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ag eyeroll so typical when i play keys thank you God for my foresight even tho my regular ass sight ain't too good it's just too good for the world i live in that fear of God is pretty deeply instilled in me i won't boast about it or make a thing out of it mainly cos that shit's annoying why the flex, man thank God for those kids that you have rather than go on this brag fest you forget where it came from in the first place n what gave you that grace what motivates you to get up outta bed n lift up yer head you can pick up this piano cos it's a synthesizer hahaha a regular ass piano is too big i sing how i talk, all weird n shit have yawl not seen my beautiful armpit harr you don't have to be a feminist to agree w/ me here back to God now that we got distracted talkin bout women i don't think it's that crazy in light of everything else that has happened everything is meant to control us so... my whole fambly is not religious at all nobody outside of my church goes to church at all, not even my black frenz new agey crappity crap 5years ago i woulda said no if more americans knew about it they'd probably fuck it up no discipline tho, that's why they're protestants i've been in this parking lot for like an hr n a half

i hardly ever take suggestions that one time somebody had requested to see my mismatched chuck taylors i obliged n then felt wrong about it just watch regular ass porn damnit if i don't get the tempo right it's gon throw me off killin time...not just me, also you n everyone is anyone having fun anymore the man in my head challenges me maybe this isn't the way that it's always been i need to stop throwing it around like that, that's why the last one broke those that know me know that i won't upgrade the narcissism in you is making it all about you that smartphone is such a liability eventually everything will do the opposite genZ didn't choose to have technology thrusted upon them i hate whiners w/ a passion tho once again, societal pressure typically wins

such a beautiful sight right there that's God shining thru that cloud...it's the SON of God silly heads...the people that run the world worship the sun don't try to argue w/ me, no point i used to pick fights just to pick fights every emotion scrutinized til there's nothin left...kidding it's pointless sometimes, i'll admit eventually yer habits gon be tragic not an addict anymore fo real for real did so much of that that it just made me sick even tho i greatly miss cigarettes, i can enjoy them just by smelling them proved every point i set out to prove to myself no need to go to meetings when i already know all this side rant: fuck women again my mom is just a boomer haha the beef ain't w/ my mom it's w/ my former "sisters" total trash in spiritual arena, imagine that white knuckle that shit, too many toxic people in too small a space yer own solution/method will be better i don't swallow alcohol that's it i spit it out that one time hahaha restaurant life baby instinct: this is poison the more people do it, the less can explain why the more excuses they make the more obvious it is that i was right all along plz call me names, i do miss elementary school sometimes good i don't have to live yer life, man

here go you another attempt... bananas for me is a pack a day habit up a point, down ten points...good thing i'm asexual hahaha i can't not look crazy, man the man in my head is impatient, back to the original no banana pudding. no green bean casserole. what about cheese? autochorissexuality is a really obnoxious label but that's essentially what i am depersonalizing in order to enjoy sex...so sickening it makes me wanna kill myself not trying to be rude or obtuse (not the right word but i'm sure that people probably do think it's just stupid to not like sex) nasty comments bout my physical appearance complimentary CORRECTION, but it ain't to me smoke a pack a day n insult me w/ true statements my idealized critic is soooooo right that sounds really good will i do this tho? will i? will i? whatever it is that we do the man in my head is so cool kelsey is light-skinned damnit he's a really good dude well, i got my car checked out so... since comedy is so degenerate now talking about sex is almost expected the ag spin on sin, we DEFINITELY fornicated (but did not enjoy it at all) i'd rather eat icecream than cream all over myself it ain't a temptation it's just a mental illness it woulda already happened, it's long past time it's almost as if i was destined to devote my life to God this is what i tell myself that damn lake of fire

i don't enjoy comedic songs but i love me some talking heads conservatives dunno what art is, prove me wrong my views are most definitely correct if you're getting offended is it even possible for me to get my jokes together yawl must know that i don't like sex if sex were bananas... food n sex are quite similar since americans don't seem to have any control over either i do fast on a regular basis never seen a fat asian dude til last night i wouldn't be able to do this in a lotta places not gonna deny what makes this country shit CITIZENS make america great, not politicians if you want yer kids to get off their phones YOU have to be the example n stop using YOUR phone so much i say the same shit to my mgr bizarre in a totally demonic way nowadays i can't fathom how much of a solution the Bible truly is X sess is hard to say (obviously) the importance of fasting in relation to sex self-discipline lets us know that we really don't need what we tell ourselves we need

