polemical musical baby!

paying attention is hard in america apparently
if you notice things that make them question their reality
not conscious of damn near anything
people can't wait to self destruct, pretending that ain't what they're doing
nihilistic apathetic doesn't matter cos nothin really matters
if they feel sumin they wanna throw it away
they choose emotions that make them victims
she most definitely she is a victim
they're obsessed with this narrative
they don't really care at all
as you know amy gross is also an old soul and still a child
child like that make me fun and yet annoying
that side of me that is so cynical
i'd rather be that outer child
didn't mean to change it
make due with your mistake cos you can't fake anything that happens in reality
turn it into sumin better than what it was
it's fine i'll take schizophrenia every time
i'll never unwind no matter how much it seems i've said
i choose this instead of the world
this is God's Kingdom...why would i ever wanna choose the world
...when i could choose God instead