CONFESSION: ag popped a pill *much to her dismay+agony(sorry for the sound)

everything is an experience including brushing my harr
i know i need to do this more
the last time i used a harr brush in the shower it smelled like mildew, STINKEY!
what's the most annoying voice of mine
i guess i feel like a 12yr old boy in a way
what amuses me don't typically amuse other people
are you holdin, i sure as shit hope so
my harr looks pretty cool, very flowey
man my hands are dry as fuck
cops are usually lurking about these parts
i took a break from the internet n then shortly after i threw my back out
the last video was the day that it happened
you don't lift down, you lift up amy
i am wasting time talking about these minor details haha
WHY WHY WHY would i think that my chiropractor would make that shit any better, amy so dumb!
if you pull a muscle DO NOT go get an adjustment
i got a script to the mackdaddy of muscle relaxers
the LAST thing i wanted to do was seek any kinda pharmaceutical aid
cbd was the only natural thing that helped w/ back pain
i had to take back every disparaging remark that i made about big pharma TEMPORARILY
baclofen is pretty friggin strong cos it treats multiple sclerosis + spinal cord injury
NSAID, there's gotta be at least ten jokes there
i HATE pills w/ a passion, they're too small n too corrupt
why are all these people SOOOOO close to me (people the fast lane do not ask themselves)
i am visibly annoyed
i keep pointlessly switching lanes
doin this one stretch flexing my lower back muscles helped tremendously
i have to be in excruciating pain in order to ask a "doctor" for "help"
muscle relaxers just trick yer brain
easier to trick yer brain than fix the problem cos fixing it requires way more of an effort
i sound like such a judgmental cunt
this lazy approach to health is why multi-trillion$ industry get away w/ murder
it makes me sad n angry n just disappointed in the "human" race
when people don't question the "science" they will probably do sumin that will maim them severely
many haven't got a clue how ominous the world truly is
thank you Lord for my schizo brain
so lucky for this notion even tho it makes me paranoid
biological preparation for Hell
i can get away w/ it cos the audience are a buncha dummies
shut up aretha (for now)
did yawl hear that, it's one of those big ass clocks in the middle of town
i have such a fun personality do i not
that kid voice that i do is my funny voice
i don't like relying on anyone but myself which is silly cos i have gotten a lotta help from a lotta people
of course i show up on time all to dilly dally
if most people are doin sumin i tend to question it n probably avoid it
they ARE pawns
sheep do whatever they are told to do
once again it's a fucking trick
i even consulted my mom n she told me to take it (and she knows that i used to be an alcoholic so she is leary too)
bitchin bout pharm co in the doctor's office lets em know that you won't abuse the pills
they don't wanna give you pills if you're fishin for em apparently
i couldn't stand up straight so i provided em a substantial reason to gimme the hard stuff hahaha
i will have a couple spasms in the morning but wait it out n i will be okay
the easiest stretch in the world holy shit
i had soooo many videos to watch n then this happened so it happens for a reason damnit
another example of sumin that was not funny at the time but it definitely is now