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bitches brew...this record defines my life i'm really not a bitch but a cuntsore when you bring up certain things ranting to myself about medical professionals per usual, they're used to it where i work the black sheep that has attempted to break the cycle i worked on myself n i watched my dad start treating me differently so... comedy is the best therapy if you believe that a therapist can help you DO NOT SETTLE NO AGENDA first question: what do you think we should do w/ trance! people talking to God about these things helped me way more than talking to somebody at a clinic a diagnosis means "treatment" i got mad at ronnit last night it's a complete waste of time n $ after a certain point i know what's going on damnit you do need God but if somebody in that field can help you then you should do it cos you have faith in it there's only so far you can go in the self-knowledge business w/ somebody else analyzing you why can't you just listen to yourself talk maybe that's the whole point of this yt channel

bitches brew...this record defines my life i'm really not a bitch but a cuntsore when you bring up certain things ranting to myself about medical professionals per usual, they're used to it where i work the black sheep that has attempted to break the cycle i worked on myself n i watched my dad start treating me differently so... comedy is the best therapy you can talk to yourself AND God *both are free if you believe that a therapist can help you DO NOT SETTLE NO AGENDA first question: what do you think we should do w/ trance! people talking to God about these things helped me way more than talking to somebody at a clinic a diagnosis means "treatment" i got mad at ronnit last night it's a complete waste of time n $ after a certain point i know what's going on damnit you do need God but if somebody in that field can help you then you should do it cos you have faith in it there's only so far you can go in the self-knowledge business w/ somebody else analyzing you why can't you just listen to yourself talk maybe that's the whole point of this yt channel

first second in, paisley had to make her presence known my misanthropic attitude is not autistic, it's better than that it's all about how you use technology fuck dem phones STILL they'd marry that iphone if they could it should be called the we phone i dunno how to not be hostile about this one, sari all these poor kids have to grow up in this shithole i keep my glasses in the freezer, i learned that from steak n shake they've been capitalizing on "racism" for a long time who can verify that this actually happened tho, no offense to emmitt till if he actually existed n went thru all that...i don't trust ANYTHANG they say about history, do your own research what a way to gain spiritual power consistently tiger teeth will forget in less than ten seconds cats are 95% tiger, probably why we shouldn't domesticate them i don't really like you either vortex there's somebody in there that gets what i do the vortex is just the medium and it's a pretty demonic medium all injustice is bad, racial or not actual equality cannot account for tribalism nobody practices what they preach (no self-awareness or guilt or shame) but since i still have a flip phone... nobody is actually having a good time on instagram he reiterates my points

doing things cos everyone else is...silly shit as if the general public is a moral bunch if it's popular, people are less likely to question it back when the site was tame it still made me very depressed i'm sure that wasn't a lie tho cos social networks are an addiction all by themselves everything about this shit is narcissistic excessive documentation has always weirded me out that's why my car is making that buzzing sound the pudding is everywhere so no ego strokage over here they're just jealous of my resilience it's not technology, it's society that has allowed this to happen social networks are inherently toxic this is obvious shit to those w/ awareness of human behavior social media is that proof n they still wanna keep the things around that exacerbate that toxicity they were already addicted to tv do yawl remember VCRs entertainment is taken VERY seriously waaaay back when you could miss a tv show n it'd be fine what if it's the same world tho progress enables laziness n narcissism

replace autism w/ schizophrenia, KIDDING you ain't ready for that mental illness is a sure fire way to get outta taking any kinda personal responsibility this road still looks like shit how much of our bad behavior do we excuse whenever you focus on what you CAN do, you'll expand upon that ag's paraphrased Scripture, not God's terminology getting over my initial stage fright was the first step comedians can't be afraid of lookin stupid (or racist) if you succeeded in regular ass life you wouldn't do comedy the camera actually isn't shaking after all apologizing for the future and now all the internet junkies are having a morality contest you will never be able to explain to me why you want to be part of this world

smoothie mouth happens to the best and worst of us i hate change so much relying on people for rides was annoying but it was also comforting ronnit told me that i'm inviting negative energy into my life yawl just need an israeli jewish lady yelling at you in light of my recent situation i am being extra careful i'm getting my two back tires replaced discount tire knows me way too well i don't think that we should be apathetic about our negative qualities you gotta agree w/ me vortex n stop being so silent dogs are too high-maintenance for me cats are already enough of a nuisance yawl had to have at least heard that i have to explain that i'm not serious when i start yelling about things americans hardly ever pay attention to their surroundings observations are more important than most realize

