kaleidoscopeANON

never do anything you don't wanna do w/out getting high first it's more of a survival skill drugs are a tool for the seldom few i don't wonder who i am w/out cannabis i have lived too long n am too old

that clucking noise ain't for everyone it ain't my problem that you don't get me they won't let themselves forget you're pretty fuckin sick they're sadists cos they're actually masochists they can't let it go cos they refuse to analyze themselves i'm definitely on an ecstasy roll (not drugs) i have earned all this confidence damnit this beautiful crown that has cat harr all over it living alone/dying alone clang is a schizo thang natural rhyming n timing is sumin we know all too well correlations are very very interesting we don't have room on this channel for boring sacks a shit it's not just about pride but innocence i'd rather give em the benefit of the doubt i couldn't fault my mother for this what is choice when "reality" is magic

i am fully aware that most people these days are total candyasses (to say the least) i just don't wanna be a piece a shit is all i just don't wanna make anyone feel bad cos i've felt bad about things that people have said to me i guess it was my fault tho for taking it so seriously personal problems seem to become universal problems i love this weird ass voice i'm doin right now what's fun about self-evaluation dealings for feelings, addictions for afflictions i don't wanna make excuses for abuses every tool will be misused by a fool hopefully you get sumin outta this... if you feel like shit maybe analyze it

i don't wanna be annoying, sorry if i am easier to see these traits in other people than to see them in yourself if you even have that realization will you do anything about it it is futile to bitch since it only brings it out more this is all part of my repoire well i know what to do next time i will never be comfortable i can always pretend to be someone else for a min i wonder what it's like to live in someone else's house i'm not really pissed off but i am annoyed these bumps in the road affect my mediocre filmmaking multiple reasons for different things this one time when i was driving on broadway... i will remember that forever but he forgot it immediately this is a fine example of human behavior on a daily basis

i just did sumin weird...a livestream i made a lotta awkward facial expressions since i was so uncomfortable i really suck at talking in a group i hate group chats anyway i've gotten way better at not bulldozing the conversation i do this channel cos i'm quiet everywhere else i used to bombard my frenz w/ all my self-analysis i doubt they woulda continued to be my friend if they really had a problem w/ it tho they get to keep their clitoris tho

over 3400 to fix this vehicle of mine since i'm so low maintenance... you can't tell from the front or from the left side if it gets you where you need to go who cares how it looks this paul westerberg cd was only $5 i'm so excited about st. vincent's new album which is coming out in late april dave grohl is a damn good drummer i'm gonna talk about things i care about n one of those things is music the vibe we're experiencing as of late seems to be nostalgia you can use technology but it is highly unlikely that you won't abuse it people have lost faith in themselves fasting is way easier than dieting just don't eat, that's it w/in a week this girl gave up, it just made me sad while i commend the honesty it's upsetting that people give up on themselves so easily in spite of all the actual incentives... instead of the govt paying you to not work n just get high this world will never be good, we can't pretend that people will do anything about it the people up top have never done that shit so... which politician/generation/race/gender screwed it all up it's hard not to get depressed looking at how lazy most people are

since i am questionably trance! this is fucking hilarious women's restroom: men stay out! they are fighting back in columbia, tn this same sentiment was not expressed on the door of the men's restroom i am very androgynous nurture way more than nature i can complicate but also simplify men gave women that supposed "right" abortion benefits men way more than women since they can just freely fuck us w/out any kinda responsibility they are never gonna stop obsessing about identity about to do a podcast w/ my friend todd everybody's trying to make you feel stupid...exactly paul exactly yawl know my feelings on these art forms that have usurped the internet a lotta positive n very useful information is being put out there but what are we doing about it other than freaking out (for the most part) those that run this place don't give a fuck about those that live here the whole point is to exploit us til we kill ourselves i can't be angry about what i can't control (right now) most will unconsciously choose to be docile it's one thing to be conscious it's sumin else entirely to act accordingly

i never went to electronic express 2 more days of this strike the one perk of rumble is that it's the fastest uploading process there's no art over there so it's nowhere near as large a platform generally speaking conservatives don't have taste the R doesn't do anything creative to promote what they believe in degeneracy has its' appeal cos it ain't boring my parents are soooooo vanilla n dutifully watch the news the whole reason why i was forced to go to college they wasted 20 grand, first on college then on rehab having children puts you more in the world AND you're subjecting innocent children to this shithole gleefully celibate but if somebody knocked me up... it doesn't seem as if many actually value the blessing of children join the amish community. now i said this joke to my bishop n he didn't get mad protestants don't have a reliable religion so i dunno why they would get offended anyway i'm glad i didn't say this joke to my priest just imagine a less awkward set all about eating ass comedy ain't what it used to be nothing seems to matter to a lotta people they don't practice or preach, they just bitch i try to live up to the things i talk about so frequently

