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As a musician, the most terrifying thing has actually happened to me. I am losing the hearing in my right ear so far because of this disease called Meniere's disease. I also get the stupid little migraines so any kind of music and activity tends to trigger that as well. Most days my ear sounds like there's a robot inside it and everything that I hear is distorted with at least three different voices that are pitched about a half a step down and three octaves too high. It's very hard to sing or do anything with that. And I'm doing the best I can because I don't want to stop singing but this disease makes it hard to get motivated so I decided that I'm going to start making a bunch of videos while I still have my hearing and I can still sing. I'm hoping that maybe by showing some of the happy times I can encourage those who have this nasty disease to keep going in life and keep loving the things you love. It's not the end of life. It's just figuring out where to go from here and what you love most about life. Right now I can sing because I can hear so I'm going to sing but when I can't sing any longer, my plan is to switch to doing art instead. Life is full of pivots and turns. It's all about how you handle the twists.