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Nah... We've no issue's here in America; We're tolerant! Liberation is different from enabling. *Got a minute? If you're like Us, you have questionable decisions in your past … We choose Not to let Ours define Us. We need to be able to TALK about them in order to keep the lessons learned strongly solidified in our psyches. It’s necessary to keep a crack in the door behind us; just as ‘a person’ can forgive, it’s necessary that as ‘people’ We don’t forget what our fathers & grandmothers sacrificed for Us to have the *Freedoms We do. We discuss what civilization went through not so long ago so that we can avoid the same pitfalls. At least… We should be discussing these things; just as public schools should be teaching these things. Yet… there are vast amounts of extremely relevant historical goings-on that were either barely acknowledged or absolutely avoided. The collapse of the Soviet Union, for example. Yet somehow, We have an entire month dedicated to 'Black history', (but "We don't see color"), We have a whole month for 'LGBTQ+Pride' too... (Pride, once considered a sacred sin). Here’s a radical idea; maybe We should focus more on incorporating this information into the curriculum rather than the insertion of irrelevant idealism. As was demonstrated when Our Nation’s Vice President, Kamala Harris, described her outfit & announced her preferred ‘gender pronouns’. Seems ‘they’d’ rather We focus on Florida’s “restrictions of freedom” like the “Don’t say gay bill”… (researching this topic on Google will avail that this bill actually only restricts teachers from talking about sex & gender with kindergarten through 3rd grade children & keeping any such discussions from the parents. Whether parties are lie’n or not - Words get misconstrued when We restrict the people's ability to collective analysis I.e., when We’re prohibited from freely typing out the truth together - We’re prohibited from our 1st amendment right. It’s that Daamn simple. *We believe We should be able to Talk about the past, hold discourse over the situations our moms & grandpas once endured - scenarios that We can collectively recognize in Our own lives IF We have the ability to *Freely think & talk amongst ourselves in groups ‘As We see fit’. IF - We poses the right to *Openly analyze life -The tragedies - Our mistakes - The victories - Historical events - The political climate - The cultural trends - The scandals & The possible injustice’s - all carried out on a daily basis. Our point is this; to have these discussions is to allow the potential for one's viewpoints & values to be threatened... To not have the discussion is to allow the dismissal of an idea to proceed its presentation, (to abandon any inherent discussion)! Which, We've made the case IS what's happening. We were never taught about the greatest atrocity of the 20th century… There is NO excuse to have not educated Us on what took place in the Soviet Union under Joseph Stalin… another avoidable tragedy that spanned almost 7 decades and killed more than 5 x as many people as the holocaust!! !!! It's important that We know what happened before Us to those with the same Daamn good intentions…No… We didn’t learn in public school about the USSR… (Following excerpt from DT Community Standards) : *"As opposed to establishing regulations in an open exchange of opinions, We, the fully present able-bodied free-thinking citizenry, are allowing the isolation & digital deportation of anyone with a differing viewpoint." *** DaamnTalk has our own ComStan’s as well & violating those is grounds for immediate expulsion… from DaamnTalk. You promote violence & we reserve the right to essentially throw you out our front door onto your Daamn but! We feel this is in opposition to the philosophy of deporting an individual, group or idea out of an entire country. We'll talk to all walks & offer the chance to have a voice, (providing their speaking their Truth)! 'DaamnTalk' is primarily a podcast, short episodic videos highlighting intriguing happenings on a semi-regular basis. It's also a community held at locals . com ...So, what'll we talk about(?) Anything. Everything. Even a little of nothing!!! Our motto is "People proceed information", because we, 'put folks before facts', however, we believe that the 'What' that's being discussed is More important than 'Who' is doing the discussing. Apply to feature on the show & join Us as We deliver the viewers notable content; nothing's off limits, we're talking content that stands out during this wildly-wacky exhilarating & exciting, (admittedly frightening), age of politically-dividing attention-span-deficit tik-tok-timing’ The 1stamendment is #1 —for a DaamnGood reason folks! - Let’s talk about it ! * www.daamntalk.com * thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com * Thinkspot.com / DaamnTalk DTDJO * Wherever YOU get social media! #DaamnTalk #DaamnTalkDJO -DaamnKam "Thanks for Our time" Video credit: #Hyze / @HyZe

Daamn... so much has transpired since dropping those initial bars at a little known coffee-roast'n-cabin on Whidbey Island, Washington. (A decade will do that.) Most notably from that very first performance was a middle-aged, rather large & jolly fellow krammed in amongst the masses, (he was probably one of maybe eight or nine bodies barely filling the partially outdoor 'sound-garden.') That man later went on to become Our sponsor & aided Us in Our hectic life, a foreign life outside the realms of drugs & alcohol. His name is J. Klob & he devoted an amount of acceptance for Us that only another addict can. We worked the steps of AA together, eventually getting Us to step 7 for the first time. We became brothers & his influence spanned beyond the sofas of the AA halls or the under-crowded masses at one of Our local shows. The irony doesn't escape Us; seemingly acquiring the nerve to do a set in front of utter strangers & attempt to consciously 'Rap' the house, only after shedding Our perceived 'cure' to 'life on life's terms.' In retrospect, We may have only been sober for half of the performances throughout Our short 'career'. That feeling like your performing better while hyped up on your 'DOC' is uni-powerful! Forgetting lines or not, regardless of getting intimate with the stage, those drugs kept a hold on Us as strong as the music did... Eventually... arguably even stronger... April 13th, 2013 We put down liquor & picked up a mic. In another timeline that would have been it; Our proud sobriety date & rather than wrapping this into present reality - We'd be 'Rapping on a decade of 'Recovery. In this universe, even though We may or may not have '4-13' tatted on Our chest, in March of 2015 We traded Our date in yet again. Not before We rocked a solid life of Recovery for nearly two years. From 2013, having just turned 21, (irony), We were figuring out who Kam is without drugs, (alcohol is a drug.) Unknowingly building a foundation for future reference, We brought that practice only weeks into Our 23rd year. Relapse isn't a part of every addicts journey, but it was, (not is), a part of Our Recovery. We didn't quit rapping after this, quite contrary. We didn't lose everything We learned in Recovery as an immediate consequence of Relapse... The drowning out of those principals happened slowly, over time spent away from Our Program. It was, in hindsight no different with music. The 'flow' & drive went away when We stopped writing & recording & began audio engineering school, turning Our occuPassion into an occupation. We continued producing tracks into Our 26th year of life, having dropped the song We're most proud of at 25. Our music changed as Our experience did & active addiction is undebatably an experience like none other. Sheer Chaos. Institutions, Jails & Death. Well, no death, (yet!) Plenty of all else was bountifully overfilling my stress-cup. The lifestyle of one who is so addicted to painkillers that they can't manage getting off of them without getting sick severely enough to warrant Wish of *Death. Continually working an 8-hour day & owing money at the end due to how much We used that day. It's quite difficult to keep up the music when Our disease had Us by the fingertips & vocal cords. Hell, even Our job collapsed under the weight of addiction. ... ... ... Is there really Hope for ALL of Us addicts(?) ... ... ... ‘When the student is ready - the teacher will appear’. Depending on where our recovery’s at, we’ll begin to view obstacles & confrontation in a whole new light. ‘Blessed’ with the discovery that our ‘*spiritual condition’ is far from where we want it to be, each situation that arises in *long-term-recovery can be seen as an obstacle -or- as an opportunity to implement a new technique. For the few who’ve found a new outlook on life & for the few-er who’ve adopted a new way of living, Acceptance was the answer if ‘how to begin’ was the question. ACCEPTANCE. This is universal; familiar with 'expectancy' & expectations, we were well versed in ‘exceptions’, just not ‘acceptance’. ‘Except’… we could not come to ‘accept’ that active addiction was to be Our fate. It is when We make this supple, yet savage distinction, that We establish what is the first *necessary component. Desire. A desire to change. That DESIRE, accompanied by the gift of extreme desperation, is what finally led nearly every single one of us to the turning point, *WILLINGNESS!!!!! ' -DaamnKam ~ Join Us @ thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com

