The Sad State of the Russo - Ukrainian War.
Up too late and mentally compromised by mind altering substances. This is a remix video of the 2023 Russian call for surrender repeated three times, segmented with pictures of the war dead. The video's soundtrack is the Lady Gaga song, 'Bloody Mary' as sung by early AI Adolf Hitler. This is a dark humour criticism of war.
Rumble Exclusive
35
views
Joshua Graham Provides His Personal Thoughts Concerning Anger.
Joshua Graham Provides His Personal Thoughts Concerning Anger. How to handle it, and what it means.
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
"Anger is a fool's game played by the fooled and the foolish, run by those who know it best. Anger is a tyrant who demands everything but gives nothing in return. One who controls, directs, and cares little for those hurt along the way. Say this! Think that! And damn you to hell if you deign to think too long on it! Turn against your ally as if they had always been an enemy then jump high so you can fall harder... as anger has no sweet embrace to fall into... To resist anger is to betray that dictator. But once betrayed the dissident sees there to be nothing but a kangaroo court with jumping jesters to judge them. Don't be a fool, anger itself is the fool! A scared little animal that makes you hate in the same way it hates you. This enemy, The Adversary scurries about the mind looking for anything you might fall prey to. A stray insecurity... a fleeting instance of paranoia... a moment of unwarranted distrust... Like an insect it will latch it's jaws upon you and attempt to tear the mind apart with thoughtless revel, salivating further at the thought of those it might needlessly make you lash out at. Anger feeds on pain... your's at first, then what you've inflicted on those around you, eventually to those you love before rising to a ecstatic emotional crescendo before abandoning you to the now empty husk of living day to day."
14
views
Dedicated to @hitlerrantsparodiesfor their unwavering service in mocking the greatest German Failüre
Hitler finally understands actions have consequences, and doesn't like it.
Dedicated to @hitlerrantsparodies for their unwavering service in mocking the greatest German Failüre year after year and every week. They have been at this longer than I've been on the internet.
Their mission is pure, their skill honed and mastered.
Literally something that fell together due to the right(or wrong) timing of music and video and some sleep deprived thinking on my part.
This is satire making fun of the man who hijacked the Charlie Chaplin mustache, just to clarify.
Video Clip from Downfall(2004)
Music from the band Annetenna, song - Oblivion.
20
views
2
comments
Joshua Graham expresses anger and threatens someone unnamed. #joshua #gaming #fallout
Joshua Graham threatens someone unnamed
AI By ElevenLabs, writing by me.
Transcript:
"You have done something, perhaps it was a mistake? A mispoken word, a misplaced hand. But nooo.... that would be what we both wished you had done. This sin...these repugnant actions commited will not escape you!
I will hunt you... follow you. There will come a time when your death will benefit others, and I will be there to ensure it.
You had a choice, an easy one. To treat your neighbor like yourself.
...But you decided against it...
So I will find you! If only to quench the sound of their screams that you forced me to hear. Now, with your shriekes. ...I can finally drown out the sound of trauma you bestowed me with by the brutality you have allowed me to commit against you...
Evil breeds evil, but I will break this cycle... I will end you tonight."
25
views
Joshua Graham Talks to You about Rejection.
Joshua Graham Talks to You about Rejection. Could not find a way to fix pronunciation of 'Breath', tried to no avail.
Concept Overview
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, Original Writing by me.
Transcript:
"When a heart is torn from it's mount, a mind pulled from it's former belief, when love... young or old, is lost, a wound remains.
Like a misplaced foot slipping into icy water so does the mind bend and quiver at the impact. Novel or otherwise, the injury remains.
It is only by practiced control and practical experience that the bleeding wound can be staunched and healed.
No one wishes rejection for themselves, save a slight few that crave it... most don't wish that feeling on others, yet it will happen. It must... ...You cannot safely dive without taking a breath and knowing how long you have to hold onto it.
