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AC = AI the AI is not your friend tolerance is the best word i can use to describe this culture damnit i forgot my banana that cop is trying to make some $ sitting right there plenty of people spreading the msg on social media, still not enough technology has destroyed everything sorry i keep using the word literally *still a woman "don't get a smartphone, it'll change you" ag said in 2007 it's Holy week! you say cult, i say commitment i wish that my church was like a 12step program God placed me in america to study west civ if you have an issue w/ me you probably fall into at least three of the categories of people i complain about so recently somebody tried to get smart w/ me on rumble... people can't communicate due to the language being too complicated should i start identifying as a question mark i used to be obsessed w/ bdpd in my attempt to understand myself i ended up understanding america

yes it really looks this crazy back when i started at steak n shake my harr was dreading itself one of the downsides of doing this... the responsibility of the artist i'm very slovenly we call this depersonalization disassociating is more fun than real life scrunchie up close n personal healthy vs. trying to impress the world this obsession w/ approval n appearance have led us to this cos it ain't coming from a good place these chicks are beautiful but they can't see it every artist is mentally ill the sheep always wanna tell non-sheep what to do sheep go along w/ whatever society wants being a weirdo has its' perks however... either devalued or idealized so... my church has the best that the sheep have to offer i get it from their perspective it's possible to live yer life w/out a smartphone you can't find what you ain't lookin for i'm sure they still have bowling leagues the major problem w/ talking to people brainwashed by patriotism you're lucky to cross off 3 boxes at least i can cross off the empathy box of course people gon be junkies i know this shit is redundant, congrats if you're still here you have to have the mindset of a man to get shit done women can organize shit that's pretty much it i might wanna hit this car trying to parallel park i can only imagine why they sub n then unsub to non-religious people all religions are cults n to religious people EVERY religion but theirs is a cult this observant nature of mine keeps me from boredom alright going to church now, goodbye vortex

yes it's still kanye alcohol has an amazing i don't give a fuck effect man i miss blacking out it's nice to not remember anything so much self-control to not throw a milkshake today the last time that i threw a milkshake... i never showed yawl the shirt, i'm sorry :( my fuse is incredibly long but... self-control is a very valuable thing (recounting the last milkshake that i threw) i shoulda been fired for throwing a shake glass at the wall one of the perks of working at a place where most people walk out fast food is the american way there are plenty of reasons to be healthy most people are in the don't give a fuck class my last name is gross, so it's okay to be disgusted if you had met me back when i was an alcoholic... shoplifting is one helluva rush now's the time to steal shit i really hope it ain't pancreatitis if you are what you eat, then americans are total shit the sheep will never care about what we care about most dunno how to pivot the main problem w/ democracy/capitalism a lot of this is a psych op insecurity is at an all-time high inability to take criticism is a form of laziness maybe i could raise children on a spaceship if i got pregnant i'd probably go to mexico actually the only way i'd get pregnant is if i relapsed i am so excited about this album i made a beeline for the record store after i got outta work today that's annie clark one of my personal heroes now i have everything by st. vincent i collect crushed cans, eventually i will do some massive art project imma try to do sumin w/ america's trash *feminists, where ya at (online, amy ONLINE) the lighting is always terrible but hey it's all about the mystery also the red jacket... if i grew up catholic i'd probably do the same thing back in my liberal college days i supported the lgbt stuff, but not anymore cos i've witnessed what that support has done to society i also special ordered it from the record store i don't take pride in much we will save annie from Hell if that's the case imma put up this kanye album art somewhere in my garage probably next to tupac who is my fave rapper of all time if you didn't know i am a very nonchalant person, others would assume that i am being cavalier but i don't mean to be obviously probably not a racist but call me whatever you want, man

baptized 2 years ago i waited 36years to get baptized you're supposed to age people really will compete over anything it's pretty bad when a kid is more receptive than their elders women are everywhere n sometimes they have a penis not today, thelonious (car) i hate that my "misogyny" is true the reason why stupid women stay w/ really bad men i really hate those w/ an agenda if they didn't project they'd off themselves if you wanna follow the rules just be a muslim at least muslims practice what they preach jews are cool w/ genocide so... jews don't believe in Hell, according to ronnit my go-to for jewish information at least she has self-awareness *she texted me telling me she missed me so we talked on the phone for awhile why am i complaining about people driving slow in the fast lane *sometimes i don't need the man in my head to correct me

