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we wanna know what's going on so we are still here well, damnity damn t's the end of the song he's arrogant enough to do the liner notes in a song every artist should be this arrogant constructive criticism always in good fun nothin is either healthy or helpful we just moved, you have to be feeling it in so many instances, i look like i'm still 8 yrs old n that makes sense considering where i'm at psychologically i've been in many an accident i'm an honest person...that's why they leave honestly. to be honest. actually...to be real wich you i've always wanted to see what this coffeeshop was all about and yet another thing that i hate about the industrial revolution... no car accidents w/out cars! the fact that there was a semi-truck involved makes me very nervous so much danger w/ machines this is about cars in general thelonious (car) won't take it personally the phones have essentially suicided society my parents are rule following law abiding shitizens being an outcast would make you a better person i promise you think i was paying attention... at least i don't disassociate in that specific way i am totally weirded out by the fact that the world is not weirded out this country is full of morons my race is pretty stupid man, it's so embarrassing there are superior people in every race but there's no superior race altho blacks have the worst stereotype so white people's main stereotype is that we're racist white people allow ourselves to be run over by various things we always carry some kinda baggage i don't look at innovation as a good thing every day i wake up, surprised we're all still here did you notice what i put on the wall over there...labor law posters from my job the general public avoiding me at all costs is a good thing for me fave part of the song right there i enjoy rap as an art form art is allowed to be degenerate i support drag queens being allowed to exist cos i'm an artist n that's the right position segregation should come back in a big way, all inclusivity doesn't seem to work for anyone i'm not that talented when it comes to playing keys do i sell myself short, vortex in the effort of not sounding cocky i sound pathetic i feel what i do, whatever you see coming outta me it's always there i just wanna give you a fresh perspective can you choose what you anticipate sometimes i am on drugs so many things at the same time, still maintain your true core self the doors open up once you become conscious it's always petty shit ain't it sorry yawl gotta text my mom there's that girl voice haha do you remember this sound my cat is my daughter, damnit no joking, everyone is too serious i wish i could da da da da da da people are too uptight these days my job is to loosen people up as much as i can making use of what chu have is the most important thing yes i know it's redundant if i seem tired it's cos i am yeah i'm high but not for the reason you think always a looney tune i just freeze up on stage n totally lose it freakin em w/ out dis masculine voice...BYE

zoom in on that guac sumin like techni colour watch it spin! my brain is always everywhere i eat pretty good for the most part what did i do/not do...this is a very common question i am obsessed w/ cows by the way the b&w is my fave jalapenos are underrated people are afraid of what they don't understand, that's just the way it is i understand myself better than most people understand anything how can you control yourself if you don't understand your experience you know you want this guac it ain't spicy if you can't tell, amy i guess i gotta add 5 jalapenos next time you can't test the jalapenos to make sure they're hot, luckily they're like 29cents you can't criticize any kinda medical intervention 800mg of a pill you can't even pronounce i am proud to be this broken record imma grow some jalapenos n they'd better be hot (blank threats) target market: insecure people (always n forever) they will never get to the root of the problem i stay skinny cos i see the clientele but also i get sick of that food i hope i get sumin right in regards to my womanhood i need to invent a jalapeno hotness tester mental ills will never be quiet a lotta people like me cos they think i hate women feminists just don't wanna be controlled by men the purpose of anarchy is to create its' own system that actually works why would you do sumin if you know you'd suck at it LOGICALLY abortion is still a choice abortion seems to be the only thing that women believe in surrounding the word choice materialistic interpretation of masculinity/femininity has screwed us all up white people have been cancelled you can hate yourself so long as you know why i'll give you a list (i got my own) nobody should love/hate anyone due to ______ i time travel mentally all the time i need to watch donnie darko again drew barrymore was the worst part about that movie that's how i discovered joy division tho i take a second long glance into my music room n walk away immediately this is the green shit i'm always drinking kratom is a drug that i use sometimes mitragyna speciosa is in the coffee family but in high doses it functions as an opiate but nowhere near as addictive can't forget that turmeric "i need to quit doin drugs" hahahahahahahahaha now we don't have to wait for a drug drop off i ain't pissing off God, i'm pissing off His followers what matters is the hold that it has over me so in other words: slavery fb ate my brain alive n as a chronically self-aware person i couldn't allow myself to continue using it insta! spam could potentially have the same problem but since i am so conscious of this problem i will pray extra0 the dudes respect my boundaries about technology, women don't care whatsoever i will watch anything w/ any animals back to that good ole SSRI experience a lotta my friends are on the medication that i bitch about they have weaponized "kindness" being "kind" = wanting people dead same old insecurity, different costume my personality disorder is always glowing these so called trance! "women" just resemble ugly ass slutty women trance! people back in the day were called freaks n very anonymous it pains me that yawl can't enjoy this delicious guac w/ me

the camcorder is in the microwave i want people to know that i am a huge fan of produce tommy is no longer acting out cos he takes his meds yes that same govt most are not resilient to programming that's my friend's cow behind me it makes perfect sense that boomers n zoomers rhyme the fuentes kid is just brilliant nympho sores is just more zionism women are super easy to control but now men act just like them internet brain is worse than woman brain *prove me wrong no i ain't the cool girl dee is way funnier than elaine if women have talent n wanna do sumin other than the traditional shit they'd better live in a western country white women are beyond stupid good thing we have freedom so we can self-destruct! i really hate this country but i still wanna make it better ginger is not going in the guacamole cuba n i are on the same level masculinity is still around but... i have the bad habit of buying food that i have to throw away cos i don't eat it in time you shouldn't even be fucking it's absolutely crazy to me that people don't think about this when they have sex apparently two was not enough i always would rather just do it myself i often think the same thoughts as my critics hit or miss (mainly miss) i'm an anomaly that's why they are amazed clearly this person doesn't understand the process of making stuff haha stop doing what you're doing all cos i don't like it that's not dandruff, it's grey harr! oh yes of course...DRUGS information is a lighting speed drug what are 6 n 7 g gonna do i am being such a baby right now my zygote, my choice i used to sell my soul for vodka the guilt drags on, mf don't chu love these "christian" podcasters i am highly skeptical of their so called self-awareness everyone just wants to make a name for themselves we are almost done, i am so excited i'm reluctant to add salt i will seldomly adhere to requests, only if it involves food apparently most of the time i'd say it's useless information

