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always kidding AND serious at the same time black AND white at the same time everything's a contradiction based on the affliction in my mind dullards have no concept of multiple emotions in constant conflict all they know is anger i spent enough time being mad i rant n rave but this is no mental breakdown *not even crying expression is the way to salvation people dunno how to take advantage of all the sad stuff maybe God wants you to be sad this is my reward for doin it like andy dufresne i got that movie on vhs i could just talk to myself as you have already seen it's a thing that i don't think is a problem it's a fulfilling life, who cares how anyone feels about it who cares what i'm saying, i could be totally wrong i am becoming more n more hindu in my approach to art i let you be wrong, exactly amy EXACTLY many don't understand the meaning of freedom it's a long list of people that i think of who hate me or get upset over sumin i said that i pray for, maybe they will loosen up the man in my head goes mmmmmm so silly to feel sorry for me i know that God is well-pleased (the secular won't understand) it's fine to wake up n not wanna do this life stuff from time to time i just gotta go thru what i am supposed to it sounds like a completely different song right now i can still be self-righteous damnit nobody's opinion matters i've seen him get very upset about marijuana yay! i can finally get rid of that weed joke imma try to write a lot more about certain subject matter my asexuality is more about my reluctance to be in this society the last 3 x i have set next to josh lewis it took me 8 years to figure out the light hahaha

eating mac n cheese was the best part of all that i'm not exaggerating when i say that nope, not a skit ag is always this weird this bitch@ the east room back in 2017 told me that in that exact way don't fault me for what i enjoy i don't employ what i don't have to i love this chord so much holy shit people do way more than they have to do i know how i seem to everyone if it's illegal then that's an additional reason if you hurt yourself try to have some fun sounding like conor makes me very happy i'd give my right arm to show them this is the greatest gift in the world the select few don't mind this curse 5.33 very bright eyes esque line right there man what i do here is quite epic this brings me a lotta bliss watchin this what doesn't make me cry tho haha so lucky to have this understanding they don't expect half as much outta themselves as they do outta you i can't be ignored which is why they hate me i enjoy all that you're trained to forsake i really oughta be used to the nausea by now it doesn't matter how you feel just keep on goin my feelings change on a dime medication just turns em into robots man they really are afraid of the AI

so imma try to go back to that bar where i got lost in the projects last week, pray that i find it i didn't get high before i went up there tonight i am not any more or less organized regarding marijuana mainly cos i have disorganized schizophrenia haha i can't not take it seriously sometimes this mindset doesn't serve me, oh well look at it vortex, it's amazing when i wear my seatbelt i did wait all day to eat that mac n cheese all this shit will never come out completely this really is a lifestyle of sorts it's just pile after pile ain't it it's not your responsibility to sort thru this, it is mine n all mine i can't hardly turn back now the man in my head wouldn't allow me to cave in i wish i could stick this out but i will change my mind OR fuck it up n SAY i changed my mind wait for it vortex...

narcisissm all becuz i'm right? sex is so hot that even the anti-sex jokes work asexual in the city... asexual is a very misleading term asexual as they come or don't come suicide used to be a pretty reoccuring thought smoked so much pot that i lost all motivation to kill myself they're fine w/ suicide as long as it takes awhile alcoholics anonymous is a cult there's that arrogance for ya this explains why they think i'm a man from now on i identify as a multiplication sign man the band did not enjoy this at all haha who else has been saluted by josh lewis

