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cold brew time babies also time to change the miles davis cd pretty sure they got divorced kind of blue is sooooo good tho hold up vortex, listen to miles meowing is a regular thing over here i have so many stains on the floor of my garage you know how paranoid we already are w/out any help from anything or anyone i just had the back panel fixed finally every time i say imma leave my house early i never do i gotta be in a weird ass mood to actually do what i say in a timely fashion should i start saying imma leave late how can reverse psychology work if you know i don't wanna trash this car since it's a luxury european vehicle n all acceptance involves accommodation rather than fighting most gaslighting attempts on myself are not successful i don't just notice other mini coopers but also bmws since we come from the same parents i should name this little mini brubeck well i guess it's good that i ran that red light since the person behind me did too close up on the dirty ass air freshener that i found in the parking lot of twin kegs 2 (bar where i used to do standup comedy) i can't even say the word noir correctly i obviously don't agree with that but there's nothing we can do about somebody else's choices we know how questionable our gender identity is my politics don't fit w/ my musical taste if you don't fit the mold just be an artist damnit this is the only option other than suicide the art would be better if social acceptance was the answer there's a reason why i became Orthodox should i just start identifying as a eunuch why pride? why not lust pride is a lot of a stretch considering all that that entails you'd be amazed how many gay(ish) people have reached out to me the clouds are always beautiful w/ or w/out colour loner, according to society it sounds like a cope becuz to be a loner sounds really depressing to most i can't visualize having a family so it's just not for me having a partner would not make me happy why can't weirdos just be left alone i get lonely sometimes but very rarely bdpd was the result of me trying to fit in w/ this world i was always nuts in a way that society doesn't understand so i became nuts in a way that society promotes people have to be criticized in order to improve a turn signal is straight n to the point i used to have a real problem communicating the simplest of things always own when you make a mistake n just be honest about it black churches are there all day sunday it's a stereotype becuz it's true i miss cj, i used to see her every week cos she hosted this really awesome mic in north nashville i'm just making statements is all it doesn't matter how true sumin is if you sound ignorant most that paint w/ a broad brush do that to stay away from people we all have preconceived notions about everything if you really wanna change people's minds prove that you ain't the stereotype that they think you are

if i have anything to do w/ the direction my life goes imma make sure that i remain pure in any way that i can you can tell that i've been spent i couldn't say no when i was younger i didn't have the mouth that i do now but i wanted to damnit that taught me everything that i needed to know maybe i am in fact an alien considering my adoption all they do is project their insecurity (not just onto me but a lotta people) i've performed enough failed experiments to know to avoid certain things they dunno what they're suggesting cos they haven't seen my alcoholism in full swing grand slam there it is sobriety reminders are so much worse than continuing to get drunk i got quite a bit that i'm always processing the r word is the tip of the iceberg hopefully not a sinking ship over here fuck the federal reserve

not enough women fight the victim mentality this one won't quit talkin shit about a society that demands us to be victims i ain't gonna be a shell of myself expecting someone else to save me i guess i am talking about myself here haha thinkin way more than twice about anything but what the general public believes maybe i'll get three women tho one is clearly good enough, love ya lauren that's one person that has a better life cos of that positive influence $$$ ain't that right application is everything those that talk shit don't know ya or your character gonna do sumin that's long-lasting which is why i believe in God

sumin i wanted to talk about...CLASSIC ag opening statement joe rogan is not interesting like at all why is he so controversial again fence-sitters should commit suicide at the same time fuck ______ how else are we supposed to talk but in generalities the L & the R are always competing to see who is more formidable these people be acting like they got 10 sets of feet i wanna piss off cluster B personality types the gay stuff is sexually degenerate whether it's a choice or not i will pay you to have a baby if i think you'd be any good at raising it ag will concede if she is wrong procreation enthusiasts don't understand mental illness anti-natalists just had shitty parents ag is making nonsensical statements now i couldn't ever even visualize getting pregnant i value self-knowledge more than anything else i was always in another world head doctors are essentially just business men that work for big pharma psychiatry is malpractice n barbaric don't talk to sheep about your problems i don't desire to keep people on this channel if they're pansies i get it, you're brainwashed to believe quite a bit sumin tells me you might see yourself as a victim in the future