my sudden urge to do a poster no matter what you always have enough you know i hate squeezing the letters paisley said hi to you vortex you will get yer opportunity soon to reply to her my friend brittany wrote me those little love notes that you see taped on my cabinets i do all of this cos i feel better paisley is waiting...j/k she's a cat she don't give a fuck it's okay for me to fuck it up cos it ain't finished yet we're way too concerned about what others think of the way that we live as long as your conscience is cool w/ it the public will always be haughty n loves to put their 7cents in that nobody requested why do we state our opinion we appreciate you cos most people either don't or won't get it my existence screams questions n distrust in what i'm told so i don't expect much of a following haha ooooh paisley just took a shit, do you hear her burying it ag rocks reality, mf if i'm not stroking my own ego... less complications are better and far less stressful, that's why i mention it over n over i'm just really grateful to God that i listened to that instinct He gave me ...case in point my channel title is iconospasdic so God surely had a laugh we all need spiritual direction everything is a spectacle all the people i like on the internet hate each other why do yawl take yourselves soooooo seriously _____ ain't gon save ya i know that there's power in numbers but personal faith is what will save us all the whole system is rigged, man if mark twain said that way back in the day... the news media called it an epidemic n then the public believed it they're not conspiratorial enough i knew that public school was bad before crt already reprimanded everywhere else the sheep dunno what a question is maybe they're just mad cos their brain can't expand i'm givin em the benefit of the doubt but i'm probably wrong i still wanna believe that people COULD be good all these things in our materialistic culture make it harder for us to be good you might have the best of intentions just like martin luther they don't even notice the shit right in front of em the good ones notice swearing has always been a thing, man gd used to be my fave curse word luckily God never took that shit personally you pick up on things you hear all the time eating ass is common place now but that's just where these people are i guess celibacy is weird to them so... all the bad things are being magnified now you can't control things n that is what pisses you off i don't wanna focus on what i can't do shit about my biggest complaint is boredom haha this has always been the way of the world tho it's hard to be original in this world winning the popularity contest for...how long? it's just sad that so many people live n think like this fame homogenizes people the original fleetwood mac damnit old skool kings of leon was way better *bluesey i'm just a little tadpole in the nashville comedy scene (big splashes tho)...yet they still want me to always play keys i can't expand on other things if i am too focused on this one thing i literally can't do that shit haha we're always fresh cos we have no choice i must now call a plumber

and another thing will surely be under cover i'm a lot better when i'm on my knees Lord pretty plz do this for me, that's a way better state be prepared to get scorned n mocked by people who can't help themselves in their secular state if they don't understand they'll assume that you're wrong they'll never realize this about themselves it's MY job to understand my experience really blessed to not expect any better getting offended ain't gon change their mind i had to get over hurtful words you don't have to have a vagina to act like you have a vagina i can't help myself, sorry twitterheads if i do that, don't think we did it on purpose, it means that i fucked up the "song" we gotta go to work, holy shit i totally lost track of "time" the sink does not look good i suppose i could call another plumber but i just want it to be simple damnit corporations ruin everything the water didn't go down at all haha people, places n things tend to copy me you can't stop chin flab, just accept it i can't walk around like this all the time

trust that there is good why would you ask me to prove the existence of God i would hate to be secular, tried it n ended up in a psych ward there's no need to argue w/ these people you can let it go, sumin i ain't too good at no matter what you always have enough i had better write this down before i forget it in 3 seconds