vortex do you remember this video... is it even possible for me to be more of a cunt i really wanna be more of an insult comic read the Bible, this is the nature of the world this is the nature of the powers at be n their minions we live in a place where we're so lazy n boring that we dunno the solutions that are already right in front of us they can't take away yer spirit damnit, that's what i shoulda said what can flesh do to me the victim lense is the one that you will be living under those chords are too dark n sad solutions require some work, distractions don't require nothin of ya forgive me if i lack compassion but these people annoy me i ain't gonna block you but i will musically insult you twitter is a giant yt comments section die a log the internet led me to my people nobody over here is stupid enough to have faith in a politician if you don't already think like you're an anarchist you never will a chicken! the food chain doesn't matter if humans don't have any interest in remaining conscious congrats for making the audience i know you're listening cos you are there in spirit they clearly don't believe in anything cos they don't live a life of faith yeah vegans are extreme but it makes sense considering what vegans believe louis ck is a genius w/ problems people can't forget what they think they know long enough to try to understand where somebody else is coming from narcissism goes such a long way narcissism will help you make stuff, empathy will help you solve problems not the reverse trying to come up w/ solutions okay autonomous sensory meridian response yes this is now an art form (i am really not complaining tho) i was right i only got the first word wrong haha capitalism is anti-art hence the technology inspired homogenization algorithm ag ain't about optics all these instagram handles of comedians have comedy in the name it's all a popularity contest much like high school authenticity is feared like the plague anger is the only thing that registers they're all medicated in some kinda way, i can feel that energy comin from em many things i've said that have gotten me in trouble speaking of trouble... baby vortex fell off the roof! i always turn on my windshield wipers accidentally resting you on the dashboard on a pile of clothes isn't a good idea when turning sharply i can't even handle the responsibility of being a filmmaker just turn off the car, amy it's about 25 saunas outside people can't be interesting if all they care about it being relevant how authentic are our experiences really tho i always have to check n make sure i don't smell like shit, genuine concern we are not taught to value personal growth why would we be capable of changing when "self-preservation" involves buying a fuck ton of ammo

damn this b&w is just the best is it redundant yet analyze til it's repugnant gonna do what i wanna do in spite of you they spit on me until i like it i guess they assumed that i'd be the one to off myself consider yourself instead of all the haters who hate themselves but dunno it man it sounds like i'm projecting right here if you can handle being obscene n everybody seeing what's not actually there (about you, they think you're crazy for seeing what actually is) damn amy, i almost ran off the road at that exit if you can handle me you've probably endured this "disease" i'd rather be misunderstood n hated than try to do it their way n be even more of a waste of space i enjoy my life even when it's hard you're actually living your life if it's a challenge more good things will come thru humility n understanding this is candyassville usa i am judging the whole, not the individual i'm allowed cos i'm a comedian you don't have to think i'm funny or talented outta mfing spite everybody contradicts themselves from day to day as if anybody is perfect but the Lord Jesus Christ this actually sounds pretty decent cos it's so random n honest i'm not a musician n can you tell that i hate being a comedian it is totally degenerate i don't make myself a victim damnit people that see themselves as victims are more likely to be the prey of a shrink and here's my problem w/ the sheep... you get what chu get cos you made a choice whether you realize it or not they don't value their experience, bloodstream, emotions or thoughts they don't even notice the thoughts being planted into their heads i swear most people are dead w/ a blockhead what the fuck is that box emoji ACTION JACKSON contrarian...the sheep don't want an alternative there are those of us out here doin it weird i wouldn't put up so many videos if my heart wasn't totally in this nobody believes in anything this much, i can say that cos i am that hard of a worker i didn't waste my life, i was figuring things out man my life was very aimless in my twenties (a lotta pot that's what that means) they dunno how to scrutinize anything nobody has time for actual analysis anymore artists have the time, not mass consumers insult comics are definitely not gonna be liked right now but they also never were a real artist wouldn't tell other artists what to do comedy is totally narcissistic, the microphone kinda gives it away my standup is featured on yt not on rumble i kinda sorta hate explaining all these things but it's what i do i don't wanna complain about this frustration you gotta feel like shit in order to get right back to gratitude you've made it if you can be grateful for what wasn't fun you've made it if you can still be civil to people that call you crazy you've made it if you can thank someone who told you that you're gonna kill yourself my skin is thicker cos of all the hazing some people don't want all the stupid shit that the plebs want i don't expect any narcissist to understand many people criticize w/out any empathy, that's really the problem it's very authoritative n sadly a lotta people are like this cos i suppose they were just prone to it judging people is what social media is for! YOU BEST BELIEVE... why wouldn't i say whatever i want doin comedy no sugarcoating, how bout some espressocoating i love the fuck outta christopher hitchens anyone that agrees w/ me on women is in my circle yes, christopher ALL women would prefer it if you stated their opinion now that the internet has officially destroyed ballsacks... everyone can feel however they want about anything, forget facts...i'm telling you dear world EVERYTHING IS THE OPPOSITE, think of the information age being the most retarded entitled? to your own? opinion narcissistic for having your own idea about sumin? every 5min they get dumber n more arrogant nobody really minds judgment, if you truly felt that way you'd probably not be abusing the internet mucho yt content for my people in the vortex take a shot since i can't get fucked up anymore i didn't miss it for very long...here i predicted exactly what i was gonna do it's all how you use sumin i guess i am a little weakling, good thing that God still loves me yes this is internet confession