everything is getting torn down n replaced w/ way uglier shit that's my Church right there, my actual home what the fuck have you done w/ yer so called freedom this whole time you gotta build not expect progress = total shit the irony really is just ridiculous if you live long enough you'll do what you swore you'd never do i shouldn't a said that passed out from a heroin overdose no no no mule day was like a month ago amy there's more culture in the south cos of the confederacy everyone's a snob about where they live there's absolutely nothin goin on in the suburbs at least in the country it's the fuckin country cities are nice cos you can be anonymous the suburbs are the worst of both worlds more personality in a small town the boring ass american famblies love the burbs not everybody in america is doing it wrong too many fold when it comes to a lotta shit that's bad for em actually the tv is bad due to all the demonic influence but the people's dependency on it is a way larger chunk of the problem whatever spiritual sentiment we had has been usurped by materialism "crazy" leftist identity groups can set fire to shit, what's funny about this is that i could totally pass off as one of those based upon my questionable gender alone

the key to being happy or whatever... what raises yer vibrational frequency ag says hello to wasp being a beekeeper seems like a pretty cool gig i guess west civ has always been on the decline i value my emotions too much to cave in to smartphone culture

they just want you to like them my approval rating can stay low if i do what God wants me to then i have won if your narrative was right why can't it be criticized i have failed at singing the word talentless so that makes sense those w/out talent have to remind you (am i talking about myself again) as long as i keep the Commandments most people are the devil's underlangz insecurity begets gullibility they get upset if you don't live in the box that they live in it's preferable to be ghosted failure is an accomplishment according to many the whole purpose of modernity is to turn the world into a lie read the book of enoch turn signals cos effective communication is key it is possible to be a heathen n then have your life completely transformed ...but i'm the one that handed you the dirt in a past life yours truly was a slut i didn't mind disassociating considering

if they're afraid of me they're probably right anywhere there's a culture you will find mostly boring people i'm always chasing my brain around i could never pay attention to what i never cared about most women need a man to temper their insanity women walk all over men cos men are women 2.0 seatbelt for my piano since i ain't wearin mine being on time is very strange not that there's anything wrong w/ being boring do i have the credentials tho? most people are already dead since they are w/out self-control vicarious FOMO, vicarious everythang

my childlike persona freaks out the general public don't chu love how i contradict myself at least i know it cos i hate hypocrisy so much isolate hypocrites oh wait starve them of attention since that is what they crave you wanna show em up n tell em off but you will never get to em most on the internet are vultures n they act just like females God wanted me to have these parts so they will remain luckily women are never quiet so out goes the potential lesbianism when i was younger i had the same problem as a lotta women these days i worked on it cos i didn't wanna be a piece a shit i always knew i'd never win their approval whatever effort i made was very short-lived if this world wasn't totally full a shit you'd be punished girlfriend women wanna submit tho so satan it is! i worked to understand my chaos i know how bad i can be i'm not worthy n that's a beautiful realization to have many are not lucky enough to get to the bottom of the barrel even in the deepest, darkest peril He was still there i know yawl know bout my rants the fact that i'm at least making an effort means the world to me i'm still the same but i also made a 360 you're lucky if you make a 90 i'm not worried anymore it really is some kinda pagan ritual it's pretty easy for the devil ain't it the media is a sure fire way to rope em in his underlings do all kindza things to distract you you could be reading God's Word but instead you're on twitter just be jewish, man then you can essentially be secular i ain't preachin in no church God forbid i teach anything i haven't learned this one is not subservient all you gotta do is prove that you know more than they do (their narcissism will cause them to leave) i wouldn't leave no yelp review be a real man n smoke a damn square cigarettes were the love of my life, oh well if i could have any habit, that'd be it i still can't believe the life that i used to live n back then i wouldn't believe that this would be my life now it is a miracle that i survived by bullshit Holy Communion is totally understood i know why i cry so much, i ain't outta touch amy what glory??? i relish my freedom damnit social networks are like texting the entire world they live a life where they don't think twice about anything they do or say not taking accountability goes w/ the territory everything about technology goes against humanity still weird n alone, i'm my own boo you gotta worry about yer phone more than yer spouse or yer kids that phone has rotted yer brain like gangrene you're doin that one thing, really the only thing that you do that was a horrible representation i keep myself alive by making shit (yes i know what this is) schizos haven't limited themselves the way that the rest of society has a big ass bird hovering over society just watchin everyone i guess i just know the truth about myself so i ain't gonna pretend that i can have it any other way i'm still somewhere else, anywhere else but right here w/ you missing out on what exactly i have to digress goodbye vortex

