my feminine side is present can you tell...glory days vs. gory days

it's amusing to me how many people think i'm drinkin beer on the job
if i were gonna relapse, it wouldn't be thataway
stupid to live in the past and bemoan certain aspects of yourself
silly and counter-intuitive to refer to yourself by something that you used to do all the time
honest critique of AA meetings
many fear they will revert back to that behavior if they don't go along with the crowd
i'll call myself an alcoholic but they yelled at me for not believing it was a disease
stuck in high school or fraternity or whatever
reliving glory days or gory days...both are bad
look back and remember where you came from but don't stay there too long
i can't obsess about it anymore anyway, too much of a waste of time
damnity damn that eye is so lazy!
time flies esp when they're controlling it
ptsd proves that you are in control of where your mind goes
the ones that run everything understand consciousness very well...so that's why my biggest fuck you to all them mfs is to not be a slave the way that society unconsciously chose to be a slave
flip phone still...the glory days
i talk about it a lot cos i'm right listen to me
i need to finish this video cos things need to be said
that was andre, he's like my little brother
i miss doing what he's doing but i'm not doing it
consciousness, back to it
media, universities (jews)
churches and media (jesuits)
their understanding of the power that linguistics has
the more conscious the less you give a fuck
you focus on sumin it gets bigger n bigger
the serpent will fuck w/ you in relation to that
God is in control and way bigger than satan
satan is just jealous is all, poor thang
talking about it all the time gives these mfs even more power, taking the focus off God
in the future...well we shall see
the solution needs to be focused on instead of all this crappity crap, I NEED TO STOP FOCUSING ON THE PHONES IN A WAY THAT IS NOT CONSTRUCTIVE
...we live in america (so true!)
the problems will not cease since the emotional maturity to talk about them has disappeared plus the problems have always been one big cash grab for horrible people that we let manipulate us
some people love to have debates, i'd much rather have conversations
most are now junkies it's just sad
speaking of solutions: Bible