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living in this shit world... a place so heavily immersed in bullshit that saturates every aspect of culture i'm so lucky to have this strong a spirit, no matter how painful or exhausting a lotta recognition of the positive that still does exist take a walk WITHOUT TECHNOLOGY do sumin weird n detach yourself this is clearly obsessive compulsive addictive behavior and yet... hint hint mfing hint "reality" is a satire of itself my fave part of the road...is it the underpass or the overpass...we are passing it so there the way i talk is appealing, the subjects are what makes them leave if i'm not able to stop swearing i probably won't bullshit you lexi called me the nword, it felt pretty good most white people get nervous when they hear that word racial culture shouldn't be offensive should i just say i'm transracial since i'm schizo my instinct was correct and you will see why later coffee shops are always gay cos that's where the artists can display their stuff that dude in the next car smiled at me it's not a phone so what could it be i love those holiday lights if i see a book i assume that i am hallucinating if i ever lie i will let chu know immediately social media + smartphones have proven the artificiality of the "human" race dt was here to prove that everything is fake why would anyone wanna save the west karl marx was right about socialism it's about idolatry not the thing that they idolize vanderbilt police bicycle most decent people are caught in the crossfire it's your problem vortex ain't it i hope i do more on this channel than just bitch about my problems protect kids not guns...i agree but not for the reason that they put that sticker on their car the number of bumper stickers indicates their politics back when i was a flaming liberal you couldn't even see the bumper of my camry yep that definitely was my car protecting kids from a lotta shit not just guns, that's very limited advice i just feel weird parking over here it is bullshit, it all used to be free the internet is fraud central how could i forget about the matrix? CLASSIC woman moment this dude i dated a long ass time ago showed me this specific parking spot...at least i got this outta that along w/ an amazing fake fur coat, i'll have to show you whenever it gets cold submission in the bedroom don't mean shit 202 friendship house it can be therapeutic but it can also be extremely abusive 13 stepping ain't shit compared to the abusive sponsor/sponsee relationship mimicking poor family dynamic my sponsors couldn't handle me i shoulda been doin it myself the whole time anyway i self-medicated in hopes to understand my experience, i think i succeeded if you're not the one telling yourself what to do... you know we have to attempt to be social scurrying back to private space...CLASSIC ag move so glad this parking space is still here

i think my impression of johnny cash is pretty good i didn't know that mary kay was still around...apparently so do yawl get any schadenfreude from... and another dead deer...DON'T GET DISTRACTED, AMY there are way too many dead carcasses that's a nice color in front of us is it electric blue, vortex? cerulean NOT cerolean maybe i saw some shit, i can only imagine schizophrenia has always been a thing it warrants wondering perhaps i witnessed sumin horrific that i internalized there are very few good therapists out there, it is worth it tho i promise unless the psychiatrist is working w/ a therapist n even then you know how we feel about these scumbag shrinks they are dummy drugs, thank you doug stanhope you gotta be dumb to take a drug n not even get high mikhaila is hot tho why trust a psychologist that gets hooked on an SSRI bdpds have the highest suicide rate but fuck em! this friend of mine is exasperating but i still love her n care for her we love you peter breggin, thomas szasz n kelly brogan! all these meds have horrible side effects an avalanche of pills is always their solution thanks but no thanks zombieland so grateful that i did the drugs that i wanted to do instead i chose to see that psychiatrist initially i almost took the Lord's Name in vain did yawl hear it if men came before women then it's kinda men's fault that women are so formidable they bitch about a certain identity group so that they don't have to take any responsibility for their own identity group i used to drink at home a lot the thing that makes me crazy is the thing that provides me intuition i can no longer make the suggestions that i used to make surrounding cannabis not difficult to find a pot dealer in high school i get why people are opposed to self-medicating conventional stuff makes baddies a lotta $ eventually we will do all of these things we keep saying we're gonna do

ooooh yoga ball glad i didn't promise that haha the pot calling the kettle unaware, amy lack of impulse control is not due to marijuana my content explains my existence...maybe i know that i am stuck up my own ass society has chosen tv + pharmaceuticals how dare you not know who the fuck i am if i deem it too mean, i won't put it up the just kill yourself "bit" i've admitted multiple x that i am a dark comedian so... i hated kefir when i first started drinking it but i trusted that it was an acquired taste paisley is way better than a woman women won't shut up so fuck lesbianism paisley is fine all by herself my cat is now stuck in this prison w/ me these poor pets of ours it's important to show the humanity as well as the relevant stuff found object underneath a table @ sns, i just had to hoard it people only seem to be showing what they think the world wants to see social networking is so boring i don't understand the motivation behind internet culture the reason why i am opposed to this is becuz it has significantly decreased productivity as well as creativity i hope that i am a breath of fresh air everyone online has gotta prove sumin or make $ my existence has managed to help people, that's why i do this shitting on camera...also, i hate society scatophilia is weird not trying to expand upon mental illness everyone is here becuz 2 people fucked i need to talk about this on stage i'd waaaay rather just eat cake that ever-so-reliable body count the white cheap is the most important chip, it's really the only one you need we have a very large collection of white chips but this one is the original nobody says weeeee! about getting sober the rollercoaster from alcohol n drug use is way more unpredictable than a sober one schizotypal personality is a mansion of self-reflection i hope that this stays manageable, should i take brain supplements i need to get back into learning sign language i do what i can do instead of trying to be sumin that i'm not i will leave it to maria bamford to sculpt jokes people try too hard to emulate the model of success the internet promised us so much in the beginning but much like everything else humanity fucked up a good thing we began to change w/ the changing internet we don't have this internet social life i suck at companionship she will leave me eventually her brother left us both via almonds (toxic to cats) arlo was eating my clothes n it messed up his digestive tract i blamed myself for that whole thing but it was only partially my fault declawing a cat is so cruel western society's take on pets is completely backwards animals aren't allowed to be what they are either are we really at the top of the totem poll when it comes to consciousness i can't believe i didn't mention the micro-chip! maybe you're not supposed to have a pet stop being such a codependent loser goin on a rant (neck roll, tripping over words) animals don't provide actual validation that fur is a damn tease! paisley is more n more like a tiger every day my friend's 8 yr old son did this drawing this drawing is exactly what goes on in my brain every night i don't fault anyone for not wanting to watch what i do, i get it paisley hisses at her tail n chases it around she still acts like a kitten every selfie that has ever existed is stupid never felt too american