my sleep schedule is all kindza whack i didn't go to bed til 6am anytime before noon is morning this person clearly has not seen me break down a cluster A personality type is what it is a different brain will inspire different behavior either too hard or too soft, think of billie eilish trying to escort my gays back into the closet if they can make $ off deviancy they will good ole days meant that you got to keep yer dick amazon is totally pushing all the woke crap my job here in america... i will never be the morality police most people don't wanna uphold sexual morality porn is bad, it's pretty obvious but... dogma is a huge hindrance to the faith we all have an identity thing schizophrenia is the most unpopular information the only way you can talk about schizophrenia is by agreeing to take medication there will never be a parade celebrating people w/ schizophrenia cos the homeless are hated many people pity themselves cos they're "sick" we're not supposed to judge our spiritual condition i was so nervous to do comedy in the beginning my perspective is so dark sometimes i think i might require an exorcism if you claim to be a Christian why aren't you reading the living Word of God the Bible is the ultimate self-help book if you don't have discernment the Bible will fuck w/ yer head paranoid schizos n spiritual narcissists misinterpret the Scripture n use it as a weapon the point is to do better n actually try lost in the woods AND the weed singular obsessing about living right is not really too good of a thing that's max *little latino dude it was not busy at all tonight make some art that explains YOUR perspective all sheep from all angles it's our worldly flesh that gives us FOMO everything is so shitty you can't even make fun of it anymore it all feels so futile now that's london meowing at me angrily it sucks having an actual personality cos people wanna talk to you n shit she meowed three consecutive x, i am better than the cdc