say hi to saint mary of egypt when does paisley not make this about her queenosaline was still not taken superpowers courtesy of my cat the last time i was on insta!spam i went back to chain smoking avoiding drama is easy for those of us w/ self-control the vultures never have boundaries so you know what that means they're stupid n therefore quite easy to exploit they shoulda thought of this before i mean i hate tik tok, it still shouldn't be banned society has voluntarily disabled itself they wouldn't just act crazy, they'd fuckin die may his memory be eternal if it's porn i never get off gender is both simple n complicated i am the problem and the solution me n paisley gonna have an ultrasound right here on this kitchen floor KIDDING! most dunno what a joke is n definitely not satire i can understand his comparison tho conspiracies will never get me off only God will forgive yer past transgressions this is only a funny metaphor if you know what i'm talking about (jonny stone would get it) imaginary everything! 90 lb elephant so my friend luke who dresses even weirder than believe it or not i do felt claustrophobic in my house https://www.youtube.com/@folkalchemy that one time a bitch threw a cheeseburger at the wall n started screaming back when we were 24/7 the cops were on standby every saturday night why not get drunk n get into fights w/ people at a sit down restaurant i am amazing at karaoke

say hi to the internet paisley iconic meaning nineties haha when i was a kid i felt like a teenager so it figures that i'd make decisions that coincide w/ how i have always seen myself i've always felt like i was dying i'll take affection from an animal over a person any day her tail musta hit the brass ensemble paisley is the only one i'd let in the band i have always had an affinity for xmas lights it's gotta be more depressing i would most definitely fuck it up even more it is an actual synthesizer i just make it make noise thank you yamaha, casio n all types of batteries considering all that's on my buffet i'd say that i'm doin pretty good i hate hate hate aircraft i say a prayer now instead of just yelling at planes n helicopters i'm trying to grow as a person, okay technology will always be used against society they'll never learn from their mistakes, most of em don't even know what they are! this is my fave anti-govt hat govt work is most definitely consistent are they suffering tho...i mean they eat cheese fries obesity is universal suffering cos everybody must watch ya self-destruct if you loved yourself you'd try a little harder bullying is not really my thing most people aren't even aware of their consciousness they're waiting on a savior to come scoop em up the world will get shittier cos humans beings won't lift a finger to do shit but scroll paisley shares my fascist beliefs utilitarian agorism...the only decent form of libertarianism we must have the same motives not the same beliefs people care too much about the wrong thing ad infinitum take yer pick from a number of wrong things 1.5-3 days, maybe sometimes even a half of a day the slow blink is the sweetest thing in the world i will never slowly blink at a human (not like this) how can you not feel loved vortex i'm not living in yawl's time period i choose despondence in a way i can't demand that people understand anything relating to mental illness will get misconstrued either the powers at be or those that disagree w/ me i don't care about your religion ronnit is the only other comedian that i really spend any time w/ outside the bars i'm pretty sure that brad is finally getting laid i just assume that somebody will be fucking somebody else over i'm such a cynic about relationships haha, but seriously tho if my friends are happy then i am happy for them regardless of the situation they are in nobody could do that for me for many there's an obligation that they have chosen how strange to allow society to determine the direction your life goes chin flab! chin flab! chin flab! i will be 39 fairly soon (like tmrw) halfway thru death (maybe) whenever the battery is running out it only lets me do so much, but at least i can do this my brain won't lemme do anything consistently i can't accomplish things the way i can in my mind never write it down, yet another waste of time i always know what i need to get done unless you really believe in that sorta thing DON'T DO IT i guess this is the main reason why i can't be amish i'm not supposed to leave this so called civilzation i'm just crazy, that's why my timing is off or all the way on

ever eat a bowl of cereal when driving around i don't have the heart to take out this cd i didn't see the eclipse cos of the clouds should i pull over? i'm paranoid i'm always stayin crazy i totaled my last vehicle right here i always thank the Lord cos i am a very bad driver that's my personal sidekick who is a man i finally got the flashdrive be proud of me for doing what i said 6mos later my media player killed itself so... i finally got what i shoulda gotten a long ass time ago back when i still had fiona...damn i do miss her expressing yer authentic self is very self-gratifying dani is one of the only women that can stand me dani's journey to where? talking is beneficial, that's why therapists get paid so much 3rd world countries can't whine about the govt n shit crying is fantastic we are supposed to have emotions, logic is good too tho as long as you understand everything in the basket they binge cos they are crazy haha they're a reflection of what makes em sick they put me on a pedestal for reasons i don't agree with easy to use emotions against other people i hate it for em n whoever is around em n must put up w/ their shit i'm funny cos i always had faith in the reason technology has just made people more impatient you can alter the pattern once it is recognized climate change is the one they're sayin now i just studied mental illness, so that's why i know a lot about it the powers at be have very easily weaponized mental illness super easy to control society they gotta pretend that they believe in self-preservation they're cocky about having kids n come to think of it everything else they do too children are a gift from God so gloating about it doesn't make sense arrogance is not from God empathy is an advantage but it does not feel like one for sure a leg up that keeps kicking you...oh well it torments me cos i care projection is self-defense you can't make a point when you're a piece a shit, too those that don't make an honest attempt to understand their own faults are very annoying people i keep saying this... not looking forward to insta!spam kim said imma get so much hate trying to get back into stand up but the mics suck around here i guess the Lord wants me to expand my horizons people just don't wanna work is all non interesting people that don't have shit to offer i'm showing you what our ancestors really want from us explaining the "joke" / bit all these people are dead inside so what the fuck does it matter they've already killed their spirit it's way more selfish to do sumin all to win the approval of society following my heart meant going against society stfu