i really like these chords this keyboard was collecting dust in my garage until i started to do comedy i was really stoned when i started playing keys in my car we are supposed to create, that's why we were born i always tell em to leave i just won't put out, don't expect me to *ballad of big nothing is the name of the song, big me is the name of a foo fighters song, amy elliott smith made a sacrifice they don't actually say that but that's what they mean schizos know that time is nothing more than a social construct is it just me or is everybody impatient what you can't accept you still won't reject paisley hasn't hacked up a harr ball in awhile always pleasantly surprised cos i expect things to not be very good i hope i can overcompensate for america's lack of faith just don't fuck, you just don't do one thing i have confidence cos i've worked for this emptiness used to consume me i got compared to simba today how many people would constitute a fuck ton i haven't been holier than thou so... at least i enjoyed my self-destructive period damnit quadruple bookkeeping w/ alcoholism i got escorted out of a liquor store cos i shoplifted from there all the time it's not difficult for me to avoid things that the world does can you see the AA inscribed are there meetings for meetings mental illness is deviation from the norm gender deviance naturally has a lot to do w/ sexual deviance nothin can get you if you've already gotten yourself that last argument that my dad n i got into about the jab people dunno what sense is anymore you can be a good asshole, it is possible (my dad) we're all human n i am arrogant too most people project a lot cos they're just not aware of themselves narcissists get in yer head n they love that they do that they can't hypnotize me in regular ass time so... i've always exhibited the symptoms of all types of schizophrenia there are a lotta really bad people in the world people are lucky if they know themselves

ag tries a comedy sketch society always hangs up do i have to join twitter in order to get thru to them twitterheads might as well be dead what a waste of space you are i know way too much about pedo networks to have kids in good conscience here in america (i'm getting too old also but you never know) i kinda wanna expand upon carlin's bit about people that oughta be killed "freudian slip" there can we say any n word everything about this culture brings about an extermination ex terminate to terminate is to end, to exterminate is to kill via annihilation if i was a sociopath w/ a lotta $... this whole society is such an embarrassment i feel guilty even thinkin like that but it is a joke becuz i really don't like these people the phone epidemic... yours truly was pretty skeptical from the start *graphene oxide i mean you're already open to being a lab rat iphone shoes oh my goodness it will happen soon if i was a phone junkie, totally unsuspicious of this world, i'd wear iphone shoes if you sell a product that you know is terrible for the world you are probably a megalomaniac sociopath you can always hurt people in your inner circle way more the internet is a toolbox i love the word cockamamie i don't have penis envy, what's to envy freud women dunno how to harness this power so we don't self-destruct knowing how your body works is the goal i allowed myself to be angry n sad n bitter wasn't i talking about narcissism? it's wise to just try to get along w/ people esp people in yer family i can't truly cut anyone off, i will always care for them i am not an outta sight outta mind kinda gal so i pray for these people alot soooo many people on the internet that should be killed J O K E we gon resuscitate the meaning of comedy does doin what they tell you to do give yer life meaning why i do what i do... yeah...people reeeeeeally don't like me narcissists get into yer head but everything gets into mine so... i don't feel sorry for myself so don't act like this is a burden avoiding being a burden is what imma do why would my honesty about what ails me be a problem i don't expect you to understand my p-o-v yeah the bass is pretty cool the man in my head approves of what i do stop swerving (every day) he never tells me to stop being a typical, boring ass woman anyway SPEAKING of narcissists...hahaha we all have the proclivity to be bad if we realized that we're bad we could choose sumin different the reason why we're bad doesn't have that much to do w/ us they're always reacting that was the point of that emotional im-maturity is a really cool thing a little whiff of personal responsibility for that very large part that's totally up to me so lucky to see my part n that i was a failure from the start i might as well be 87 38 is still real young & i finally figured out how to have fun! narcissists should be killed off cos they won't kill themselves i'm sure that many have this same desire a lotta people should be killed, it's true just listen to the carlin bit it's way better than this non-comedians can't handle george carlin these bits are not wrong, dark as they are the devil is taunting me trying to making me feel guilty for my perspective that's always been right if i was making $ what i do would be questionable sometimes i look feminine n other times i look like such a dude it'd be better if you liked my content arrogance takes center stage victory coffee for my victory art that bass player was me this whole time i can't work w/ anybody, no offense i can tell you wanna fuck but i'm just not interested i'm a lone some, i'm a lump sum? what did i mean by that? a complicated fact actually imma take this as a sign...

i hate x3 dealing w/ the general public you will figure out the mental schpielness worldly cares aren't of importance respecting boundaries vs ego tripping capitalist mindset, most people the world is bad becuz of the general nihilism which church is the answer all of the churches have been infiltrated we need to be relying on our personal relationship w/ God what makes ag not a sheep who knows they might let him "win" this time people that believe in democracy tend to be very naive about the world this world is stupid n terrible i can only assume that none of the ones i criticize are watching fake phoney bullshittin garbage people consciousness is a choice to some extent the Bible is a script for those that run the world i'd love it if yawl we correct but this is the same story, different "time" period so much degeneracy surrounding us every day people will either choose that or despair over it i miss vodka, i miss being obliterated i drank so hard cos i was dealing w/ a lotta shit in my head i am at a dis ease w/ the world it's not wrong to wanna kill yourself, just don't do it just honked at myself, can't help it DUI is a way bigger deal than child rape, that should tell you everything you need to know about the "justice" system not advocating for alcohol/drug use but... kinda sorta not really screw your life up n be brave enough to make a mistake being a burden is bad but wanting to unwind yourself makes sense i still get alcoholism, man find sumin in your life where you can add meaning maybe you'd do sumin interesting if you didn't have a minature tv/casino/strip club/computer/dopamine machine in your pocket at all mfing times goin to see my jew ronnit ain't stereotypical at all i don't feel like it today thelonious it's gonna take 90 seconds for him to get over it this is an example of vehicular bullying don't let the anarchist convince you to do sumin that's wrong nothing more wrong than following your own damn rules i got bullied all the time elementary school was way better in the nineties white girls will naturally self-mutilate that's ronnit's room right there and there's that ever so reliable govt if my liberal friends are mentioning it this country is a giant lab experiment who knew that the pixies were singin bout jesus...psalm 34:20 my bishop told me that i'm not possessed n approves of me conversing w/ the devil you know what my insults usually are ag reads Jeremiah 20:7-18 do you see that neck roll haha why is it i came forth from her womb to look upon hardships and sufferings and to remain in shame all my days...exactly. pure empathy right there they won't look this stuff up even tho they have this so called tool in their pocket all the time okay gonna read it instead of just referencing it but i really relate to this ag reads jeremiah 16:1-5 death caused by disease...an example on the face of the land God is mad about the false gods israel is worshipping (and God is still mad) split minds can't be fucked w/ john nash, schizo genius that didn't think mental illness was a bad thing most schizos that figured it out don't give a fuck what's a thought i suddenly developed a lisp i can rationalize it cos i'm an actual content creator i play my music really loud cos i want chu to listen to my bands (not just outta arrogance but outta passion) equal in some ways, not in others the bigger picture says we're equal but the details not so much i pretend the coffee is alcohol haha ronnit doesn't know i'm coming if i put up a lotta videos in one day it's cos i can't do shit else it was time to see a fucking chiropractor my parents are all about ibuprofen as long as you are conscious of things n don't idolize them they always wanna act like you promote sumin i ain't gonna do all that shit, tho i really commend people that can why would you want unconscious people having kids adult children w/ a personality disorder IOPD, internet obsession personality disorder (i made it up) figure that shit out