$900 to fix an oil leak, i'm good on that one $83 for diagnostic + cup of coffee that's the soundtrack of bad news brass ensemble sound which i don't think we've done yet so i was gonna zoom in on this obvious cyborg but opted not to you know amy... i shouldn't let society's bad decisions negatively impact me n ruin my day all of my conspiratorial frenz are just over it read the Bible, that's not how this shit goes down we gon get killed which is actually really exciting to think about those that don't start trouble are a real burden on the elite pagans believe in everything since they don't believe in anything you gotta work to be either good or bad that'd be way cooler if we didn't have a phone at all this flip phone looks like a smartphone if i needed the internet i could look sumin up but i probably won't i'm sure that somebody will be around that happens to have a smartphone

i finally remembered to get the cd i got copyright claims out the wazoo good that i ain't getting paid to do this it ain't smart to say EVERYTHING i think censorship is evil but i understand why they do it from either a business perspective or a candy ass perspective did yawl feel that intensity we gotta stop goin this way actually glad to be wearing my seatbelt this time haha this is why we couldn't wait to get over many ways to fuck up the car paul simon's best album, graceland can't wait to lose half my subs conservatives don't believe in culture which is why the L got a foothold (so easy for them) i'd rather listen to black conservatives believe it or not there are a lotta positive stereotypes as well why do you have to take it personally i tend to like the stuff that black people make, call me a coal burner now i should spend the remainder of this video naming off EVERY musician i listen to that ain't black music is life n it makes you appreciate afrika, yes exactly degenerate rap music is somewhat of a problem i'm guessing i probably won't get into metal there must be a very therapeutic element to that they can still play their instruments tho how dare you say that about ian curtis *says waaaaaay too serious fan of joy division ag's mediocre impression of ian curtis plenty of singers who can't sing but make good music i hate that show so much i shoulda known that that relationship wasn't gonna work out it definitely ain't conspiratorial people watchin shitcoms there are some genres that i really hate symphonic metal is the only one i can stand sporting events are masonic rituals if they can control it THEY WILL we're not all destined to do whatever you're demanding i keep reiterating this point for a reason i don't wanna add to the list of hypocrites that are full a shit status n $ is sooooo jewish respectable people will respect you for being honest any comments bout my physical appearance will be ignored men don't have to worry bout their outfit not complaining but explaining

indoctrination is the problem i'm sure those masks gon make a comeback i appreciated my job n just working in general so i was willing to compromise every day we wait to relapse so we can live off the govt i just put on my seatbelt cos it made sense to do so, anytime it's raining it's a good idea for me since i tend to be a bad driver not apathetic about communism or whatever

i dunno why i say hello when you already know i'm here i'm a very awkward woman haha don't expect me to change, only God can do that the little crazy cat ladeh that could silly to have these expectations of society when you don't have them on yourself growing out my harr for Jesus hopefully getting up there hahaha at least she looked at you, that's sumin

paisley said hi to you vortex ignore rosie over there men n women are supposed to compliment each other not compete you fools you gotta help yourself first everything they think they know gets in the way of saying what's necessary you could never hold what i'm holding you'll never see this grace in me no matter how much content i upload do not expect me to put out! just ask judson really good artists have demons i mean he was already calling himself ye it's not just mental illness, it's insecurity bipolar will soon be schizoaffective i guess w/ bipolar you can still be prescribed an anti-psychotic tho nobody knows themselves anymore conspiratorial talk w/ such conviction Jesus is the example, we must be willing to be crucified (in some kinda way) artists have gotten used to "loneliness" n it ain't no biggie if you know why you do it, it's fine *Romans14 my parents taught me how to be quiet about certain illicit activities patience is difficult for most the camcorder is in the red! doin what everyone does makes me feel even more alone yeah it's all these things but it doesn't much matter i'm trying to be considerate here i don't want anyone to be scared of me but it works out that i'm intimdating i'm already a complicated woman so i don't need any help compartmentalizing does not save me time, actually

so happy to have a place to be myself i can do way more (as a woman anyway) everything we're told is horseshit i can't deny the things that i know i will never understand these proud americans how weird is it to be proud of history ag explains the hypocrisy of this channel 5200 actually yes you know we have a cat dying alone, unabashedly don't want for me things that i don't want for me just let me live damnit you can do so much if you make shit you can live yer life however you see fit if you understand it societal collapse was an easy visual i hang out w/ my patron Saint she's staring cos she's caring for yer soul God made artists to express His image back when i worked at kroger we accumulated a lotta popups for various products i used to drink a lotta budweiser back in the day