Eventually that life saving draw will become an unwanted burden pressing against your chest. A few seconds later it will become a tormenting demon as the air is replaced with exhale demanding to escape. The mind darkens, sapience turns to sentience, life ends in a mindless flailing and fear streaked confusion.
You will suffocate, without proper treatment, not due to a vacant vacuum but from flooding of the lungs... A brave struggle followed by a sympathetic, gentle, sigh...
I implore that you do not breath deep and dive forever... but come up for air... and ignore the bodies in the water... you don't know them... ...take hold of an extended hand and crawl back to the shore. Hear me when I say this."
6
views
Joshua Graham Attempts to Convince You that Life is Worth Living
Joshua Graham Attempts to Convince You that Life is Worth Living.
Spare a listen.
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
"Remember a time when you came through a struggle you didn't think you were meant to. Perhaps one those who knew you also 'knew' you would fail in.
But you didn't.
There is true accomplishment in learning you can go farther, endure more, and even if bit, thrust your hand into the mouth of failure so as to snatch success from it.
You can do it, I don't even know you but I know you can do something to be proud of. And I'm proud of you for always trying, I always will be."
7
views
Joshua Graham is Proud of You. #joshua #gaming
Joshua Graham wishes to tell you he is proud of you.
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
"Remember a time when you came through a struggle you didn't think you were meant to. Perhaps one those who knew you also 'knew' you would fail in.
But you didn't.
There is true accomplishment in learning you can go farther, endure more, and even if bit, thrust your hand into the mouth of failure so as to snatch success from it.
You can do it, I don't even know you but I know you can do something to be proud of. And I'm proud of you for always trying, I always will be."
14
views
Joshua Graham reads a letter he wrote to Robert Edwin House.
Joshua Graham, from a reality where the House won, writes a letter to his new benefactor.
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
"Mr. House, you hold all the cards to build a new life... not only for yourself but mankind as a whole... I've read your interviews in the old magazines, seen the Glowing lights of Vegas over the mountain tops on the darkest nights. You represent the best humanity had to offer, you still do. Everything we once had but also lacked... You exert your will beyond the bounds of what most current city states could only hope to imagine, cultivated over centuries, yet cannot touch the metal a few feet below you... You cannot even touch, either with gratitude or self-satisfaction, that which keeps you alive... I imagine you would if you could. To feel at least one beat of your heart... So, I say all this so I can say you have gained hold of life once again, but in the interm lost your humanity. Understandable, but without this intregal part everything you go to build will always remain an attempt. By necessity you have lived within a digital world for longer than my Grandparents survived, and they lived long, troubled lives... You have a dream, we all do... or did... and you realized yours without raising a finger from your coffin. Its why I can sit here, surrounded by books in an air-conditioned room, and criticize you as I have been. You have moved from beyond a stateless despot with an army into the role of a publically accepted king with a country to run. You have land and subjects, just as you wished... So, I would... advise... to write your own version of the Magna Carta before the current vassals become too unruly. There will always be cause for rebellion under this type of primitive system. Something I know you will evolve from soon enough."
18
views
Joshua Graham Points to a Modern Example of an Age Old Folly.
Never fight on two fronts, arrogance and over-assuredness always leads to failure. Now is not the time to operate on emotion, it will take complete control, what is needed most is reason. Informed and rational decision making.
Clips from 60 Minutes and CNBC
Biden - 60 Minutes
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/IDhuGji7bfs
Yellen - CNBC
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/3-CbMu5URcI
6
views
Joshua Graham enters the halls of Castlevania for the first time since he was set alight.
Fallout: New Vegas/Castlevania Crossover.
Joshua Graham enters Castlevania for the first time since being set afire. With a walking prayer he makes a promise concerning his intentions toward the building.