i look naked, like a mermaid or sumin yes i am in my car. again my mind is always goin n goin n goin i have a problem i can't not complicate things i just discourage myself before i even try do you do this, is this a choice it's a lack of discipline, regimen cos i suck at that shit, i just do but i know that i can improve i just gotta come up w/ a method, MY method...i still have faith you really have to try n if you don't try you're just gonna give up think of it like a darker force those negative voices are probably right those voices are gonna get louder n louder til you do what you're supposed to do spent the better part of my twenties self-destructing stealing shit, drinkin all the time, losin jobs n places to live shoulda been a street rat got escorted out of a liquor store the metaphor or simile or what genius or retard? last time i shoplifted...it felt like Judgment day hopefully it's a nice touch, highlighting what i've already played is it complicated enough since i told myself in the beginning to keep it simple jamming is so much fun n it brings me joy you didn't have sex for $ but booze so... the man in my head has just conceded booze? i'll be right over i know why i need the blood of JC$ the best of the worst of all the mfing sinners small church organ that sounds like a synth teenie tiny church in myself, not preaching but confessing what i do is pretty revolting to many to some, i've won em over what if i'm a fallen angel? CLASSIC thought from the devil, schizophrenia fuckin w/ my head i quit drinking n shoplifting, what else i don't even like porn n yet it still sucked my ass in compulsive spending is never ending typical lie of ocd/addiction/possession i don't compulsively do what i should do for myself i looked it up, he is not dead! bernie is being a really awesome jew right now opposing the obvious genocide in gaza i stay up way past time when i say imma go to bed i'm not gonna do that thing that i keep doin thank you Lord that i don't vape...fruity ass gaypor it's not good to inhale sumin that tastes like candy why would that be better than smoking cigs there's shit that i know how to do that is very beneficial to quitting i am a total mess i know it i miss smoking cigarettes every second of the day you might as well smoke five packs a day at this point first yt channel: aimless relapsing is just terrible my mom motivated me to quit smoking mainly cos i was beating myself up enough for it i forgot about the nicotine patches i can't chew nicotine gum, it makes me feel cracked out these kids are so terrible, i watch them vape like every 3-7 min it resembles a cigarette n smells like a camp fire cinnamon toothpicks here tho, go to your local health food store the visual n the sound will trick yer mind nicotinic cholinergic system we have all these drugs already in our bodies which is why those drugs are natural the part of me that wants to smoke schizophrenia instruction manual you have already enabled some sorta solution anyway 40 cigs a day for 10yrs, i miss mommy a lot making a beeline for the gas station at half a pack haha i get the habit + identity + social aspect leave it to the zoomers, it's their thing damnit all i have are my delusions if your brain is tricking you then trick it right back you look silly already & gay, you gape you gaper i am a force to be reckoned w/ when i chain-smoke i know that it's somewhat demonic but i think that every artist has some kinda habit like that being open in general is typically a good thing tv box. phone box. x box. gaystation (box). laptop/computer box. tablet/ipad box. IT'S ALL A BOX do people listen to the radio anymore? if we create our own shit the world ain't got shit to do w/ us proving your insecurity day in, day out most that are obsessed w/ twitter n various aspects of the world celebs/politicians...same thing what they call the matrix it's just a cycle that pays them using the matrix to whine about...the matrix i don't actually practice this method anymore, this is just what i did it in the beginning i love to vicariously smoke smoking AND vaping is... i always tell marisa to smoke in my car cos i want it to smell like an ashtray

you know i've done this one before i don't mind not having short term memory (it's okay, my memory is still better than most of america) i just wanna hide out from society i have to leave the house, pay my bills n make social contact but i'd really rather not i'd rather stay couped up in my room don't chu love this closeup of my titty, i promise that was not intentional i don't enjoy being ugly (verbally) truly tearing shit apart is a lost art i know how to do it right, i promise every time i open my eyes i despise everything i see if you see things the way they really are you will get called schizo they don't condone this one mental illness as a whole is not stigmatized, schizophrenia is social media brings out the crazy why are they pushing all the shit that they're pushing (oh wait...) i purposely sing outta key you fuck shit up cos you've had enough the stuff that they're pushing is never interesting imma break these keys eventually i am at my wit's end gotta slow it down now everyone's gotta capitalize on society's failure we're supposed to try to be like Jesus not just keep goin on & on about His sacrifice, we must do the same in our own way this is making me so mad stop getting so excited amy the man in my head tells me to explain He knew that He'd suffer but He still did it anyway it was the right thing cos it was the Will of Father i think this is a fairly good explanation this is my sacrifice yawl i am jealous of sheep til i remember that i make stuff say what needs to be said n get hated every time i can't tell you how many X i've been called things that i'm not no let's make it bad (typical piano punk) if you do God's Will you too can be God's son (or daughter!) many get confused by my masculine energy me fucking up kinda goes along w/ what i'm talking about why don't people study themselves it's not ____'s responsibility to understand you of course these people probably get themselves into legal trouble i think i said that right actually, it just didn't sound right most problems in this world would be extinguished if people made minimal effort to understand themselves i could just walk n talk to God, FREE SHIT this is my Orthodox prayer book which is highly useful, still i don't need it nobody has to tell us to prostrate don't ever tell anyone how to pray why would you talk to God in somebody else's way call me defiant but i am allowed to disagree the spiritual already have what religious people want the gift of prophesy is emotionally excruciating why would you wanna bring children into this world if you know what the rest of society doesn't when are people gonna figure out that they need to check themselves outta the system if you really want that you'd better go out n get it i have no tolerance for that controlling bullshit, figure out yer own damn life i was talking about a lotta things but do people have instincts anymore it was stupid to try to be normal but i had to the real anti-depressant is creativity memes n tweets don't fuckin count inspire people to do more than get back on the internet i'd rather not just fester in the problem i dunno how to talk get over it now you have the answer inside of yourself anything that doesn't advance you in your spiritual state is nothing more than a distraction

imma pretend that this is vodka the first shot is the only shot that causes this reaction after the 5th shot, it's no longer a shot my channel is a public confession *polemical musical public confession is the exact opposite of a therapy session those clipboard people are so trustworthy send em my way if they resemble me ever so slightly cigarillo stains much like nicotine stains i pretended to be proud of that shit it's a low blow to act like you enjoy self-destructing my life used to be way more of a joke than it is right now already bored w/ this i don't enjoy tearing people apart it breaks my apart to be this bored this is the job of a comedian so... most haven't taken that magnifying glass n used it upon themselves i've done quite a bit of thinkin bout what i do haha we forgive cos we have to some "christian conservative" on rumble i'm glad that this little spat took place the mouth of a comedian is seemingly insensitive the general suicidal sentiment amongst comedians yes this gaza stuff is a situation dear "christians": stop listening to "jews" this is how morons look at comedy who am i to say that somebody doesn't have talent you don't have to agree w/ someone in order to support them let's not make sumin let's watch netflix til we die i'll help anyone, like i've said homosexuals just make you uncomfortable get over these things n stop being such a fucking pussy treating people w/ respect really ain't all that difficult people have no idea that i don't like em what if i'm wrong about this person people just spout off, unaware of themselves a lot of it is crap, that's part of it the hardest thing is to start just don't tell me what to do, man