had i known that creativity would save me i still woulda bullshit my way thru my 20s maybe i was supposed to fail for awhile taking yourself seriously whilst staring at a screen all day every day they don't see themselves the way they really are i can't not realize this about myself booyah, there she go

do you hear the sound of crazy harr there's another sound indicative of my state of mind all these things are artifacts if my mind were a museum this is what it'd be every hamburger. every day not gonna love you any less if you disagree w/ me i confess i'd much rather you agree w/ me i have no choice but to let it all hang out this is the garage, of course she can paisley doesn't miss arlo since he used to bully her n steal her food paisley is an angel w/ whiskers i definitely know my nation haha paisley loves cars, i sit corrected, she did not jump on the mattress this point of view shot is all i got i do it even if i don't want to or mean to dragging a chair off the side of the road...CLASSIC ag

paisley always jumps up on that mattress this cat came outta my uterus my ovaries are producing cats not gonna kid myself, most don't live this way if i ain't making babies... paisley loves dem trees https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n5h0qHwNrHk i musta either been thinkin of the song nice dream or bulletproof yet another reason why we need to go thru our music this is such a load off when i am on i can't stand control freaks i could never make you mine totally repelled by anyone indicating any kinda interest in me why do you want me for? hahahahaha the man in my head is the best critic most definitely tmrw (hi) i have gotten better over the years for sure i can't fathom His grace all this debris that i accumulate over here i have empathy for God watching this (actual real life) channel paisley stone walling me now i just sounded like dave chappelle she hardly does anything aggressive, she only bites when playing cats dunno that they have a tail i'm still sorry that i did that to her arlo would paw chicken outta my hand xmas spongebob pjs since every day is xmas when you believe in Jesus

why are people afraid of aging my youthful, whimsical spirit keeps me young if you saw me up close you'd notice i'm getting old the technology is definitely aging people from far away i look like i'm in my twenties God told me to stop wearing a bra n i listened my tits still ain't sagging n i'm near 40 i have so many bags just accept getting older, it's gonna happen regardless ignore rosie over there age is gonna get us all that's the mainly wendys wall fuck wizards

ride around w/ ag n listen to cool jazz most people don't like jazz haha it's mainly weird white people that like jazz at least i didn't accelerate at that yellow light right in front of that cop it's the beginning of march...i think i always wanna analyze everything but it's easy to do w/ jazz you can't hardly feel sophisticated when people don't appreciate it art has to mean sumin to you n you only society in general doesn't appreciate anything that's actually good for it art. criticism. humility. empathy i wish that everyone would just drop some acid n grow up everyone's gotta have an ego don't they i can forget the world when i listen to jazz the REAL reason why i listen to jazz sooooo much society can easily be nuked via sex pernicious is the right word! boogie nights is one of the greatest films ever but it's very very sad my versatility is pretty impressive if i have the whole day to do sumin the chances of me actually doin it are slim to none my brain works best under pressure i've been making a lotta posters lately who knew that the posters would be its' own thing i call it punk cos i doubt i'll ever make actual songs i have cds all over my floor, i need to clean but i keep putting it off

beautiful view from my friends' apartment complex expanding in not a good way ie "progress" look at the coconut water vortex (you have no choice) i hate it when people look at me but esp cops that cop looked like he was 17 come back to me vortex you never know who's gonna find you suspicious franklin cops ain't got shit to do back when sns was 24hrs, we used to have to call the cops every saturday night due to drunk people being rowdy at 3am nobody gives a fuck about helping the situation in any way they just wanna have a story to tell people headache just from existing...

i'm very excited to make shit i wish i could impress upon this option when you get depressed... last comedy show i did was early december i was lucky to have kyler believe in me and look what time it is biological clock programmed for cannabis haha it took me a long time to accept this but when i did it all worked out it ain't much of a solution unless it's personal money. status. image. no thanks i dunno if i can do piano punk on stage those that are more aware of this audience will naturally be stranger narcissim lacks humility n empathy for oneself even becuz empaths have no choice humor comes naturally comedy is a way of life (fool for Christ) it's happened so many x, ag wearing a totally different hat you got an intense spiritual connection my friend my God told me not to get a smartphone my brain has holes in it but not due to technology still a woman so i have to complicate it of all times to accept that, now's the time

