ACalisthenicsJourney

I’ll post when I have something in mind that I’d really like to talk about because I’m feeling very stressed (restless) even physically (I don’t feel physically calm / at peace like there is no weight on my body) because I think Im putting too much on my plate at once so I’m using this video to say Im toning it down. Cheers to posting at a rate which I can easily maintain whilst easily regulating stress levels which is something that would really help if I learn how to do it and I have a book called Transform Your Body Transform Your Life which I’m going to use to help me do that after writing about how I’m feeling here. Cheers to moving forward in a healthy way! :)

This is a topic that I’ll address later but won’t do now because it’s 9.55pm and I’m feeling so tired after being up for so long.

This is today's daily log that I uploaded onto YouTube which I also wanted to upload here to start uploading daily logs both there and here as well. I want to do this so that I allow myself to spend a lot less time trying to look how many more people are watching these daily logs over there over time as I've had restless nights over that which is extremely important to me because I'm seeing that as a sign that my initial want for the videos I'd be uploading onto YouTube to be seen by many people (potentially tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands or maybe even millions of people) was unhealthy for me. Not only have a lost sleep over it by being on screens until 6am partially because of that alongside other things potentially such as not explicitly telling myself that enough is enough and I'm not going to look at channel stats whatsoever. Perhaps there are other things which I find are stress inducing which would mean I would feel so fidgety that I can't stand still like how I experienced today but that's what I can think of at the moment. Anyway, I'm done talking for now but I'll add more notes to the description if I can if I have anything else to say. If not, I'll just add notes in the comment section which I think Rumble has - I remember there being a comment count of the 2 videos I've uploaded so far so I'm almost certain you can comment on Rumble. I wouldn't be surprised as Rumble's interface is so similar to YouTube's and commenting on YouTube videos is basically a fundamental part of the videos as people would be able to tell with how many people have said like comment and subscribe in their video's they've uploaded onto YouTube for over a decade or so now dating to way back when I was a kid. Peace :)

I’m uploading this rather than uploading a longer video because I gave myself way too much to do in one day after getting up at around 1.30pm or so. That said, I still have something to show for today which I can build on and eventually start finding it easy to upload daily logs onto 2 platforms alongside doing what I do outside of these logs.

This is the 3rd time that I'm trying to upload this video - the first time I've cancelled on the phone; the 2nd time is still trying to upload itself but I don't know if it's working and it's been about 20 minutes or so for a video that's around 5 minutes long. The phone certainly can upload videos but I don't know why it's not working with this one. i feel frustrated as I want to get this video out and start uploading here but I'm going through this for the first time - to be fair, to undo the frustration I'm feeling, I could give myself a break from the screens so it's not like there's nothing that I can do about it. That said, as I was saying in the description of the 2nd time I tried uploading this video, it seems as though I go through some obstacles like this video not uploading in order for me to make significant progress with something. I don't know why but that has seemed to be the case with (what I'd see as) major things like uploading videos onto a 2nd platform which I think fewer people know about - almost like the 2023 equivalent of what YouTube was like back in the early 2010's back when not as many people knew about platforms like this one. Initial thoughts on using Rumble: 1: I'm finding it difficult to find how I can upload videos privately on the phone - that option (if that option exists on the phone) has been almost near impossible to find but I feel happy that I can very easily do it on the laptop. 2: I really like that the character limit is 10,000 characters for one video rather than it being 5,000 on YouTube - that's nice that I basically won't have to ever limit how much I can write on one video which I've had to do in the past with YouTube unfortunately. 3: I was going to say that I don't like the fact you can't privately upload onto Rumble although you can on YouTube but that obviously isn't the case as I can see that there's a private option to upload this video privately right now if I wanted to. Anyway, through these obstacles, I'm pushing forward to be able to get this video out in the air - cheers to getting this video out and cheers to posting many more videos just like this one in which I make a lot of progress in my journey just like how I have been doing on YouTube for the past year! The video is saying that it's 100% uploaded on the upload video interface in which I'm writing this description on so let's see if I actually get this one out...