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Originally uploaded on Feb 28, 2024 I used to struggle at school a lot and had way worse grades than everyone else at my school. I used to think my IQ was low because of it. My academic skills have improved, but I still don't mog too many people.

Originally uploaded on Mar 27, 2024 Why medication doesn't work on people like us. Medication works on many people, but I am not one of them. This is because specific things in my life cause depression and anxiety, not "thinking patterns" or "chemical imbalances".

Originally uploaded on Apr 8, 2024 This dude told me I deserved to be bullied because of the fact that I have made fat jokes and accidentally misgendered people in the past. Today, I gave him a second chance, hung out, and we talked about things once again.

Originally uploaded on Apr 6, 2024 My now-ex-friend told me I deserved to be glared at by girls everywhere I go, that I deserve to be treated badly by people constantly, and that it's all my fault. People in my community have too much privilege.

Originally uploaded on Apr 6, 2024 I might actually escape being an inkwell holy sh!t I'm so happy. I never thought this would happen. I thought I'd be stuck getting no female attention until I eventually committed self-deletion at age 30.

Originally uploaded on Apr 4, 2024 Being hated by almost everyone I know. They all want to see me fail, yet my subscriber count keeps increasing, and the comments have been mostly supportive. What reactions to popular vs. unpopular people's deaths say about society.

Originally uploaded on Apr 3, 2024 Sorry if the mic was bad. Anyway, the fear of missing out, when it comes to things like getting a girlfriend or having sex, is completely valid. Don't let copers tell you otherwise.

Originally uploaded on Mar 28, 2024 It's been over 6 months since I left the mental hospital. It's been a long time since I was last in touch with the friends I made there.

Originally uploaded on Mar 23, 2024 Redp!llers, nevermind what I said about hate comments in the video. Make as many as you want. It makes me laugh.

Originally uploaded on Mar 22, 2024 #bluepill #blackpill #redpill All of the pills are bad. They all are wrong and cause problems in society. The Redp!ll is the worst though, by far.

Originally uploaded on Mar 17, 2024 The FBI sent the state police to my house at 4:30 in the morning because I talked about potentially committing su!c!de in a video. Why I refuse to make inkwell content anymore, and am switching my style of content.

Originally uploaded on Mar 26, 2024 How heavy you are is something you can control. Exercise and lose weight already. And society is too protective of whales.

Originally uploaded on Mar 25, 2024 This video is for awareness. I voluntarily age-restricted this video to adhere to YouTube's self-harm policies, even though I believe that what I did was somewhat of an exception. In this video, I discuss why, when, and how I tried to castrate myself at the age of 16 for mental health-related reasons. Also, the reason I posted this at night is because, since it takes longer for my regular viewers to all see it, it gives a longer window of time for the algorithm to recommend the video to people, spreading awareness. Thanks for reading.

Originally uploaded on Mar 24, 2024 #whitepill #blackpill The white pill doesn't make sense because, how am I supposed to be grateful for being a virgin when I'm 40?

Originally uploaded on Mar 21, 2024 My failed attempts at online dating: Tinder, Wink, 808 Teens.

Originally uploaded on Mar 20, 2024 #autism I don't know why, but girls are developing a fetish/kink for visibly autistic men(other than me, of course). It may be the result of a "motherly instinct" that kicks in for them, but that's just one theory. @BarbaraMorozova

Originally uploaded on Mar 18, 2024 Advertisements honestly need to be made illegal. I hate ads and they make life miserable for everyone. Their makers' goals are to ruin society and induce self-deletion in many people.

Originally uploaded on Mar 16, 2024 This video details why I hate slow drivers and why they bother me so much. Ever since I got my driver's license, I've been dealing with them incessantly, and they never go away.

Originally uploaded on Mar 15, 2024 Redditors are the most annoying people on Earth and they always try to feel special.

Originally uploaded on Mar 13, 2024 Slow drivers are pathetic losers. They need to stop being an inconvenience to society, and we as a society need to normalize being mean to them. Link to my unlisted videos playlist:

Originally uploaded on Mar 4, 2024 Why I took my videos down and made them private.

Originally uploaded on Mar 2, 2024 I feel like I've grown a bit, but I don't know if that's for sure, sure I no longer no for sure my own height. And I don't want to, because it causes me nothing but distress in life.

Originally uploaded on Mar 1, 2024 Northern European people mog everyone with their "superior" height, blonde hair, blue eyes, and pale anti-melanin skin. It is ridiculous. They mog Asian people, black people, Native/Latin Americans, Polynesians, and even other types of white people. Why are they so special? What did they do to earn such perfect lives?

Originally uploaded on Feb 29, 2024 The day I almost k!lled myself. Please don't let this go viral, I will be bullied severely, laughed at, insulted by redp!llers and bluep!llers, and bullied back into being suic!dal. I'm taking a risk by uploading this.

Originally uploaded on Mar 3, 2024 People tell me that sex wouldn't make me happy, but it literally would. It works for attractive people, why wouldn't it work on me? The hypocrisy is astounding.