am i really that much of an extremist all cos i give a shit bout the place where i live i am not a mean-spirited person this is the only place where i can be totally honest about how i feel towards the world they assume that all cos you don't do what they do you must be miserable i have the opposite problem it seems it's really not you i didn't really have the option not to not feminine in a modern way i suppose human beings have always complicated things i'm lacking in some ways i know i always get in my own way i can't imagine ever being able to forget all the stuff that i talk to myself about i am not letting any of it go haha i wouldn't be that strong of an artist if i didn't care about things as much as i do i gotta create cos there are parts of me n this world that i hate when you're in love or in hate you can't be talked down for shit is it worth it to be angry even if it gets you nowhere hate keeps you running around in circles the only one they really hate is themselves

i hate censorship cannot stress how lucky i am to have escaped those traps i still give seminars tho woman moment:1:11 social media is feminizing society due to approval rating the world dunno shit about itself n yet... i pity people so much but i still get aggravated that they are the way they are you are what you eat really does encapsulate the american people does it not *i work in restaurants, i have street cred no zionist shill calm down my mouth doesn't allow me to last in retail i'm so annoying sometimes, i'm sorry i used to get in trouble cos i would read all the labels n ingredients on the boxes n be really slow at putting everything up it is kellogg! they only follow the $ when they don't like somebody what we think is acceptable to digest yuckity yuck, this is part of the reason why people act like robots see: crispr why wouldn't it make us totally dysfunctional kinda sorta not really fine dining americanized asian food...so still crap it has a lot to do w/ the fact that i fast technically they're all cults haha porn addiction is easier to overcome w/ fasting i know that i am annoying! i don't need this as much as i thought i needed it i think it's physical/physiological/universal/existential i feel totally disconnected that's why yes i wear tights underneath my pants a lot (even when it's hot) they noticed me leaving my conspiracy zipcode there's nothing i can do about other people's bad decisions being surrounded by those that have faith n don't live in fear (but are also kinda sorta conspiratorial people) i hate control freaks w/ a passion all born screaming is the name of st. vincent's new album she's just really her own thing we can't wait to get the fuck up out this bitch

spiritual warfare is all too obvious now bye bye overly sensitive candy asses a lotta white people take psych meds you're weak cos you take bad advice from people that don't give a fuck about you (and they don't even work, man) those that go along w/ the system are weak-minded n there is no way to say that nicely nice people are not genuine anyway do the right thing w/out recognition i really absorb the Scripture n talk to God about it all the time if we are morally intelligent then the right answer will be revealed sooner rather than later i hope to continue reading the Psalms every day that was the gayest siren i've ever heard that joke was immature the white race is expendable like really this white supremacy narrative is about BLACKS not any other race racism makes capitalists a lotta $ regardless of the direction i still need to write that children's book: anti-feminist baby (it's a happy baby that is breast fed!) always wave no matter what this is the whole purpose of propaganda like this i should have never waited to cut myself... white people (shhhhhh) must be educated that everything is always our fault no matter what white people don't have the rights that we've been told we do all becuz we're white (see: 4th A) i actually don't even think it's a thing, it's just a fringe group n a narrative that multiple fringe groups believe it's a joke on the american people as well as the rest of the world really the only ones that win in this shit world are those that hurt children pagan rituals n satanic symbols all over our country replace the statue of liberty w/ a television set already back to bitching about white people (shhhhh) i'll have the schizo dilemma no matter what haha no other race seems to have this problem w/ keeping their women in line andrew tate talks good but that's about it they are just players in this game 5 cops, he musta had meth or coke (hispanic dude, i didn't mention that) the govt brings em in so... everything is a cash grab here no law exists for ethical purposes i don't see the heroes n villains the way that society does white people are cocky in their insecurity must have narcissism about gender confusion since we can't take pride in skin tone

this is america right here am i an ignorant sack of shit for this should there be limits on what people are allowed to buy they sound exactly the way that they look it's not the trucks' fault that it exists an extra fifteen dollars for that license plate i give a lotta passes holy shit there are two big ass trucks w/ obnoxiously large tires is freedom a good thing for people tho restaurant life has taught me a lot multiple police at that hotel smoking real weed outside the fake weed bar even the people who work there don't fuck w/ that synthetic shit how bout trying to understand why you're paranoid marijuana is a mini trip staring at yer negative qualities ain't sumin that most wanna do the only thing you should be obsessed w/ is yourself