i don't expect anyone that don't wanna be conscious or have a conscience to get this those that inspire me the most i don't agree w/ on much i am doing this for people like me that's it an open mind is pretty rare in this world we live in now you're not allowed to make a mistake or take a risk most are cowards that shit on anyone willing to do what they never will i don't enjoy this arrogance like at all we can all be a little to a lot narcissistic it depends on the day n the mood that i'm in as to what level i'm at it's fine that they don't understand, it vindicates me so offensive cos they don't understand what i did it might take me a min to get it but i always pull thru breaking down is fine, this used to be multiple x a wk, now it's like once every 3mos*now if that ain't SUCCESS self-professed crazy person telling the world that what they do is wrong...he was right they will never play along hahahahaha accurate, constructive criticism is usually well understood by me n i commend anyone that provides it cos very few can only lauren can provide Bible verses for me maybe i shouldn't say that i always will, that's too arrogant amy *Proverbs 27:1 you just dunno any better than to trust those in authority my ancestors taught me not to trust authority their blood is in my blood n their fuck all swagger is my swagger your job is to be full a shit, my job is to practice what i preach cluster A (odd eccentric personality cluster) the 4th A relate to both the 1st n 2nd young white boys on psych meds playing video games gonna shoot up all the schools i don't think that people know what psychosis is the general public is terrified of having a "crazy thought" imma quintuple down on every point that offends people cos they're fucking wrong the media don't make $ off suicide quite like a mass shooting forcing people to be injected w/ an anti-psychotic is a violation of the 14th amendment they use mental illness to nuke the constitution, it was already on fire tho so... it's only a matter time before they come after you too a little empathy goes a long way you think i dunno i got privilege, i'm driving a mini cooper it took a long time for me to accept that maybe God wanted me to have nice things $50 is a lotta money for me okay living well with schizophrenia, check her out she's adorable n very humble if you dunno what clozapine is consider yourself very lucky i still read crap from mayoclinic what is the general public believing, this is very useful information to have in order to understand why they're so dumb psychotic disorders vs personality disorders i know it seems hard to believe that i have an advantage being this way but i never trusted these mfs that americans pay allegiance to ketogenic diet vs anti-psychotic alternative treatment would mean a significant pay cut diet is so important but many will never look into this when they could just pop some pills put a timer on your smartphone, that's really all you gotta do most don't seem to have any desire to be a better person i see so many people perishing on a daily basis via fast food this is such a depressing time to be alive i still put $ into this study even tho i know it ain't gonna fucking happen, i still believe in the pursuit of mental health (we have to at least encourage them to do shit like this) work. comedy. getting out. church (oh yeah n this thing that i do here on the internet even tho there's a sickness to that for sure) a good support group is the number one way to be mentally n emotionally stable schizophrenia is the most stigmatized mental illness, no missing puzzle piece for us (probably cos it would be multiple missing puzzle pieces hahahahaha) no schizo would go to a fucking parade nobody would celebrate schizophrenia, try putting that on a banner n watch what happens next, i quadruple dog dare ya the only thing that makes me want to be violent is when people won't leave me alone i swear bipolar disorder is actually just bdpd talking crazy is apparently a threat to people (esp on the internet) anybody babbling to themselves doesn't mind that you leave em alone hahaha the stigma works out well for me, very weird when they don't leave me alone psychiatry will never be reformed cos it's all based in lies too much $ in sickness. misery. obesity. addiction the level of naivete in west civ is absurd due to the gross amt of trust in authority ohhhh the world is bad all the time no matter what i'm a little in awe of their ignorance but at the same time i'm glad to be over here no we are never moving in the right direction, it's all a show to keep you excited, frustrated, angry or anxious the whole point is to create chaos if they knew the truth about this country they'd have the same sentiment as antifa if they're screwing over those that actually fought for the country what does that mean for the rest of the population that is vulnerable they uphold feminists so that kinda says it all

change is often very painful liberals can't change cos of the medication that they take they can talk up a storm w/out ever having to be in the eye of it i can't stop changing it's so annoying i think it's a good thing now, still not comfortable tho, oh well anytime people get all excited about whatever is happening there's always a sick feeling i get in the pit of my stomach pretty sure trump is a clone they get all hyped cos it's popular to do so if everyone is doing sumin the likelihood of it being questioned is slim to none parking next to the dumpster again say the quiet part real loud n act like you're so bawlsy podcasts n art pieces devoted to "truth" yeah okay don't wanna be yet another white bitch whining about capitalism but capitalism makes everything boring most are just doin it for the $ or they're workin for people don't expect much from the stupidest country in the world my harr actually does look pretty good right now if i'm honest about what most will continue to put their faith in then i will get called a naysayer for sure but it's totally worthless appeasing the normies that bore me...not gonna do it how can anyone have an opinion about somebody so dull joe rogan is a litmus test to prove how boring society has become don't wanna be too morbid but i don't wanna lie!

i know i can be very self-righteous you're allowed to be ______ esp when doing stand up as a Christian i am hyper aware of how i could be misrepresenting the faith politics turns everything to shit ag makes a bold statement every 7min narcissism always works on stage i prefer narcissism over self-deprecation *coming from the same place but narcissism makes more sense on stage many do standup for the therapy part i have too much social anxiety to enjoy doing comedy i am totally committed to my lifestyle due to my resilience talking crazy vs acting crazy ag is way closer to our ancestors aside from the amish they're so accustomed to doing whatever the system tells em to do it is the comedian's responsibility to address these things, this used to be a place where people told the truth now it's just a place to feel comfortable about your degeneracy mentally ill didn't use to mean degenerate but now it does, thank you gays i am so attracted to this chick (ag likes blondes) you can think thoughts n feel feelings w/out acting on them marijuana n other psychedelics allow us to understand our experience, psych meds turn it down or turn it off completely i wish that i wasn't obsessive compulsive but alas how many failed experiments does it take for me to acknowledge that this isn't going well potheads are so overly sensitive it ain't the same plant you drug addled hypocrites potheads just wanna get high, they don't appreciate the plant itself "their" plan in regards to cannabis it's very disconcerting how very few people care if they are being poisoned