paul westerberg is my shit the five oh are even more ominous than ever adequately grunge many musicians make music that is strikingly similar i guess i'm not that confident w/ how i present myself insults help me grow as a person you don't need to impress me they don't actually value you but that one thing that they really like that reminds them of themselves so i did this podcast last night... if conspiracy people wanna be told what to think then we really are fucked of course people will be mislead w/ this attitude it is never my intention to pigeon hole how to be neuro plastic w/ ag i backed off talking about technology so much cos people are so broken in this fallen world there's plenty of shame w/ porn addiction but not w/ social media this is why the west is not the best first: world could it be that maybe people wanna escape the world becuz it's terrible can you really blame these people for choosing a substance if you can admit that you're fucked up you will be a lot better off no i don't support the military most seem to have a slave mindset i might as well burn in Hell w/ ronald reagan all cos i caved in w/ this damn seatbelt addiction seems to be a natural response to childhood trauma everyone is in a trance the water supply is altering people's hormones even w/out childhood trauma people are exhibiting anti-social and narcissistic tendencies you're already ignoring the person in front of you you don't really care you just want yer life to be easy i must digress since i'm too much of a cunt plz call me a cunt, i can't wait one side: cunt, another side: protective mother hen i wonder when the word gematria will be banned, damnit i shouldn't a said anything i'm getting better at understanding it, thanks aleister zachary k hubbard, gematria effect news i pick up on it but that doesn't mean that i'm any good at it i notice repetitive phrases quite a bit BLAME IMMIGRATION, obviously kidding damnit imma miss my 15min mark oh well in a way these mfs can live forever thru this code if they can control the language then they can control world events jim morrison was just being used the dumb assery of the people is ever so predictable the news media had never been more powerful than when dt was prez a win win for every sack a shit in america pc anything ain't funny all the religions have been infiltrated no fear porn in the Orthodox Church, that's why i go even in the pamphlet about Orthodoxy it stated that the fear tactic is the most effective which is why religions use it so much we focus on God's love as well as worship i underestimated the power of being surrounded by God's people my priest is dying cos he has cancer the medical profession is all about $ n that's pretty much it how many people will flex america's obsession w/ making money morality cannot coexist w/ a love of $ many people love to soak up a bullshit narrative i do not bemoan my sadness, i wanna experience it to the fullest the less they accept the bad the less they can accept the good none of these people understand what the devil does they are pussies n pussies they will remain

how many videos start w/ me wiping my mouth i rarely even get it off haha morality cannot coexist w/ politics or identity, which is why they go hand in hand identity is the ultimate weapon they react the way they think they're supposed to "outraged" imoge imoge imoge cmon toyota, you remind me of myself of course the man in my head will have sumin to say about my driving morality is written in your heart i was a klepto due to the rush you can't rationalize sumin immoral i figured my actions would land me in Hell...ag past life 2 outta 3 kleptos are women role playing via stealing shit getting escorted out of a liquor store is a cool story NOW that day was the most humiliating day of my life i just needed to be caught in the act stealing is lying in action doin sumin in the absence of morality can never be the right thing if you want proof that i used to be way shittier, watch my former yt channel, aim less the kiosk will make it super easy to steal shit remember that video when i showed the vortex how to steal makeup from the walmart...MEMORIES! God always gets the last laugh becuz the L isn't based in God eventually whatever morality they have will go out the window if we can't even make a decision on what reality is... it's possible to change thru self-assessment either kill yourself or become a better person i didn't value my life very much back in the day n not due to a lack of faith the guilt complex actually makes it worse in a lotta ways alcohol makes irrational behavior seem rational vibes are usually accurate bad people have to brag about being bad it's cos the sickness can't shut up about itself i'd like to think that i'm the reason why she put in her 2wks did i expose her tho medication doesn't work on those w/ a personality disorder if things weren't hard nothing would be worth anything working at either not getting caught and/or rationalizing being a piece a shit an immoral life is harder in many ways cos you just end up shooting yourself in the foot that's why many of these people have shitty politics when small businesses are getting mowed down by corporations that get govt subsidies... social status is nothing to worry about words mean nothing, God knows your heart things happen whether we believe that they did or not the tree totally fell in the forest regardless of who was around...that tree don't need no validation!

smoothie mouth is a thing we have a natural abundance of dopamine it ain't much more than a placebo man i love that synth i don't have to rationalize making art i just wanna watch my content cos mine is the best i'd rather get the information myself, it requires more effort on my part n i don't get annoyed w/ some podcaster or whatever hating laziness makes me a cunt i guess the only neurotransmitter they know anything about is due to our culture ag vindicated by honest psychiatrist if all you do is escape... stop being such a fucking pansie they're just gullible is all at this point there's too much evidence how could i say this in the funniest way possible i haven't been motivated to do any posters as of late i've been pretty consistent about putting up these videos state trooper, say hi vortex i am speaking from personal experience here election year means full blast making art is crucial to developing a better mindset anhedonia is what it's called! i've had this my whole life so... we already have enough coddling i'm definitely doin my own thang glad i took a chance on comedy these issues of mine are no way near as daunting as they used to be if one of the side effects is the same thing you're trying to get away from shrinks hate valium cos it actually works n they can't patent it booze always works, guaranteed what is a brown-out amy? conveniently forgetting the portion of the night that pissed people off i have arbitrary sleep patterns, i know that's not good most don't want a better state of mind you're just lazy, that's why you won't work for what chu want it goes w/out saying that suicide is selfish the sheep will always repeat what everyone already knows why the guilt n shame it's all about perspective be sad but still go about yer bizness *i realize that this makes me sound so pathetic but i really don't understand why people see it that way it's just saline, man

sorry to be so sour, that's how i feel every hour it depletes me n yet i tell myself that it completes me i'm real lucky to have avoided all that i know it's always me i'm probably right most of the time i always understand why they left i hate school zones, who doesn't tho social media is the easiest way to keep tabs on everyone mini coopers have to blow off steam everybody that i wanna know or don't wanna know i'd much rather live in the world in my head playing victim makes victim(s) making stuff is so much fun i did say that twice but i said it right kelsey looks more n more white every time i see him so much for that party biking in a hail storm for a bag of drugs...MEMORIES! *a travesty is a mockery always check for the *** being comfortable on stage is a skyscraper of a task why do other people have to dig it it just sounds like i am playing w/ toys i do still wish you liked jazz

pretty sure i already showed yawl this poster at this very man-made lake i recall working on this poster celibacy is better green (sick) + black (darkness) there's a reason i made the letters rainbow character building is still an option, so true! the blending of the green n black actually worked very well why i don't believe in smartphone technology...they (society) were already stupid heaven n hell is a state of mind i need to do more posters that stress the importance of choosing God no morality in our society in an effort to kill all dull moments, people have become quite dull not all of us hate society, amy this is a personal solution, damnit getting away from everything is one of the best things anyone can do all states of mind are in the Psalms secular people can convince themselves that the notion of God that resides inside of everyone has some sorta clinical explanation, thanks freud! identity is a form of possession remember back in the day when people said _____ isn't all of me elevation & degradation comes from the same place blessed are the people who know glad shouting there is so much to unpackage here david really wasn't a good guy even tho He was anointed by the Lord He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him *1 John 2:4 once again it really just depends on the person that awareness knob has been turned all the way down everyone might as well get an AI gf at this point i usually wake up n talk to myself first thing i felt the shame of debasing myself in my addiction doing bad things in good faith is this a good interpretation or am i screwing it all up a page n a half is pretty long for a Psalm