they don't want you to make art they want to control you thru your interests either pc shit or "conspiratorial" stuff i want people to get the fuck off the internet that's my msg divisiveness, control n manipulation...narcissism tactics i wanna know who the fuck is saying this shit, too instead of watching my channel go do sumin the problem w/ america...once again we are hyper critical of this country cos this is OUR COUNTRY too, move over patriotism kinda curvy over here, i wish i was too i don't like being this skinny pudgy ladies are adorable i'm more attracted to a bitch that eats than one that doesn't but don't eat too much now i like a little chub, that's just me the chub vs the bathtub hahaha plenty of people out there that don't have high standards so you can still get some the battery must be running out that scratching sound you can't smell me can you be patient this is the process not interesting enough, fuck it fuck all these sounds i'm not depressed cos of myself that eye roll was beautiful the man in my head is very demanding today riding in the car w/ ag is so much fun i can't control the bumps in the road none of these chords are doin it for me alright we have decided personally i prefer really really strong coffee...that's why i am bitter but necessary nobody wants to be awake for very long how can you take yourself seriously when on social media? i'm willing to help anyone don't think about fucking me plz don't think imma give ya my no. it's slim pickens, we know adam (mr.theron) is gay, he says honey a lot too i only watch nick fuentes consistently i have to take breaks from everything n everyone it's not fun for me, i dunno how yawl enjoy this lot nobody forces you to do anything you do you always can, you have forgotten that, most people have it's gonna get really bumpy up here my past is relevant to your present those clouds look really cool funny story NOW (they usually are) we really are tho, soooo far right we are back on the left *figuratively the man in my head corrects me n i concede, me n the man in my head are an unconventional example of a happy married couple i drank ALL the extracts get chu a buncha extracts n chug em desperate x call for desperate measures i puked in the sink but i stopped shaking so goal accomplished damnit everything is a choice tho more on the context of my existence you can watch the channels featured on this one if you look at the context of grievances n mean comments donald trump is not an idiot those that have issues aren't bigger picture kinda people ewww feminist i hate feminism so much so it's funny that people think this advertisements can't tell me what to do pretend you have masculinity that would be nice imma freak but i don't identify as such haha it's just weird that women shave if they don't have to behaviors n perspective based on social conditioning you're american so i don't expect much the parents gave em the phones so... unaware of the world your kids are living in the obvious elephant in the room until you're willing to have that conversation... the phone problem @ the workplace mgmt can't do shit bout it cos they're on their phones too so... everyone goes quiet cos they know i'm right but they won't do nothin this medium ain't good for society only ag can be ag

i do the good drugs not the ones that make you kill yourself i do the drugs that increase self-awareness plants over pharmies albert hoffman was a genius is anyone actually happy cos they have a buncha crap we don't own shit wtf is on my lip, it looks like herpes of the mouth or sumin they live inside a box n stare at one all day xbox...hello, even the vape pens look like boxes now living in a box by living in a box, BRILLIANT your emotional instability is showing so much that it's glowing how many x does it take for it to get thru the Lord is so bored w/ america Jesus vindicates me always look around it's not all that profound as to why people would rather die than think change the chords damnit too dark for yours truly??? don't chu just love my hats? made in china i have never trusted anyone this shot n that shot...i will take my chances w/ all "diseases" wtf do i know as a laywoman apparently i know way more than... not that i take pride in things i know instinctively, God gave that to me it has never felt like luck haha i give a different kinda fuck a whole set a fucks in fact what do they want from us other than total self-destruction what do you want from me oh Lord, i still ask this question even tho i already know the answer use all the gifts w/ which we've been endowed valuable information that will more than likely be rejected by the general public i love getting called racist, never thought it'd be a pastime it's past time for you to be talking about identity if you're not that sumin you get called then why do you care it's usually at least 25 different things nothing is changing in public policy or culture just one heavy hitter is more important than a thousand in the dugout this whole society is comprised of people that don't give a shit about being effective as a person in this world who the fuck is running behind me? i don't like liars so i feel bad if i even accidentally lie i accepted being at the bottom of the barrel why do you think you deserve so much you can't find sumin better most of the time eye roll at yet another bold declaration it's always sumin to fantasize about tho gender swap won't fix yer problems changing sumin that doesn't need to be changed understand your insecurity rather than running away thank you for assuming that i have a penis it wouldn't be a real penis so... west civ won't call it suicide but that's what freedom is all about! gullible for sure social media is coercive in so many ways you'd be so much better if you endured never ever heard an inspirational story involving psych meds no spiritual growth n self-realization in meds cos that's not the nature of em (they just turn up the negative voices) i got this tattoo on lexapro, right where i wanted to slit my wrists haha i can hurt myself in a socially acceptable way by getting a free mason tattoo the stuff that we do so's not to do other stuff super easy to sell quick fix solutions not bad but fake ass people no point in trying to explain it to them it's a stalemate when people refuse to solve their own problems i only expect more nonsensical shit from here on out (and always) this is the sound of acting accordingly it's not totally hopeless if you have faith i know society will kick me so i can pivot like a mf everything is the same when you are this easy to control what if it's always a lie hero/victim manipulation tactic i went thru a pro-trump, constitutionalist phase did i already say this america's true religion is materialism i don't think that this bogus idea of capitalism actually worked why are we depending on the system for freedom, this makes no sense we are dead to the law but alive in Christ not trying to be rebellious, i just naturally despise anything/anyone trying to control me have i ever said enough tho?