so lucky that i know who i am my bad, miles davis was still playing sometimes i really love that i do this many live their whole lives w/out any conclusion i knew when i was six that i would be alone relationships are such a joke for ag can't wait to nuke that shit n watch it go up in smoke i ain't the slightest bit jealous or regretful, i'm glad that judson is happy most people wanna FUCK someone i'm the abnormie wanting to be alone way more selfish for me to lie in order to get by many just dunno how to be alone there's nothing wrong w/ what chu do if you understand n you don't hurt anyone i'd hurt whoever i'm w/ intentionally n unintentionally guaranteed imma say sumin that will make you go away better that i deny myself that n just accept the way that i am we are all the way down on the crazy spectrum most people are only in the middle westernites have been conditioned their entire life to do things that they don't even understand don't get sidetracked talkin bout shots, amy but wait what was the original topic i guess this is my art form now if this isn't entertaining to you you are probably gone judson should be proud of himself for inspiring me to be impulsive a man is a person BORN w/ an unquestionable dick n balls one of the few masculine white men that energy is what attracted me to him in the first place but that attraction didn't last very long fiercely independent AND i don't wanna fuck sex is a complication we never had sex but we did some stuff ya know God knows what you're doing *but it's not intercourse Lord i ended up getting baptized n chrismated into the Orthodox Church less than a year later sex is sooooo overrated not to mention dangerous pregnancy. std. emotional attachment...no thanks you're wrong if you're not a fascist about sex you don't have to agree w/ my version of morality i didn't use to operate this way but i always knew that it was the right way i wasn't a Christian yet so what do you expect white liberal women have no standards true story about two dudes i am friends w/ that just got broken up w/ women on birth control are attracted to feminine men due to their hormones being all screwed up nobody wants to get broken up w/ feminism. university. pharmies. technology if it's not good for men to be promiscuous then it's terrible for women they both got emotionally attached the way that women are supposed to they both fornicated in a very short period of time women aren't supposed to be emotionless when it comes to sex n relationships people blaming women for this are ignorant of the bigger picture i can't stand simple-mindedness don't fuck a bitch cos you dunno what her intentions might be (ie false rape accusation) they only think w/ that teenie tiny head inside of their pants biology AND psychology

i'd be jealous of this if i wasn't very content w/ my crazy cat ladeh house contentedness is far more achievable life is serious but it also isn't so tempted to jump off a precipice also scared of guns n knives n any other suicidal options happiness is too fleeting but so is sadness n loneliness we have too many false ideals i look super important right now asexual in the city i enjoy the city life kinda energy it's possible to have this kinda feeling anywhere people always thought that i'd move to new york cos i'm a freak this is midtown right here there's way to much construction n modern crap for me to appreciate it for any reason other than this the part of nashville where we were earlier was probably the most dangerous part i hope you are appreciating this w/ me driving in the city is pretty hectic but everyone is used to it i guess i almost got into an accident earlier, luckily i backed up in time judson has a gig on broadway later tonight

beautiful sunset ain't it no me n judson did not get back together this apt is so nice there's a pool on the roof is that bruce lee breathtaking view up here this is nashville tn right here train, drops of jupiter...i always hated that song but now songs are waaaay more degenerate so i can't hardly complain about it anymore always been lost in the scenery oh hey look there's my favorite thing in the world can you guys talk, i apparently cannot i just ramble i suppose whatever the fuck that is smells amazing i refuse to believe that everything is doomed i am too cynical/conspiratorial for my own good sometimes if you don't agree w/ the rest of this channel i'm almost positive that you'd agree w/ that last statement

