BrewCitySynth

LYRICS I feel like taking a drink As soon as one thing goes wrong Or if it goes right It doesn't matter to me Either way, I'm still getting loaded tonight Oh no, I'm slipping up again I’m flipping out for nothing Raging out of my head Slamming shit around and punching the walls I fucked my whole house up and I ain't taking phone calls I feel like taking a drink I feel like diving to the bottom of a bottle And I can't swim so it don't make sense But I don't give a shit with how bad the pain gets I've felt this way before so I know it'll pass So insecure I'd rather sink right to the bottom of this glass I feel like taking a drink For some reason smoking weed ain't even helping to cope With all these thoughts I have so often of hanging ropes in my closet I haven't even eaten today I think I'm starving to death I'm like a skeleton I’ve got no muscle left I feel like a wreck My life's a mess and it's all my fault And all that I can think about is barley hops and malt I feel like taking a drink What the fuck is wrong with me? It's been 8 long weeks of valleys and peaks And I can't see the sun now Everything is bleak I’m bummed out I can't even breathe I just need some rum Now I feel like taking a drink Or pulling a gun out and blowing my brains onto the walls Watch it run down This ain't fun now it's morbid Suicide is too touchy Well fuck me Then I’ll bottle it up to keep you comfy And mix it with this bottle of pills that I got from the doctor He said if I didn’t mix it with vodka it would solve all my problems If I take the right kinds at the right times and exercise And eat the right foods instead of French fries And don't get high I’ve tried so many times but I still wanna die I feel like taking a drink tonight Either that or suicide would be fine with me But I'll just go to sleep instead So goodnight to everybody who's still on my feed I might be depressed but this isn’t the part where my story ends And I’m glad we’re still friends I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation #addictionrecovery #alcoholism

For the past few weeks I've been struggling deeply in my addiction recovery. There are several Tom MacDonald song's that literally saved my life during those dark times. So I made a lofi mix of his songs that help me when I'm struggling and posted it in hopes that it would help someone else. I listen to a lot of AA speakers and they say addicts can only help themselves through helping others. If these songs were saving MY life, then they damn sure could save someone else's life. Some of the songs are not on Tom's official Youtube channel, but he DOES allow people to use his copyrighted material on Youtube, so I was able to post them for people in need. I am shocked at the amount of comments I've been getting from people accusing me of trying to steal from Tom and I'm only doing this for views. I could give ZERO FUCKS about any of these views or subs. Everyone reading this, GO UNSUB FROM ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I DON'T CARE! This wasn't about subs, or money, or anything other than trying to help people so they don't kill themselves. So this is the last time I'm gonna waste my time trying to explain it to empty headed people. If you don't like that I posted the songs then stop making my channel bigger by watching and commenting. I didn't ask for any of these subs. If you would have read the video descriptions of the first Tom songs I posted you would have known exactly why I posted them. If you leave shitty comments about this then you're getting blocked from the channel. Like I said, ZERO FUCKS about subs so please leave. ALL OF YOU. I DONT NEED ANY OF YOU. And don't forget to dislike the video on your way out. Have a nice day. I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://soundcloud.com/dj-deplorable https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://soundcloud.com/dj-deplorable https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

I wrote this today for all the snowflakes in the comments talking shit and getting butthurt that I'm posting Tom MacDonald songs without ever reading the video description as to WHY I'm posting them. Eat a dick and have a nice day, but you'd probably like that cuz you're gayer than AIDS. LYRICS Dear Snowflakes, I see you blowing up in the comments Questioning my motives, why I’m posting these tracks If you read the descriptions and took a look at the facts Then you would see that I am only giving back I’m trying to help you relax when you’re feeling depressed And bring you back from the past when you’re standing on the ledge I’m not trying to be Tom, I couldn’t be if I tried I’m just a musician in recovery trying to prevent suicide And if that triggers you, fine, you don’t need to subscribe Why are you wasting your time? you should go find a life Instead of fucking with mine cuz tons of folks online Are losing focus feeling hopeless and they just wanna die And maybe posting these songs will bring them back to the light If you don’t like it you can eat a fucking dick you fucking cryass little bitches I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://soundcloud.com/dj-deplorable https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation #snowflakes

