imma make you believe that this toothpick is a cigarette

taking you back to 1971
man that shot of my camcorder filming this is pretty sick
people are not conscious in america so it gets kinda depressing
this bothers me more than it should but i pick up on a lotta energy around me
i hate these whiney ass mfs
i don't really want my mindset to change,
so easy to be tainted by the world n its' stupid ass inhabitants
the world is bad due to the stupid n the unconscious
this bitch at the grocery store that's waited on me 3 x now
if only i had a dick...
i'm living various lives inside my head
even in a fantasy we couldn't make em happy
cindy crawford beauty mark on this gal
no makeup, very simple n genuine...CLASSIC woman
most people think i'm funny even the ones that hate my guts
if i keep talking they won't like me
it took me almost 40yrs but i finally made my dad laugh
i don't underestimate that relationship anymore cos i spent over 30 yrs not having a good one w/ my parents
the state needs $ bad n not enough drunk drivers i suppose
i have to be mindful of this new law
i just hold the camcorder but i know it looks suspicious
i never hold it right anyway but since i am talking pretty much nonstop it makes sense to always focus on my mouth haha
sometimes i stare off into the distance *the dull moment in the video but the best moment of the day for ag
contrary to these videos i actually don't like this about myself, i told God i would showcase what i do
women and women 2.0 aka"men" talking nonstop is indicative of mental illness
why would they give a shit about what i'm talking to myself about
those brief pauses are just breathtaking
what a nice little breather from all the jibber jabber
not disassociating but giving speeches
willingly checking out...drugs???
i didn't remember haha but i'm doing it right now a whole wk later
it is a part of the "psychosis" experience, detaching from reality which could mean any number of things