Lets go on a DaamnQuest!!!!! With 5 Important Qüestïons : *Who left? *Did WE leave the left(?) *(Whose left?) *Who’s left? ‘Red’?OR’Blue’? ‘Having been a ‘#TrueToBlue activist for multiple years; We’ve recently realized that We’ve never been ‘#DreadTheRed’. (Just because we were pro-Democratic didnt mean we were ‘Anti-republican’.) Raised by a ‘Reganeer’-police-detective Dad & the daughter of a Chinese immigrant who joined the American armed forces, We were brought up with neither politics nor religion being overly forced or practiced. ~{Maybe to ‘blame’ for Our overtly curious nature}. We’ve asserted that Obama was the only President We voted for that personally, (positively), influenced the ‘day to day’, ‘year to year’ for Us & Ours. (‘Obamacare’ granted Us healthcare.) Flash forward- Barracks’s ‘then’ Vice President, ‘SleepyJoe’, Biden has somehow became the only President We’re living through that’s directly impacted Our daily affairs in a negative way. (BushJr an exception as we were 9 when the towers came down.) Things are glib… grim… essentially We at DaamnTalk have narrowed it down to 2 major actions by the Biden administration; Sending between $60 & $100 Billion dollars to further ‘foreign Democratic freedoms’, (Ukraine), & the way in which “We’ve” adjusted to the resulting inflation of Our countries currency, US Dollar. Would these (2) occurrences have manifested with a different @$$ in the POTUS chair (?) Economically, the state of our Nations affairs would surprisingly be strikingly similar, all be it for extremely different reasons! Imagine if *The Establishment, (almost every democrat in 2020’s race), didn’t coalesce behind Biden at that same crucial moment… Imagine if SleepyJoe’s main Democratic opponent, (overwhelmingly the most popular candidate of his party in the last 2 presidential races), #BernieSanders - would have won the race (?) Imagine with Us, ‘approximately’ $60 - $100 billion dollars budgeted to benefit the American people!!!(?) ~{admittedly asking an impressive feat of imagination considering the drought of experience to draw from}. Our countries outdated infrastructure’s easily seen from the proper vantage point; maybe from the particular view of, hmmm, let’s say *’those who inhabit it’(?) Whether daily driving to & from work or while on vacation traveling across country on nearly any stretch of road, the present condition & maintenance of Our highways & byways is seriously appalling! (Especially once factoring in the revenue generated directly from Us citizens). Flying is faster; ~{&more$!}~ the conditions & operations of your local airport should indicate as clear a picture as intercontinental driving. That’s not to mention the airlines ‘profit over people’ mentality, (to thank for the steady-shrinking of your seat over the years.) Then there’s those of Us families who’re financially unable to make the transition to an electric vehicle… Commuting to Our ‘lower’, ‘middle’ & “poor” class jobs on public transportation, (let’s ask these folks if they don’t think their local transit stations, terminals, ports & bus depots couldn’t drastically use a renovation!) (?) This is an argument made in mind; seemingly’Logic’ has evolved Our philosophy. This same ‘argument’ can help explain (& hopefully grab) any other progressives / liberals / libertarian’s / Democrats or Independents -Who may consider voting outside the realms of, “Blue no matter who.” ‘Lifelong-Democrat’ turned ‘progressive’, That’s ‘me’. Still. As truly ‘independent’, We’re chalking this up to Our party having ‘Left’ the left… not the other way around. We’ve critically thought long & hard about those 3 words; *Liberty, *Freedom & *Justice (for All!) That’s why We created www.DaamnTalk.com (a CensorFreeTalk’spot & ‘JRE’-style-podcast). The preservation of, We quote, “American Values”… Called such because If We were to Type the word ‘__________‘, it would ‘constitute’ this post to be ‘downplayed’ &/or ‘ban.ned’… And THAT - folks - IS maybe most ‘undemocratic’ of it all.’-DK #SpP #DaamnTalk #DontJustØbey #DTDJO #DTDJØ ‘Spiritual-political’Philosophy [SpP] (Our own oxymoron!) Join the #DaamnTalk right now!?!! Truly get your #Daamn voice heard - Talk to ‘me’ Talk to Us & Practice Politics Passionately!!! Or passively!😉 (At least ‘practice politics & vote’!) www.daamntalk.com “Where People Proceed Information.” ~{also found wherever your media already gets social! Simply search ‘D’-(double)-‘A’-‘M-‘N Talk’ (one word, capital D & T) DaamnTalkDJØ