the vortex is to blame (tho it's still not your fault, vortex!) this is society spit back out after chewing up the internet yours truly still waves when people let me in tree of life coal burning music right here why so invested in anybody's sex life but your own he never really had a problem w/ that, it was more part of his identity at the time he deserves that bitch walkin all over him the same people putting themselves in the same situations is this a lesson or a trial...drowning in narcissists eating cucumbers, that's what i am stuffing into my mouth nvrmind let's get back to speeding narcissism is easier, it just is most will choose the route where nothing is required (human nurture) the God part recognizes that we are part of the problem if you are part of the problem you can also be part of the solution, that's the best news! we made it vortex! major accomplishment avoiding bumps on the road temporary pain vs overall pain already ready for any criticism chinese water torture ringtone no affect, sorry i mean, i never asked you to do that you know that person that insists on "helping" you that is what they really want...woman qualms such a woman, oh my good gracious i kinda/sorta hate women so... there are major consequences for our actions as women now that we're not oppressed anymore, it seems like we're still miserable just to be a woman is to be psycho (no understanding of our emotions) most women don't come equipped w/ a magnifying glass, they don't have to i know i probably sound like a pick me right here but i am way more of a DO NOT PICK ME not answering the phone right now can you tell that i totally spaced out most people just don't care is all many insist on staying the same i have changed n grown a lot but i have also stayed exactly the same haha normies couldn't handle "covid", yours truly + all the "crazy" people i know were thriving it's all a balancing act i hate driving next to semis i really don't want this person to be a narcissist i just wanna be amicable i have worked w/ her for the past five years so... she is a bonafide worker becuz... maybe yer brain ain't supposed to shut off, that's how i choose to look at everything, NOT A VICTIM DAMNIT you have been chosen to understand yourself! a culture that's addicted to screen time is another dark age stimulation nation, no sensation (also a simulation) if you refuse to pay any attention to your lifestyle in relation to your moods n shit, you don't deserve to be happy she won't try harder n it kills me watchin her kill herself (i used to be her like ten years ago minus a kid) she did say that she was trying to talk to her mom again so i applauded her for that ag's mockumentary; ag is the original butt of our always n forever life joke she takes everything as a personal attack regardless of the context of the statement (it just reminds me of doin standup in nashville haha) yeah she's probably just a narcissist maybe i should stop giving people the benefit of the doubt that they're gonna change whenever her high wears off she's back to thunder cunt i don't ever wanna blame my problems on other people i guess maybe i was just a liberal haha angry universal truth is funny but if it's personal it just sounds bitter n bitterness is not very funny that cigarette "schtick" is just the coolest you can still make personal shit funny but you really have to try on that one the empathy route requires tough love on yourself nothin harder than holding yourself accountable

meet my patron Saint...Mary lived a very lustful lifestyle before she ran off to the desert to devote her life to God the world hates pious people w/ a passion if you're unaware of demonic forces you will succumb to them at some point favorite Psalm 139 Psalm 9 is not divided into two parts God is always the audience the spiritual ones will always be funnier n more interesting sorry if i am haughty, don't wanna be you understand my thoughts from afar your knowledge has become too wondrous for me where could i go from your spirit? God is everywhere all the time no matter what and the night shall be bright as day i guess my hatred is perfect i hope God is not displeased, but i highly doubt it anything done w/ a clean heart is gold i have tried to cry n sing but it cannot be done semantics shemantics...the gyst is the most important thing paul spoke out about petty shit going on in the Church it's none of yer business what other people are doin i wanted to make sure that i wasn't twisting the Scripture to my liking it's crucial to have yer own personal relationship w/ God why would you try to put God in a box sodomy is not justifiable awwww that's so sad that little goose hurt himself but he has apparently gotten over it n moved on w/ his life sodomy crap...GET IT could it be possible that people are different bored in govt school? women have solutions it's a funny story now once you start making stuff, you no longer wanna do yourself good luck closing that door to total debauchery *why porn is bad of course those that use it are gonna make excuses for it hook up culture is not only immoral but a total waste of time my instincts are usually correct if you've made honest attempts to leave an immoral lifestyle then there's no reason to hold it over your head i get offered every day at work haha if i smoke pot i will never go on the internet again i wouldn't be putting up thousands of videos on yt if i wasn't a good vlogger anything that's important for 5min ain't important

in the suburbs you have to drive places i work @ steak n shake, been doin so for over 12 years on n off (mainly on) totally in my element when i drive, that's when/where you come up w/ a lotta good ideas n interesting thoughts i do way more than drive tho i've gotten into enough accidents to prove that i ain't a good driver haha, sorry thelonious/miles (mini cooper) nothin could bring me back to this world, sorry sexual dysfunction due to obsessive fantasy life that i've had since i was a kid, disassociation nation no more imaginary friends or lovers unless i'm bored i hate that i get so bored around other people when i'm alone, i talk to myself so i don't need nobody around demetri flagged me down after i did standup n asked me how to stop being gay my cd is skipping damnit when it's widely acceptable in our society more people will identify that way for obvious reasons homophobia doesn't accomplish anything tho i told him to keep reading the Bible n praying i get their predicament but i am fine w/ celibacy a lotta my fans are gay n don't wanna be associated w/ the lgbt???!!! a lotta people don't wanna devote their life to God n be "alone" a lotta that crap fell away due to expanding upon my creative life struggling w/ addiction/sexual deviance...MAKE SUMIN it doesn't matter if it's any good cos it means sumin to you n keeps you on the straight n narrow (literally) my mom had knee surgery earlier today we already know that it's cos we weren't wearing our seatbelt haha this method does not work which is why i suggest a creative outlet my relationship w/ God is worth turning my back on everything else that society would scold me for not wanting yawl know how much we hate aircraft me n paisley (cat) were confused earlier today not blood, red marker it's not enough to just give up sumin, you gotta have a decent game plan replacing addiction w/ addiction ain't the solution, it not only has to be a healthy replacement but it must also be personal just read the Psalms, every facet of human experience is in there once you develop a personal relationship w/ God n yourself you will be fine you gotta work for what chu want period so much easier to fill that void w/ demonic shit than anything healthy iron sharpens iron, right...we have lived in the south for over twenty yrs this is what happens when you are a sponge

