belonging to God instead of a man is better *1 Corinthians 7:8

i love this keyboard so much
i thoroughly enjoy making music if you can even call it that
i may not take it any further than this car
what if it's all the things?
according to the world, i could do so much more but i'm sitting right here
sometimes i hate this about myself but let's make it clear how much i hate this world
everything is a sacrifice
giving anything to the internet does feel like an abortion
i wonder about my mother, i have to guess that she probably committed suicide
this has always weighed me down
sometimes i get sad cos i don't have a baby in my belly but i genuinely don't want one, i'm too much already
i imagine myself in my mom's belly
she allowed the world to have me n the world just rejects me
God never takes it personally
Jesus's followers are sensitive in a way that doesn't seem to work for em
it would do you some good to be uncomfortable
i am losing my voice, can you hear
lemon water w/ electrolytes
i almost started crying again so we are moving on
my mother made a sacrifice for me
i hate the internet n i would rather our meeting be organic
i hate how society has allowed this
at least i read the Bible, avidly (i have no choice really)
that bass line is pretty cool
you win some, you lose some