now's a funny time to start giving a shit about the lighting the music is a joke as is everything else good things that comedians don't even have to be funny i definitely can't do anything normal good thing i don't envy em anymore i used to plan my suicide courtesy of zoloft medication is a betrayal to myself i'd rather be paranoid than forget all of it i never really wanted to leave it all behind that joint worked far better for me no this ain't a suggestion, just telling you the truth if you think it's a sin don't do it x2 i've been pretty screwed up all my life no decent tool set n this world didn't help in the slightest i really do relish my freedom so... they will never talk about that kinda freedom cos they can't sell it just cos they don't agree don't make what you're doin the wrong thing how's your consccience? no more guilt trips now that i got confession at least i tell myself i got wisdom, perhaps it's yet another gaslighting experiment i'm sure God will lemme know in my dreams none of these people are remotely interesting back in the day i was way more of a mess than that which you see here luckily He sent His Son

man i look so much better w/out colour why am i getting perturbed by this statement bear w/ me, we will eventually change the cd there are always people that can educate but they will get shut down we know what's wrong but we also know the way things are most of our problems really center w/in ourselves understanding is quite the tool box meet em where they are even if it's Hell Proverbs 23:23 buy the truth and sell it not...exactly they're just proving how jewish they are ...so suckin the dick of the booking agent if you show up for the photo op you will probably get more career opportunities my principles don't seem to involve socializing glad that i read this earlier cos it's just been weighing me down somewhat the many facets of the american dream that are total horseshit if you don't have it w/ yourself then you will never get it nothing will ever be enough life goal: work on oneself life is a destination for most why would i envy normies they're jealous of the persona you just never know who's gonna be jealous of you wouldn't that be nice if you could go cabrewing...no wouldn't that be nice to be friends w/ everything don't fight what you are, figure it out damnit the other gals are pretty stupid, i am just unabashedly bonkers i'd rather not talk shit about women, but i want them to do better conduct, not identity CONDUCT not identity women are bio/psych wired to behave oppositional to what the world is pushing since the late sixties the answer to this problem could not be simpler (which is why women complicate it) why it doesn't make sense for women to be involved in politics feminize things in order to complicate the world henceforth turning it to shit show me the evidence that people are happier these days just 20 years ago really i disavow mistreatment, at the same time revoke women's rights feminism does not solve the woman problem just no violence, that's it they just used women to push these progressive policies man i woulda loved the hell outta the past...maybe i started my period today, always excited no faith in settling down, no visual schizos are cast outta society cos we are totally counter-culture spending so much time in Scripture ville who gives a fuck about internet ville

i do have a lot to say i can always talk to myself n that means more than anything having a relationship w/ yourself is all you really got they are in a deeply committed relationship w/ technology your capacity to care ain't worth much forgetting the point of the video...CLASSIC ag video getting up on a stage w/ a vagina makes sense does it not how could you not know that ag is a sexist i can't control the world i'm living in schizos should work n we're also really good workers schizotypal personality is basically schizophrenia lite my sexism told me to never hold a microphone in my hand for any reason there's a lot that my existence proves most women are not willing to do any work on themselves (what was the point of rights again) i look up to any n all women who do what is oppression tho countries are far more stable when women don't have rights they don't take ANYTHING seriously when they can profit off misery women's rights exist so that we could ruin the world women are pretty dumb so they agree to progressive policies when women are manipulative there are additional layers no i'm not a victim cos i'm a woman n fuck susan b anthony believe it or not i actually have a favorite feminist sexual liberation is stupid as fuck *i actually think that shit was propaganda so they could scare the public into thinking that anarchy promotes violences since the dude said that he was inspired by her lectures, that sounds like a deflection to me i typically side w/ anarchists over the numbskulls that trust the system the system will always be bad, nothing will change that many people have a savior complex n they will never save themselves focus on not being a victim anymore do it outta spite n eventually you will be grateful that it happened there's too much in it for em to identify a certain way i credit the Orthodoxy for taking me outta conspiracy ville i don't need any help being paranoid i wish i could save people from this mentality but alas being an inspiration will change the world not political activism making this world better one nutjob at a time