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DK discusses the role weed plays in his #Recovery from alcoholism & drug addiction. DaamnTalk is more than #Recovery from drugs... more than the ongoing narrative of a Ex-Junkie Schizo... DaamnTalk isn't only MissedNewsDiffViews... DT.djo is a community for folks to swap perspectives & hash out the Truth! To practice the principals, We've discovered & come together to settle the difference; We can't dismiss an idea before it's heard... DT is an episodic interview podcast launching late 2023. DT (DontJustObey) is ALL of this & more ... thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com Thanks for Our time, -DaamnKam

Ever noticed one ‘gets High’ - to ‘elevate’ … mood body and mind …. The words we use have very particular origins- What does one do when one goes on a trip(?). One plans the trip- packs, maps out the road - & I don’t know, maybe has a destination in mind ? I understand sometimes the trips about the journey - but would there are consequences of embarking unprepared …. All trips have outcomes …. Would you get in your car and joy ride all day tomorrow (?) (my point is it’ll cost about $6.50 a gallon and it’ll take about 2 tanks worth - or $65 🤷‍♂️ Trip’s …. Have costs ….. Let’s keep talking about it - together ! Check out Our FreeSpeakSpot on www.locals.com - simply search thatDaamnTalkspot

Y’all have helped Us exponentially with opinions & advice *from experience. Our only son is almost #kindergarten age; shot this in 2014 & wasn’t going to release it; only deciding now it would be wrong not to. ~Looking for honest Thoughts(?) Thanks again to the members *& the admins who’re working hard to keep the page up & distinguish between ‘rubbish’ & ‘real’ (this is real, We promise!) We want to get the conversation going! ‘Where’ it happens isn’t ‘as’ important! We understand some of this groups members have made pages & share (*relevantly) from them directly on here, for Us! We believe it is by connecting, (open discourse / sharing resources), that we can organize, it is by organizing that we can strategize & it’s by strategizing we can collectivize ! (begin representing the best interests of our children!) dialogue is the first step - thanks for the *comments! -DaamnKam thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com

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Published on DTdjø @ locals.com in Feb, 2021 ‘The narrative I’m continually hearing is very concerning. The “insurrection” term being thrown about is reason for alarm. Not because it’s a hoax... but because the ones touting this narrative ARE the insurrectionists !!! “Those groups are still out there, they haven’t gone anywhere. We’ve found out now that Proud boys and the 3percenters used social media to orchestrate the moving of weapons through DC in time for 1-6-21.” I am so conflicted... the first value that was pressed onto me was one of simplicity, in fact it’s arguably the root of most value systems. The truth. I was raised not to lie. As one with an inquisitive mind does, I always asked ‘why’? as a truth seeker navigating lies is commonplace but we don’t have to do it alone.’ - DaamnKam thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com

DaamnTalk is —— actually not about Muzik, Music (or Joe Biden). DaamnTalkDJO is about the ability to congregate together online, freely & openly, to discuss the ever-changing culture-sphere we find ourselves orbiting on the daily. Determining the ‘Truth’ together, in a private community of Our peers, exempt from censorship & Shadowbanning. Join for free - locals.com thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com - Then become an official member for as little as $2 / month! Interact with Us, the community & monetize your contributions so you can make ‘tip$’ from your content in the DT community. This year will be the official launch of the DTdjø podcast!!! Yours truly, DaamnKam, ‘shoots the shit’ with a variety of interesting folks from all walks of life. These ‘interviews’ will then be edited into HQ audio/video & available in whole to members of the DTdjø community- & in part on all other platforms where your media gets social! Simply search DaamnTalk! Give a Shout out to Us, #DaamnKam - Now accepting inquiries to feature on an upcoming episode! PM Us either on here, on Facebook (DaamnTalk) Or by email at daamntalk@gmail.com thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com “Where People Proceed Information.”

Does Todays fast paced news cycle lead to brief coverage & little chance to land with you? (We feel stories impact Us when recognized & registered on an individual basis, only then can any potential outcome be acted out (which often doesn't happen when the story's only run once). Does it feel like it’d take too much to get involved(?) Or like You couldn’t make a real difference anyway.. so why bother(?) We know. Rarely does follow up coverage occur on the Nation's 'Big-4', major corporate media outlets, (which in reality are all owned by the same entity) They’ve been thinking, “Maybe it’s hightime the Nation’s ‘Information -Highways get a little re-vamp action?! !!!” ~sounds like good news, right? Let’s TALK about it! ~We invented, (discovered), the internet as a Nation. As a Daamn Nation, believe it or not, now we are behind when it comes to online-capabilities. This isn’t to say we don’t have a wider ease of access to greater content, & this definitely isn’t to complain about what a Privilege it is to possess such potential. (The average middle-class-folk today is better informed than the President was forty five years ago!) (Additionally, blue-collar-class people today live like the lucky Luxuriant kings one hundred fifty years ago!) We digress… rather, what We’re attempting to say is that our total-sum ‘internet-infrastructure’ is failing in comparison. *We’ve heard speculation for a while now that the time of unregulated internet - is Over. Imagine all web addresses filtered through a Federal database before We can access them ... Imagine a watercolor rendition of North Koreas(?) It could be ushered in all at once, as 'Patriot Act 2.4', or more slowly through increased censorship & governmental 'shadow-banning'. -"To 'Shadow-ban' is to go behind the scenes & alter {a videos} availability to any given audience. Creating algorithms to 'down post' without actually taking the post down."dk We felt this all compounded by Our country's politically-dividing 'Educational writing'… ..(“GAY”) Magnified by China’s contribution of culturally-devising -a 30sec-span- attention-generational-‘tik-tok'~timing’. We figured it's high-time We start~finding other means of strategizing-- together! -- We can (& Do!) believe in *Freedom of Speech - {While still deeming necessary the ensuing {Limited} restrictions that are on said freedom.} ...ever told a dad-joke on an airplane, accidentally saying, " da BoMb " !? )- {consequences of which aren't pretty!}- but maybe We'll better relate to the 'pre-paternal-period'{IF so ... ever nervously flicked a lighter while walking through an airport with your friends, repeatedly trying to convey something, louder & louder too because it's just 'so-Daamn-crowded'... "...Bong... .....BoNg.. ..." ...Ok,Ok,Ok ... We'll cut to the point. We discovered the simple concept of a 'pay-wall'. This is what We'll call, 'content protected from regulatory transit & transactions'. In other words- 'They'll struggle more shutting Us down on Our own website.' A paywall is 'privatized internet'- still regulated... now, by Us ! To talk freely - is to think! - Those of you who know Us know We love to talk! For those less aware of Our work, We've been passionately creating such a thing for Us since January of 2020 - We established ' @DaamnTalk '. A private, protected community for Us to share together in an easy, comfortable setting. Locals.com was created for this purpose, (by @DaveRubin). DaamnTalk can be found on said platform. (This should be refreshing to read for once; ‘This whole ‘śpeal is a ploy to get’cha to subscribe -SerIoUSly! We’d love for ‘Ya to be a part of the beginning of something that'll be Huge! *DaamnTalk IS an episodic series of interesting, unscripted interviews featuring 'DaamnWorthy' content: positively-political, predominantly- philosophical, potentially-pardonable, spirituality-infused creative content. If you'd like to keep the conversation going, Join Us WHEREVER you get your social media! *simply type in ' DaamnTalk ' (or) 'DailyDaamn' -(the daily news-snippet blog) It only takes 2 to Talk ! 'Visit us on www.daamntalk.com & let's keep the contemplation continuing in conducive credence.' Like We’ve said, "Contemplation is Great; Free-discussion is Necessary ! "-dk Thanks for your time - Hope to *Talk soon! -DaamnKam thatDaamnTalkspot.locals.com

