say reality tv 5x real slow

back to my (attempted) explanations
i know my loneliness is due to trauma
i choose the chaos in my head instead of doin what they do, it just bores me
it hurts when i push em away so it's better that i just stay over here
it sounds sad n pathetic it's just the monastic life
it is totally like her to fuck up my song
anytime they try to shame you for sumin...
this really is the gender after party
just talkin like me makes me sound like _____
i don't treat people unfairly, that's all that matters
i've always been the way that i am
society has done exactly as i'd expected
great value prophet that's it
i do it in hopes to help those like me so if you don't get shit out of it then you're not supposed to
i don't just assume that you're bad but you're probably boring
that santa is so old can't you see why we have it
every relationship i've ever been in i clawed my way out of
i hate to break it to you potential special someone...
did this fairytale ever exist
of course i'm grieving somewhat (always n forever)
that's an interesting juxtaposition
i might put rokie (xmas tree) outside
thanks but no thanks
i thrive in my solitude, sorry but no
i'm trying to get in tempo but i think it's my brain
always abusing chemicals n watching tv in every relationship
i don't watch tv naturally
society has been reality tv for quite some time, now it's too noticeable to hide
coffee on my keys, CLASSIC ag total slob example