guess who waited on me that bitch who scowled at me earlier had to wait on me @ trader joes why many people don't wanna work in customer service wearing this jacket cos it's always freezing in grocery stores but also...my titties people tend to notice when yer boobies be hangin out i literally let it all hang out complaining about ag not wearing a seatbelt would be futile women should be modest becuz most people ain't gonna contemplate yer aesthetics speaking of not asking any questions...voting matters tempted to run into the back of this car but we have grown up a little bit my cynicism tells me these things are true you can definitely tell that i haven't used any weed today once you understand certain things about yourself you can't go back to the same habits that you've grown so accustomed to most will fight self-awareness so they don't have to grow we just passed a dog sticking its' head outta the drivers' seat window it really is the little thangz somewhat futile for me to be bitching about technology considering i didn't expect to see a bunny hoppin across the road in the middle of the city (imma tell myself that it's just for me) i think i've outgrown weed but i have an attachment to the plant the experience itself can be positive w/out a positive sentiment overall "you are really good food n i am full" ani difranco wrote that about a bad relationship she was in but i think it applies here too everything is THAT tainted that i wanna give up weed???

i just got scowled at it's usually women (and men that act just like them) should i relabel this channel crazy talk people have always given me dirty looks in spite of my rbf n misanthropic attitude i still smile at people smiling is a lovely gesture n i never fake it i agreed w/ this person i have the tendancy to shit on everything you will never win so just accept that the game is rigged multiple things can be true at the same time i can feel God's presence as well as demonic energy society was not ready for the internet distractions can work for only so long this culture is designed to make people depressed fake solutions for fake people if you ain't important to yourself you ain't important you gotta be yer number one fan the L is insecure to their lack of faith that girl just smiled at me you're only hurting yourself setting the right example cos i don't enjoy getting mistreated i'd feel bad if i were a cunt to everyone i hate my conscience sometimes i had a really bad dream that i lost my car (again) losing my religion like that rem song i guess self-doubt is just a part of the life experience caving in is not the right line of action anger has motivated me thus far shit advice leads to shit results most people don't do research i mean what i say when i talk about running off to the amish community if i were to get pregnant they got their ammo, i got my cannon ball i gotta dumb my jokes down in order for these numbskulls to understand the gay stuff was already there, the internet has just magnified it look at my dinosaurs, i got a whole park now they inject mercury into their bloodstream once they let women have authority in the church it was over women can prophesy n sing n bake Holy bread it's okay to be emotional as long as you don't make it somebody else's problem why does it have to be a problem

Jesus died for you in public, don't live for Him in private we are very lost right now i am pretty stubborn i must admit getting lost is fun tho nope amy, it's most definitely the ghetto been driving around for twenty min n i still can't find it i'll never understand why people think that gentrification will improve the ghetto, all the modern houses also look like shit i saw three people passed out if they can they will it was only a matter of time until they got people thru their phones are they doing that in yer city as well parking used to be free after 6pm but they did away w/ the parking meters keep blaming everything BUT technology they won't talk about it cos they know they're complicit govt can't do anything w/out the public's consent *FOMO strikes again! the public is never suspicious until it's way too late what's the term you use to feel superior to everyone i almost got side swiped just now supposedly this mic was the absolute best, oh well imma have to either get a ride or get better directions, cities are very confusing this is nashville now, absolute shit why would people choose for everything to be more complicated industrialization does not improve our quality of life

i feel better when i do this n people tell me they feel better watchin it it's too depressing i reckon it's exceedingly difficult to get them to engage soooo libertarian of you keeping the govt in your pocket God allows this stuff to exist to prove the hypocrisy of the modern man i've done a lotta wrong, that's why i go to confession Jesus died on a Cross so that i wouldn't have to worry about it but still Christianity is a living religion Christians are constantly being transformed it horrifies me the type of person i used to be i still woulda kept drinkin regardless haha when you're determined to self-destruct you're determined to self-destruct voting is the bare minimum pressing a button won't make anything better so negative cos i'm not willing to gaslight myself you knew i was gonna rant at some point at the same time fuck them their negligence affects everyone they don't even value having kids, it's just a trophy to them it ain't just gays that are prideful read the rest of the Bible now