"bomb cyclone" hahaha to the avg person i am delusional haha if you just became a "conspiracy theorist" i don't wanna hear yer take that american flag won't save you they have no choice but to grasp at straws easier to accept old consequences than to be challenged in any kinda way who runs the country if it ain't the prez i ain't too worried about it so long as it drives yawl know my feelings on banks this is why people should help people men just wanna fix women's problems i know way more about cars now cos of how many accidents i've been in haha kim is a rare bird i have to go to work pretty soon, it's lovely not needing a ride

i pretty much always get emotional during Divine Liturgy i love waving at people you'd think i'd be used to going to Church by now but it still throws me off i'm used to being the oddball not voting in regular ass elections but church assemblies are different the whole purpose of purchasing this land was to build a new Orthodox Church standing n singing to the Lord, acapella is the way we're supposed to do it i know i just sound crazy schizo episodes are fine tho stand up comedy changed my life i patched things up w/ my dad becuz i no longer wanted to hold onto this anger every parent is limited in some kinda way my parents are not spiritual people at all so the fact that they noticed a transformation in me says a lot the narcissistic part of us that we all have wants us to stay angry n bitter

it is pretty nice to be behind the wheel again *i rode w/ my hazards on all the way home as long as i don't have drugs i don't worry about cops haha riding around sweating bullets w/ an oz of skunk in my crotch...MEMORIES! i miss driving around smokin pot tho i really do weed was way more fun when it was illegal now we got a new set of problems to deal w/ in relation to the govt decriminalization is really the way to go but they won't do that they'll do the same thing to weed that they did to cigarettes they waited til americans were psychotic to legalize HD weed i'd rather it be illegal than for this to be happening when every other commercial is advertising edibles... social media doesn't do anything positive of course drug addicts are gonna defend their drug use holy shit ten min early can we keep it up miles davis, blue haze (1955) isn't that just sooooo apropo ag is quite the violent femme since i renamed this car miles, i figured i should listen to miles davis first thing people give up on things when there is still so much use they could get out of it i'm going to Church now, goodbye vortex

you have obviously never driven a mini cooper the reason why ag calls herself trashville it's exceedingly difficult for me to not fuck up a good thing adoption just means rejection originally you always feel like a reject no matter what whining doesn't seem to change circumstances my parents essentially confirmed my initial feelings about my existence i've never not been an alien while i don't recommend alcoholism... alcoholics n homosexuals have a lot in common eating ass for the rest of your life don't sound too appealing but who am i stroking yer ego doesn't put God in a good light most of these mfs don't have the toolbox that we got if they're eating ass, i can almost guarantee that they don't read the Bible a lotta people don't seem to know about self-assessment

responsibility is very strange for me the tripod is a responsible tool you had better like that vortex this filmmaking is really off the chain i deserve an award for wearing a seatbelt this is called an honest effort my friend was working on my car for about 3hrs, switching out the control arm that's what happens when you hit a guardrail i renamed this car, miles thelonious coltrane does that little switcheroo make you think of seinfeld if you're really annoyed you are probably already gone

i worked 13 hrs today getting depressed on the internet comes naturally if i smoke pot again i'll never return to the internet haha staring at a screen makes me feel less like a human being i'd rather go take a walk than do what many people do every day all day we must defend what we can't really prove is there i used to fantasize about that sorta thing for way longer but not so much now the circuit keeps cuttin out way sooner the celibacy situation not lonely but at the buffet of me thank you lauren, that's the best metaphor french toast sticks for days! it won't be a golden corral buffet but 5 stars it's crazy for me to be up at 8 5 hrs will drag but the longer the shift the better we already are doin the barter system i don't have faith in the human race but i can still pretend if people are spreading God's love that's all that matters acting like a Christian is the most important thing (to me) i wish everything i said was new n different

way more content in what all i understand now that i'm older the most that anyone could hope for is what i got don't let anyone tell you how to have fun or what you're supposed to want i make more than due only becuz of God i think way more than thrices x3 at least i understand my feelings a lotta people won't try a little harder it's so much easier to be a piece a shit that's all we do is try to crack the code of our brain can't imagine this any other way maybe i'll let you in for a pretty brief time plz don't take it personally that i leave thank you internet for turning everyone into a woman or a woman x 50 that abortion vacuum is social media birth control is kinda sorta everyday abortion tho exterminating the black race was not immoral according to margaret sanger define life (relative) super pro choice people just don't wanna be here themselves abortion is projection these arguments from pro lifers are dumb if we lived in a just, moral society... the fascist regime in my mind the man in my head would not allow me to be a dictator so don't worry i hate how women make everything a problem for everyone else here go you some nostalgia, vortex no not 2010 but 1988