pardon my lack of musical talent too abstract to abide by the rules n regulations of our society i don't wanna pay any less attention i'm pretty sure i'd be dead if sadness could kill you is this what we get it could still be so much better society will always choose swine over pearls a lotta good stuff has a cult following sheep will never listen to profound shit sheep pat themselves on the back for liking joe rogan people don't appreciate anything that challenges them they are just dense is all mental ills have the responsibility to explain emotionality politics is one of the reasons why art exists there's more $ in misery get everybody to willingly degenerate, coercion is way easier coercion appeals to our desire to fit in w/out strong convictions they will easily be pulled in one direction or another even if they knew they wouldn't make the right decision becuz they are weak already 200 lbs overweight n they're stuffing their face or God forbid eating ass... pc people just wanna be accepted, it's just pathetic really the word sin is about as meaningless as the word racist creativity is all we have

i know that money is bad since it's always tied to slavery the nature of progress is to turn everything to shit you don't have to go along w/ the world the pretend world of internet ville so much going on n still absolutely nothing if you wanna know how stupid the world is just go online flip phone life cos i'd just rather not be an internet junkie this form of "communication" is counter-intuitive i got my friend to to get off an SSRI n not abort her baby so... i'm probably not gonna change the bigger picture but on a small scale i can be very effective they use "history" to hold white men hostage for the failures of yesteryear if they actually cared about racism they'd know the truth about PP if only reparations would shut black people up everyone should get reparations, the first should be indians, second would be blacks you gotta be a conspiratorial nutjob apparently to really understand how deep-seeded the problem is most people don't have enough empathy to care about anything that happens outside their perspective amerihahaha is the biggest joke on itself

this is my thing that luckily nobody wants to fuck w/ casio sk-1 if i so desire (and i always desire) watchin the tv of my brain n i'm on every channel they dunno themselves that well to keep the self-talk goin i'm so in awe of classically trained anything i'm like that additional pile of dog crap that you missed i hope you like that metaphor cos i do is she really a mess? here's your confirmation arlo was a very bad cat but he still didn't deserve to die i needed to clean my car out, so this happened since they detailed my car i'm really glad that i did this beforehand

yawl like the foliage "bill gates" worships the sun so that don't make no sense they either play God or act like He doesn't exist don't get lost in semantics working for the devil n worshipping him are very similar many get lost in semantics but they are still paying homage to really bad people that do bad things when they insist on living some degenerate lifestyle it's really fuckin hot, we can't say it enough the way to win: stop giving a fuck about "them" most are not willing to bend their perspective in order to change anything God put me in the stupidest country to study everything i can't wait for the AI to kill us (that's probably a psych op but i hope it ain't)

i promise that we will get back to those original chords i am not the musician i wanna be but... hopefully we can get a little sliver of that vision just watch this channel if you wanna witness ag's disappointment for a time my experience was quite the opposite i didn't plan that by the way wait less than 2min n i'll prove what i'm talkin about i am no longer ashamed of this gift cos i know what it's for now i don't take pride in it or anything really all i'm sayin is... i don't like guns either but gun control won't work you keep putting yer faith in people that eat children we can always get sidetracked talkin bout the "elite" suicide is always lingering paranoia following me everywhere so i always talked to God goin along w/ some shitty ass lifestyle...most people right now you will always be a jigsaw puzzle they are politicizing everything BORING! they're already dead tho faith and prayer are the vitamins of the soul

it figures that i'd mess up before i even started why beat myself up over what won't change i can't force myself to stay organized i hate hypocrisy, we don't share the same values america i could very well be the one i have a problem w/ i am trying to do the piano sound since it looks like a piano i'm not changing batteries, sari vortex don't date most women i used to be that cunt awhile back emotionally immature n cutting myself back in the day...MEMORIES! my emotions were too intense so i smoked a lotta weed borderlines will always get in the way of their own salvation therapy is good all the way around the possessiveness stems from abandonment + envy ag has graduated to the i don't give a fuck attitude he ain't gon leave the bitch so we must pray for his ass