we'll see how long this break lasts drugs aren't the problem if i'm the problem then drugs probably won't help that very stubborn don't chu know if you say sumin disagreeable they will call you a lunatic liberal used to mean equality, now it just means degenerate i don't particularly enjoy clean comedy my subject matter is just too dark i think it's just more natural to swear up a storm i don't wanna avoid what's wrong w/ this world conspiracies make you feel pretty hopeless about the world i look at all the bad stuff w/ more hope in God their anger is in vain now all the truth is coming out little by slow being a guinea pig makes you a good person apparently it's obvious that all this was a big ass social experiment to see who would fall for it it's all for the purpose of pushing an agenda prolife people are retarded on principle *typically support war if they're fucking w/ roe v wade it's for the purpose of controlling the twatbotz n the "misogynistic" right wingers that hate them these gullible sacks a shit will never accept the fact that this shit has BEEN over we can't take america back from the masons you can't hardly stop a secret society hence the name we must have the exact opposite of a social network too many people ______ REAL social networking would solve the problem caused by the internet they can pull the plug on the internet anytime they want gimme yer email if you really dig this this is a vlogging channel damnit bucking the system involves bartering not fucking bitcoin figure out yer God-given gifts n people will flock at best a politician will buy us time but keep in mind that time is still being controlled technology has definitely sped up time most people are unreliable due to their lack of standards lack of personal health says a lot why would they pay attention or care about the health of the country where they reside

we'll see how long this break lasts drugs aren't the problem if i'm the problem then drugs probably won't help that very stubborn don't chu know if you say sumin disagreeable they will call you a lunatic liberal used to mean equality, now it just means degenerate i don't particularly enjoy clean comedy my subject matter is just too dark i think it's just more natural to swear up a storm i don't wanna avoid what's wrong w/ this world conspiracies make you feel pretty hopeless about the world i look at all the bad stuff w/ more hope in God their anger is in vain now all the truth is coming out little by slow being a guinea pig makes you a good person apparently it's obvious that all this was a big ass social experiment to see who would fall for it it's all for the purpose of pushing an agenda prolife people are retarded on principle *typically support war if they're fucking w/ roe v wade it's for the purpose of controlling the twatbotz n the "misogynistic" right wingers that hate them these gullible sacks a shit will never accept the fact that this shit has BEEN over we can't take america back from the masons you can't hardly stop a secret society hence the name we must have the exact opposite of a social network too many people ______ REAL social networking would solve the problem caused by the internet they can pull the plug on the internet anytime they want gimme yer email if you really dig this this is a vlogging channel damnit bucking the system involves bartering not fucking bitcoin figure out yer God-given gifts n people will flock at best a politician will buy us time but keep in mind that time is still being controlled technology has definitely sped up time most people are unreliable due to their lack of standards lack of personal health says a lot why would they pay attention or care about the health of the country where they reside

doin this channel for the future the internet remembers everything don't it no i'm not yer type cos i'd rather be w/ me they just won't ask themselves questions why do people do this that poor dog over there they stopped cos they knew you wouldn't appreciate it amy my dumbass wanted to play music on the fourth of july beautiful spider right there female spiders spin more webs if women can do what men can do that means there is sumin tremendous about them ag explains channel name iconoclastic due to american culture not religion circumcision is child abuse used to be bitter? really amy really my antagonism towards families had everything to do w/ my political views back then internetville does not allow anyone to make a mistake this is pretty close to the real me you're the way that you are, i am the way i am women are supposed to have manners n look decent at least i'm still skinny i have a lotta fat friends did i mention that i work at a restaurant...in the south i cannot help you sexually or romantically, sorry even w/ my own friends i find myself disassociating

