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From time to time I get asked by people about the outline of my story, this is a brief outline of my story as a Targeted Individual.

I wrote what I could remember down, I found this which I had written three years ago, and I have updated it. Please remember my brain/mind was virtually totally erased, so the dates and times may not be exact, but from the notes I have, they are the best to my recollection.

1995 My brain appeared to fold over, from this day, without my knowledge I was about to become mind controlled, regressed, sleep deprived, tortured, isolated, entrapped etc.

1995 I needed to find a way to make money, so I became a private hire driver.

1995 I was very conscious that my brain was inactive, I was very conscious that I was being controlled through voices in my brain/skull. I was also conscious that the piece of my brain on the right frontal lobe seemed more prominent and dull.

1995-? Had me walking around looking at men's nether regions and female, making me look like a pervert.

1995 Onwards. I knew I was being controlled by an outside source, I knew these thoughts and motions were not mine, I was to begin to realise I was on the mind control program, known firstly as Mkultra, and many other various names of the program were to be changed as time went on.

2003-2004 Pumped pressure into my ears and broke my inner ear bones, (Stapedial Myoclonus)

2003-2004 Made me sell my taxi business and property, then started to assist me in gambling thousands of pounds on internet gambling.

2004 Sent me to the Philippines to meet Dolores, I cannot remember how they set this up, but it was set up in my hometown of Bournemouth.

2004 Arrived in the Philippines to meet Dolores.

2004 Returned to the Philippines to marry Dolores. Whilst I was in the Philippines voices were being pumped very severely into my brain/skull telling me to buy everything Biblical. The person who was communicating through the ether or synthetic telepathy told me his name was Tony. Tony kept telling me I was a Freemason.

Dolores arranged for me to see someone who could help me, knowing I was being mind controlled, along with the voices being pumped into my skull.

The man she took me to see, asked me to sign a piece of paper, then rolled it up and put it in a vial.

2004 Returned back to the UK, the voices were just as bad, I was hoping and praying that it would stop, but here I am 9 years later.

Upon returning back to the UK, I had to go to Curry’s in Bournemouth to pick something up, whilst I was in there, the policeman (Tony) that had been speaking to me through the ether “Just happened to be in there!”

2004 The voices kept telling me to go to Bournemouth Spiritualist Church.

2004 Went to a priest at a Baptist Church to ask for help, he said to me, "I'm sorry I cannot help you, it sounds to me as if you are part of the occult".

2004 I was on the brink of suicide, I had prepared everything, this is when they unblocked my brain. Yellowy mucus started to come through my nose and mouth.

2004 I was still contacting Dolores. Without my knowledge I was about to gamble thousands of pounds on internet gambling, and borrow many more thousands that I had no way of paying back, hence this would lead to bankruptcy.

I was living in one room in a shared house.

My eyesight was very poor, the clicking in my ears was unbearable, I couldn't stand up straight, the voices were severe.

2004 I had tried to contact Dolores to tell her about the situation I was in, but she never answered the phone, texts or emails anymore.

2007 I moved into a one bedroom flat.

Severe pain is being sent to my brain/skull 24/7/365

2007-2017 I had to learn to read and write again, learn to speak (my power of speech was taken away, I have been communicating via 'thought' for nearly 22 years.

I was aware that my body had been totally shut down, I was also aware of people walking through my body/psyche.

On one occasion they made me appear to levitate whilst I was lying on my bed, this was around 2003 I believe.

I could feel someone looking through my eyes on one or two occasions.

On a couple of occasions too, when I looked in the mirror, two faces appeared, one was my father, the other I didn't recognise.

I asked for a brain scan on one occasion, I went along for the scan, when I received the results, they came back as, machine had malfunctioned, I was never offered another scan.

I could feel a pin like piece of metal on the bridge of my nose, I went to the doctors, the first lady doctor tried to remove it with tweezers, (she could feel it) she didn't have enough time and told me to make another appointment. I made another appointment, this time with another doctor, when I told the doctor what was wrong, she then tried to imply that I was mentally ill, even though the previous doctor had tried to remove it!

By the year 2016 I had been isolated for around 11 or 12 years.

No antipsychotic drugs have ever worked, all they did was help me to sleep and damage my body, but they insisted I take them, I begged to come off Clozapine, this drug has to be monitored by "them", so you are beholden for monthly blood tests.

I am now on a very small dose of quetiapine, I only ever take this before I go to bed, unfortunately I am dependent on it to be able to sleep. I have tried to come off it, but I believe they damaged my brain when they started on me in 1995.