this is the last month that twin kegs2 will be open once i get outta the routine of forcing myself it's like pulling teeth trying to get back into it i hate these people so much but that ain't good for me sheep will always be sheep n that's just the way it is those that feel the need to "make their voice heard" sound just like everyone else social networking n voting are very similar sure the economy was better but everything was on fire dt might not talk like a politician (which is cool) but that's part of why they are using him americans are obviously unaware of psych ops patriots n cultural marxists are both hung up on identity child of God is the most important identity

i keep forgetting to grab that cd look at that cloud not beautiful in the world's eyes a lotta makeup and/or facial reconstructive surgery, at the very least dental work which i wouldn't even accept i deserve to look like this everything happens for a reason, now i look like a comedian doing things to make myself less attractive either consciously or subconsciously (probably both) some women can apply makeup really well makeup is their go-to so i don't wanna ruin it for em men n women haven't been men n women for a long ass time makeup doesn't seem to make you any less insecure maybe confidence is dumb when we don't work for it if you worked to lose weight i'd show it off too but if not then it doesn't mean nothin i need to go back to the dentist fake people tend to leave here's a fine example of EXACTLY what i'm talking about a relationship w/ God...i never leave the house w/out it ghetto as fuck, stirring up coconut milk w/ advanced financial pen "covid" is dumb my life is just amazing littering is wrong, i will NOT throw it out the window! ratchet rules, mf those obsessed w/ image don't seem to be very happy

bear with me, i really like these chords depersonalization right here that point in my life when i just accepted myself smoking pot helped me a lot if consciousness were a contest, i'd win it that don't mean i don't have blind spot the gyst is the most important thing i hate intellectuals, they lack humility you read some books but you're still a piece a shit it don't serve you to be so cocky, son i'm just more likely to notice myself falling into this category i get bored with my arrogance aren't you tired of pissin all the time i just answered my own question haha how can you be tired of what you don't even notice

these chords are at the very end of the keyboard so hopefully i won't screw it up but you know how we are can anyone relate to this sentiment? i'm sure of it maybe my expectations of myself are too high i know my credit score is trash considering i don't fantasize anymore the man in my head gives me so much hell anything you wanna accuse me of being if you don't see it my way you're just wrong offense n defense are coming from the same place everyone chooses to take it personally you can't complain if you ain't willing to do nothin about it why do you have to be falling apart to have a wake up call those of us that are aware are fucked up in the head the joke would work if i knew more haha wouldn't it be nice is the first track funny that i referenced that album in particular i know i definitely ain't the first person to say that what is interesting about me is also annoying

let others see Jesus in you i know i bring this up a lot i read the Bible n not cos i think if i don't imma be in trouble becuz i made those mistakes i'm right here this line i've been walkin on is pretty jagged they always miss the bigger picture i'd rather focus on God's light not the fear aspect it was a joke at the time, God got the last laugh i can only assume that God talks to ME like that that denim hat is just amazing (don't think i dunno that it was made in china) all these products that they sell you only provide false hope who am i to say that you're not allowed to feel that way if i'm not making the attempt myself... i wanna be an example of everything that Jesus stood for all they do is yack which would be fine if only it got em anywhere running in place w/ a megaphone at least there are drugs, i mean what isn't a drug people would be happy if they applied the Bible to their daily life

everyone around you is self-destructing don't emulate their behavior what do you do for people that don't believe judge them harshly vs hate them silently asking myself lotza questions often so many can't stand to be uncomfortable you're supposed to be uncomfortable! the Orthodoxy won't get in anyone's face i can't stop changing if i wanted to no other types of transitioning apparently you have to be open-minded if you want solutions the sheep follow orders due to their ego i guess they ain't tired of doin the same thing say hi to the five oh! meowing at coworkers...CLASSIC ag do they even have pain receptors anymore? did you hear that loud meow? why bother to change when there are so many distractions everywhere?

why do i bring a cat toy w/ me to work some smart alic will say that i brought it for myself diy filmmaking, sorry if you feel drunk is that my actual mustache or smoothie mouth? it's possible to live w/out technology and i really don't try haha i gotta switch this up, i need some afro beat i love the fuck outta st. vincent but she shouldn't be the fuckin prez since america is a business, then a business man should run it (my logic) narcissist voice i hate it at least annie clark (real name) will admit that she's a reformed catholic if they paid attention to actions they wouldn't have friends or trust anyone everyone is full a shit *always true i am annoyed with this mercedez, can you tell the right lane is still terrible they've managed to patch a lotta the potholes tho so at least there's that oh you know we'll say more...