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As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can’t face And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace And I am terrified of weather ‘cause I see you when it rains Doc told me to travel but there’s COVID on the planes And I love Vermont but it’s the season of the sticks And I saw your mom she forgot that I existed And it’s half my fault but I just like to play victim I’ll drink alcohol ‘till my friends come for Christmas And I’ll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have but I did not lose Now you’re tire tracks and one pair of shoes Am I’m split in half but that’ll have to do So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from Dad No I am no longer funny ‘cause I miss the way you laugh Once called me forever now you still can’t call me back And I love Vermont but it’s the season of the sticks And I saw your mom she forgot that I existed And it’s half my fault but I just like to play victim I’ll drink alcohol ‘till my friends come for Christmas And I’ll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have but I did not lose Now you’re tire tracks and one pair of shoes Am I’m split in half but that’ll have to do Oh, that’ll have to do My other half was you I hope this pain’s just passing through But I doubt it And I love Vermont but it’s the season of the sticks And I saw your mom she forgot that I existed And it’s half my fault but I just like to play victim I’ll drink alcohol ‘till my friends come for Christmas And I’ll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have but I did not lose Now you’re tire tracks and one pair of shoes Am I’m split in half but that’ll have to do Have to do

Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier I want you to be happier When the morning comes When we see what we've become In the cold light of day We're a flame in the wind, not the fire that we've begun Every argument Every word we can't take back 'Cause with all that has happened I think that we both know the way that this story ends Then only for a minute I want to change my mind 'cause This just don't feel right to me I wanna raise your spirits I want to see you smile, but Know that means I'll have to leave Know that means I'll have to leave Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier I want you to be happier When the evening falls And I'm left there with my thoughts And the image of you being with someone else Well, that's eating me up inside But we ran our course We pretended we're okay Now if we jump together At least we can swim far away from the wreck we made Then only for a minute I want to change my mind 'cause This just don't feel right to me I wanna raise your spirits I want to see you smile, but Know that means I'll have to leave Know that means I'll have to leave Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier I want you to be happier So I'll go, I'll go I will go, go, go So I'll go, I'll go I will go, go, go Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier I want you to be happier Even though I might not like this I think that you'll be happier I want you to be happier Then only for a minute (only for a minute) I want to change my mind 'cause This just don't feel right to me I wanna raise your spirits (wanna raise your spirits) I want to see you smile, but Know that means I'll have to leave Know that means I'll have to leave Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier I want you to be happier So I'll go, I'll go I will go, go, go