i doubt he's part of the elite dog people bumper stickers why does anyone need a reminder of this your neurosis proves everything i haven't seen any husbands get treated like dogs, nobody should agree w/ being treated like an animal i love paisley so much i don't need proof animals can be nurturing due to the comfort in touching their fur i don't deserve a cat this good. people on the other hand... paisley can't cheat on me, i don't think relationships are not my forte but i am so happy for those that have one that actually works so many people just dunno how to be alone once you get kids involved it complicates everything n no doubt they won't be raised right people just dunno how to fuck right sex is a really big deal n i wish people didn't regard it so nonchalantly it'd be better for the world but nobody wants to do that sterilization goals all around everything is kinda hopeless looking at society silly to have faith in the human race but... just lookin at this baby registry website it gave me a different perspective on things i understand why people have kids i wanna believe in that, i'd rather believe in that i was wreckless n irresponsible but i've never been inattentive that ain't my purpose GOOD women should make babies, but BAD women fuck we gotta change the language n that little switcheroo (another seinfeld reference) will make all the difference nobody SUFFERS from depression, we can struggle w/ sumin half depression half mania that we understand, MAN most in the states play victim about LIE ABILITY due to no liability...they had to have planned that beLIEf beLIEve, thank you zach hubbard no such thing as coincidences gematria made all this shit all too obvious n now i'm so bored n disinterested i really don't get it but i see the correlations i'm not motivated to do gematria anyone that knows about this shit will get called schizo, ultimately these conversations don't ever get anywhere they're gonna keep on doin it, ya know the double js baby ronnit, israeli fren...her people got the upper hand they got the military to back em i still look at shit like a liberal i think no point in rooting for anyone those beloved trumpet sounds... what if it's a synthesized trumpet *more revelations humor the devil is getting off on this serious emotional every day meltdown panic attacks over cnn when i was growing up it was just the tv n the newspaper every once in awhile you'll find a good drug or two everyone is hangin out w/ sewer rats all day eating their shit food i wish that this was Biblical but i have the feeling that it's yet another part of their plan everything goes according to SCRIPTure did they not move the embassy to jerusalem there's fifty sumin chapters amy obsessive compulsive + religious...oh boy i'm doin God's Will but i wanna do it right can you do God's Will wrong? of course! i am very fallible and failable i don't ever wanna be twisting the Scripture in any kinda way but i am doing comedy. still i am very careful about this n i'm never careful about anything the Holy Spirit + Demonic Spirit mixed drink w/ ag you can be happy n grateful n pissed off at the same time i enjoy playing music n doing what i know i'm supposed to do socializing is not natural to me most people wanna mingle it's good that i went out even tho i isolated a lotta the time i've gotten over things due to enough efforts made to just grin n bear it covered quite a few subjects per usual the man in my head keeps it simple just stop the video...bye bye

hopefully this ditty ain't shitty this is gonna be the best one, i hope i worry i'm not all i'm cracked up to be internalizing all these things that come out randomly i always wanna be alone nobody knows what love is unless they know Yeshua bittersweet knowing what the world's all about n you're living in it don't despair you have salvation harr ball right there it got to my head just a little bit went thru a secular falling out period w/ God *i call it the you're not my dad! phase ...and then i needed lunch $ it takes a lot to realize certain things emotionally sore is what i mean here regret when you realized what you truly had i always felt like a mere observer, typically disassociating now everyone else is the caricature n i am the real one i can tell them how to get out of it WARNING: you will feel like shit get used to it so you can get over it n get on w/ it sooner or later you will break these keys that was a country attempt, not too clear what accent that was no, it's not multiple personality disorder lie ability GET IT lotza things aren't okay w/ anybody i know better than that which is why i get mad at myself once you're cool w/ yourself they will either be really impressed or totally freaked out, usually the latter luckily for you i don't have a smart phone so... i get annoyed when people are in my personal space sometimes i talk to myself in order to keep people far away all you can hear is the tapping they make $ n win the popularity contest most jews aren't on medicaid i opted for wednesday these are confused chords i just want sushi for myself so ronnit will be my excuse i love cute little sounds playing music is truly a joy i am jealous of artists that can construct an album we don't care that ani is a feminist most people don't agree w/ me on a lotta things, my worldview is pretty dystopian i hope to help you along in some kinda way if you think i am wrong you're probably not gonna watch my videos or if you do you will only watch 30 seconds of the video imma still say bye bye cos i'm a nice person i don't wanna be mean, spiteful, bitter or arrogant when it comes to impressing the masses... i wish you felt different, people that like me are better than people that don't haha what do ya do w/ 3 free mason tattoos you accept that you make mistakes n dunno everything thank you Lord for allowing me to live just one more day we dunno what we have til we reflect God is aware n He is the only One that really cares everyone pretends to care all to sell you some shit does it matter if it's a word tho...i do talk like russian putin is very sexy i don't care what anybody says wandering womb, let's go why complain when we were the ones to bring about this fallen world the man in my head takes full responsibility notice i said other guys... don't wanna have sex in or outta wedlock landlocked inside my mind i know why n i'm fine w/ it now longer ring fingers, sloppy handwriting, logic, desire to solve problems rather than run away or put it on someone else psychological assessments are horoscopes for me silly shit that we all do as part of idiosyncratic routine you're just human, i need to be more understanding well i wanted a mustache n a grey tulsi streak believe it or not i used to get haircuts the nailpolish is for artistic purposes this is way longer than a few minutes not possessed, confirmed by bishop maybe you should have a bishop da da da da da da da i agree even when i disagree cos i can see where they're comin from it's a gift that very misunderstood america prides itself on being the very best everyone here is a voluntary slave so the amish n those of us in our own private bat cave... i think that the flip phone kinda says it all it is possible to not allow what you don't want in my new glasses had to be sent back twice cos of my prescription trying to stop taking the Lord's Name in vain He can't possibly take it personally they want you to talk like a robot about anything yes i have gotten into arguments w/ my priest over my swearing you're lucky if you ever let it go all the way i always say to God...YOU know

synchronicity everywhere history really does rhyme maybe i'm just speaking for me propaganda is made outta plastic so he can't die everything is a movie for me internalized reactions...this channel most people don't see this side of me...consider yourself lucky haha i'd like to not think it's like that i've already driven myself even crazier than usual so i'm over that shit, man many of these people act like they have a personality disorder it's blatantly obvious what the effects are i don't like to shoot videos when i'm happy...too busy living in the moment, MAN certain drugs enable this acceptance i'm not encouraging people to become potheads i value negative experiences, i know it's weird that's happiness right there i have the best intentions w/ this fascism as long as you don't act like a fascist, thinking n feeling like one are fine the govt will take care of it alright i hung out w/ a wasp, another spirit animal millennials trying to be as relevant as zoomers n all on SSRIs people are scared of me cos of this i don't get the appeal of screens or anything that zoomers are into i hate the format, i prefer mine they do love the fuck outta sex! back to trance! joy if i was trying to promote my lifestyle i'd get committed in a way it is actually true due to the additional endocannibinoids inside of our head we laugh a lot cos we used to be too negative, sensitive n emotional it's just better to maintain that's pride to wanna act like i don't have that darkness *for the darkness is light unto thee i still live in the fallen world tho, thank God for cannabis n discernment it's really cool when you realize how much your experience can help someone else you're not gonna die all cos you cry just cos it's uncomfortable doesn't make it wrong industrialized society obsessed w/ comfort (petty ass "civilization") break my body hold my bones, exactly what God did *Psalm34 once you realize why you do what you do... i haven't listened to bonnie rait enough to get a good feel for her voice so sorry for this i understand being sad, fuck you for thinking that i'm wrong all cos you don't understand it...offense the american motto should be fuck you fuck social media i'm grateful for all the people i've met along the way but i hate hate hate this whole internet culture i am just devastated living in the most unconscious country in the world back when i was on fb n liberal n a drunk... you're not selfish for not doin what they do you see we still compare n contrast, but the difference is ag is right about everything that's what comedy is. son God got me thru it all so i could tell it all on stage