i finally remembered to get the cd i got copyright claims out the wazoo good that i ain't getting paid to do this it ain't smart to say EVERYTHING i think censorship is evil but i understand why they do it from either a business perspective or a candy ass perspective did yawl feel that intensity we gotta stop goin this way actually glad to be wearing my seatbelt this time haha this is why we couldn't wait to get over many ways to fuck up the car paul simon's best album, graceland can't wait to lose half my subs conservatives don't believe in culture which is why the L got a foothold (so easy for them) i'd rather listen to black conservatives believe it or not there are a lotta positive stereotypes as well why do you have to take it personally i tend to like the stuff that black people make, call me a coal burner now i should spend the remainder of this video naming off EVERY musician i listen to that ain't black music is life n it makes you appreciate afrika, yes exactly degenerate rap music is somewhat of a problem i'm guessing i probably won't get into metal there must be a very therapeutic element to that they can still play their instruments tho how dare you say that about ian curtis *says waaaaaay too serious fan of joy division ag's mediocre impression of ian curtis plenty of singers who can't sing but make good music i hate that show so much i shoulda known that that relationship wasn't gonna work out it definitely ain't conspiratorial people watchin shitcoms there are some genres that i really hate symphonic metal is the only one i can stand sporting events are masonic rituals if they can control it THEY WILL we're not all destined to do whatever you're demanding i keep reiterating this point for a reason i don't wanna add to the list of hypocrites that are full a shit status n $ is sooooo jewish respectable people will respect you for being honest any comments bout my physical appearance will be ignored men don't have to worry bout their outfit not complaining but explaining

and this is why i get called a dirty hippie i have too much empathy to live in this world my coworker tried to kill this fly for no reason i dunno if this fly likes jazz am i silly to get so upset women are typically afraid of bugs all flies do is shit on things most people are ignorant of the spiritual world if they can't see the good then they can't see the evil his little eyes are just so adorable you gotta look at everything like it's your friend he'll probably die pretty soon, they don't live that long if you're afraid of sumin you kill it (it can't be trusted after all) so i thought i was late but i was actually like 5 hrs early haha 2/3 of kleptos are women who you think you are when you fuck is who you really wanna be i used to play the role of a totally depraved suicidal degenerate at least i can acknowledge that i made mistakes people are so lost that they keep goin right back to the thing that doesn't work from another angle it's the same thing the head n the heart are supposed to work in conjunction w/ one another silly to place so much weight on one part when all the parts make the whole plz tell me if i'm fucking up the Scripture either a Catholic or protestant will tell me i hate the world becuz i want it to be better i appreciate what does make this country great but i ain't no patriot damnit what a slap in the face to our ancestors i ain't off base when it comes to my fellow country men food n sex should be regulated (symphonia) if these kindza mistakes negatively impact the youth... we can all start a book if i do a joke again i regret it cos it doesn't have the same initial oomph sometimes i'm jealous of people whose lives are more boring grateful that i don't have the option to infantilize myself via technology live streams bore the crap outta me how to self-destruct in a socially acceptable away i ain't gonna take yer silly suggestion

i started doin yt in 2017 selected (by the elite) not elected (by the people) whatever was left of comedy dt's presidency destroyed (not his fault, he's the scapegoat) we won't feel fulfilled unless we accomplish the task ourselves i succeeded at quitting smoking cos i had my own personal method you notice i switch voices whenever i want sumin just know that i am ALSO annoyed by this kid voice i never regret doin comedy no matter how bad it goes i still respect them even if i don't like them or their material live streaming is not an art form, damnit of course the art will be homogenized due to technology you're contributing to what's wrong w/ west civ well, at least i was relevant...for a nano second the whole point of this documentary was to show yawl the real shit (quite literally) only those of us w/ ovaries can pull out a tampon i never thought that i'd have to say that but you know... workin a night job n drivin around, playing piano...aim less yt channel, featured below i guess i'm interesting or sumin i'm not gonna stop being this dark, don't be a racist now artificial people are already dead anyway slow movers, not just me this time why would i make content for people that are a waste of space in my HUMBLE!!! opinion i know way too much about psychology to take this shit personally what i just said i retract the assumption that i dunno myself... psychological gym...planet witness temporarily satisfied w/ this traffic due to the shitty ass weather i gotta do more shit to my car so i don't wanna drive too fast right now defrost...that's what that sound is yawl remember guidance counselors so much step work at fucking starbucks it wasn't until i started doin stand up that i began to feel relief gays n crazy ass women, go figure they're tired of false solutions the meds keep you docile, there ain't nothin to defend you're throwing it away all cos it has complicated things for you if i assume i'm a terrible person that should just kill myself... it is fuckin funny damnit maybe you SHOULD be depressed i still feel sorry for em cos they dunno any better living in this shit world sorry vortex, i know you didn't mind you gotta be used to it i don't wanna chance my life, again you're already choosing suicide, it's just a different type of suicide...so true! when you make stuff that's the exact opposite of suicide art damnit just say that there's still good in that negative thing, you can find it if you are determined enough trying to use your experience is the healthiest thing you can do w/ it if there ain't no positive transformation then what's the point the 12 steps didn't need to prove anything to me haha being a drug addict is not a good thing, right...it's just so simple this _____ is how i feel about most things man this drive was way longer than usual (and we had another video before this) c'mon babeh...CLASSIC ag moment i can't tread on you from back here, malibu hone whatever is creative about you since you're already neurotic everybody sucks in the beginning musical prodigies are weird, that's why they're called prodigies i guess i am an psychological genius or sumin then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents when i applied my comedic perspective to my music it worked pretty well i can do a joke about eating ass, it will just have a hellfire n damnation spin those that didn't need dt to prove that this country is total shit... this is the boring part of the video even tho it's REAL SHIT mf sittin in traffic is as real as it gets they can look at the back of my car n hopefully understand why i don't wanna take any more chances the way i say DAMNIT is hilarious i left earlier than usual and still... you know why we had to wait, my bumper looks like shit that is the worst that could happen hahahaha the chronic emptiness was what convinced me of bpd FINALLY! doing God's Will...it just took 30yrs it's been nothin but rewarding (well i have been attacked but i am quite used to that haha) i was always real passionate about music (i listen to jazz damnit) how do the things you love allow you to waste yer life away tho cigarettes amy cigarettes...i totaled it, approx $29,200 (2 packs a day, 10yrs)...that was my entire twenties haha maybe i just had to do all that in order to get here to this magical place just trust the process of God directing your life (even if you fuck up) multiple big black dudes w/ dreads haha we're supposed to challenge ourselves it is very uncomfortable living in this world and that is a GOOD thing i kinda sorta hate musical comedy born in 1985 btw, i feel like a gen X baby tho, maybe i'm just more mature comedy allowed me to expand upon music *i had that original keyboard (w/ tupac) for many years before i picked it up after writing a comedy set i guess i created a separate art form that is totally mine, thank you Lord!