NOW! That's What I Call MENTAL HEALTH A mix of songs for people struggling with mental illness and addiction. I hope it can help someone out there. I love you guys. 💚 TRACKLIST 0:00 Good News - Mac Miller 5:47 Broken - Seether 10:01 The Search - NF 13:25 Help Me - Johnny Cash 17:23 Hold On Be Strong - Tupac 21:23 Fallen - Upchurch ft Patty Lynn 24:45 The Brightside - Lil Peep 28:22 Pain Is So Close To Pleasure - Queen 32:38 RX (Medicate) - Theory 36:27 Everything's Gonna Be Alright - David Lee Murphy & Kenny Chesney 40:15 Falling Away From Me - KoRn 44:45 Slippin' - DMX 49:47 Man Overboard - Blink-182 Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://soundcloud.com/dj-deplorable https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #mentalhealth #suicideprevention #recovery #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

I mashup of Queen and Eminem that I made back in the mid 2000s. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

Worthless Music by @Tom MacDonald #TomMacDonald

Bite My Tongue Music by @Tom MacDonald #TomMacDonald

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. We Want War Music by @Tom MacDonald #TomMacDonald

A 2Pac, Johnny Cash & Tom MacDonald mashup song I made. I make all sorts of dark sounding music. It's a reflection of the madness that's inside of me. I'm a recovering alcoholic/addict with PTSD so most of the music I make comes out pretty dark and the lyrics I write can be pretty morbid. I play the guitar, bass, and synthesizer. I also write rhymes and poems but don't normally record vocals. I might do more vocals in the future. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #punkrock #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. Just Like Me Music by @Tom MacDonald #TomMacDonald

Hate Mail Music by @Tom MacDonald #TomMacDonald

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. Beautiful Day Music by @Tom MacDonald #TomMacDonald

I made this song back around 2009. It's about my friend's whore sister. Enjoy. Help support this starving artist: https://cash.app/$BrewCitySynth http://streamlabs.com/brewcitysynth http://paypal.me/brewcitysynth https://www.patreon.com/brewcitysynth https://teespring.com/stores/brew-city-synth-shop-2 More links https://soundcloud.com/dj-deplorable https://rumble.com/user/BrewCitySynth https://brewcitysynth.bandcamp.com/ https://music.apple.com/us/artist/brew-city-synth/1556393806 https://open.spotify.com/artist/57f0lxH4ewhGCXwuHSr1JP https://music.amazon.com/artists/B08XYDSB1W/brew-city-synth For questions, business inquiries, fan mail, hate mail, or submissions: AskBrewCity@gmail.com #36otherguys #mygfsucked37 #Im37 #InARow #Clerks #Jayandsilentbob #comedyrap #Musicians #GuitarPlayers #BassPlayers #DJScratching #Weedcore #GuitarRiffs #HomeStudios #StonerBeats #BrewCitySynth #DarkLoFiHipHop #420TV #Drummers #DarkSynth #oldschoolhiphop #newmusic #newagemusic #creepybeats #scarybeats #guitarbeats #lofihiphop #darkhiphop #horrorrap #weednerdnation

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t r i g g e r e d 🤡 [ T o m M a c D o n a l d M i x ] T R A C K L I S T 0:00 Worthless 2:52 No Lives Matter 6:16 America 9:37 Us Against The World 13:37 Straight White Male 17:13 Clown World 20:52 Beautiful Day 23:26 Names 27:27 Buttholes 31:05 STFU 34:53 Dummies 38:05 Politically Incorrect 42:10 Hate Mail 45:05 Cancelled 50:36 Snowflakes 54:20 Just Like Me 57:45 Fake Woke 01:01:55 Hypocrites 01:05:20 Whiteboy 01:10:04 Brainwashed 01:14:04 Eminem 01:18:09 This House 01:21:33 The Way I Am 01:24:51 Bite My Tongue 01:27:46 Dear Slim #tommacdonald #lofimix #triggered #brainwashed #fakewoke #recovery #addiction #mentalillness #mentalhealth #ptsd #depression #anxiety #suicideawareness #mixcds

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I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. Dear Alcohol Music by @Tom MacDonald

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. Goodtimes Music by @Tom MacDonald

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. My Life Sucks Music by @Tom MacDonald

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. Dear God Music by @Tom MacDonald

I'm a recovering alcoholic with PTSD and these songs help me out more than Tom will ever know. Hopefully they can help someone else too. I love you guys. Stay Alive Music by @Tom MacDonald