this old ladeh just let me go, i never expect people to be nice to me peeing outside is disagreeable apparently ag is not rude ever if i'm hateful about anything it's the smartphones i don't shell out advice so i do this channel instead my opinions are in direct conflict w/ the general public nobody wants to be culpable for our society today but... i loved obama cos he was black n extremely eloquent the lesser known ones voted for him cos he was a homosexual so they said that there was nothing wrong w/ my car, i really lucked out this time a new thermostat will cost over $700 to fix another promotion for ya, christian brothers automotive lives up to their name ooooh almond so excited to be fasting again ag's viewpoints are more controversial than yours many comedians are on psych meds female comedian says it all tho psych meds are the exact opposite of fun drugs i guess i am just a reasonable person or sumin specifically white women that they are targeting i'm a white woman (believe it or not) so... most dunno what the hell they are doing my brain is naturally skeptical of whatever is popular Orthodox Christianity is the lesser known faction in usa strange to be the one making this case i have no problem respecting authority if it has merit if i were the boss i'd fire so many people some women can take criticism, most cannot how long have you been driving this car amy equality is only achievable thru Jesus equity is what they want not equality i'm sure it's an old white dude that owns that liquor store my mgr didn't notice that i was wearing an anti-govt hat all day yesterday sumin really weird would have to happen to make me kempt walking around is good for a number of reasons look at this bird shit apparently thelonious (car) is non-binary now

brittany has adhd so... there's that tulsi streak that i wanted so bad i'm a little self-conscious but not enough to be all that concerned somebody MEAN was telling me to fix my teeth... my comedic persona along w/ living in the south why do women have to be pretty propaganda (plastic dinosaur made in china) thinks i am beautiful the american govt is the biggest threat to america supporting yellow-owned biz mainly cos it's right up the street asian women are absolutely adorable n ideal women i think that the female problem is mainly in western countries you gotta be one w/ yourself n one w/ God in order to be the one for someone else these kids are monsters cos their parents are monsters her meows sound like brass instruments if people are giving you shit for not having kids tell them that you lack faith in such an endeavor *romans 14:23 always go w/ yer gut what do we do about problem people depo provera is used on registered sex offenders as well as a form of birth control why would you chance it w/ an obvious psychopath pitbulls are a fine example of nature vs nurture don't be society's problem, work on yourself i get a really terrible vibe from this bitch n she wants absolutely nothing to do w/ me pretty sure she's just an overt narcissist npd is highly functional cos they are very goal-oriented they are lazy in all other aspects of their life but work naima is my fave jazz song ever my friend kaden just got me that dream catcher n since i already have one i am doing my cat a major favor that she can't even appreciate cats are all about showcasing their ass affection n love are not the same thing they need things from us, that's why cat mommy was depressed n didn't empty the litterbox tired of being one of the few women w/ self-awareness did you hear her meow over the phone i am very confused by this msg kit knip box is an intense committment she has so many toys now john coltrane: giant steps yawl remember cd players i try to remain in the nineties as much as i can i don't expect people to know much about self-preservation

flip phone life currently making a smoothie, i wanted to show yawl my car is in the shop right now a crazy person would probably collect banana peels i gotta remember not to close the door to the microwave not looking forward to that report bill collectors are after me every day we just spent practically 2grand fixing the back panel i didn't wanna give up my mini cooper, it's too much of a luxury car there's a reason why i renamed my car miles i put too much kratom in my smoothie n threw up yesterday haha i know this coltrane album pretty well it's way harder to mimic jazz riffs call it punk n they won't expect it to be anything other than shit shake that smoothie, that's all you gotta do watch that smoothie vortex do yawl not realize that this is actually cnn n fox news don't worry i'm not one of those types fear porn that you can mentally masturbate to (w/out ever getting off) that would be pretty sociopathic if i got off on everyone getting poisoned the news media gives us a false idea of control pop culture will tell you everything that's really going on i added basil leaves n it made all the difference if i had a kid i'd name him basil after saint basil the great (and actual basil which is simply amazing)