Though We can’t speak for the entire DaamnTalk community; It’s true. We’ve done a fair amount of work behind the scenes in parts of Washington; from creating community meetings discussing unproductive law enforcement officials, to joining the Recovery Alliance in Olympia & speaking with members of congress attempting to get them to delegate more aid to Our nation’s drug epidemic. (That’s one example of the more successful petitions, as two of the three bills We were fighting for ultimately passed. Resulting in insurance companies no longer being allowed to immediately deny an addict entry into an inpatient facility, We eliminated the two-week gap in the time one requests treatment & the time their actually considered ‘eligible’. (Two weeks is often life or death for those dangerously dependent on drugs or alcohol.) We took part in many demonstrations in the city of Seattle, from the Obama era of 2012 – to Our first presidential campaign collaboration in 2016 – Speaking to crowds about addiction & homelessness at Studio7, (which, We’re told is no longer there anymore). Performing spoken-word & conscious HipHop at the ‘Seattle Hempfest’. It’s fair to say that the majority of what We’ve accomplished was not strictly because Our hearts were filled with Love & Joy for all… a fair majority of Our work over the course of Our performing / recording career has been selfish. An attempt to advance the brand… In fact, We’d look thrice at one in a similar position who claims otherwise. That is… until We directed Our passion towards DaamnTalkDJO. Beginning as a part-time side project back in 2016, We set out to create an alternative source for ‘heavy’, ‘hot-button’ issues. DaamnTalk is MUCH more than the DailyDaamn, short clips of ‘Missed news & Diff views’. DaamnTalk DJO is even more than a podcast of curious characters conversing controversial content… We’re much more than ‘another source of trustworthy information. More than a channel designed to get Us to contemplate & create dialog. A platform protected by a paywall, free of unnecessary algorithms, censorship, discrimination & shadow banning. *DaamnTalk (#DontJustObey) is an alternative to any frustration you’ve experienced while on Twitter, Discord, TruthSocial or while steadily submerged in ‘The Book of Faces’. (The following excerpt was taken directly from the DTDJO mission statement.) "The year was 2021, fed up with the modern-day book burnings within the book of faces & after having been shadow-banned more than Alex Jones had been regular-banned, seeing the 'free web's looming collapse into a privatization of information - a select group of TruthSeekers & LedgeWalkers decided enough was enough! From everywhere they flocked to contribute to DaamnTalk; free thinkers, revolutionaries, conspiracy theorists, philosophers, activists, occultists & everyone in between & outside the 'norm' – banning together as teachers & students alike - all attempting to lighten the load, share the pain, shed the light, swap the surface, and chase the truth- (#DaamnTalk) *Our point is this; to have these discussions is to allow the potential for one's viewpoints & values to be threatened... To not have the discussion is to allow the dismissal of an idea to proceed its presentation, (to abandon any inherent discussion!) That amount of power is a far more threatening prospect! Social media has become increasingly more culturally & politically influential, (& divisive.) thatdaamntalkspot.locals.com ***"As opposed to establishing regulations in an open exchange of opinions, We, the fully present able-bodied free-thinking citizenry, are allowing the isolation & digital deportation of anyone with a differing viewpoint." *** As We’ve mentioned, DaamnTalk has our own ComStan’s & violating those is grounds for immediate expulsion… from DaamnTalk! You promote violence & we reserve the right to essentially throw you out Our front door! This is in opposition to the deportation of an individual, group or idea out of an entire country (or socio-eco-system). *We'll talk to all walks & offer the chance to have a voice, (providing their speaking their Truth)! History may be written by the victors but it won't be taught by an un-informed passive type. Like almost everything, the dialog will go on with or without contribution from the essential voices that Really matter in this 'new normal'. Yours, Hers, His; Ours. Share your Daamn voice! We put "Facts before folks”, (Principals before personalities). Spread the Daamn word - (Intellectually stunning, mind blowing, game changing, under-reported, misrepresented, or downright untrue! *Bring it our way & potentially feature on an episode!! *We promise to say whatever We daamn well believe. *We promise to defend your rights - to the same - and to disagree . " - DaamnKam (of) 'DaamnTalk', "Where People Proceed Information"

