am i jinxing myself showing up early

is it obvious that i brushed my harr
early for church which is very strange for me
i don't like inconveniencing other people due to selfishness
these LED lights look so tacky so i just had to buy them *i am telling myself that i am being punished by God for this impulse buy cos later today i lost my debit card, which is always for the best
wall deCAL? is that how you say it
walmart fuels depression *for the conscious ones anyway
this dinosaur was marked down to a dollar
they lie about a lotta stuff
i appreciate the novelty of dinosaurs w/out their existence having to be legit
mindlessly chatting before church is always nice