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so basically the beginning and end of this video are me explaining why I fell off the bible reading daily bible bandwagon I hope you don't mind but it's the honest truth

all are youtube channels, these are my go-to for faith studies pints with aquinas, bishop robert barron, ascension presents, sea harp, CS lewis institute, Desiring God, Canon Press/Blog and Mablog, Grow in Faith grow in Christ, truth unites, Kaci Nicole, Soulful Devotions

degenerate dak also has a lot of neat weapon mods, but these are the 3 primary mods, I also use munitions itsyaboybrandyboy's hardcore health overhaul https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/68655 degenerate dak's ammo balance (damage overhaul) https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/77613 damage threshold framework https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/33760 munitions, note this only adds the ABILITY to have new ammo types, to actually have them ingame you'll need patches to the various gun mods reaper's patches and munitions official patch repository are important, note that degenerate dak's guns that use munitions main files already implement this and you need a secondary file to use vanilla ammo for his mods that normally use munitions mod https://www.nexusmods.com/fallout4/mods/66051

After a long hiatus and soul searching, I've come to the conclusion that it's alright by god if I read the bible, I was terrified I was a faithless hypocrite because of my doubts and constant intrusive thoughts on how potentially jesus and the disciples could be con artists, but god is gentle with me, and I'm usually willing to put those thoughts away with the recollection god communicated that jesus is his son and he's done miracles in the past

just a livestreaming test run, not sure if it'll lag do my craptop computer being bad or if anyone will join

taxation when you waste the tax money is called a pyramid scheme in other words, when you waste tax money, it IS theft, because you who are lazily not earning money, are wasting other people's money that they had to work hard to earn

, and vice versa

just tell the truth in as polite a way as possible

https://livingtruth.ca/blogs/devotionals/jonahs-ending

I believe I am formally diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder, which means I'm either a psycho or a sociopath, since I do feel emotions and the full range I'm betting on sociopath, also I forgot to mention another extenuating circumstance to why I'm a gooder boi now than before, which is I've suffered a variety of things that previously I would shrug and say "oh that sounds tough" about without understanding its wider implications, so now I can recollect my own trials in similarity to others and don't need quite the same empathy capacity to understand others in hardship 1986 study on christian versus non-religious sociopaths https://digitalcommons.georgefox.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1408&context=psyd humble bragging that unlike the other bad boys my faith actually cost me something and I paid willingly https://rumble.com/v2orlia-gods-harsh-but-fair-disgusting-sins-of-mine-and-my-good-faith-repentance.html

doctor phil and jordan peterson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nv-ap0Ax8Hs

while I feel there are real problems with the left and islam, I feel like I've forgotten my own sinfulness in the past and what it's like to be like them, I suffered greatly to repent of my past sins but it's up to god to judge others not me, and expecting god to be harsh on others just because I deserved it isn't right

lots of stutters this time, and initially misreading a word and correcting myself right after