to connect the dots...my name in gematria

that's all i do every day hahaha
never positive dots that i am connecting
a lotta unrelatable dots...the problems w/ mental illness
spillness is too much
and this is why it's good to have God
easing God out...as they say in AA
take what fits n leave the rest...another saying
i really need a cold brew
internally punching myself
you'll be home in 20min and you can pass out on the floor again
totally did that!