healthy compulsions such as picking up trash it wasn't just reagan but he kinda got the ball rolling formerly tho many don't have that opportunity becuz they purposely fuck over the people that are born here stoned cold cynic cos this is the world i live in i've been holdin my own hand since i was 6 more healthy compulsions...overstocking they like my method which is why they've copied it outrageously overstocking, i really levelled up today this thing inside me that can make me so destructive they can't control me like my head can ask questions, pay attention to experience why would you wanna do what they tell ya ta if it kills creativity it's out they don't value the artistic part of themselves if you ain't making babies you gotta be making sumin damnit no community, no creation, just mindless entertainment to distract them from their "depression" no binge watching of my channel i start n stop paisley knows paisley will not be mocked! she cannot be controlled which i get the real reason why we pose a threat to society n authority or whatever

i dig these chords 12 step meetings get pretty boring after awhile referring to yourself by the thing that you gave up not a sheep kinda gal the sheep don't even know why they do most of what they do many say that i think too much the thoughts n feelings run together they come when i don't want em n they run away when i'm tryin to remember is this comin from me or somebody that i perceive to be rejecting me do i not wanna admit that i'm offended very rare to have a healthy compulsion picking up trash is such an easy task nobody takes cares of things tho you're stupid stupid stupid donald trump is the biggest straw tho

bad decisions... it's okay to be a failure some of the time easier to run away n blame somebody/anybody but you yours truly is an exercise in self-flagellation imagine my frustration w/ america man i sound like ani difranco, this makes me sublimely happy *i forgive her feminism social networks magnify our need to be liked (or in some cases, disliked) we're easily manipulated via identity i do this in a bigger picture kinda way always pointing at the general public i expect my sub count to go back down x2 eventually i'll say sumin that will make you frown those that talk shit keep comin back around these are mainly internet people tho at least you were honest w/ em they're missing a ballsack to say what needs to be said (not ag) i don't feel dead, i feel way more alive than the general public trying to ignore people that bother me those w/ the govt in their pocket (most of em) i'm a giant tree branch on the outside so lucky that i saw this avalanche in advance if only i could see accidents or my credit score in advance $ mgmt should be sumin i fuckin visualize i don't throw food away anymore, thankyou Lord the things that i've done i've had to confront backwards, forwards...depersonalization i can count on one hand the amt of times that i had sex n didn't wanna kill myself haha very anti-pc to either not want, not need, or not enjoy sex a lotta people need to bring children into this world the whole point is creating as much as possible my friend's kid is in a bad situation cos the relationship still doesn't work all these people are fucked up cos of their single mom or divorced parents accurate observations if they offend

vultures pickin at cha always tryin to get a rise outta ya i like to pretend that i don't have sexual organs but doesn't that dehumanize me in a way i'd rather live for God, tho mini vans. sammiches. television. people do or don't do things for the wrong reason i know that i do n don't do do things for the right reason cos i've always thought about things i need to stop making bold declarations God shows me things that He don't show nobody else apparently they'd rather not think about it on the way down i get it not autistic, sorry to disappoint it schizos have an answer that they're not ready for they won't give up their whole world i have always ostracized myself i appreciate the altered state not so much the company tho ag n co is the way to go 95% tiger, this little thing they immediately forget if they get mad at you i wish men could just digress BARF! many assumptions society will make women don't try to understand their psychosis this ain't much of a civilization recovery triangle, yin yang, peace sign...all some kinda free mason

we could always say way more internet junkies, everyone everywhere my cat is fuckin w/ my tripod paisley is so much like me it both pisses me off n makes me happy REMEMBER: DO NOT FEED VULTURES i did a poster on this very thing due to people on the internet talkin shit but really it's about anyone that bothers you very rare that they do much besides just say things they have a fantasy of changing me (just like a woman) she will never grow outta this playtime paisley distracted me, she's so good at it schizophrenia is adhd five thousand we always go all these different places i felt like doin that damnit eighties casio right here in this day n age nobody's having fun i had a topic did i not so many in society don't have selves to be that's gotta be sad to see every day in the mirror having to face that age old question... do this _____ to get by anyway the topic... when people are real mean or obscene whatever i can talk about anything n everything, no bones why be ashamed or proud the internet allows these cowards a megaphone that alone was pretty good there she goes chasing after that marker do yawl hear that, she went for it cats don't have any attachment issues people can help having a short attention span but we choose not to

