yasel

I moved to a farm in turkey for a.. actually I can’t even tell you an exact reason I left my loved ones because in my heart and mind I had an urge and longing to go out to the real world and on that path it will make me closer to god. You see this whole time I was living in a bubble wasn’t confident in myself and hated awkward interactions but I started to read the Quran and tried to fully understand what my creator was telling me. Only then I started to focus on my self discipline life in the Uk was too easy no responsibility out of touch with reality felt numb every prayer felt the same but here it’s different real different I’m in the forest at days just starting a fire and remembering Allah I don’t need my phone to produce all of this dopamine and make me bored of everything us humans are not made to be entertained through screens but through real life and experience the small things make me happy and just sitting staring at the nature has become fun for me. But it wasn’t easy and nothing good does come easy I had to give up a much more luxurious life in the Uk to find what my heart was really longing for and it was peace being here where no one knows you and you can do anything you want to do. Alhamdulilah it’s fascinating because I heard so many people telling me that people are trying to escape that farm life and make it big in the west yet you have everything and you are going there why? Well I say I don’t want to be spoilt I want to feel the same hunger as those guys and I also know that they have no choice and I had a choice wh would have the courage to do something like this now I’m well moulded for success