yes that's where i'm supposed to turn yelling at yet another road sign a roundabout means lotza white people *black comic confirmed if we don't get lost, we weren't driving the medical profession is in the business of keeping customers so they have to stay sick the one thing that narcissists get right help don't help, gonna keep re-itterating just watch the clouds, man society just accepts this cos they dunno of anything better obviously missed a turn somewhere find the street n locate the house w/ the most cars so many neighborhoods in america look exactly like this one so many hot dudes cutting their grass i get lost in places that i recognize i stopped very very briefly never paying any attention to where the camera is pointing (obviously) i've never read harry potter ever i guess we're just gonna keep driving around the man in my head calls me out they know they are in possession of the MAO-A gene so they're trying to rile them up n they always take the bait these houses are way too nice luckily it's a circle so we can go around most white people on the left hate themselves n are very self-conscious about being white gps is boring, son fuck you that's why it has to be here, man men refuse to ask for help blow up cats as decorations, that's what we need there's a good place to do drugs (but in all fairness, what place isn't) i actually followed directions (i think) back to white man's conquests nation of islam was the one to poison blacks w/ all this rubbish about the white man being invented just imagine delivering mail, amy it's really really hard cos i'm so used to taking the Lord's Name in vain like all the time i am annoyed but at least we finally found it i stopped saying gd on my own accord woman moment (hitting the curb) we need a bumper sticker that says, i have a vagina be nice i actually did have my phone, i just forgot where i put it which is another CLASSIC ag moment i can't be anybody but myself should i blame my genitals or my skin color

that whole first floor was just straight up piss i feel sorry for the nurses here n way more sorry for those that are stuck here i hate the medical profession so much the running joke about me becoming a nurse i think i know now why my parents made that suggestion i am super duper patient w/ strangers sorry got tripped up by that dude jogging in the middle of the road at least ronnit is staying behind the happy place she's an old cranky jewish woman that lived in new york long enough to make her a new yorker every jew i've ever met acts like this if you want sumin done ask a jew stuff that they will say is anti-semitic but it's just obvious-semitic she's extremely demanding n high-maintenance n she knows this shit 7mos stuck in a mini prison that smells like piss i'll bring my camcorder next time the one upside (other than seeing ronnit): the old skool elevator does every govt run facility have elementary school bulletins this is the folderol of the massive infantilization efforts over the past several decades (tho i'd argue it being over a century) every room was just physically debilitated people watching tv and this is why people in the nashville comedy scene assume that brad n ronnit are fucking ronnit did have the most lively room she has a broken wrist n a rod in her hip all these pictures of her ass i don't wanna see anybody's pictures can't we talk n be in the present moment i remember when i was younger n friends would show me their one-time-use camera w/ a series of vacation photos that i had no interest in whatsoever so fuck all of it! this is why women are addicted to social media you lost faith in yourself, find it again edema, that's what she has i just feel so bad for my parents whatever self-awareness boomers have they never talk about you can tell i am talking about my family you don't have to like your family. the least you can do is love them always n forever that damn tv i'm convinced most don't pay attention to the world around them little to no interaction/responsibility ecclesiastes, mf you gotta understand the problem in order to solve it it's all a spiritual problem i think ronnit will be outta there in waaaaaay less time, her doctor said that her treatment plan is denial she has MS cos of a V she was forced to take when working for the israeli army when she was 18 with the right mindset you can pull yourself outta anything i hate pills i hate pills i hate pills many have given up on themselves what she's doing now is worse than alcoholism don't wanna be that much of a sourpuss i don't think she'll ever get off it SSRIS are more addictive than heroin psych meds ain't about controlling yer brain but your body, so your mind is somewhat zapped while you're physically dependent on it it's not just about $ but mainly control the social contagion of mental illness funny that to be "normal" you have to be medicated that balance is bullshit, it just numbs you there's only this pressure w/ mental problems (the transsexualism is a mental turned physical problem) trance! nurse! whatever man i have to laugh about it cos it's totally ridiculous the transsexualism is a reflection of how this world is the opposite so it's not just M to F or B to W, it's child to adult, forwards to backwards God is infinite (no such thing as time) they were probably on their phone, amy! drunk uber drivers, fuck yes yawl know how much i hate technology so i will spoof it always n forever maybe i'm lying to myself about that roll i was on no way to not sound judgmental i understand it really well tho n i do believe that i could turn em the other way if it's politically correct it's literally incorrect oh yeah back to time...CLASSIC ag throwback extra points for the elite per usual well that makes sense considering what we are talking about this reminds me of a shitty 90s movie w/ sandra bullock you are truly of God whenever you figure out how much of your life they have controlled just let that shit ricochet it takes me 30 min to just say this shit this is just a delayed reaction 2020 vision n then this country became totally clear he is just another role player, same w/ elon so much for that swamp drainage... as an icon tho he is still amazing i don't care! this is an incredibly nuanced view of trump i still have my trump flag, i'm just not waving it those that run the show are reading the Bible SCRIPT TOUR...okay shutting up now sari

i really confused my audience tonight ag is 500 comics it doesn't mean much but it means sumin why does ag compare her head to a section8 housing lodge when do i not forget what i was talking about they did flash their brights at me! i bought ronnit some sushi as well as this pumpkin this is the best time to bike around back when i got sober in 2011 i used to smoke weed n bike late at night, talking to God mental illness is extra or not enough _____ clusterA is all about awareness hence the paranoia desiring for somebody to obsess about you is really really sick plz forgive me if i'm one of these people people that read self-help books...carlin's bit is better than mine everyone seems to be constructing a narrative for themselves to believe green hills is real posh that's a red pepper by the way haha don't run into the median, amy i was not impressed by the YMCA at all i didn't have the experience that the village people sang about i'd much rather be outside than surrounded by people that go the gym i hate aircraft so much i couldn't continue watching the republican debate, vivek is such a fuckin pussy (and i agreed w/ his points more than anyone else) all women essentially drive drunk just being a woman that is definitely a joke that should be attempted we've been turning around pretty consistently haha let's look into the liquor store longingly i can't even handle the smell of liquor the inside was considerably worse kyler invited me to do a comedy special *i was wrong about this, she texted brandon who didn't host tonight, johnny stone just put me up on his own accord (cos he likes me n that's showbiz) this is my visual explanation of being a eunuch i really need to get over myself propaganda didn't wanna watch me perform tonight for reasons that i completely agree w/ it felt a lot like a prison it is a freakshow damnit they gentrified every mfing thing my sentence is gone which is probably for the best we will give you a review later on