this is why i am Orthodox Saint Mary of egypt is the best one even my gematria adds up to holy mary *the reason why gematria (numerical language) is relevant is becuz it is a code that not only God uses but His adversary uses ALL THE TIME (see: news media) i was told that i did a really beautiful job but i'm sure they'd say that regardless haha i must accept not having a warm hat

we're all here becuz of sex i have more empathy for somebody that fucked me over than i do myself i got too much hate to do anything but create if you don't want a baby don't fornicate abortion ain't responsible there goes the leftist that just subscribed fuck abortion clinics feminism is all about denial i am really good at singing fast there are certain mannerisms that certain people exhibit only reveal this information to some there are many angles of abortion marijuana gave me an alternative i've been pretty good at upholding my personal standards i had to stop myself from buying another coffee mug today there's actual data on this phone propaganda (plastic dinosaur) didn't know what to do w/ my guac i used to write all the time, now i just live what i'm talking about eve wanted a snake to like her the trance! stuff has levelled the playing field they coulda just trusted God but alas the water already has fluoride so they don't have to do all that much i'm still figuring out this keyboard it seems like people are frazzled cos they're not dying bowling alleys are right up my... one of my first memories was smelling second-hand smoke at a bowling alley in 1989 damnit i love synthesizers i can't do it their way for very long the art of being uncomfortable i need to ask brad about this keyboard if i talk about sex i am expressing disgust this rainbow poster is right in time for pride month don't worry it will be an uplifting Bible verse

i choose the worst settings do i not inspired at inopportune times wait for the five uh oh (currently 4/20 so we must be careful) 6yrs ago i had a spiritual awakening not a fan of female cops or female anything really females in authority positions...not a good idea but THIS female cop was a sweetheart truly awakened vs. relevant for 5min everything will eventually pass away anything is better than this shithole i wanna believe that we will all get to Heaven at some point trying to explain God is just silly arrogant to think that they'll have all the answers n never doubt if we don't falter we'd hardly be human i fell the fuck off so i could fall the fuck back on these anxieties fell away from me when i discovered my religion my existence is proof that God has changed me *featured: my old channels this is a confessional if it weren't for my priest i wouldn't have joined the Orthodoxy boomers don't like bad language entire generations tend to have the same problems neither one of us changed our position haha he met his match w/ me considering... we tend to be prophets, that's kinda sorta our thing why do you have to be put thru the ringer in order to start livin right most mental ills fall off cos we're not encouraged to take care of ourselves (NOT IMPLYING "TREATMENT") schizophrenics are just aware of way more information that the general public would rather discard everything that i find fascinating has to do w/ human experience this is an all-too-common side effect of SSRIs if i can't even cry about wanting to kill myself... it shouldn't surprise anyone that some comics are on zoloft i need that shit in my yard LIQOUR: this is what america is all about i dunno why anyone would quit drinking unless they're like dying smoking weed just ain't the same anymore i miss driving around smoking blunts tho it's not just me n my stoner frenz saying that, i've heard it from cops slowed reaction time would be way more of an issue you're probably a way more patient driver on weed, jis sayin mini meltie internalized every time i turn left onto oncoming traffic i'm sick of politics but at the same time it's still important to me it's stagnant that's what i'm sayin peculiar = report to govt eventually by 36, i had plenty of reasons to get held down in that Holy water maybe i need to stop calling myself an Orthodox bitch whoaaaaa wtf is this i could only handle that for so long passion is intimidating, that's why Jesus was crucified i'm typically not wrong about people i hope it's entertaining at least got nothin better to do than keep explaining my situation i understand the world since i'm on the outside of it i see it in my mind all the time i'm the same little kid just w/ more life experience now i've thought about death for a long long time i guess it's a misanthropic demon these internet people are lying about a lotta shit but i'm not sure whether they are cons or pawns most are caught in the crossfire a lotta people have forsaken their heart it seems i can't fake it to save my life currently disassociating (when in a relationship) sex should be beautiful becuz it hopes to lead to procreation, not whatever most people are doing these days

