The Broken-Hearted Prayer. (Matthew 26:36-46)

I know that I probably started to repeat myself a bit at the end there, truth is, it's that much on my heart and why I speak it. I know it because I was the inverse. The person I was before I truly submitted to HIM was one that welcomed shadow and thrived on darkness. That's not me being over the top either. I relished agony to the point where I didn't see Videodrome as even a meh movie, I thought it was underdone. If you don't know the move, Do NOT look it up. Pray in thanks you don't and that you don't yield to look it up.

I feel like there is a calling to not sleep, to be alert and focused. Alert to our focus, our surroundings, to the fact that we do not know when JESUS will return, alert to the heart and and the places that so easily are caught up in the ways of the world. The flesh is weak; it's not commentary from my, it's a quote. It's complete understanding from HIM. The ONE who knows who's hearts are really HIS and those who's hearts are not. That is why we must submit our hearts to HIM so that as we pray in our muchness, "Search my being, ABBA, Know me, and take out anything that is not of YOU and really make me live!" Psalm 139:23-24 is a beautiful prayer that HE puts in us as HE puts HIS Word in our heats, hiding it away in us that in the times of trial and darkness it is there as a source of life.