little did you know i already admitted that readily a long time ago there's a lot that i had to forgive n let go of n so lucky to have taken that on welcome to the world where nobody does the work on their own head empathy is suffocating sometimes i stay over here so i can cry n not be bothered it's not a bad thing to be sad about a sad thing, exactly medication is a band aid at best, so it will only subdue whatever you're going thru i chose to stare my problems directly in the face the reward from taking a microscope to my prefrontal cortex when a person's frontal lobe is messed up they really can't help it i've been yelled at by many an authority figure my car is in the shop. again i'm pretty sure it's the thermostat a lotta things weren't a concern 150 yrs ago, amy it's not just a luxury to have a car but a mini cooper is a luxury car i would be such a shitty wife wife to my house n nothing else during "covid" i went a lotta places this cat is my prisoner that i am holding hostage cats are easily satisfied n don't whimper emotional instability tends to lead to dog ownership i didn't mind taking care of their dogs cos it was good for my mental health another fine example of how dumb women are an animal or child will not fix your broken attitude about yourself i am a reasonable gal in spite of my bias against women i don't really feel that sorry for her cos she does it to herself on repeat no change, no change it's called a self-fulfilling prophecy becuz it's you doin it to yourself feminism capitalizes on female misery i will never understand people that believe in shit like going to college paisley will take the prayers!

i know the c chord very well it might not even be that chord hahaha i remember thinkin bout the future when i was a kid i didn't bid too high on normalcy even tho i tried lucky that it didn't work out considering... normalcy doesn't mean shit maybe i was right to stay away from em those that can't stand a single word of the Truth you think that the world would be enough proof that shit ain't workin out those that stay up all night are typically right those brand new white pants are gonna get darker by the hour from that period stain, true story existing right now is interesting considering... the energy i exude is very manly we know i don't have to identify in some weird ass way to say what i have to say most of us ain't dangerous, we are the libertarian of mental illness they're all infantilized if the judgment ain't righteous it's worthless how will they do anything different when they don't understand you can't change what chu can't explain all they do is run away from discomfort if my channel ain't a fine example of every point i ever wanted to prove you reject whatever you see in yourself that you're not ready to see the schizophrenic is the most feared cos we see everything for what it truly is we must practice forgiveness on a daily basis every time you fall apart just make some art just look at this...less suicidal than the majority of women in west civ oh the nerve to shame a crazy bitch for having a cat

it is fairly quiet all i want is for someone to get this form of self-expression most people do most things that i don't agree w/ some would call me a fascist i don't wanna have to watch myself, i mean i already do haha freedom didn't work, we tried if the govt ain't Christian it won't work, it will be like this or worse bad people will always run everything a decent outcome is highly unlikely death. destruction. war. division knowing how much $ can be made on bad things why wouldn't bad people capitalize on this it's kinda/sorta their fault tho that'll be the mfing day it's way too much fun to keep on swearing, sorry father andrew RIP coffee interjection i know that most people ain't gon roll w/ my thought process nobody wants to execute any kinda righteous judgment no i don't criticize for fun i wish i could save ya from your terrible life decisions reason ain't really a female thing i don't wanna control ya, i just wanna help ya women love to be controlled just not by a man, see: psychiatry knowing the nature of women n the problems that ensue will get chu called a misogynist once women understand their manipulative tendencies they can do sumin better what to do next time so you don't scare off another guy no man is gonna save em a good God-fearing woman is a fucking gem i am very silly so i think that they might be attracted to that cos they think i'd make a good mom i try to quell temper tantrums but most of the time i fail

you're probably not listening but i will humor you sometimes i do require a chastening i'll take whatever i can get i curse myself in good fun ag is balding! fitting in never happened hahahaha i was never enjoying myself anyway they're just killing themselves in socially acceptable ways most things that americans do on a regular basis are a slow but eventual suicide throwing cat toys sounds like a genius idea at this moment imma confuse paisely, i am being very selfish an apology to a cat means absolutely nothing she will meow later tonight this is the last furry ball! just turn messing up into part of the song i look like such a lesbian hahahaha i will never be a pianist i can't stick w/ anything, i just get too bored i'm not talented the way that those i am in awe of are talented i wish that more people could use madness in a positive way st vincent vs america when pretty women tell me they're jealous of me... i could never be a caricature it's funny how much of a misogynist i seem to be but i can still be in awe of women even if they're feminists God wants women to create so that's what i am trying to do even if it sucks

