awareness that sucks the joy outta everythang (except solitude)

it is recording!
prayer: the original wireless connection (so true!)
that billboard is probably better than the service
i do go to the best church in the world
i can't believe i'm saying this shit
i am not really traditional, man
i drink coffee at 3am
there are plenty of good sheep out there, they know not what they do
either 12 steppin or practicing free masonry (tho it doesn't seem wise to advertise this information)
after about a year of AA meetings...
so much drama all to just stay sober one day at a time
"helping" people get exploited (due to their weakness)
fuck female sponsors
new COMEr hahahaha
i have a lotta you in my head
i miss my old sponsor clancy
fire snatch that's why, redheads are nuts
i know i got the personality of a redhead
in trying to understand, i self-destructed
fuck the laws. God is the ultimate Authority.
fuck doctors and therapists. God is the ultimate Authority.
been thinkin bout the past a lot (about to turn 37, this is why)
just one story is cray cray enough
embracing shadow self
it means way more considering...
poor thangz, i feel for em (so many are so angry and hateful towards these lost souls, that's not the way.)
getting drunk enabled me to forget myself
booze turns off conscience
i'm so very sari but i am about to forget this...
the vortex misses nothing but if you're a new subscribee...
*we looked it up the only thing we found was a blockchain website
five oh somewhere up here (wait for it)
now they got robot dogs freaky ass shit
fuck yeah i know the Lord's Voice!
first baptist, peanut butter church
life of great piety vs death of great fear, so true!
he might be a little curious
we just randomly stop in the middle of the st sometimes
if a hematoma can't change my mind, you won't either
ag crosses herself a lot
attempting to retrace my verbal steps and significantly failing
i'm the best so why wouldn't i wanna just be w/ me all day
that's the man in my head correcting me, did you hear that girly girl deep deep deep down inside my head (she comes out every once in awhile)