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Bottom picture by 'riskyscience'
Transcript:
""I will not leave you... nor forsake you.' These words, my Lord, I will be holding You to account on while I walk inside these wretched halls... opulence dressed in gore... stretching endless before me. And contained within these walls lie the resolution to centuries of horror... and generations breeding only malice. You detest few things but all You hate lies before You, through my eyes... inside this castle... This 'Demon Castle', the very hall I walk in is an altar built to defy You... My God, I would laugh if the insult wasn't so severe... But I promise You...I will tear it all down, I will be impatient! ...I will grasp with my hands what the fire failed to burn away. By Your will Yahova I will tear this house of iniquity down brick by brick, into a hundred thousand pieces, before I hear any reason concerning it's continued existence!"
9
views
Legacy Halo CE, final video. No health, Legendary, restricted weapons
Combined footage of what I had left of a legacy run for fun. Edited once(around 7:20-ish) to gently splice two videos together, otherwise unmolested.
Music by Aesthetic Perfection and Lacuna Coil, gameplay by me.
2
views
A father talks about the troubles of separation and intrinsic hope. A reading of requested content
A father talks about the troubles of separation and intrinsic hope towards the future with reunion. A reading and playing of requested content.
AI voices by ElevenLabs.
Song: TAELA - good in bed
Transcript:
"I know this...feeling.. ...the hate, confusion, and hopelessness. I had to purge such things. The fear and desperation.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't think straight or remember right. When my son was taken from me I died, I begged for death. But the next day I began to enact every form of lawfare and proclaimed every emotional and mental grievance I had concerning the situation. I won, somehow... I got my son back. I burned bridges, lost friends, and shed loyalties in the process but in the end I got to wake up every day and get him ready for school. Hug him, tell him how much I love him, and see the smile on his face every day I am there for him. I thank God his mother, my wife, came back and we worked things out. Now my son can hug his mother and father any time he wants, every day, every time he wakes up. This song reminds me of and takes me back to the time when it was just my son and I, me trying to keep peace with mom and losing it weekly.
Begging her to give our son the ability to see both his parents everyday again.
It made me so angry; our problems were not his fault, he didn't need to suffer because we were at odds. We should be better to suffer for him. Who is more important, not me!
I can understand the problems, I have been a major contributor to them and intimately involved. No sin or iniquity between us called for the consequences to be upon our child. Yet he suffered more than either of us combined. ...will those be the first memories he remembers in life? Will it be holding his father asking why mom isn't there anymore or looking at me through a video call wondering why he isn't allowed to be next to me during his summer break.
I won't know such things until he is old enough to tell me himself about them. But I can know, now, that he will grow up with a family stitched and patched together but honestly whole."
2
views
Protector One, also known as Elvis, introduces himself to the team after Joanna Dark vouches for him
Elvis the Maian(from Perfect Dark) joins the team and compliments Joshua Graham on the quality of his peach tarts.
AI voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
E: "Hello everyone, I am known as Protector One.
My dear friend Joanna asked me to come here today, and I imagine you're wondering, 'Where is this guy from?'. Sadly, you won't know, even when my introduction is done."
JD: "Elvis..."
E: "Heehee!...forgive me, I recently learned about purposeful rhyming in English.
So, you can call me Elvis and thank you for inviting me to this club of yours. Joanna has talked to me so much about it, and when she told me you gave the green light on her idea, I was anxious to get started. So, thank you again, also the peach tarts are amazing."
Dracula: "Welcome!"
JFK: "Glad to have you with us Elvis."
JG: "...I made the tarts."
Alucard: "He did!"
Shepard: "Welcome aboard!"
RevCtK: "Welcome to the team."
TNH: "We are thankful to know you."
2
views
Elvis finds the perfect solution to the Maian Vaping Problem(MVP).
Elvis heroically takes down the vaping problem within his fleet, with his daring diplomacy he secures a solution to the MVP (Maian Vaping Problem).
AI voices by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
E: "Hello Joanna!"
JD: "Elvis, good to see you! When did you get back to Earth?"
E: "Only a few hours ago, I had to make a quick stop over in New Mexico."
JD: "The United States? Whatever for?"
E: "Well, do you remember that crate I took with me when I last left?"
JD: "That one you had shipped in from Colorado the other month? I was curious about it..."