my sudden urge to do a poster no matter what you always have enough you know i hate squeezing the letters paisley said hi to you vortex you will get yer opportunity soon to reply to her my friend brittany wrote me those little love notes that you see taped on my cabinets i do all of this cos i feel better paisley is waiting...j/k she's a cat she don't give a fuck it's okay for me to fuck it up cos it ain't finished yet we're way too concerned about what others think of the way that we live as long as your conscience is cool w/ it the public will always be haughty n loves to put their 7cents in that nobody requested why do we state our opinion we appreciate you cos most people either don't or won't get it my existence screams questions n distrust in what i'm told so i don't expect much of a following haha ooooh paisley just took a shit, do you hear her burying it ag rocks reality, mf if i'm not stroking my own ego... less complications are better and far less stressful, that's why i mention it over n over i'm just really grateful to God that i listened to that instinct He gave me ...case in point my channel title is iconospasdic so God surely had a laugh we all need spiritual direction everything is a spectacle all the people i like on the internet hate each other why do yawl take yourselves soooooo seriously _____ ain't gon save ya i know that there's power in numbers but personal faith is what will save us all the whole system is rigged, man if mark twain said that way back in the day... the news media called it an epidemic n then the public believed it they're not conspiratorial enough i knew that public school was bad before crt already reprimanded everywhere else the sheep dunno what a question is maybe they're just mad cos their brain can't expand i'm givin em the benefit of the doubt but i'm probably wrong i still wanna believe that people COULD be good all these things in our materialistic culture make it harder for us to be good you might have the best of intentions just like martin luther they don't even notice the shit right in front of em the good ones notice swearing has always been a thing, man gd used to be my fave curse word luckily God never took that shit personally you pick up on things you hear all the time eating ass is common place now but that's just where these people are i guess celibacy is weird to them so... all the bad things are being magnified now you can't control things n that is what pisses you off i don't wanna focus on what i can't do shit about my biggest complaint is boredom haha this has always been the way of the world tho it's hard to be original in this world winning the popularity contest for...how long? it's just sad that so many people live n think like this fame homogenizes people the original fleetwood mac damnit old skool kings of leon was way better *bluesey i'm just a little tadpole in the nashville comedy scene (big splashes tho)...yet they still want me to always play keys i can't expand on other things if i am too focused on this one thing i literally can't do that shit haha we're always fresh cos we have no choice i must now call a plumber

that's a cat, i bet you're so shocked a cat: "lonely" woman mascot if you're in touch w/ the childlike part of yourself then you still got it don't worry i wish yawl could experience a cat's "love" the purring really is what makes them the best pets it's harder to establish a bond w/ a cat canines are submissive, felines are just rude if i had a dog it would pretend to love me for food things have always been this way, justice is not a worldly virtue 50 yrs to solve a crime vs. 45min episode of crime drama once you realize how long this shit has been happening you will understand why the future is always bleak should i just get addicted to opium who's gonna feed paisley if i'm passed out on the floor you can grow opium tho all my plants die cos i can't remember to water them, they're too quiet to remind me "mentally ill" people have a lotta detours she has to do that cos she's a cat, amy she does whatever the fuck she wants too many things distracting me always i forget my destination all together cos i either get lost in the woods or my car gets stuck in a ditch

being proactive is good if you're anxious about the outcome none of us know what the future holds the future holds a phone i view inanimate objects like real people real people act dead inside so... that mini cooper was perfect when i got it i have a fuck ton of everything that i like my white boards have yet to help me accomplish or organize anything why would i ever wait for an epiphany i dunno why i'm covering my mouth like you haven't been watching this entire time treating myself to chocolate milk i tell myself that i will use it eventually there's gotta be a parallel yt channel involving ag's evil twin (i'm adopted so i can believe that) trust the process cos everything in that process is important i just call it epic sadness peter, paul n mary by the way things are supposed to be terrible cos of the decisions that americans have made over the past several decades i'm trying to figure out how to use this instead of just throwing it away "mental illness" is disconnection from society Jesus descended into Hell to save adam n eve the internet people just wanna stroke their ego if i ever wanna get drunk again i just go online n my head spins they simply don't see themselves the internet is mass psychosis so they said that thomas edison said this i actually think that the 10% of those that think they think has increased most would rather die than not be sheep regardless of how dumb their peers are they will not challenge them n be ostracized satan disguises himself so's he can manipulate a person's weakness satan sowed doubt in eve's mind he's really good at imitating whatever we think we need i'm supposed to be tormented yes my couch is falling apart if it was easy nothin would be worth it you can't learn anything w/out humility a wiser person learns from the world's mistakes you gotta let me have this one since yawl wanna turn everything into a contest... there's always been sumin distracting us from facing ourselves n the world lotza $$$ in exploitation fuck america every 4 years you can press a button n pretend that YOU can change things depression w/ a capital D today apparently maybe it will inspire some to improve upon themselves, but most will not rise to the challenge, i'm willing to bet $ i don't have the victim/hero mentality is very unproductive n an attempt to lie to yourself don't chu love this lighting i hope that i accomplish a lot in this life what should i say to make my sub count go back down i gotta at least go thru my comedy notes or whatever they are my cat holds me accountable you have to have a boring, conventional life in order to be "fulfilled" these people are so simple-minded i hung out w/ my frenz n their little kids last night n they were an absolute hoot so many older women have kids or dogs cos they don't wanna be alone i didn't even ask for this affection you're just jealous of our cat love did yawl see paisley's asshole a mess of a mess of a mess of a mess of a... depression is a part of life if you're a conscious person most in western countries are so unconscious i don't have what chu think i should have so i'm not fulfilled? i'll more than acknowledge that sumin is definitely "wrong" w/ me why would you wanna fit in w/ society anyway it still brings me down sometimes paisley inspires me to chill the fuck out prophets ain't supposed to have kids considering all the darkness that we are aware of point out my nose ring, plz when you already know what their ammo is... it's hard to not get defensive but at the same time i shouldn't be mean about it cos that's what they're doing they can't help themselves, they feel threatened by anyone that doesn't go along to get along imma pretend that this cat really loves me