Does protecting "free", "open" internet access here in the United S of A’ matter to You? Us too. We feel Freedom of Speech is the foundation that holds the workings of Our Great Democratic Republic, protecting our nations ‘digital highways’, (socio-online-infrastructure). Maybe your thinking, “large news cycles aren't a problem when I’m chill with simply 'Surfing' the Wild West’’ —oops-**Webb)- HOWEVER- This is arguably to blame for the death of independent-journalistic-coverage in mainstream media!-(We’ll say, “the death of the ease-of-access to credible independent journalists’.) Does Todays fast paced news cycle lead to brief coverage & little chance to land with you? (We feel stories impact Us when recognized & registered on an individual basis, only then can any potential outcome be acted out (which often doesn't happen when the story's only run once). Does it feel like it’d take too much to get involved(?) Or like You couldn’t make a real difference anyway.. so why bother(?) We know. Rarely does follow up coverage occur on the Nation's 'Big-4', major corporate media outlets, (which in reality are all owned by the same entity) They’ve been thinking, “Maybe it’s hightime the Nation’s ‘Information -Highways get a little re-vamp action?! !!!” ~sounds like good news, right? Let’s TALK about it! ~We invented, (discovered), the internet as a Nation. As a Daamn Nation, believe it or not, now we are behind when it comes to online-capabilities. This isn’t to say we don’t have a wider ease of access to greater content, & this definitely isn’t to complain about what a Privilege it is to possess such potential. (The average middle-class-folk today is better informed than the President was forty five years ago!) (Additionally, blue-collar-class people today live like the lucky Luxuriant kings one hundred fifty years ago!) We digress… rather, what We’re attempting to say is that our total-sum ‘internet-infrastructure’ is failing in comparison. *We’ve heard speculation for a while now that the time of unregulated internet - is Over. Imagine all web addresses filtered through a Federal database before We can access them ... Imagine a watercolor rendition of North Koreas(?) It could be ushered in all at once, as 'Patriot Act 2.4', or more slowly through increased censorship & governmental 'shadow-banning'. -"To 'Shadow-ban' is to go behind the scenes & alter {a videos} availability to any given audience. Creating algorithms to 'down post' without actually taking the post down."dk We felt this all compounded by Our country's politically-dividing 'Educational writing'… ..(“GAY”) Magnified by China’s contribution of culturally-devising -a 30sec-span- attention-generational-‘tik-tok'~timing’. We figured it's high-time We start~finding other means of strategizing-- together! -- We can (& Do!) believe in *Freedom of Speech - {While still deeming necessary the ensuing {Limited} restrictions that are on said freedom.} ...ever told a dad-joke on an airplane, accidentally saying, " da BoMb " !? )- {consequences of which aren't pretty!}- but maybe We'll better relate to the 'pre-paternal-period'{IF so ... ever nervously flicked a lighter while walking through an airport with your friends, repeatedly trying to convey something, louder & louder too because it's just 'so-Daamn-crowded'... "...Bong... .....BoNg.. ..." ...Ok,Ok,Ok ... We'll cut to the point. We discovered the simple concept of a 'pay-wall'. This is what We'll call, 'content protected from regulatory transit & transactions'. In other words- 'They'll struggle more shutting Us down on Our own website.' A paywall is 'privatized internet'- still regulated... now, by Us ! To talk freely - is to think! - Those of you who know Us know We love to talk! For those less aware of Our work, We've been passionately creating such a thing for Us since January of 2020 - We established ' @DaamnTalk '. A private, protected community for Us to share together in an easy, comfortable setting. Locals.com was created for this purpose, (by @DaveRubin). DaamnTalk can be found on said platform. (This should be refreshing to read for once; ‘This whole ‘śpeal is a ploy to get’cha to subscribe -SerIoUSly! We’d love for ‘Ya to be a part of the beginning of something that'll be Huge! *DaamnTalk IS an episodic series of interesting, unscripted interviews featuring 'DaamnWorthy' content: positively-political, predominantly- philosophical, potentially-pardonable, spirituality-infused creative content. If you'd like to keep the conversation going, Join Us WHEREVER you get your social media! *simply type in ' DaamnTalk ' (or) 'DailyDaamn' -(the daily news-snippet blog) It only takes 2 to Talk ! 'Visit us on www.daamntalk.com & let's keep the contemplation continuing in conducive credence.' Like We’ve said, "Contemplation is Great; Free-discussion is Necessary ! "-dk Thanks for your time - Hope to *Talk soon! -DaamnKam

Does protecting "free", "open" internet access here in the United S of A’ matter to You? Us too. We feel Freedom of Speech is the foundation that holds the workings of Our Great Democratic Republic, protecting our nations ‘digital highways’, (socio-online-infrastructure). Maybe your thinking, “large news cycles aren't a problem when I’m chill with simply 'Surfing' the Wild West’’ —oops-**Webb)- HOWEVER- This is arguably to blame for the death of independent-journalistic-coverage in mainstream media!-(We’ll say, “the death of the ease-of-access to credible independent journalists’.) Does Todays fast paced news cycle lead to brief coverage & little chance to land with you? (We feel stories impact Us when recognized & registered on an individual basis, only then can any potential outcome be acted out (which often doesn't happen when the story's only run once). Does it feel like it’d take too much to get involved(?) Or like You couldn’t make a real difference anyway.. so why bother(?) We know. Rarely does follow up coverage occur on the Nation's 'Big-4', major corporate media outlets, (which in reality are all owned by the same entity) They’ve been thinking, “Maybe it’s hightime the Nation’s ‘Information -Highways get a little re-vamp action?! !!!” ~sounds like good news, right? Let’s TALK about it! ~We invented, (discovered), the internet as a Nation. As a Daamn Nation, believe it or not, now we are behind when it comes to online-capabilities. This isn’t to say we don’t have a wider ease of access to greater content, & this definitely isn’t to complain about what a Privilege it is to possess such potential. (The average middle-class-folk today is better informed than the President was forty five years ago!) (Additionally, blue-collar-class people today live like the lucky Luxuriant kings one hundred fifty years ago!) We digress… rather, what We’re attempting to say is that our total-sum ‘internet-infrastructure’ is failing in comparison. *We’ve heard speculation for a while now that the time of unregulated internet - is Over. Imagine all web addresses filtered through a Federal database before We can access them ... Imagine a watercolor rendition of North Koreas(?) It could be ushered in all at once, as 'Patriot Act 2.4', or more slowly through increased censorship & governmental 'shadow-banning'. -"To 'Shadow-ban' is to go behind the scenes & alter {a videos} availability to any given audience. Creating algorithms to 'down post' without actually taking the post down."dk We felt this all compounded by Our country's politically-dividing 'Educational writing'… ..(“GAY”) Magnified by China’s contribution of culturally-devising -a 30sec-span- attention-generational-‘tik-tok'~timing’. We figured it's high-time We start~finding other means of strategizing-- together! -- We can (& Do!) believe in *Freedom of Speech - {While still deeming necessary the ensuing {Limited} restrictions that are on said freedom.} ...ever told a dad-joke on an airplane, accidentally saying, " da BoMb " !? )- {consequences of which aren't pretty!}- but maybe We'll better relate to the 'pre-paternal-period'{IF so ... ever nervously flicked a lighter while walking through an airport with your friends, repeatedly trying to convey something, louder & louder too because it's just 'so-Daamn-crowded'... "...Bong... .....BoNg.. ..." ...Ok,Ok,Ok ... We'll cut to the point. We discovered the simple concept of a 'pay-wall'. This is what We'll call, 'content protected from regulatory transit & transactions'. In other words- 'They'll struggle more shutting Us down on Our own website.' A paywall is 'privatized internet'- still regulated... now, by Us ! To talk freely - is to think! - Those of you who know Us know We love to talk! For those less aware of Our work, We've been passionately creating such a thing for Us since January of 2020 - We established ' @DaamnTalk '. A private, protected community for Us to share together in an easy, comfortable setting. Locals.com was created for this purpose, (by @DaveRubin). DaamnTalk can be found on said platform. (This should be refreshing to read for once; ‘This whole ‘śpeal is a ploy to get’cha to subscribe -SerIoUSly! We’d love for ‘Ya to be a part of the beginning of something that'll be Huge! *DaamnTalk IS an episodic series of interesting, unscripted interviews featuring 'DaamnWorthy' content: positively-political, predominantly- philosophical, potentially-pardonable, spirituality-infused creative content. If you'd like to keep the conversation going, Join Us WHEREVER you get your social media! *simply type in ' DaamnTalk ' (or) 'DailyDaamn' -(the daily news-snippet blog) It only takes 2 to Talk ! 'Visit us on www.daamntalk.com & let's keep the contemplation continuing in conducive credence.' Like We’ve said, "Contemplation is Great; Free-discussion is Necessary ! "-dk Thanks for your time - Hope to *Talk soon! -DaamnKam