amy never yells on the road why do people have to stop n stare the sponge will always be soaked you probably can't tell that i am way better than i used to be if i had done a yt channel back in 2005... i used to have a cot in Hell alcohol keeps people together most choose the narcissist realm cos it's easier i don't want applause from society but God the screen is completely cracked cos i dropped the camcorder earlier the man in my head really is my bff i can't stop drawing attention to sumin that's broken the man in my head sighs at my antics my laptop has even worse audio than DIY visual this is my channel n i can do whatever the fuck i want it sounds so selfish but i'm an artist, we have to be my therapist issued a very appropriate warning how could you not know this, amy such a relief leaving the twenties standup comedy taught me i didn't have to be like anybody chase what God put inside of you it doesn't matter if anyone gets it, just trust it n eventually somebody will mental liberation not illness just be a zombie that feels sorry for yourself you're bound to piss people off when going against the grain i hate grain, damnit not many can do what we do, no pedestal just factoid sometimes i wish i could be like you but... another rant on the whole idea of systems corporate fascist america, dude a lotta the time the govt is in bed w/ these companies that yokel in "appalachia" they already get too much attention, these online caricatures it's too simple-minded to idealize n villainize karl marx was a drunk n a mason hitler was on meth n controlled by jesuits how could history not be controlled maybe it's only obvious to people like me they can botch the numbers n change the roles that these obvious characters play at any given point (a recent study said this...) the unsuspecting public, right forgive me if i'm a cunt to those that are just now waking up i suppose it's better than nothin, it takes what it takes normies have to hit rock bottom in relation to the corruption of modern society you gotta be your own biggest fan this isn't about feeling better, it's about being better apparently this is why people get hooked on drugs the majority of society is so fuckin lame if you really wanna feel better w/ long-lasting results you must do the work! typical band aids don't make you shoot anyone you're not just making excuses for yourself but for authoritarian corruption internet junkies are just so sad to me (they'll never get out more than likely) people really underestimate the magnitude of growing up online *yes we are at the grocery store paul flexing here embarrassing admissions about political persuasions luckily i just bought a fuck ton of tshirts people have a superiority complex even in a church basement paul is explaining the growing process these mfs will never watch my channel, we are just too constructive n too sensible for the junkies you don't have to announce your coming to Jesus moment spreading what msg? evidence of my conspiratorial thinking right here the constitution doesn't mean shit this is not a free country if children can't just be children ban tik tok? how bout just take away the phone fuck tv. fuck phones. fuck computers. fuck video games. fuck podcasts. fuck live streams. fuck all of it. this really is the hill (for me anyway) you have the power in your hand (literally) cold coffee, dog mug i started doin the yt channel all to talk about mental illness n technology considering my views on technology, why in the mf would i ever upgrade my phone esp knowing all i know about psychology/sociology/lab rats

the pixies, surfer rosa (1988) no. i have sought solutions all my life n the only one that really works is trusting God my life used to be so chaotic, man so lucky to get outta every last dilemma that i willingly put myself in switched lanes all to piss me off it's always all about me i can still complain WOMAN women complain better than they can bake a cake women are natural born psychics most of the time women's nature is used for bad SPOILER: i prove how emotional i am later on in this video this channel is 37yrs of internalizations n being pissed off w/out telling anyone don't let anyone know about that emotional meltdown there's no way that this song isn't about incest i got no lips, i got no tongue, where there were eyes there's only space fucked up lyrics in a very catchy song remember when they used this song in some apple commercial n it's literally about a big ass penis (gigantic, a big big love) victim mentality enables all types of addiction i accidentally press controls all the time i am a heyoka indeed sacred clown just makes sense, not a witch the drugs i chose were the enlightening ones i'm talking specifically about anti-depressants here making medical decisions based on what society thinks i stopped taking the pills pretty early on psychiatry is literal mind control not much i can do for those that trust authority figures lack of motivation AND discipline everyone is a woman since everything has been feminized it's really hard for me to eat so i make smoothies to slurp on it is actual food tho! this is the only thing people know about the pixies david fincher is an amazing director old people holding hands is the sweetest thing in the whole world i forgot it in 30seconds are people excessively documenting cos they're afraid they will forget this culture is alzheimers long covid ain't just a respiratory infection this is what doctors do to the public being conspiratorial is based on instinct not information i get very annoyed w/ these people but i know that it's good that they finally saw the light people want a damn certificate all for "waking up" calling them all shitheads ain't very Christian but... please pray for kelsey, he just lost his dad being emotional is not a problem, playing victim about it is women make their emotions everybody else's problem i understand that women don't understand their nature astrology is a lot like dog culture for women clary sage will balance a bitch out they really dunno better, the ones that do take my advice they don't wanna work for what they want, if you don't find it yourself it won't mean shit propaganda (plastic dinosaur) comes w/ me everywhere i was right, it got busy in 20min i'm here for women but i won't tell you what you wanna hear the system has indoctrinated women to believe that they're always n forever victims white men n loving devoted fathers but mainly the kids the whole point is to screw over the children if they truly cared about kids they'd wanna be an example for them not just always staring at their little portable tv/computer/dope man/slot machine/casino/strip club/portal into Hell *i was gonna shoot this dude walking on his phone but the camera slipped n fell on the ground, that's why this video ended abruptly

i have brought this up before but here we go again many inanimate objects that i talk to cos i'm not a mommy i have to nurture other things since i can't nurture my kids, we already know how pathetic that is yep, got a hole in my nose i was so embarrassed when that ENT asked me about that i've obsessive compulsively picked my nose since i was a kid compulsions are easily replaced where is that guy going (and where was he coming from)...I CANNOT GET DISTRACTED this is my hanky from last night the man in my head instructs me to drive faster (internalized) serious conversation break 8 track come on pilgrim, the pixies (1987) this is nothing to brag about i willingly injured myself i always feel like a true fan when this happens (pretentious snob that i am) is your brain giving you a hard time habits are only bad for some reason For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do this rag is a prime example of what i'm capable of when you get accused of doing drugs you've never done (i am the upper) you can fuck w/ eye puss or ear gunk but not your boogers for some reason as you can see, it's pretty destructive even when my nose hurts n bleeding i can't stop myself this culture is 100% invested in turning everyone into a compulsive addict i still have to live w/ my past stuff i do regularly is probably not good whereas stuff i do randomly is almost always good you're only as sick as your secrets i hate socialism too, i have the same bumper sticker but i won't use it since i'm not liberal anymore i don't feel the need to promote conservatism nobody wants to talk about the phones but they have way more power than they realize i have the same obsessive tendencies yawl these shoes don't smell too good so i keep em in the trunk deviated septum has made allergies worse whenever you're engaging in compulsive behavior the future is the last thing on yer mind i'm glad i'm not the only one running over the curb what i'm doing is already bad enough you can barely see it but it's there i promise clipboard people can only do so much i don't wanna do this to myself anymore it's so much easier to self-destruct give it time, we will be able to do that a former sponsor of mine told me that all the coke she snorted destroyed the whole lining of her nose i don't need coke, i just read the Bible