you're probably not listening but i will humor you sometimes i do require a chastening i'll take whatever i can get i curse myself in good fun ag is balding! fitting in never happened hahahaha i was never enjoying myself anyway they're just killing themselves in socially acceptable ways most things that americans do on a regular basis are a slow but eventual suicide throwing cat toys sounds like a genius idea at this moment imma confuse paisely, i am being very selfish an apology to a cat means absolutely nothing she will meow later tonight this is the last furry ball! just turn messing up into part of the song i look like such a lesbian hahahaha i will never be a pianist i can't stick w/ anything, i just get too bored i'm not talented the way that those i am in awe of are talented i wish that more people could use madness in a positive way st vincent vs america when pretty women tell me they're jealous of me... i could never be a caricature it's funny how much of a misogynist i seem to be but i can still be in awe of women even if they're feminists God wants women to create so that's what i am trying to do even if it sucks

i look like i'm 12 crazy. funny. interesting if i had a choice i would choose this every time crying is a release right now i am in the lull n it's terrible lull not to be confused w/ lol always L O L i used to envy the sheep but not anymore i guess i'd probably be watching tv i really don't turn up my nose at anyone they will never do good if they have the option to be distracted don't feel bad for feeling bad, guilt trips are not my goal empathy is very useful esp in today's world if we don't even think for ourselves then it doesn't much matter it wouldn't surprise me if Hell was actually just earth i had all day to shoot videos but here we are right before bed nothing will be done in a timely or normal fashion all the kids are zombified monsters now thanks to their parents, scrolling mommy n daddy don't even talk to each other ag's "delusional thinking" are women not psychotic...that's exactly what they wanted i hate this manipulative trait these simps are either pc or they just wanna get their dick sucked i can't expect much from anyone since everything is only surface level they can't even conserve ammo (says the tree trunk) this is america, you can dig whatever you want

sex n violence should not be correlated sex is supposed to be between a husband n wife united in holy matrimony plenty of people trying to pass off as normal but they obviously ain't satisfied i disagree w/ my religion on contraception n divorce birth control is so satanic what if it's nobody's fault, it's just the way it is we are entertained by rape n murder, svu marathon baby! the constitution is nothing more than a prop we can shoot a gun n bitch about the police that's it i can't expect most people to understand or agree w/ me i don't put chu down n it's you that dunno what you're talking about what i said was enough to make em think other stuff everything will happen the way that it's supposed to you won't even be aware cos you will be dying you don't die if you believe in Christ none of these efforts are stopping degenerates a couple mos before covid i did a whole white board explaining all the problems in america work on yourself. nothing can go wrong the devil was disguising himself as God if there was such an award to win in this stupid ass country so a few wks ago i put up a video explaining this exact situation me n lexi used to get into it, we got over it they use the black community to kill the black community the govt is exploiting how degenerate blacks are tupac told too much truth to be so popular he really talked about that thug stereotype how many ways can we possibly self-destruct that was a show, nothing more nothing less now that i've said racist, sexist n misogynist shit i think i can go expect to be persecuted if you truly care

they accuse you of hate when they can't debate make you forget that i'm not perfect...it's a trick i've aforementioned that camera crew but here we go again it's okay that you're not perfect, that's what Jesus is for no i've actually said that i hate women a lot different aspects of my personality manifest thru my voices masculinity inspires the feminine voice it's not their fault that they're sheep difficulty begets understanding n appreciation n sincerity this is madness n sadness, it's all of it they ain't grateful for anything they got naturally they can't stop proving how fake this place is when am i not on my knees sex makes me wanna vomit my decision to be celibate was one i wish i had made before i ever had sex. oh well

shame is sumin that i readily claim i hate hypocrisy so much i'd rather be alone than have a smartphone americans have made a total mockery of their freedom just look at the way they eat/fuck all we're gonna do from right now is turn left GET IT but i actually know what to do w/ my freedom tracking yer cycle is not that hard a lotta people crave a crazy white bitch right now what year do you think it is? thank you internet libertarianism is so immoral it makes me sick it was never any of their fault, it was all my fault shame is a beautiful thing the iphone is an exponentially worse drug