i abruptly start n stop cos that's how my brain works i just get lost in many thoughts i only feel guilty when using the r word most people have a choice regarding their mental state whatever you think or feel becomes yer reality since the genders have morphed together... do most people not hear the words that they say self-awareness is very offensive thanks to the job i'm in n the goal i'm pursuing i've got reptilian skin i love this flute sound the keys tapping annoys me you don't have to be a leftist environmentalist to hate fireworks utilize whatever you have we love our freedom so much that we're gonna blow shit up i don't enjoy being a sponge quite frankly the ballsack is up here not down there real men should find real women internet people aren't actual people don't talk to shallow people fireworks are a lot like a drag show (it's all the same) i know i look like one of dem coal burners the south is the capital of race mixing black men are naturally masculine the only way to fix anything is to be the best version of you i won't even tell people to get off their meds

no it's not gunshots nobody knows me but God sometimes i think i know me better than anyone has ever known themselves self-awareness will never be a contest i tend to avoid sheep stuff i used to be dumb enough to think i could pull that off anarchy is the most principled philosophy everything is gonna fall apart by design so very sporadic but so much fun is it wrong that i am fulfilled by this why can't you just accept the fact that other people live in way that you don't understand "delusion" it's fine it's always people that ain't cool w/ themselves that have such a problem w/ me plz tell me who i am total stranger what's that word that starts w/ an N (not the nword mind you) always fucking up grammar daddy orwell tried to tell us what they would do of course they needed proof gender has been gone since 1973 i'd much rather you prove me wrong than have to sing this song

they all need a hero don't they they just can't accept reality there's a luxury to being "crazy" i don't care what anybody says most people are full a shit when they get whatever they want they still complain about it i've already fallen apart so... they will always quadruple down i don't expect them not to behave the way that they're prone to they make it so obvious that it's themselves that they can't stop running from if it's hard for ME to tolerate i doubt that anybody else will tolerate it the sting will never leave me it's not as if i'm any good at playing keys hahaha there's the free mason show over there iphones are way more dangerous than what i'm doin it's not actually ironic it makes so much american sense every 2 blocks there's a fireworks shop i have always been a cynical cindy congrats if you can stand me this channel is the result of ag always winning quiet mouse such a joke of country that they don't even revere the flag the Cross is where love and mercy meet i will never understand american pride even if i loved this country i wouldn't be sporting the american flag i got a mason tattoo which is technically the international symbol of recovery it definitely doesn't represent me cos i don't go to that cult anymore what the fuck is on my mouth AA meetings trump comedy open mics i have always been a clanging cymbal i never trusted my parents cos they were authority crusty ass oldtimers that still behaved like drunks but w/out the booze narcissists answer for you it's either a boomer thing or a narcissist thing i can't stand controlling people i'll show you, i'll be quiet check out that guy vaping behind us ag is type Bb he stopped goin to my church becuz of this incident i can't get offended that they're offended you gotta be mindful about how society will view you the chances of people asking you are slim to none he doesn't view it as sexual harassment but i know he didn't mean for it to be this is bowie, he looks very gay God loves everyone esp the gays sound n vision is the story of my life i'd rather just accept this about myself than keep trying to be like "them" being in a relationship is not functional for ag most sheep will never understand your conditioning is antithetical to Christianity get married n have a family if that's what chu want get married in the church, do not involve the govt i might not trust the future you (any good woman will understand this) everyone is some kinda pejorative when you work at a restaurant bowie is so soft you wish you could hold him real animals vs plush toys made in china

suicidal declarations specifically mean that they're NOT gonna do that *suicidal people don't make announcements i hate how i do this to myself repeatedly i just spilled that whole cup of coffee all over the counter speculations that's it i sure hope it's the Holy Spirit i know that cannabis is infantilizing me n i hate that so much

perhaps i'd do better w/out my favorite plant in the whole world i'm not suicidal anymore despite the things that i say when i'm pissed ag holds herself accountable for her drug habits the cannabis plant has definitely changed israel controls the cannabis industry so... always watching myself n reacting to me i know i will be way more motivated to do whatever i'm doing i still have vivid dreams tho ag moderation: do a lot n then give it up *repeat cycle why wouldn't you drink the whole bottle, that's what it's there for celebrating a country that never existed in the first place clarification: using cannabis is not a sin "cannabis use disorder" cannabis culture is retarded cannabis taught me that this was a gift awww she called yawl kittens, feel special! lexi is now my favorite person here get pussy n start behaving like one