why mourn the world's misunderstanding

tyler's mom just prayed for me
i know i'm unkempt, kempt must be boring
i'm supposed to be this way
i'd be doing myself and everyone else a disservice to not be myself
no matter how many find it problematic to not do "what i'm supposed to do"
doesn't get easier or better, you just no longer give a shit
fitting in with an illogical, materialist (demonic) society
instantaneous connection with God people
modern people will never understand us
they could pull a fast one at the last min who knows