everybody is playing dress up all the time

i have found my green notebook
sometimes i think that God hides things from me
david bowie, heroes
stuff is always in the one place that i don't look
maybe i'm not meant to have my debit card
keep talking about this i know
even better...expensive ass books but worth it
snarl marx and his gay-ass lover freidrich
45 communist goals...scary ass shit
fuck ronald reagan
illuminati eye right there
permit free trade regardless of commie affiliation
get control of the schools, john dewey
did yawl see, meaningless art
homosexuality, degeneracy normalized
hopefully i will be able to finish this book in a month
big biz infiltrated
*oppose communist goals
yeah this book is gonna depress the hell outta me
i cry like this a lot yawl, just thinking about how terrible this world is
i wanna save all the people like me, i dunno if i wanna save this country but i wanna salvage the good if i can
no point in continuing on w/out hope
once the dream dies i die
really daunting aspect of mental illness but still accurate when explaining humanity
we can be heroes just for one day
this is me thinking
ya ever sat around n thought stuff
it doesn't feel good, it feels horrible to think
i love hamburgers this much, is that a good illustration
another holiday that i slept straight thru
my fave holiday even tho it's pagan (every holiday is pagan)
maybe i should wear the hamburger costume every day
i really wanna believe in the future of the song
my fave song by lcd soundsystem...all i want about james murphy's divorce, tribute guitar riff
my art is good cos it's really personal
i hold back on my life, art is a release
freeist person in this whole country due to all the stuff i don't do
arlo wants to eat
a lotta white boards
crazy rainbow, how apropo
at least 25x in the shower this happens
imma read this book and throw up and then this book too
all these books coming my way for my bocket a slop
i need an additional bocket for all my slop
live in the dream always, this world is a fucking nightmare
God will work His way into yer imagination
get the fuck off psych meds/birth control
drink as much coffee as possible (this might not be an intuitive thought from God)
abolish the sob since the govt doesn't work for us
genZ kids will send my crazy ass out into the world
yt already feels commie enough and i hate it
gotta make myself a smoothe n feed my cats