this poster is called... they were already stupid...so true! either from canada or minnesota making posters was my reaction to the leftist obsession w/ doing this in relation to protest rallies blm started w/ obama tho i did an actual comedy showcase @ tk2 back in summer 2021 is it a compulsion tho i guess they call it mass immigration for a reason they'll invade yer tree house too, make no mistake this really describes how i feel about all "progress" smartphone technology has destroyed everything but not w/out a cause the phone is an interactive television people are always holding onto sumin silly or totally understandable women don't belong in politics, NONE bitch some of us just ain't cut from the same cloth there will always be that part of me...boy i'm gonna carry that weight a long time best of intentions i swear every time i have my period i am reminded that i have the gift of being able to create life and becuz i am not doing that i must do sumin similar thru my creative contribution internet junkies everyone, everywhere

just cos it feels a certain way don't mean that's how it actually is it doesn't have to stay that way i won't always be in the same state of mind so acceptance makes more sense to me accept the difficulty n you will come up w/ solutions God is working inside of you when trusting the process we cut ourselves short cos we just give up is it an age thing when everyone is now 12 years old again this sucks for right now but eventually it won't be so bad those w/ a disability understand this way better learning how to accommodate is very valuable those that don't have a terminal illness are just paranoid about death even tho we all die at some point hardship can make a crazy diamond outta you knee deep in the victim mentality are so many women (and men that are letting the woman inside their head have control over their emotions, they should paint instead) i thought that women's studies was literally the study of women but at least i did figure out why so many of em are crazy feminists tend to whine a lot the victim mentality is so corrosive real victims can't make demands (no mic) no air time, no book deal none a that those that have been thru a buncha shit might tell you about it but probably not you can always use the same reel to stay on the same reel substance abuse is quite common blame the world all day but it still won't get you anywhere the world won't get any better if you don't get better if you can rise above whatever yer difficulty then you prove that the devil sucks the internet keeps the devil drunk

more posters, some just slightly revamped i really like that fading marker no detail but faulty materials you first must eat shit...pay yer dues you must accept being at the bottom of the barrel before you can inch up they will never be satisfied...not just true of women that stain is either from a smoothie or coffee never ever under any circumstance feed a vulture...people on the internet are destined to make trouble do not retaliate, it ain't worth it the pointless back n forth of so many dimwits same cup of coffee helped destroy this which proves that in many ways ag is also a toddler i might just add the female symbol to the letters here i know that you exist, paisley you just love to keep proving it women on top turns the world to slop, feminism sucks i don't like authoritative women until you understand what's in the basket... if women read the Bible they'd understand why they can't preach in the Church i'm fine w/ dying/living/doing everything alone our ancestors are turning in their graves, so sad what society has reduced itself to i really like the orange there but i might add to the background i added some pink to this powerful msg haha, you deserve to be depressed if you aren't making anything this msg is quite personal don't let the sheep bring you down...they dunno any better so just forgive them n move on cos they won't change i know they are arrogant but they mean well, they just simply dunno i exist okay so don't feel totally outnumbered (i count as 25) there are those questioning the system n challenging the status quo in a very underground kinda way you gotta search n seek to find the good shit college radio: the best thing about college flip phones do some stuff yawl, they just don't allow you to self-destruct my coworkers are fixin to get here to pick me up for work cos my car is not drivable right now we need another medium that's not only alternative but anarchistic sheep won't even appreciate or understand the underground stuff so...

grateful for what hurts cos it's worth so much more sadness allows me to have happiness difficulty will make you appreciate when it's easy grateful for the smell of saline there is sumin seriously wrong w/ a society that tries to snuff out any negative feelings my brain don't do what i want it to but maybe i'm just ignorant of what it's supposed to do the answer will be revealed if i'm patient i have ovaries, i'm allowed to cry damnit i guess it's good that God didn't make me a man i understand it now tho most dunno that we all have this gift to create which is just the saddest thing not to mention a total waste of potential n freedom nobody really exercises their liberty here "mentally ill" just means sumin they can't control this will always be true which is why we keep repeating it it took me so long to do what you're seeing me do i guess it's all in God's time tho better late than never, thanks dt i don't care what chu don't believe nobody has to prove anything to anyone words don't mean diddley, you gotta live what you claim you believe why should anybody take you seriously if you don't practice what chu preach if you are not an example of what you teach then shut the fuck up you know we have a feline friend don't chu try to take this from me damnit