paisley has been upstairs all day, it's too cold down here i refuse to take it personally sorry i was talking about Hell i haven't shot a video since i was crashed my car no, it wasn't a ravine amy if you're gonna hydroplane it's best to do it when no one else is around i finally switched cds, bob marley was in the cd player for over a month that's not a good sound squash, red pepper, jalapeno, cucumber roma tomatoes really are the best i was fixin to walk to the grocery store but it's been sleeting so imma stay home my masculinity is always showing paisley will jump on yer shoulders n hang my deductible is $250 tho i'm really hoping that state farm ain't gonna total it ooooh jalapeno juice i always forget what my idea was paisley is such an attention whore sometimes plz don't shame me, i already do that enough God posters vs general sentiment posters there's only so much originality i can put forth, i probably shouldn't worry about it too much it kinda looks like a cloud white people are pretty easy to convince white people have anti-tribalism i have never met a "person of color" that apologized for their race i always expect to get yelled at at least i don't eat ass... be grateful that you got offended n that was all that happened i can't lie to the vortex, paisley she is being such a selfish cunt right now oh if only getting offended accomplished anything yt must coddle us so that we dunno how much the world doesn't like us i am very lucky for this if i hit a nerve, it was the right nerve i really shoulda renewed my license american dream: stare at a phone *other countries are catching up obesity problem has wafted out of america due to industrialization if only people in the suburbs would walk around it sounds like johnny is in my house i'm just not motivated right now stir crazy is what it is sorry if i'm a cunt, yawl empathy. humility. nuance. empathy never felt like a gift vicarious drunk is the best one, no consequences half serious, half joking when i suggest suicide

SAY HIS NAME! PROPAGANDA! this band is so fuckin good i'm so grateful for this passion that keeps me somewhat sane understanding the pointlessness n still keeping yer purpose firmly in yer mind is the only healthy combination so many people either dunno their purpose or they feel like they don't have one at all, it's just sad to see start w/ understanding yourself, THEN you can be a good partner we're outta mints, pass the lifesavers *i get it it's awesome whenever you know the reference 3rd verse same as the 1st, breaking the 4th wall there your bands ain't as good as my bands honesty overrides talent for ag gordon gano was adorable tho he clearly has a napolean complex "big hands i know you're the one" just being in a band should be a major pussy magnet women will date a total fat ass so long as he's taller than her even an extremely good looking dude that's 5'8 don't stand a chance compared to a taller ugly ass dude you just gotta work w/ what chu got once again i talk up judson, my former "boyfriend" is anyone having consultations w/ God before they are born prove why you should be taken seriously don't whine about the world, prove yourself feminists are some of the stupidest people on the planet the world has changed as a result of women infiltrating politics n it hasn't been good for anyone but esp women society will always shame you for not living up to their expectations yours truly already has a guilt (ego) complex Romans 14 is right a "free society" is bound to be problematic for everyone in it am i praying for God's will or am i praying in vain you spot it, you got it is repeated quite a bit in AA meetings it's a pretty accurate slogan tho, one of my favorites that's the voice (i wish) believe it or not i really am trying to get over this bias towards technology not having a smartphone is pretty counterculture considering how much it's controlling the masses "start the day smarter" yeah okay fuck usa today washington post is absolutely the worst tho ny x is a close second if any part of this shit country is in the title of the publication then that publication is total horseshit "yes, honey" CLASSIC ag rebuttal easier to live in a bubble than a tool shed what was the point of this video again look at my green goo! yawl wish you could have some of this along w/ my disorganized schizophrenia i'm sure what they are actually jealous of is the sheer tenacity... lemme sing you a whole broadway musical all about how much technology sucks everything in adulthood is a choice whether "adults" realize it or not there are all these articles coming out about the link between depression n obesity, they are trying to deflect i'd rather make "art" than get diabetes from "medicine" anything that doesn't go along w/ society is "selfish" people plzing is actually way more selfish you're gonna suck at sumin if you're only doin it cos you're told to do it too much clamor upstairs to ignore for me to pay attention to another person, if that sounds selfish it's cos it is in a way but in another way it's just me understanding my limitations as a cray cray we can't drown out that clamor anyway those that don't work on themselves love to tell self-aware people what to do i've already talked enough, goodbye vortex

do sumin weird for the internet n be totally honest w/ me what if the false identity is who we really are i have way less filters but i am still skewed sometimes i look nothing like that bitch haha it doesn't make sense to be in a relationship when i'm a terrible companion n i've been in enough to know this about myself i'm sorry if this is redundant but it keeps comin back up even if i was interested it wouldn't be you he doesn't have self-awareness so... yes he says these things he can't seem to help himself i only yell at those that have no boundaries people have always done things for me that i haven't asked for no imma kill that dream right now sorry i can't provide these services i really pity the codependent narcissist n that is also a problem he probably does what he does in order to receive validation i can't not feel sorry for people you shouldn't smoke pot w/ certain people like i said, no boundaries empaths get taken advantage of but we can destroy these mfs i don't really hate women but i do find them to be very annoying i will contribute when i can, other than that i keep my mouth shut even if that compliment was the slightest bit true... now the man in my head is mad a man needs to be the one that lets him know that this behavior isn't right, women are under men for a reason just don't be creepy THAT'S IT i've said this about the majority about society...raising the consciousness is not sumin that they want or appreciate men n women can't be friends unless boundaries are established n understood, so in this case... i guess i shouldn't look at men like they're my brothers the older you get, the more of a problem it becomes don't force me to be a cunt, i got receipts bitch "it would be nice to make your blood boil with excitement and feeling" oh dear Lord he says that in a text msg haha a feeling of disgust, that's all he gets from me i'm afraid of what else he is thinking about me that he ain't sayin outloud if he couldn't refrain from sayin THAT ...and just like that we switched the subject to sumin controversial n racy (literally) it's always good to have black up esp being a little white girl i just talk but we're not allowed to do that apparently the black stereotype is useful tho this dude ain't malicious but he doesn't have any barriers you can't be friends w/ people that want sex from you

