comedian they can only trust what they see/hear at the moment everything has whatever meaning they give it it's not even worth it to explain yourself plz use discernment or you will regret it selection year...so "climate change" it is weather system...you got that right i don't wanna be right about any of this stuff i do get pissed off, it's one of my flavors a flavor is not natural oxymorons are used on us all the time to prove how stupid the general public is women's rights...but they are never right carlin talked about the "civil war" it's mother nurture, actually i try to respond to as many comments as i can being hateful will not get a response from me other than maybe a thumbs up cos fuck you disorganized schizophrenia is an adequate reason why i work pretty hard man so forgive me for forgetting to respond

now that it's actually serious... i have to take care of it now since i have no other option it's selection year n all the timing is always on point, just sumin i have noticed since i was like 4 i promise you i've read revelations i know enough about the code we don't have any say in what the powers at be do Jesus is w/ us all the time, stop waiting for Him people are very clueless the Bible has too much truth for me to discount it like i said about my religion...NO FEAR MONGERING if you focus on the evil of this world satan wins over n over n over it's an energy thing damnit so obsessed w/ semantics that the bigger picture goes poof! how is saying that the Kingdom of heaven is w/in you hateful i'm sorry trail blazer i am too close i'm a lot happier when i listen to my music the world is made of sand

if i don't leave a response... don't trigger the bots, they are too sensitive you knew i had to say that i'm sure many CONTENT CREATORS can relate to this yt is not shielding me from criticism haha sarcasm randomly crops up, i typically hate that form of humor a lotta people that make art are trainwrecks i put it out in and out of spite of how it will be received earnest self-expression is crucial right now it's not gonna feel good but what does yawl like my practically nonexistent ass...insult holy shit we are 8min early mainly cos i was expecting heavy traffic i totally told myself that n that's exactly what happened haha *i finally got the flash drive just to prove that i am everything that i say... it's like the replacements never broke up i will get everything myself damnit