E: "I might have made... an 'oopsie', you could say, in my excitement that day. I can't help it sometimes, there are so many strange and amazing things humans make and do!"
JD: "...What happened? Better question, WHAT was in that crate?"
E: "Er...Umm, well I might have gotten a significant portion of the 3rd fleet addicted to vaping...and they're starting to run out of refills."
JD: "Oh my God, Elvis, why!? Shouldn't you already know the health issues with so much nicotine, not to mention the inhalation of heavy metals and other toxins?"
E: "Don't worry Joanna. I found a fix for the problem, and the higher ups agree, its why I was in New Mexico. I discovered a plant based, organic, environmentally friendly, and heavy-metal free alternative. Its also much lower in nicotine, medicinally treated with menthol, and only provides a pre-measured length of enjoyment per use... Heehee! Its the perfect solution.
JD: "Oh, you can't be serious..."
E: "I promise I'm not joking Joanna. I just secured a six-month probationary contract with Native American Spirit to supply the entire fleet! And received a pay increase, a raise, for it!...High five!"
JD: "Here I've been thinking humanity had the market cornered on naivety..."
E: "Come on, don't leave me hanging!"
16
views
Joshua considered a third time might be the charm and engages Count Dracula once more
In another attempt, Graham doesn't fail this time to talk with an old friend. But this time in the reverse castle cannot last long.
AI by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
JG: Mathias...
D: Wipe. That. Name. From. Your. Lips. Graham.
JG: It is done. We're on equal footing now Tepes, no titles or names... only eachother.
D: "You find some purpose in this, I am not as weak as you might think Graham. But I will not fight you now."
JG: "Nor am I as naive to believe my words spoken back by you don't hurt me to hear... as they should. There isn't much time left...soon we will have to take sides."
D: "We both know you are ready to repeat your journey to Petra... you... have to... once again because of ME!"
JG: "But I have only yards to travel when before it was miles."
D: "Yes... Acts 28:22, 'But we desire to hear of thee what thou thinkest: for as concerning this sect, we know that every where it is spoken against.'"
JG: "I will say nothing more, and take my leave."
16
views
Joshua Graham intrudes upon the Count of the Demon Castle again, intent on talking about old times
Joshua Graham makes another attempt to reconnect with and recover his old friend but allows the same memories to incite his anger and torpedo the whole thing.
AI Voices by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
D: "Graham! ...Again!? Do you think my presence something to consistently trample upon? Yes...of course you would..."
JG: I can always find you Cronqvist... some friends are harder to lose than others.
D: "You are not a fond friend anymore Graham..."
JG: You said you didn't know me, but that means nothing when I know you! We both held back, we both enacted our will upon those who thought they free of their iniquities.
D: "You mean, when we took the indulgences from the priest's bodies? The money we wouldn't pay to them?"
JG:As if anyone could bribe Yahova. Did you try?
D: "No ...neither did you...perhaps Baldwin did... But I remember that month of May... the bloodshed and the iniquities committed... ...we knew better... ...THEY knew better!"
JG: Yet it was our adherence to The Lord that led us to help heal the same damage we had caused. To what treasury would that gold been rendered unto Caesar? How long would it have collected dust?
D: "What are we? Human?"
JG: We were, and there are few who remember that.
D: "What are you doing here?"
JG: What you should have done yourself, when that sniveling phantom stole your son's heirlooms.
D: "What!? ...Heirlooms? There are mine! I am still breathing! They are still my personal possessions!"
JG: Betwixt the time Lisa and I were being set alight, when did they become yours?
D: "GO!! GET OUT NOW!!!"
18
views
Joshua Graham Confronts The Count of the Demon Castle, Dracula, for the first time in centuries.
Joshua Graham Confronts The Count of the Demon Castle, Dracula, for the first time in centuries. Renewing old tensions and failing to deescalate the situation before leaving.
Ai Voices by ElevenLabs, original writing by me
Transcript:
D: I was told...of you...I prepared to see you again Joshua."