i'm not a fan of women talking (i know i know wtf is this channel amy) i'd rather talk to myself than anyone else i need to stop beating myself up over being redundant this is the internet so you can watch whatever the fuck you want follow the rules you wanna follow i don't break the rules just cos they're rules you don't have to be conscious of right n wrong to do right or wrong it's all about social acceptance not morality somebody is always dying so... a funeral is the only setting where you are allowed to cry if only they could just admit their real feelings medicated zombie no thanks when people do wrong they just blame somebody else for it i guess i am just loyal this is america, nobody is happy happiness is such a fleeting experience so... i paid attention to the way i behaved on meds n i didn't like myself too much (i also stole a buncha shit n became an alcoholic)

hoping to take this somewhere other than various rooms of my house along w/ the front seat of this car not just due to the lack of interest in physical contact gaype stupid fuck sorry yawl i am getting experimental i already mentioned myself popping out in the eighties i have no memory left cos i've been shooting 30min videos a lot nobody is watching ten min videos on tik tok your brain is turning black n rotting cannabis allowed me to advance in my understanding of myself God was the director the whole time

super bizarre that we live thru pictures all these in this lab experiment are failing these tests are either performed by God or the elite that wanna be Him so bad that they read the Scripture n apply it themselves i don't think i am singing it right paul revere & the raiders, indian reservation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21ixwIaN7qw the cherokee indians believe that a camera steals yer soul n you know that i agree Joseph Nicephore Niepce made the first camera kanye n nick n oh yeah everybody else phones. tvs. cameras (i forgot computers) have cameras replaced our memory of course when you rely on culture to tell you what's up yer memory is gonna be dictated by it social media is for boring people to pretend they're interesting capitalist/technology/politics/the stupidity of humanity...it doesn't matter people will fall for it due to FOMO chronic FOMO due to society + insecurity if they go along w/ society they will be relevant enough to feel important i'd have such a killer insta!spam but... know that i am aware of my bad filmmaking but b/c i allow it to be bad i can capture a lotta cool shit i just needed to work for the devil for awhile i guess i am a way more offensive thing than what chu thought i've always been politically incorrect cameras make you way more conscious of time that is of the world so much could go wrong hahaha we're not conscious of time in a healthy way check out nicky fruit loops channel excited girl voice for mfing art chad i had to take algebra2 three x i can't control who watches my content n why maybe it's cos i'm not interested in sex that's why they won't leave me alone i mean i'm kinda doin that shit now i just saw the future before i took a photography class the "humans" don't act too human due to this existential crisis THIS is why social media is soooooo addictive...there is way too much bullshit to be ignored so many facets of culture devoted to this celebrity obsession the joke is on us thinking that this so called "freedom" makes us superior i dig realistic stuff so that's why i film the way that i do stephen king is my light reading i read the Bible along w/ other spiritual books at some point someone will accuse me of heresy i can get away w/ a lot cos i'm a comedian damnit since i don't wanna get thrown into a mental institution... mini meltie sounds like half a pint of icecream a breakdown doesn't disable me anymore even if i've moved on physically, i will still be there in my head from time to time to time i wish i had had sex for money the last dude that i had sex w/... i saw myself do all these things damnit i am the original archer, you will not upset me i didn't have to take a picture of any of this shit black protestants at least have some jubilation that's a compliment by the way yes i know that this is a free mason symbol tatted on my wrist but i was in a 12step cult at the time, forgive me

sumin to fight about or run away from pretty depressing to find yourself in the same place where you were luckily i read the Scripture i cried during the whole thing i value my saline damnit don't complain about what you swept under the rug if you don't work for it you don't deserve it i used to write these things down but not now i just do this why i have so many voices now internalize most of the time certain chords i oughta use sparingly ag gets erotic about keyboard i have the Christ lense when n where is there not bullshit if the clergy is validating my interpretation of the Bible... you gotta meet em where they are gematria.