Does protecting "free", "open" internet access here in the United S of A’ matter to You? Us too. We feel Freedom of Speech is the foundation that holds the workings of Our Great Democratic Republic, protecting our nations ‘digital highways’, (socio-online-infrastructure). Maybe your thinking, “large news cycles aren't a problem when I’m chill with simply 'Surfing' the Wild West’’ —oops-**Webb)- HOWEVER- This is arguably to blame for the death of independent-journalistic-coverage in mainstream media!-(We’ll say, “the death of the ease-of-access to credible independent journalists’.) Does Todays fast paced news cycle lead to brief coverage & little chance to land with you? (We feel stories impact Us when recognized & registered on an individual basis, only then can any potential outcome be acted out (which often doesn't happen when the story's only run once). Does it feel like it’d take too much to get involved(?) Or like You couldn’t make a real difference anyway.. so why bother(?) We know. Rarely does follow up coverage occur on the Nation's 'Big-4', major corporate media outlets, (which in reality are all owned by the same entity) They’ve been thinking, “Maybe it’s hightime the Nation’s ‘Information -Highways get a little re-vamp action?! !!!” ~sounds like good news, right? Let’s TALK about it! ~We invented, (discovered), the internet as a Nation. As a Daamn Nation, believe it or not, now we are behind when it comes to online-capabilities. This isn’t to say we don’t have a wider ease of access to greater content, & this definitely isn’t to complain about what a Privilege it is to possess such potential. (The average middle-class-folk today is better informed than the President was forty five years ago!) (Additionally, blue-collar-class people today live like the lucky Luxuriant kings one hundred fifty years ago!) We digress… rather, what We’re attempting to say is that our total-sum ‘internet-infrastructure’ is failing in comparison. *We’ve heard speculation for a while now that the time of unregulated internet - is Over. Imagine all web addresses filtered through a Federal database before We can access them ... Imagine a watercolor rendition of North Koreas(?) It could be ushered in all at once, as 'Patriot Act 2.4', or more slowly through increased censorship & governmental 'shadow-banning'. -"To 'Shadow-ban' is to go behind the scenes & alter {a videos} availability to any given audience. Creating algorithms to 'down post' without actually taking the post down."dk We felt this all compounded by Our country's politically-dividing 'Educational writing'… ..(“GAY”) Magnified by China’s contribution of culturally-devising -a 30sec-span- attention-generational-‘tik-tok'~timing’. We figured it's high-time We start~finding other means of strategizing-- together! -- We can (& Do!) believe in *Freedom of Speech - {While still deeming necessary the ensuing {Limited} restrictions that are on said freedom.} ...ever told a dad-joke on an airplane, accidentally saying, " da BoMb " !? )- {consequences of which aren't pretty!}- but maybe We'll better relate to the 'pre-paternal-period'{IF so ... ever nervously flicked a lighter while walking through an airport with your friends, repeatedly trying to convey something, louder & louder too because it's just 'so-Daamn-crowded'... "...Bong... .....BoNg.. ..." ...Ok,Ok,Ok ... We'll cut to the point. We discovered the simple concept of a 'pay-wall'. This is what We'll call, 'content protected from regulatory transit & transactions'. In other words- 'They'll struggle more shutting Us down on Our own website.' A paywall is 'privatized internet'- still regulated... now, by Us ! To talk freely - is to think! - Those of you who know Us know We love to talk! For those less aware of Our work, We've been passionately creating such a thing for Us since January of 2020 - We established ' @DaamnTalk '. A private, protected community for Us to share together in an easy, comfortable setting. Locals.com was created for this purpose, (by @DaveRubin). DaamnTalk can be found on said platform. (This should be refreshing to read for once; ‘This whole ‘śpeal is a ploy to get’cha to subscribe -SerIoUSly! We’d love for ‘Ya to be a part of the beginning of something that'll be Huge! *DaamnTalk IS an episodic series of interesting, unscripted interviews featuring 'DaamnWorthy' content: positively-political, predominantly- philosophical, potentially-pardonable, spirituality-infused creative content. If you'd like to keep the conversation going, Join Us WHEREVER you get your social media! *simply type in ' DaamnTalk ' (or) 'DailyDaamn' -(the daily news-snippet blog) It only takes 2 to Talk ! 'Visit us on www.daamntalk.com & let's keep the contemplation continuing in conducive credence.' Like We’ve said, "Contemplation is Great; Free-discussion is Necessary ! "-dk Thanks for your time - Hope to *Talk soon! -DaamnKam