craZart...doesn't that just make sense those that make this much art are most definitely nuts one helluva cope right there so i was watching my recent comedy performance... you can't win em all being a woman, holding a microphone feels very unsettling you gotta know i'm doin it for the right reason since i have so many misgivings about it YOU special ones (schizo weirdos) watch me but the mainstream don't want shit to do w/ me mr. theron...check out his channel adam is one of the few people i can call at 3:30 in the morning what can we really do about this besides what you're seeing me do right here flexing is not humble so many of em are total zombies now it really is your responsibility we can blame _____ but that doesn't seem to get us anywhere don't worry i won't go on twitter i want the purple to stand out since i'm talking about Jesus who is royalty you have the power to better your life they mock you cos they don't have self-awareness they never questioned that grain a day in their life so... it's not what's wrong, it's what right but you will never understand so bye

i hope that people will understand why i do this the way that i do it there will always be people that we will never be able to reach many many artists use insta!spam women have no biz getting involved in politics so i must make political art instead they've been trained like monkeys uniforms mean sumin to earth people but not to God all these rankings are of society not the Lord why i'm so uncomfortable living in this dumb fuck of a nation america is the best example of gaslighting i don't wanna be associated w/ a people that lack self-control or a govt that starts wars unnecessarily no hope in people, places n thangz (worldly shit) i am never talking about the amish, good they ain't watchin i see more n more people getting rid of their devices n social media i've never had fomo so i don't struggle w/ worrying about social status caring for the world n wanting what's best for society means loving yourself first n foremost since that inspires people Jesus is the best husband the fomo is the worst aspect of this culture n every culture wanting to be included in the gossip started w/ the tv/newspaper/radio it's all just another version of the same shitty thing designed to manipulate society into behaving a certain way that helps the elite

crying a lot is nothing spectacular i managed to work on a lotta posters @ twin kegs2 your ego has its' own agenda i put the apostrophe in the wrong place good does not rationalize evil there's a lotta social pressure to be a piece a shit if God has mean things to say about you on Judgment Day it will be way worse than whatever the world is saying ag was right about smartphones nope you're just projecting (again) one of the only ones that doesn't have confirmation bias i can't even enjoy my arrogance creating beats depression (it's really the only thing) i am out here cos i don't wanna despair you deserve to be exploited. exactly don't yell at aircraft. don't yell at aircraft. don't yell at aircraft i pity em n i also want em to suffer for their bad decisions you complain about things that you have willingly taken part in people want stuff to be banned cos society doesn't have self-control back in the day sobriety meant just alcohol lack of self-awareness is the problem freedom is not good for a society that is not self-aware motives n morals are a huge part of our existence social media has proven what people really wanna do to eachother this poster is all about ag's bitterness it pains me to have to do insta!spam i feel like this is a sign from God you know imma be a fuckin cunt about it the entire time

10:58 means that we're fuckin early if i show up w/in my 15min mark, that's technically early for me my bishop said that we can celebrate xmas whenever we want those that run this world worship the sun most things are not coincidental, man the posters give me some sorta purpose making art is always an accomplishment it's super hard for me to put myself out there which is why i have to do it God bless thomas, he's an actual comedian cos he makes people uncomfortable intentions change everything

i woke up n immediately started crying the bar where i've been doing comedy consistently for the past 7yrs is no more this bar has been a platform to sooooo many shitty comics there are many reasons why they are doing this nashville is now a total dump w/ ugly ass architecture grateful that i got to experience the tail end of whatever this country pretended to be i ain't the first person to say that n this ain't the first era to feel this way we vote w/ our wallets way more than anything else this is really n truly how i feel but i know that it's partially wrong society gives these mfs the authority that they supposedly have since they've already been suckered into buying these devices... hardcore discipline is not sumin that most people possess, just look at how they eat/fuck there were 3 or 4 people that were still paying attention much apologies to my fans in the vortex that genuinely appreciate me i'm always directing my criticism at the mainstream i will never get people that believe in voting the sheep want way more to do w/ the world than i do i hate the mere thought of insta!spam but... i limit my social media use as much as i can get away w/ battery is in the red

i feel like such a failure most of the time when Truth comes spewing out it makes all the other shit worth it patience is not just a virtue, it will be a currency people really have settled society is so used to shit that they can't even conceptualize what sumin better might look like how can people know what's best for themselves yawl know my grievances w/ the sheep it doesn't make sense to gloat about what you know cos you can always know more i still have brain food that i produce i push everyone away so i can go talk to myself you don't have to tell me that it's toxic i say to my "disease" : thank you, more please i'll take this disease over the world any day i don't mind being sick i dunno how to not have it i love my black side, not discounting my white side i always trip over my words, esp on stage eloquence is not my forte, i'm all over many places what the fuck is this "art" if i didn't allow it to be crap, i wouldn't be true to it plenty of muck to get to the goldmine

grateful for the mess that is my life every negative aspect was all worth it being able to be thankful for what isn't fun...that's the Kingdom so much opportunity for growth, makes me sad that most don't seize that cowardice on full display if you're not disgusted you're part of the problem everything is such a damn contest, this social structure i don't wanna be bitter but... they gave up on themselves n their ability to be truly happy people dunno how to just exist my opinion on technology is way more relevant everybody dun it you can't blame the oligarchs all cos everything is falling apart our habits prove that we're just portions for foxes speaking in hieroglyphics, who gives a shit the kids don't deserve this did i say parents my advice is pure gold it's kinda obvious, man it's easier to take the route that's lazier the scenic route is a good smoking road of course the drugs we speak of are no longer illegal (for the most part) speaking of illegal...

