i get sad at a wedding n excited at a funeral

is this creepy, vortex
i don't feel like performing at this mic tonight
that's kyler over there
sometimes you just wanna sit in yer car n be anti-social
at least we have (plush toy) friends over here
comedy itself is really depressing
living your dream doin standup @ shitty-ass open mics
i appreciate the experience for the most part but not right now
everywhere there is a scene and that scene is lame as fuck
ronnit is the main person that i talk to
i will always be the loner kid in the corner
shit doesn't change, it's just another version
i don't wanna sound mean but i sincerely doubt friendship
people dunno what loyalty is anymore
it's more of a dysfunctional family
working towards the same goal is what unites you not much else
it's okay to be a cunt sometimes as long as i do that over here
am i supposed to be getting more outta this
i don't feel anything but disappointment
rites of passages prove life's futility
being married means way more than the actual ceremony
i hope that my funeral is off the chain
ag's funeral must include strobe light, disco ball, fog machine
hopefully it's heaven right
we put so much weight on these things and the outcasts are shitting on all of it
extremely dark perspective, we know
just b/c it's disheartening doesn't make it wrong
normies really struggled during "covid"
false sense of normalcy is what keeps people together
these mfs are the ones on their phones outside
i am a snob, i don't act like an elitus at all
i won't refuse to hang out w/ you all cos you listen to crap like limp bizkit, we forgive!