the man in my head explains comedy to me

so now i wanna quit doing comedy (again)
hating comedy means i am doing comedy hahaha
if you loved sumin the whole time you wouldn't be experiencing the "art"
can i even call it comedy...people tell me that it is
it's usually comedy if they laugh (not necessarily tho a lot of people are just dumb and will laugh at anything)
can't expect mainstream ppl to understand it
since nobody knows what comedy is...
the man in my head explains comedy to me
supposed to push back on culture
of course my material will be bitter af
i sound so arrogant but at the same time i know i'm better hahahaha