self-absorption due to obsessiveness not maliciousness

20min til we do this amazing service
the akathist of thanksgiving
i am very serious when it comes to religion but not too serious
i never thought i'd memorize the entire Creed
now there's icecream all over it cos i was practicing it at work
the protestant "church" doesn't offer 13 kontakions
an Orthodox choir vs. new age "christian" rock band
so grateful that the covid shot brought me to this place
i no longer deal w/ anxiety like at all
no longer hounding anyone about their medical decisions
trusting the process n having faith that things will work out whether or not you agree
even if it's painful, terrible or God forbid BORING
once again, goin back to Romans
i love how i got totally side tracked cos i was originally gonna talk about criticism
the more texts that i receive the more i realize that he must be idealizing me
sexual harassment is a thing, oh well
i will never smoke pot w/ this guy ever again
this probably don't mean shit in a marijuana-friendly state
i know what's goin on w/ me, i have studied myself
i ain't no scholar, i'm not trying to win or whatever
it's so annoying how unnecessarily competitive everyone is
i am very inspired by my life
i've grown up a lot, see former channel: aim less
i didn't do anything fancy, i just smoked a lotta weed haha
i dunno how else to be
those of the world obsess about what other people of the world do
this service was a little over an hr
it's gonna be long, i should pee beforehand n it's too cold to pee outside!
this is what chu can do if you have liner notes
YES has the coolest album art, kinda like pink floyd
i hardly ever stop while i'm ahead
i love the symmetry of that
they don't offer this on spotify
you're allowed to be a snob if you care
they don't appreciate anything. period
there's no novelty to the process
everyone is self-centered, i am just more open about it
how am i contributing to the problem
i hate hate hate hypocrites
it's super important to scour my experience for understanding
only thru God am i able to do this