got this gift as a result of that painful thing

disappointment once again
making people angry cos i try to be nice and do right and be everybody's friend
it doesn't ever work out for me in the end
i wish i was a stronger person
i still make a lotta mistakes, i keep making the same one over and over
oh these separate parts of me
standing my ground about things i am passionate about but regular ass life shit not so much
vagina between my legs, it's what God wanted not ag
unsettling feeling always