*i didn't waste it, it was 27.40 after all they were actually playing sumin good at the gas station close to me is one of the greatest songs ever written about sex head in the door, the cure (1985) i will oblige, dear thelonious (car) i have yet to receive a reply msg perhaps they are mocking my restaurant job not hoisting myself up here or anything the service industry is generally recognized as the lowest rung i don't look at anything like that it's always gotta be about some kinda oppression don't whine bout student loans if you chose to go to college college is kinda obviously a ponzie scheme i told my parents that i was gonna party my way outta school driving is pretty conventional tho i guess i don't live a very serious life tho, i sleep w/ stuffed animals still haha not a joke ask my ex boyfriends every time people get mad it's usually this level of immature stay mad about my perspective i know you ain't watchin but i hate to break it to the idealized version of you this is the internet honey, we can say whatever the fuck we want in these parts i'm a comedian so i can kinda get away w/ it let's get this % a little more accurate for every 50 plebs there's one befuddled artist struggling w/ addiction that greatly benefits from what i do no private conversations w/ straight men sorry i know what it's about too many dudes get the wrong impression from me i'm already everybody's therapist people have lied to me cos they lie to themselves no i ain't no teddy bear perhaps i am a teddy bear w/ spikes protective over my safe space over here ag is the least woo-able bitch on planet earth nobody can fix you, you need to fix yo'self reading the Bible is more helpful than anything else i no longer curl up w/ this n feel sorry for myself this is the most satanic country in the world n we are a sponge not self-righteous but just honest everyone can go on the internet n run their mouth make sumin, damnit we compete cos of the fall the devil has convinced us to compete w/ one another as he competed w/ God well i guess i'm a leftist then but really i'm just an artist do not disturb the artist when she drinks her green goo can you imagine smoothie king after hours maybe i should be a bartender i need guinea pigs aka day drunks most people do plan to relapse or kill themselves for that matter i am pretty obstinate i know it trust me nice ladeh very very nice ladeh i told yawl we multi-task who rescued who? exactly. dog ownership has only seemed to create more problems in america pets seem to be a replacement for fambly at least this person knows that they are emotionally unstable i talk shit cos i'm a comedian n that's kinda the art form in certain regards i pay a lotta attention to my surroundings n culture n human existence i am changing yawl, i was wearing my pajama pants earlier i feel compelled to talk endlessly about these things, i'm forcing myself to put it out there i'm a little too a lotta things for most (conventional) people thank you stand up comedy for helping me to understand this waaaaaay better there are gonna be sooooo many people that think what you do is total crap that's why YOU have to believe in you my fuck all swagger pisses em off cos i ain't takin heed, bitch

thelonious (car) always wants me to know that it's 37 degress is that an unlucky number for a mini cooper the flute sound is my fave if i'm gonna talk i'll do it all by myself i don't need you to listen to me i hate instagram n anything like instagram everything is just a replica of sumin else that's terrible if i'm being unfair plz lemme know nothing is a requirement n what most needs to be said won't be said anyway language is important but it's also trivial i don't expect too much from this world but i can tell that you do keep on doin the thing that doesn't work stay mad that i won't join you i will never vote again thank you dt for proving that every sneaking suspicion i ever had about this country was totally accurate they'll never wanna know... that's not the real dt no more we gotta use up that starbucks gift card couldn't wait to jump off that swing set i was a destructive kid rippin my harr out serving n protecting should be noble but the state ruins everything it's always the military how could i hate minorities working in restaurants if you say anything true about minorities you are racist all welfare $ does is help the poor self-destruct (which is exactly what "they" want) rich kids have similar problems tho "people of colour" really just means black (but the other races ain't fallin for it) not all of em but a lot of em tho social programs have ravaged the black community as well as appalachia blacks created way better musical genres than rap n yet... it's just the nword on repeat, really country n pop are both degenerate, stupid n trashy more like sodomy, psych meds, n dub step all the races have their issues but the white race is esp susceptible to social pressure https://williamsinstitute.law.ucla.edu/wp-content/uploads/Race-Ethnicity-Trans-Adults-US-Oct-2016.pdf https://www.cbsnews.com/news/psychiatric-drugs-study-reveals-widespread-use-women-men/ https://time.com/4597720/psychiatric-drugs-race-white-americans/ https://www.cdc.gov/nchs/data/databriefs/db419.pdf white people lack a tribal identity so we're "depressed" these "racists" are on fuckin reddit, they ain't neo nazis you stupid fuck people are so bored n insecure so the identity groups boost their sense of importance (in the west, in third world countries a lotta these kids either get kidnapped or recruited thru coercion) *i can't find the article, maybe it got scrapped or yours truly got too tired that cop was so hot i wish i coulda done a close up there are ways around every mfing thing the rules only impact those that are on the fence about following them if you wanna do it you had best figure out how to do it w/out getting in trouble, logic that's it people that know what they're doin don't get caught cos they simply bend the rules i'm proud of myself for smoking pot in my closet every night after my parents went to sleep, i had to time it perfectly everything is essentially a chemical they're all designed to control ya this is how i exercise my voice(s) the cutest little keyboard ever he'll never say that part outloud my eggs are probably shit but i could still make my best attempt i would keep handling it if i thought that i could i can't stop this so i have to just do what i can w/ it don't whine about what chu can't do, focus on what chu can the world will hate/judge/mock you no matter what shame comes from the devil humility can only come from God i have to clarify what i mean by ego plz could you do a little better, try a little harder, be a little wiser wisdom in knowing yer limits i promise it's not emotional crap it sounds like a real ass flute ...but i don't want anyone around i believe in the nuclear fambly not this disaster area called fuck it i wouldn't wanna take any chances w/ having a kid you don't have to make babies, you could instead start a cult