it's very sad that most people are unwilling to do any more than the bare minimum

one last thing vortex...
accommodating to my all or nothing personality rather than fighting it
i have to turn my drug use into a system
i really miss smoking a joint after work on my way home
instead of lying to myself i try to just accept these things
i wish i could figure out a way to drink that wouldn't kill me
there are certain things that i will always suck at due to how my brain functions
you are victimizing other people when you refuse to work on yourself