Around 2003, I went to the local mental hospital, I had been kept awake for around 6 months or so, managing to sleep for a couple of hours every other day.

2016 The voices came through to me telling me this was going to be the best year of my life, they also told me that I was with 'The Elite'. Whatever this means I am not too sure, is it more tricks and lies?

2016 It all became too much, I had got to the stage where I didn't care anymore, what has been the point of this life and existence?

2015 Or thereabouts, I have started to be able to watch films, prior to this my brain had been so fragmented, along with the voices being rampantly pumped into my brain/skull, there was no chance I could understand what was going on.

My memory is not what it was, I try to reeducate myself every waking hour.

I am 55 now, I feel a lot older too, this has taken its toll on me.

2017 My brain still feels dulled down, it still feels as though it is not quite right, I know this because of the extensive pressure within my brain/skull at certain times of the day.

During the past 22 years, I was also regressed back to a very dark place. All of my life was going backwards until there was no further way back to go. The lights went out, then after so many years of being regressed, I was reintroduced back into my body. Where I had been regressed back to childhood, I then had to learn how to be a man again. I was so meek and childish when returning back to my body, it has been a healing process as well as a brand new learning process. I knew I was a man, but for many years I didn't have a clue as to what I was.

So growing back into my body had so many obstacles, learning to write again, learning to speak and converse, I didn't have a proper conversation for over 20 years, I had been communicating by thought for the best part of 20 years too.

I also experienced people speaking through me, meaning, because my power of speech had been taken away, on a couple of occasions, I became aware that it wasn't me speaking.

Whatever I had learned in life, had to be relearned, I know things, but I have no idea how I know them.

2017 I went to SOZO Ministries in Southampton, the service I went to was a deliverance ministry. Two brother’s from the ministry prayed over me, as they were praying over me, I felt uncontrollable laughter, I knew this was NOT me, the more they prayed, the more I laughed, it was embarrassing. I got home that night, I laid on my bed, the most strangest things happened, firstly as I closed my eyes, this black man’s face came very prominently into my sights, it was very real, he just raised up and then left, within a few minutes another apparition appeared, this time it was a female, she was very beautiful, then her face turned into a skull, she then rose out of my psyche……

Everything that I have reported is to my knowledge and experience of this life to be my truth, and the honest truth as far as it can be. I have no reasons to make up anything, I have nothing to gain by doing this, however, if I lie, I have everything to lose, my integrity is intact.

October 2019

Where I am now. I have seriously bad headaches and pressure on my brain/skull virtually everyday, there is very little let-up.

In August 2018 I was diagnosed with Bladder Cancer, I was operated on for the bladder cancer, they also gave me a chemo-wash after they had operated. In December 2018 I had a throat operation, three times I was told it was cancer, three times I was told it wasn’t cancer. I have an operation coming up in November 2019 for a Hydrocele. I have also been diagnosed with Diverticular disease, along with this I have advanced sleep apnoea, Corneal Ecstasia, High Blood Pressure, recurring foot fungi is also another problem, but I manage this with Betnovate. I also have a condition called Stapedial Myoclonus, (This is clicking in the ears from where I was ritually/occult abused, they pumped pressure into my brain/skull, and broke my inner ear bones). Along with all of the other problems I also suffer from serious pressure on my brain/skull and daily headaches, the pain varies from manageable to excruciating.

September 2020.

The last operation I had was for a hydrocele, thankfully that appears to have been a success. I am now awaiting to see an eye specialist in October regarding Corneal Ectasia, so fingers crossed.

(This was written around three years ago)

November 2023

In October I was diagnosed with Macular degeneration in both eyes, Cataracts in both eyes, plus nerve damage in one eye.

Around six months ago I started to see the light, what do I mean by this? It was as if I had been living in the dark. Then for no particular reason, I started to be living in the light again.

June 2024.

For no apparent reason, I haven't been able to walk for a few days. I was lying in bed, suddenly my left leg jumped, I woke up the next morning having problems walking.

My eyesight is very damaged, it continues to drift in and out of clarity and focus, very blurry at times.

A few weeks ago they were making me feel so dizzy I had to sit down, it's not a normal dizziness, I can't explain it properly.

I am fully aware that I was tampered with by the Bournemouth police and their brotherhood friends, I have also been very well informed that some type of Black Magic was used on me, I have no doubt whatsoever that this is correct.