1 year ago

LYRICS
I feel like taking a drink
As soon as one thing goes wrong
Or if it goes right
It doesn't matter to me
Either way, I'm still getting loaded tonight
Oh no, I'm slipping up again
I’m flipping out for nothing
Raging out of my head
Slamming shit around and punching the walls
I fucked my whole house up and I ain't taking phone calls
I feel like taking a drink
I feel like diving to the bottom of a bottle
And I can't swim so it don't make sense
But I don't give a shit with how bad the pain gets
I've felt this way before so I know it'll pass
So insecure I'd rather sink right to the bottom of this glass
I feel like taking a drink
For some reason smoking weed ain't even helping to cope
With all these thoughts I have so often of hanging ropes in my closet
I haven't even eaten today
I think I'm starving to death
I'm like a skeleton
I’ve got no muscle left
I feel like a wreck
My life's a mess and it's all my fault
And all that I can think about is barley hops and malt
I feel like taking a drink
What the fuck is wrong with me?
It's been 8 long weeks of valleys and peaks
And I can't see the sun now
Everything is bleak
I’m bummed out
I can't even breathe
I just need some rum
Now I feel like taking a drink
Or pulling a gun out and blowing my brains onto the walls
Watch it run down
This ain't fun now it's morbid
Suicide is too touchy
Well fuck me
Then I’ll bottle it up to keep you comfy
And mix it with this bottle of pills that I got from the doctor
He said if I didn’t mix it with vodka it would solve all my problems
If I take the right kinds at the right times and exercise
And eat the right foods instead of French fries
And don't get high
I’ve tried so many times but I still wanna die
I feel like taking a drink tonight
Either that or suicide would be fine with me
But I'll just go to sleep instead
So goodnight to everybody who's still on my feed
I might be depressed but this isn’t the part where my story ends
And I’m glad we’re still friends

I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future.

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