i know you're not there anymore, pansie

we're back
driving under the influence...
my relapse after 3 years of sobriety
God's grace or just good with police?
life as a barfly for a whole month
always the same people doin karaoke thinkin they're so important
love the fuck outta karaoke
vicariously drunk is way more fun
natural performer due to internalizing
this world tells you to react/externalize
everybody is trained to develop borderline personality
congrats non-sheep with self-awareness
i'd buy you a bottle/cigs/tea/whatever you do
my biggest problem with coffee
feelin good today due to last night's meltdown
not eating affects my breasticles
MY BOOBIES!
if i were to have a husband (why would i)
how can i feed my husband when i can't feed myself
i eat my thoughts/feelings (literally, NO FOOD)
don't not take care of yoself all cos the world don't take care of itself
the problem w/ 12 step programs
when i worked @ the goodwill
my stash in the maternity section
the devil says make another pot of coffee