JG: Remove my name form your lips Tepes...Count of the Demon Castle...I would kneel...if I still respected you."
D: Then how shall I address you...OLD friend. I see memories mean nothing to you.
JG: Morals are my language, did you forget? I never cared about a title, only the person behind it.
D: Did our time in Acre mean nothing? Our shared reunions...long rotten away...
JG: Rotted as we should be. Yet only one of us can claim the blood in their viens to be their own..."
D "What am I then-?"
JG: 'Just a leach...'
D: Anyone else..."
JG: "You are aware of the hunters within your lands? Your son? ...You fool, wasting time on nostalgia."
D: "Any time spent to delay you is well invested Graham."
JG: "Back in Acre, you knew Yahovah, you gave mercy..."
D: 'Hosea'.. 6:6...
J: He desires more than sacrifice and offerings. You KNOW this.
I still carry with me the same Good Book we once read from together! * JG Takes out a bible from his backpack*
D: I... ... NO! Your words are as consistant as your time in my life. They echo endlessly through the centuries you were absent from me! I Do not know you!!
JG: You fool! 'Offer your hand', your lapdog said. I knew it was a jest! A joke you couldn't help but play on me."
D: "I will never forgive you, you feckless coward!"
JG: You...yyyyoooouuuuuuu...I wonder how your son is doing? I imagine he could use my help." *returns bible to pack and leaves*
50
views
Joshua Graham talks about the Honest Heart, and how it loves
Joshua Graham talks about the Honest Heart, and how it loves.
AI Voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
I love you. Should I have another way besides actions and words to prove it.. ...I would give it.
...Freely and without reserve.
There is nothing I wish to withhold from you, once upon a time there was but now there is only your precieved desire I keep from you my Honest Heart.
I would lay it down with relish, I would drive into it my own knife if you asked me... But without it I could not love you. So I need it,... ...we need it. No matter how ready we are to dispose of it. Without this heart, without your's, without this truth I could not even understand what the word 'love' meant...
So, I will not give it up. I will not sacrifice what we spent years to cultivate. I will only keep the blood from leaking out as we turn against each other for superfluous arguments and reasoning. Perhaps we cannot appreciate the meaning of this action but the one who knows better can.
2
views
Joshua Graham Talks about Understanding Sin and regret
Joshua Graham speaks on understanding Sin and the regret that comes with it, along with who we struggle against to overcome it.
AI voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
What do you regret? Is it a simple transgression against yourself? An idle sin committed amoung friends?
Or is it something deeper... ...is there a moment, a time, within you that causes you to physically shake just for a sensation to distract you from it?
What have you done that you must hide from man and God Himself? ...Do you imagine your perversion or iniquity to be something new? ...Are you so ignorant to think your sin is the first and easily hidden? So you must condemn and damn yourself for something already forgiven... ...something already done untold times before you were born? ...of course you would, we all have and will continue to do. This doesn't make it right, nor too common to be overlooked, but it makes what you suffer and torture yourself over understandable.
The Good Lord does not condemn you, that is the job of his leashed Dog, Satan.... ...A pitiful creature who is only allowed to test us within a realm and severity that we can handle. The Messiah Himself was tested, and from The Word we know the arguments used against Him were simple, lacking wit, and failed from the start.
Anyone who has heard and accepted the simple Gospel of Salvation has within them the same spirit that withstood the temptations in the dessert... ...so let us believe in 'The Way' opened to us by the fulfillment of the Old Covenant through the Sacrifice of Yahova's Son... Yeshua... ...the Messiah who's death provided us the way to embrace the New Covenant and enaction of prophecies which the Old Prophets spoke of... and understand that our true foe is our own misunderstandings and weaknesses, things allowed to be exploited by this vicious dog called 'The Adversary', but never in a way beyond our ability to handle.... ...Our struggle is not against God or Satan, but against ourselves... ...in a way made purely for us. Life is called hell, but true hell is the place we designed to torture each other within our own minds.