Does protecting "free", "open" internet access here in the United S of A’ matter to You? Us too. We feel Freedom of Speech is the foundation that holds the workings of Our Great Democratic Republic, protecting our nations ‘digital highways’, (socio-online-infrastructure). Maybe your thinking, “large news cycles aren't a problem when I’m chill with simply 'Surfing' the Wild West’’ —oops-**Webb)- HOWEVER- This is arguably to blame for the death of independent-journalistic-coverage in mainstream media!-(We’ll say, “the death of the ease-of-access to credible independent journalists’.) Does Todays fast paced news cycle lead to brief coverage & little chance to land with you? (We feel stories impact Us when recognized & registered on an individual basis, only then can any potential outcome be acted out (which often doesn't happen when the story's only run once). Does it feel like it’d take too much to get involved(?) Or like You couldn’t make a real difference anyway.. so why bother(?) We know. Rarely does follow up coverage occur on the Nation's 'Big-4', major corporate media outlets, (which in reality are all owned by the same entity) They’ve been thinking, “Maybe it’s hightime the Nation’s ‘Information -Highways get a little re-vamp action?! !!!” ~sounds like good news, right? Let’s TALK about it! ~We invented, (discovered), the internet as a Nation. As a Daamn Nation, believe it or not, now we are behind when it comes to online-capabilities. This isn’t to say we don’t have a wider ease of access to greater content, & this definitely isn’t to complain about what a Privilege it is to possess such potential. (The average middle-class-folk today is better informed than the President was forty five years ago!) (Additionally, blue-collar-class people today live like the lucky Luxuriant kings one hundred fifty years ago!) We digress… rather, what We’re attempting to say is that our total-sum ‘internet-infrastructure’ is failing in comparison. *We’ve heard speculation for a while now that the time of unregulated internet - is Over. Imagine all web addresses filtered through a Federal database before We can access them ... Imagine a watercolor rendition of North Koreas(?) It could be ushered in all at once, as 'Patriot Act 2.4', or more slowly through increased censorship & governmental 'shadow-banning'. -"To 'Shadow-ban' is to go behind the scenes & alter {a videos} availability to any given audience. Creating algorithms to 'down post' without actually taking the post down."dk We felt this all compounded by Our country's politically-dividing 'Educational writing'… ..(“GAY”) Magnified by China’s contribution of culturally-devising -a 30sec-span- attention-generational-‘tik-tok'~timing’. We figured it's high-time We start~finding other means of strategizing-- together! -- We can (& Do!) believe in *Freedom of Speech - {While still deeming necessary the ensuing {Limited} restrictions that are on said freedom.} ...ever told a dad-joke on an airplane, accidentally saying, " da BoMb " !? )- {consequences of which aren't pretty!}- but maybe We'll better relate to the 'pre-paternal-period'{IF so ... ever nervously flicked a lighter while walking through an airport with your friends, repeatedly trying to convey something, louder & louder too because it's just 'so-Daamn-crowded'... "...Bong... .....BoNg.. ..." ...Ok,Ok,Ok ... We'll cut to the point. We discovered the simple concept of a 'pay-wall'. This is what We'll call, 'content protected from regulatory transit & transactions'. In other words- 'They'll struggle more shutting Us down on Our own website.' A paywall is 'privatized internet'- still regulated... now, by Us ! To talk freely - is to think! - Those of you who know Us know We love to talk! For those less aware of Our work, We've been passionately creating such a thing for Us since January of 2020 - We established ' @DaamnTalk '. A private, protected community for Us to share together in an easy, comfortable setting. Locals.com was created for this purpose, (by @DaveRubin). DaamnTalk can be found on said platform. (This should be refreshing to read for once; ‘This whole ‘śpeal is a ploy to get’cha to subscribe -SerIoUSly! We’d love for ‘Ya to be a part of the beginning of something that'll be Huge! *DaamnTalk IS an episodic series of interesting, unscripted interviews featuring 'DaamnWorthy' content: positively-political, predominantly- philosophical, potentially-pardonable, spirituality-infused creative content. If you'd like to keep the conversation going, Join Us WHEREVER you get your social media! *simply type in ' DaamnTalk ' (or) 'DailyDaamn' -(the daily news-snippet blog) It only takes 2 to Talk ! 'Visit us on www.daamntalk.com & let's keep the contemplation continuing in conducive credence.' Like We’ve said, "Contemplation is Great; Free-discussion is Necessary ! "-dk Thanks for your time - Hope to *Talk soon! -DaamnKam

