Lord, Liar, Lunatic, Legend foundations of christjungity (reupload)

one of my deleted videos because I was afraid of being a heretic
recent developments and looking back at god's relationship with me, such as synchronicity essentially lying to me to my face, but ultimately my taking it seriously resulting in prophecies (from friends and family) being fulfilled lead me to believe jesus was a little cracked in the head, a little fraudulent in some ways, but still regardless ultimately guided by god to fulfill his purpose for the benefit of mankind (a noble lie in the truest sense of the term underlying a general direction towards the truth in greater capacity than before)
my christjungity project is due to the fact I believe god is telling me to relay this information about his true nature for those who have trouble believing in god at all due to the magic tricks that one is supposed to believe in if they're truly christian