paranoia has guided my life decisions (thank you trauma!)

multiple fans today
oscillating fan inside motor vehicle
you guys know how much i hate...
the more organized the more likely it is to be a cult
way too easy for terrible people to blend in with people not so terrible
canaan whichard not caymen pritchard
it's only funny to me & God
"so lucky to not have some pedophile guiding me thru the woods"
always seemed fishy to me
thanks to my foster care experience too terrible to remember
paranoia has guided my life decisions (thank you trauma!)
distrustful of authority/organizations/govts
never had a period of innnocence where i didn't know the world was a bad place
a lotta people are very disillusioned right now specifically about their country
maybe it was all a lie...