sole purpose n soul purpose is to create

not crying is way more of a problem
feeling sumin (anything) is a problem?
i always felt like an extra human
people don't wanna be livin...
this sounded like a country song for a brief moment
if you don't have this understanding you won't have hope in yourself
the direction your life goes is up to you
w/out self-awareness you can't do anything different
you chose for that to be in front of you whether you realize it or not
man i am such a dude, i can see why i always get called sir
it's not just me i gotta worry about but there's so much that could happen
i'm surprised i don't have anxiety about driving considering...
enough accidents to last me a lifetime
enough panic attacks to last me 5 lifetimes
put myself thru the ringer just to say that i did that shit
woke up in piss on my own volition...that's what booze does to women
luckily 13 years ago i fucked up so bad that the ambulance got called on me...
impeccable timing right there
...and then i blacked out
i mean it was a restaurant n all, most people are alcoholics
it pains me to say that the last drink i'll ever have (God willing) was a can of pbr in the shower
i used to be a total degenerate
man that gum is killing me
did yawl hear that...somebody just hit the curb which once again was impeccable timing given the subject matter i am discussing
ain't nobody gonna be using their phone any less
this culture is a nationwide abortion