Does protecting "free", "open" internet access here in the United S of A’ matter to You? Us too. We feel Freedom of Speech is the foundation that holds the workings of Our Great Democratic Republic, protecting our nations ‘digital highways’, (socio-online-infrastructure). Maybe your thinking, “large news cycles aren't a problem when I’m chill with simply 'Surfing' the Wild West’’ —oops-**Webb)- HOWEVER- This is arguably to blame for the death of independent-journalistic-coverage in mainstream media!-(We’ll say, “the death of the ease-of-access to credible independent journalists’.) Does Todays fast paced news cycle lead to brief coverage & little chance to land with you? (We feel stories impact Us when recognized & registered on an individual basis, only then can any potential outcome be acted out (which often doesn't happen when the story's only run once). Does it feel like it’d take too much to get involved(?) Or like You couldn’t make a real difference anyway.. so why bother(?) We know. Rarely does follow up coverage occur on the Nation's 'Big-4', major corporate media outlets, (which in reality are all owned by the same entity) They’ve been thinking, “Maybe it’s hightime the Nation’s ‘Information -Highways get a little re-vamp action?! !!!” ~sounds like good news, right? Let’s TALK about it! ~We invented, (discovered), the internet as a Nation. As a Daamn Nation, believe it or not, now we are behind when it comes to online-capabilities. This isn’t to say we don’t have a wider ease of access to greater content, & this definitely isn’t to complain about what a Privilege it is to possess such potential. (The average middle-class-folk today is better informed than the President was forty five years ago!) (Additionally, blue-collar-class people today live like the lucky Luxuriant kings one hundred fifty years ago!) We digress… rather, what We’re attempting to say is that our total-sum ‘internet-infrastructure’ is failing in comparison. *We’ve heard speculation for a while now that the time of unregulated internet - is Over. Imagine all web addresses filtered through a Federal database before We can access them ... Imagine a watercolor rendition of North Koreas(?) It could be ushered in all at once, as 'Patriot Act 2.4', or more slowly through increased censorship & governmental 'shadow-banning'. -"To 'Shadow-ban' is to go behind the scenes & alter {a videos} availability to any given audience. Creating algorithms to 'down post' without actually taking the post down."dk We felt this all compounded by Our country's politically-dividing 'Educational writing'… ..(“GAY”) Magnified by China’s contribution of culturally-devising -a 30sec-span- attention-generational-‘tik-tok'~timing’. We figured it's high-time We start~finding other means of strategizing-- together! -- We can (& Do!) believe in *Freedom of Speech - {While still deeming necessary the ensuing {Limited} restrictions that are on said freedom.} ...ever told a dad-joke on an airplane, accidentally saying, " da BoMb " !? )- {consequences of which aren't pretty!}- but maybe We'll better relate to the 'pre-paternal-period'{IF so ... ever nervously flicked a lighter while walking through an airport with your friends, repeatedly trying to convey something, louder & louder too because it's just 'so-Daamn-crowded'... "...Bong... .....BoNg.. ..." ...Ok,Ok,Ok ... We'll cut to the point. We discovered the simple concept of a 'pay-wall'. This is what We'll call, 'content protected from regulatory transit & transactions'. In other words- 'They'll struggle more shutting Us down on Our own website.' A paywall is 'privatized internet'- still regulated... now, by Us ! To talk freely - is to think! - Those of you who know Us know We love to talk! For those less aware of Our work, We've been passionately creating such a thing for Us since January of 2020 - We established ' @DaamnTalk '. A private, protected community for Us to share together in an easy, comfortable setting. Locals.com was created for this purpose, (by @DaveRubin). DaamnTalk can be found on said platform. (This should be refreshing to read for once; ‘This whole ‘śpeal is a ploy to get’cha to subscribe -SerIoUSly! We’d love for ‘Ya to be a part of the beginning of something that'll be Huge! *DaamnTalk IS an episodic series of interesting, unscripted interviews featuring 'DaamnWorthy' content: positively-political, predominantly- philosophical, potentially-pardonable, spirituality-infused creative content. If you'd like to keep the conversation going, Join Us WHEREVER you get your social media! *simply type in ' DaamnTalk ' (or) 'DailyDaamn' -(the daily news-snippet blog) It only takes 2 to Talk ! 'Visit us on www.daamntalk.com & let's keep the contemplation continuing in conducive credence.' Like We’ve said, "Contemplation is Great; Free-discussion is Necessary ! "-dk Thanks for your time - Hope to *Talk soon! -DaamnKam

Since Our absence from Our sons life, a lot has transpired, by the grace of ‘God’ - We’ll celebrate 3 years of #Recovery from drugs & alcohol on March 17th of this year, 2023. Though it hasn’t all been great. Also suffered a psychological breakdown in recovery, days after Our son was taken out of our life; ultimately diagnosed with schizo-disorder & have since changed Our way of being! (Not just geographically!) 😏 We are stable once again & working towards a vision for life. Nermak Muzik (Bringing it back ‘round to Our son.) His entire situation couldn’t have improved as we’d hoped. During the filming of this video, Unbeknownst to Us, Our Boy Muzik was flown off island by helicopter to a prominent mainland hospital with “Serious respiratory issues” & placed in intensive care for 5 days. Our sons mom, who is still making horrendous allegations, [Lies], (new ones), almost 2 years after she had Us, (Son’s Father), legally removed (?) [She didn’t provide 1 exhibit in court to back up any of her claims-still got order] -Causing Us to get passionately involved with #FathersRights *Many people are a little narcissistic, especially addicts like Us! -some more than others & some are a truly diagnosable #narcissist, #Narcissistic Personality : a disconnect between emotion & action. More specifically, folks with NPD are more prone to sufficiently ‘mirror’ people into liking them (‘mirroring’ is an act of imitating the behaviors one believes the other to find desirable in themselves), causing them to unknowingly ‘fall in love with themself.) Those with NPD have trouble identifying their own role in things, seeing how their behavior emotionally effects those around them, tracing real-life ‘effects’ back to any particular ‘causes’. Often compartmentalize &/or use some aspect, some ‘facet in fact’, to manipulate the creation of an ongoing false narrative. (Sprinkle it with truth so it’ll go down as such.) However elaborate, a large majority of what We’ve read/seen/heard from her (about Us) -is not true! Plain & simple; We stay quiet because there’s not much point in the alternative (with his mother). Consequent information in new light; Our son is being raised by a very, ‘spiritually sick’ person. Shes called her sons dad, a “rapist”! To even put that out there!?-now for Our son & who knows what he’ll ever be able to fully believe when he asks. Wondering, worried Beyond words… Never. Ever. And what else is she capable of fabricating (?) Truthfully , we’ve no idea as We’re now prohibited from even seeking pictures of him 🥺 We’ve no recent Knowledge of Our son (or her). What We do know - & write this to acknowledge- *Her conduct since conception has put Our son in jeopardy. Facts. This conduct, like mine before Us, is not healthy for the little one! Unfortunately I didn’t exercise much of a ‘voice’ in the relationship because, up until then, I was just ‘step-dad’, & a relatively newer one at that. Usually creating tension was best avoided, *communication was Our #1 problem & ultimately the reason I moved myself out in Nov.2020. Before that, Living at her apartment once Our son was born, I had to pick & choose where to put down the proverbial foot. Now, in hindsight, I see I made the biggest deal of her THC & #Nicotine usage while #pregnant & then while nursing our baby boy. (Bringing this up at the doctors office caused such an ‘argument’ afterwards, I was met with the silent treatment for 5 whole consecutive days.) Eventually I just bought air purifier’s for all over the house & she didn’t have to cease vaping indoors.) Since my absence, a lot has transpired, by the grace of ‘God’ - I celebrated 2 years in #Recovery from drugs & alcohol on March 17th of this year. Though it hasn’t all been great. Also suffered a psychological breakdown last year, days after Our son was taken out of our life; ultimately diagnosed with schizo-disorder & have since changed Our way of being! (Not just geographically!) 😏 I am stable once again & working towards a vision for life. Nermak Muzik (Bringing it back ‘round to Our son.) His entire situation couldn’t have improved as we’d hoped - based on his moms behavior alone - providing it’s a toxic environment. From discovering Muzik has premature asthma …. To the execution of legalities that unjustifiably prohibit her own son from having a relationship with his loving, biological father - believing it to be a means of ‘getting back at me’. Maybe for any # of the actual, justifiable resentments she’s harbored.