psychiatrists versus god

the two videos where I describe my view of how god operates towards people, for reference to what I'm saying in this video
the mental health system did nothing that a priest couldn't have done in my case and in fact made things worse
also, synchronicity started by people talking almost exactly as if answering a thought I had 2 seconds prior for about 50 times in 4 months and then pointing me towards the less obvious signs now
https://rumble.com/v5an13h-atheists-in-heaven-and-a-lack-of-hell.html
https://rumble.com/v5an2vx-the-hiddenness-of-god-from-us-in-this-life.html