you can't stop trying all becuz you miss

you have no idea how good this can be
so grateful to have struggled the way i have
i give God the glory for keeping me alive
i thrive in the knowledge that He died for me so that i could be free
it happens all the time does it not
you know how this goes, hit or miss (mostly miss)
eventually it's gonna mfing hit
my excitement becomes a hurdle
maybe i should get over this
why do i keep slippin the same way
i just wanna let God in more
at this point that tail is just their phone
ronnit n i were mocking all the psych meds
CLASSIC ronnit...showcasing pictures of her ass
shitcoms n chick flicks (same thing really)
which disorder do you wanna have to excuse not getting outta bed
it's fine to be dealing w/ this all the time
this world is shit, that's why
ag scolding herself per usual
back to the self-awareness camera crew in my head
most dunno enough about the human brain to know that i'm not that clever
you're cryin cos you're dealin
you don't ever stop crying, you just cry about different shit
why would you forsake your humanity