gotta go back to my little cubby now...

sometimes i wish i was just like everybody else
they're mad cos i'm not going fast enough, imagine that
i can oblige when it makes sense to oblige
this game that everybody is playin but me
i'm over here can't chu see
envy of the sheep sometimes
i wonder if the sheep look at me just the same but won't say it
i do wonder how i function
whatever this is i guess it's working
haven't killed myself or relapsed or quit comedy
happy when i'm in my zone but...
i couldn't help but push judson away
i really tried but this is futile after a while
i share my life w/ me & God
relationships are such a burden
ahhh fuck...yeah that's not positive amy
if God wants us to be together it will happen
had a moral obligation to be totally honest
i really lucked out finding this guy
constantly have a guilt complex
every day is a confessional for me