i usually agree w/ criticism i have always been hyper conscious of gender i'm specifically talking about social networks i started playing these two chords when i was performing comedy at the east room in nashville back in 2017 those that i piss off are typically sheep what gets me off you can't expect much from a society that ain't conscious everything we get is so fake n fraudulent i can't be anybody but myself... i can't hear the funny noises that the camcorder makes until i watch the video either a skunk was on defense or somebody rolled up at this specific spot on the highway cheers to you if you do what you want to w/out hurting anyone around you ...only to be mocked n ridiculed n horribly misunderstood you don't have to fit the mold or do what you're told don't let all the vultures eat chu up all the good stuff that they ain't got it's quite silly for me to get upset that the road is bumpy considering what i'm doing the man in my head corrects me i must be black (they tell me that a lot) most people don't pay attention due to the names that they'll get called what's that judgment comin to if they're not of God most dunno how to act so they have no choice but to project i hear how bad this sounds n i see how bad i look so fuck it what chu get ain't always gonna be what chu wanna get at least i was honest, damnit as long as you can look at yourself in the mirror every day live a life that you don't have to justify w/ all kinds of excuses i used to live a life i had to rationalize lifting liquor bottles ain't esteemable, amy *past life the victim mentality enables terrible behavior it figures that i'd do sumin that required me to lie they'll talk about the V but they won't talk about how technology is doin the same exact thing to humanity we can't control what they do, we can only control what we do i bring this up a lot cos i am more relevant than anyone in america with this information don't bullshit a bullshitter the least that i can do is not give into this one thing that i think is morally reprehensible the products do way more of a number on society than the education system these conversations are in vain your podcast ain't changing shit women deleting social media apps is the best news you'll ever get what the hell is this song people enjoy social networks cos they're sheep twitter is a good education on how mentally ill people are in america the pros don't outweigh the cons i don't expect these "redpillers" to cover technology since they're so addicted to it n all nobody has to be you n live w/ your decisions of all the bad things i've ever done, allowing my masculine side to thrive ain't the worst i promise are you up all night w/ me imma be the best version of myself that i can be the man in my head is out n about don't expect anyone to like or understand you stocking up on tp i miss my pink harr, it looked fucking amazing i was that total freak that shaved my head my former myspace profile pic was taken when i was shaving my head at least i didn't have an abortion or cut my tits off i was wrong thinking people were gonna be bdpd (that's just the trance! community) that cat ain't goin back in the bag technology has ruined everything, not marxism don't have hope in this "future" stfu i need to rename this channel gloom n doom i'm a sponge damnit i don't mean to be hateful i promise most are at a level 2, yours truly is at a level 50

i hate industrialization, i don't belong here it's daytime mf, you can't be slick at this time i have never gone to bed that early i always stay up too late eleven AM sillyhead not that i give a fuck about legalities i don't take very good care of my belongings i am very clutter-oriented there is always an element of discipline involved but we're not all the same treating people like equals is the right attitude you can't expect a policy to do what you're not willing to do capitalism is good on paper yawl know how much we hate the walmart every type of degeneracy at the walmart how could the products be any good if all they are concerned about it is profit abundancy of crap products here in western demoralization the true motives of encouraging people to breed there was never a time when america had morals OBVIOUSLY lost my train of thought God can take the bad n twist it, turning it into sumin good mass consumption is one of the worst aspects of this country what AI takeover? the one that already happened? we know that bitch is liberal it takes 20min to get thru this town that used to be so small how much do i need to emphasize that i don't talk right this church has been around since the late 1800s that church wasn't conspiratorial enough for me tho if your body gives up your mind will probably do the same ronnit is pretty traumatized from that car accident she is anxious, wanting to leave the hospital blaming my vagina for everything terrible, not good for women as a whole i know i know i need to take a shower plz pray for my friend ronnit i hate hospitals and i don't like ronnit being there this is the cover of the nashville scene no point in mocking "them" you know we got a lotta shit in the car disorganized schizophrenia in case you're wondering let's go get that food, paisley she definitely doesn't remember my phone call animals are perceptive of human emotions but that doesn't make them human of course they have a gross misconception of their dog considering... being rude n ugly won't get me anywhere but it seems to get other people places i've noticed, i guess it's just the way of the world i know i sound like such a bitch i wish that more people wanted what's best for the world i sound like i'm in a state of psychosis all the time haha examples of why freedom is bad right here who would buy that crap art who knew that andy warhol would have a waaaaay worse protege i'm not workin for people *who would hire me? NEVER SIGN A CONTRACT

maybe if i was a different person, i'd want chu to stay i'll say things that will make you go away i prefer it this way imagine my nerve i'm the man, understand (might as well have a dick) masculinity n femininity have been out for a long time codependency is really lame to me, sari rebuttal since i'm such a weird girl women want a man, typically...they're not wrong for this i'm never the woman in the relationship shitty relationship after shitty relationship since they can't claim their baggage those that they attract will typically have a similar set of baggage i'd be very leary if anyone wants to do it for ya i can't stand these damn space invaders i will never cheat on myself again! personality disorders are on another level that ballsack is pretty detacheable in west civ the ballsack is as detacheable as the uterus *i didn't put up the video cos ronnit was in it, smoking weed n asked me not to put it up hahaha once again another fight almost broke out in the nashville comedy scene competition is so gay and it brings about all this unnecessary drama i did the poster, i just need to finish it i get distracted n can't finish what i start (the man in my head agrees) dying alone is not a threat, dear society i really need to expand on these truly unique takes that i have on life women are pretty damn reprehensible i love how i insult the fuck outta women n then i'm like there's too much hate, man those are my beliefs, damnit we can't all be amazing like ag it's not individual weakness but societal weakness we were crying for a good while before we shot this video haha psychiatry is so evil you still get covid but hey at least you're politically correct another subvariant called L.I.E. there will only be 2 maybe 3 people on board, the brave ones will snicker the hill i'm willing to die on: my loneliness it just needs to stay on my face, that's all all this red pill nonsense the ongoing struggle every day: should i attempt to be organized or accept that my life is nothing but clutter it's just as hard as showing up to work on time marriage/relationships are out cos people are incapable of first having that relationship w/ themselves everything we think we hold dear is dumb i always questioned the roles in society you think you deserve a medal for discovering that you live in a matrix haha i really do mean that *to some extent lauren n adam are the only ones i could hang w/ hard drugs would bring out the abyss part of me it's cool being me but also very frustrating this really is a burden sometimes i was totally moved yesterday at church during the Holy Eucharist ag analyzes 2nd Corinthians breeding shouldn't happen unless the parents are responsible the kids at my church act like kids cos they're not on ADHD meds i'm the schizo at church, everyone else is way more conventional no pressure to be sumin i'm not most of these people would kill themselves cos the internet is their god you have to be the best example of your Christian faith, otherwise people will get the wrong idea of the Church they came together so technically they are a part of each other Jesus is married to the Church so marriage is supposed to reflect that don't chu love this lighting (hey at least there's light) i dunno what people are anymore all pharmies are gonna have adverse effects on our endocrine system tv is voluntary genocide you cannot prove me wrong, nobody gives a fuck i really wish you would prove me wrong, son the kids at my church will be fine, i don't have that faith anywhere else it's the sheep that are most terrified of authenticity yes let's move on...