calmER, this is as good as it gets

you don't plan a ptsd episode
no, don't want attention, DRAW attention
you can go thru this, you don't have to take meds
maybe there's a reason for psych probs
what's wrong w/ being sad and bitter towards the world
maybe you are smarter to be cogniscant of that information
maybe i feel the fuck outta stuff becuz that's the way we are supposed to be
i am such a rare bird over here that feels things
i think i'm just mad today
i just want out of this fucking world
anytime you can see the future people will tell you are hallucinating
one min running a red light, laughing. next min ptsd ep on interstate, going numb
senses, heightened (most people have no senses at all it seems)
so you thought you were doin good for the world...lemme school you
the man in my head tells me to calm my ass down
try not to run over any more curbs
tempted to smoke some weed but we got cbd
...but i love to do the tango w/ satan (kidding, kidding)
bob marley is paraphrasing Psalm 118:22
re-inact the future here
this is murphy's law out the ass
one of the reasons i quit drinking
nobody can comprehend the magnitude of this