here's kanye once again pulling his dick out rappers like to measure their dicks how much of our life is wasted talking ourselves up i got some talent but so what they probably also worked to get where they are a lotta these inventions were inspired by the devil anything i do right is cos of God i know yawl have witnessed my screw ups all these platforms are so homogenized i do not wanna exist right now, sorry don't wanna whine but here we are many people have told me that i don't act too american *thanks they're not even conscious of their own existence so... that show all that wasn't too bad, nineties sketch comedy on nickelodeon...that was back when comedy was still funny we miss shane bianchi so much all conservatives do is run away from the L (and the L runs away from facing themselves on a psychological level) i ain't lumping all the non-whites in the same category, that's actually way more offensive impatience is stupid in the process of looking up information about one thing i locate way worse information about many more things that's gotta be the saddest most horrible thing, fear of a loss n then facing the actual loss crying about sad things...CLASSIC ag life sucks sometimes. it's fine life is so precious that you do nothing but stare at yer phone every day all day if they believed what they screamed about online they wouldn't be doing that nobody's pro-life playtime is over propaganda fun drugs vs zombie drugs black out drunk vs. anti-depressant suicidal people don't make announcements, the ones that do ain't gon do it stop running away pansie ass bitch anytime i bring up psychiatry...INCOMING RANT if you're gonna medicate you might as well self-medicate i've done ridiculous amts of research for over a decade, studying myself n mental illess in general 100% the fault of the sheep they don't question authority n they're the reason why their "civilization" is falling apart i didn't wanna take any of the shots i was forced to take as a kid i am describing the majority of society my parents are very very gullible crying about society again the man in my head... nobody wants to do anything to fix society, that's why they're sooooo mad about politicians/educators sucking at their jobs my parents finally apologized for never taking me to church! i am not ashamed of my schizophrenia and i don't care if it's stigmatized! spiritual narcissism is strikingly similar to schizophrenic delusions paul talks about how some of us are gifted w/ prophetic abilities (this never feels like a gift by the way) and paul woulda most definitely been labelled a schizo by today's "doctors" him n all the disciples n saints haha why don't chu just pay attention instead of expecting people to write books for you they were gonna leave anyway

it's just shitty to sit around waiting for somebody else to take care of you n the situation the amish are rugged w/out the individualism i ain't dropping my car off, not til after Pascha i ain't getting no rental car, that shit is way too expensive the bumper looks terrible the amish resisted progress n innovation n the results speak for themselves the amish really are living their best life our society doesn't cultivate traditions so everyone is useless kids need to be stimulated, so take them out to the garden, don't put a tv in their hand autistic people don't like the world they live in & i don't blame em

did yawl like that cliff hanger hopefully my life is interesting enough to not require drama sorry, i just had to complicate it most should be subtracting but instead they're adding wny would they understand the sum of those parts when they don't even understand the parts themselves was it really alexander graham bell tho i don't think that human beings are capable of a lotta these inventions i've always been conspiratorial, i don't need any help the Kingdom of Heaven is inside you when do i not talk/sing in circles my cat will meow at the door until she forgets that i'm out here programmed to kill, david mcgowan women are obsessed w/ a lotta unnecessary details plz bitch leave, i wanna play video games my mom n i are total opposites i probably shouldn't have told my dad this information i'm just a wee bit reckless why would they take the keys n not car silly head i dig this blue light cos it's very spaceship esque i added to this wall cos my mgr gave me these labor law posters racists would not last a week in the restaurant industry so... the whole time i played DDR i felt like such a moron but i wanted to fit in w/ the theatre crowd i have so many toys now thanks to the kit nip boxes whatever i was planning on talking about...

playing music is the highlight of my life i believe that this is the path that God wants me on it doesn't matter what we think, it only matters what God thinks italian mafia style loyalty you don't have to have _____ to be _____ it's now more of a solution than a problem i didn't mean to do that but i had to hold myself accountable DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE PICK ME what the fuck could i possibly be for you you have idealized me, son i don't take it personally being devalued they reverence these costumes i will do everything in my own way the personal is political said hillary in the nineties hyper conscious of mason hand symbols i care about things that most are not aware of you're gonna leave the room when you get a whiff of my opinion what you see of me is the best of what God can pull out how could i possibly be lonely when i got the Kingdom all to myself i'm pretty dirty still but hopefully...purity is the goal

i offer sumin genuine that most are not used to my sincerity has made me a total outcast "progress" destroys everything it touches i try not to bemoan what i don't have am i so toxic that i only see the negative despair is what the devil wants that feeling so ominous, so obvious even tho i'm not a man, i'd still like to be God's right hand man take us by our shame, call us by your name women are just mimicking bad men yeah most women are fucking scum i stole becuz i was playing a role getting escorted outta that one particular liquor store i suppose this is a confession did the devil tell you to say that they can't even understand the one reality i'm coming from a place outside of this world