the big city was in my head the whole time

i have always lived in america
not making some concentrated effort into molding myself
it was totally making that noise
too many people, man
plus my driving already sucks
double triple quadruple take is that a ptsd thing or what
hey, i left the house
they're doing whatever they possibly can to prove that they're controlling everything just to show em i guess
doin anything beyond scratching the surface is above their pay grade
my arm is tired yawl, sari
do yawl like my sweater, today was not the appropriate time to wear a sweater (heat index warnings n shit)
this is how i talk to myself
more menacing msgs from the state
i don't respond to these state-sponsored threats very well
the west is a death cult
pagan...drug-induced...mentally ill
ten years of prophesizing BEFORE DRUGS
the same part of me that doesn't trust authority would obviously be open to psychedelic experiences
who the fuck are you to declare authority over a plant
drugs and mental illness are both a form of social deviancy
the world ain't pushing schizophrenia lemme tell you
other types of mental illness are making the elite n frenz a lotta $
super religious due to vast awareness of all the evil in and of this world
i never did it when i got home, i literally uploaded videos and then passed out on the floor haha