i'm convinced that most don't think about things when i was a kid i realized this about myself looking around at the kids in my elementary school, totally dumbfounded...CLASSIC ag public school experience nobody seems to value what i value human, exemplified...why i hide inside they take pills for a smidgeon of this in a way i am a total badass but also totally outta my mind how could we agree on any mfing thing when we don't even know what reality is there's nothing that we're gonna agree upon angles are everything everyone is right or wrong to someone all they have ever wanted to do is complain why do they pretend to care when doing so doesn't get em anywhere i'm not gonna pretend that i could ever fit in you shouldn't be proud to be part of a world that's killing itself status is stupid cos it don't mean shit to God your riches on this earth can be taken away nothing is reliable but i hang all my hats on the Lord

twin kegs 2 has been a standup comedy open mic staple 4 different mics have been at this location, actually they seemed like they were on sumin RIP perry reed anytime somebody gets hit by a car it's just so sad this is gonna happen way more the real reason why weed is getting legalized what the fuck is reality anyway both of those sets were terrible haha which was the nature of that mic anyway so... artists either work @ bars or restaurants he gave me $6 for that poster it was so hard for me to part w/ that poster maybe i need to stop assuming that people don't want shit to do w/ me

nothing is what you imagine it to be i wish i could cut this part out of me (i know cos i've tried) *glitter on my face from doing posters i did literally cut myself haha maybe they don't have enough cement i can explain certain things better than anyone can i think i know that i'm an optics situation aging is natural so it's kinda weird that people are so scared of it nobody knows what normalcy is thanks to capitalism i don't think i'll ever this comfortable w/ myself on stage but you never know and this is a fancy part of town everyone's a zombie watching tv that tv is all they know i tried changing myself but i knew that it was a lie i used to live a life i had to lie about but it was kinda fun (at least i told myself that anyway) how do i allow another version of the thing that i find so bad using a social network feels like i'm caving on my principles principles AND self-preservation BUT God put me in this civilization for a reason so i was praying about this specific thing n then this dude drunkenly stumbled over to me... i know that social networks can be used in a positive way but i really really hate them should i just kill myself (all too common question that i ask daily)

twin kegs 2 has been a standup comedy open mic staple 4 different mics have been at this location, actually (as well as many comedy shows including mine back in 2021) they seemed like they were on sumin RIP perry reed anytime somebody gets hit by a car it's just so sad this is gonna happen way more the real reason why weed is getting legalized what the fuck is reality anyway both of those sets were terrible haha which was the nature of that mic anyway so... artists either work @ bars or restaurants he gave me $6 for that poster it was so hard for me to part w/ that poster maybe i need to stop assuming that people don't want shit to do w/ me

i am so sad

that is todd the owner of this bar who has allowed us to have this platform for the past seven years, God bless him i already knew i had a cracked lense but thanks todd

the last time imma flush this toilet you know we have to do this this camcorder is way cooler than your smartphone i cracked it cos i ruin everything this is officially the last night everything ends at some point

i didn't even eat this salad these posters are a way for me to cope w/ living in this shit world twin kegs 2 is the exact opposite of a bomb shelter (only comics would understand that one) of course ronnit knows what a bomb shelter is that guy that screamed oh shit ended up buying one of my posters you first must eat shit...humility is the most valuable thing in the world sadness is just fine...exactly this mic makes me sad, that was the point it's cool, God got the context (so the candyasses don't have to) don't take the bait. ever who else is bored? my thoughts about society making art n having people actually give a shit is a reason to be alive this makes me very very sad thank you todd for this opportunity luna (bar cat) will be missed more than the people amy mfing gross imma miss kelsey a lot gary d is a total sweetheart n looks like santa clause

this hurts me more than you sometimes i say things that don't make any sense you have to be a degenerate to do well here but i don't like sex tho disassociating during sex pot calling kettle black right there that cracked up the black people in the front it's either disgusting or beautiful, it just depends on your perspective i am a very strange girl it's a flex being chosen thank you mommy for not aborting me i have way better conversations w/ myself than w/ anyone else if none of yawl were i'd be just amazing that was also a joke, that symphony this is the last time i will be able to confuse everyone up here on this stage w/ my piano i'm coming back to roast this mf