figure out the purpose n self-pity will start lookin real stupid

i force myself to do things w/ women
most of the time i don't regret it
it's crucial to do things that we don't wanna do
i fuckin hate protocol
this is anhedonia that i am talking about
it's all too easy to use it as a crutch
we shouldn't lie to ourselves about our wiring but we also shouldn't bemoan our circumstances
americans play victim cos they're trained to sit in their shit
blame the stink on everybody but themselves
if you're gonna play in yer shit at least make a castle
why not embrace circumstance
i've always processed information n emotion waaaaay different
humanity is belittled
you've gotta know yourself n what you're dealing w/ in order to get better
don't look at it like it's a problem, eventually it won't be
i don't wanna socialize but i know it is better that i do
i very quickly pull myself out of any drama at work, i've just worked in this industry for far too long to care anymore
many excuses to keep self-destructing