29
views
1
comment
Joshua Graham Talks about Understanding Sin and regret
Joshua Graham speaks on understanding Sin and the regret that comes with it, along with who we struggle against to overcome it.
AI voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
What do you regret? Is it a simple transgression against yourself? An idle sin committed amoung friends?
Or is it something deeper... ...is there a moment, a time, within you that causes you to physically shake just for a sensation to distract you from it?
What have you done that you must hide from man and God Himself? ...Do you imagine your perversion or iniquity to be something new? ...Are you so ignorant to think your sin is the first and easily hidden? So you must condemn and damn yourself for something already forgiven... ...something already done untold times before you were born? ...of course you would, we all have and will continue to do. This doesn't make it right, nor too common to be overlooked, but it makes what you suffer and torture yourself over understandable.
The Good Lord does not condemn you, that is the job of his leashed Dog, Satan.... ...A pitiful creature who is only allowed to test us within a realm and severity that we can handle. The Messiah Himself was tested, and from The Word we know the arguments used against Him were simple, lacking wit, and failed from the start.
Anyone who has heard and accepted the simple Gospel of Salvation has within them the same spirit that withstood the temptations in the dessert... ...so let us believe in 'The Way' opened to us by the fulfillment of the Old Covenant through the Sacrifice of Yahova's Son... Yeshua... ...the Messiah who's death provided us the way to embrace the New Covenant and enaction of prophecies which the Old Prophets spoke of... and understand that our true foe is our own misunderstandings and weaknesses, things allowed to be exploited by this vicious dog called 'The Adversary', but never in a way beyond our ability to handle.... ...Our struggle is not against God or Satan, but against ourselves... ...in a way made purely for us. Life is called hell, but true hell is the place we designed to torture each other within our own minds.
18
views
Joshua Graham Talks about Spiritual Confusion. The Abyssal Confusion
Joshua Graham speaks on the subject of the 'unknown confusion' that affects our mind and spirit from time to time. When the Abyss enters our conscience of thought.
AI voice by ElevenLabs, original writing by me.
Transcript:
I’m sure you know confusion... ...In this day and age who doesn’t? ...but there is a type of confusion I’m sure we have all experienced and understand the attributes of.... It’s not your day-to-day confusion... ...not one bred from conscious thought, nor one created from emotional devastation or mishandling. ...It’s not the one that you can understand from your own mind or another's. ...It is that confusion that confuses without thought... ...the one felt while discussing something important that you know so well yet can't seem to explain why you can't explain it anymore... ...While mental and emotional confusion can rise at any time and at any moment there’s at least a train of continuity that it can be traced back to source.
This confusion I speak of... ...this abyssal confusion... ...does not come from the mind or heart... ...it’s not even one that can be recognized by the mind or heart as it isn't human, it is the one that sickens the spirit once recognized... It’s one only the spirit can understand...
...That confusion that causes frustration 'from' frustration and not at the conversation... the time... nor the person it directs you towards. It creates a frustration that comes from the confusion itself because this misunderstanding is not something created within your own mind or from the words you hear. It was never something created from the human being but a thing created in void and without love... ...outside of humanity to torture it's soul.
We, vaguely, can grasp this... ...barely can we understand it as we are manipulated by it and it's creator... ...The Adversary... wishes us not to know them. It is why we can feel almost calm after the experience passes into yesterday.
We are usually told that when we stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back into at us... But it has no eyes to perceive us with... ...What we rarely understand is that the abyss is always trying to enter us through our mind, heart, and spirit.... ...It doesn’t care about the body so this has no bearing on the matter. We already know this to be true because the abyss always attempts to enter our minds every time we have a thought of something evil or something wrong... ...something that is not of us and immediately we know this as the void... ...the call of the void.... We never understand that the void doesn’t always call but sometimes just whispers. And this whisper is the Abyssal Confusion.
28
views
HailToTheJew Thanks you for being there.
A long overdue thank you to everyone who has helped this channel.
AI voice by ElevenLabs, thankful words and writing by me.
8
views