Tom MacDonald Official Video Releases

"Cloned Rappers" The Illuminati knows the answers Takin' bone samples to clone rappers Put the artists in prison to silence their vision Genetic copies goin' home after They look different, eyes shifted Smile missin', skin lifted, it's scientific If they can't control you they erase the old you Get your duplication to enforce their message They cloned Gucci, cloned Kodak Cloned Eminem, he ain't rapped since Encore, know that Clonin' rappers when they overdose To keep makin' money from producin' more tracks The game is a sham Turnin' the artists who challenged to sacrificial lambs The labels and devils are shakin' hands Creating our artists in labs The executions have been televised, oh They're on TMZ like every night They take our heroes, give us weaponized clones The revolution won't be televised I can't be replicated Copy the attitude and the chains But no one will ever do me the same I can't be replicated Try to control me then guess again Rebellion lives in my DNA I can't be replicated Duplicated, imitated, fabricated, eliminated No I can't be replicated The system designed me to be a slave I'm the glitch in their matrix they can't escape I can't be replicated If they killed the rappers who were spittin' truth They wouldn't have a messenger that could reach the youths So they duplicate physically, implant abilities Replicate tattoos in cloning facilities Indie contracts say "Worldwide" Label contracts say "Universal" For all of time and all forms They own all of your music, your image, your name, and your person Weird right? I know you don't think that it's facts But for fifty thousand and a hair sample you can clone your dog or your dyin' cat It's another way for them to win the war by weaponizing important celebrities Don't kill your foes just clone their Gods then you'll control all of your enemies The executions have been televised, oh They're on TMZ like every night They take our heroes, give us weaponized clones The revolution won't be televised I can't be replicated Copy the attitude and the chains But no one will ever do me the same I can't be replicated Try to control me then guess again Rebellion lives in my DNA I can't be replicated Duplicated, imitated, fabricated, eliminated No I can't be replicated The system designed me to be a slave I'm the glitch in their matrix they can't escape I can't be replicated You can see the difference in they face now (Face now) Casualties of money and the fame (Fame) Posin' for the cameras with their fake smile (Fake smile) A clone of someone who they used to be I can't be replicated Copy the attitude and the chains But no one will ever do me the same I can't be replicated Try to control me then guess again Rebellion lives in my DNA I can't be replicated Duplicated, imitated, fabricated, eliminated No I can't be replicated The system designed me to be a slave I'm the glitch in their matrix they can't escape I can't be replicated (Replicated, replicated, replicated, replicated, replicated, replicated)

"Fake Fans" Please don't make a song on race Please don't make a song on guns Please don't rap 'bout girls and chains Please don't rap 'bout doin' drugs Please don't sell out, please don't fail us Please don't kill yourself and blame us Please don't blow up, please get better Please stay underground forever Please don't let the money change you Please be good with what you've made Please remain who you were when we found you half way in your grave Are you depressed again? Write about it, please explain 'Cause when you feel like dyin', that shit just helps me through my day Look I ain't changin' for a buck, I ain't changin' for a fan I ain't changin' nothin' up this is who the fuck I am If you fuck with me I'll hope y'all enjoy it Beware of all the fake fans tryin' to destroy it, yeah I am switchin' it up, I am the man that I was Way before I blew up, and everyone fell in love Never once gave a fuck, been doin' me from the jump And I will never become the man you wish I was You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my mama (Yeah) You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my boss (Woo) You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my papa (Yeah) You ain't the Jesus on the cross (God bless you though) Please don't use auto-tune 'cause you sound great, I love your voice Please don't drink to kill the pain, you sobered up and made that choice Please don't stop responding to my comments if you took it wrong Please don't ever come down off that pedestal I put you on Please don't contradict yourself and make songs with those famous rappers Please just barely pay your rent, I'll buy your t-shirt, autograph it Please don't ever change your style, or cut your hair, or switch your side Do that and I'll leave you, please just stay the same until you die Look I ain't changin' for a buck, I ain't changin' for a fan I ain't changin' nothin' up, this is who the fuck I am If you fuck with me I'll hope y'all enjoy it Beware of all the fake fans tryin' to destroy it, yeah I am switchin' it up, I am the man that I was Way before I blew up, and everyone fell in love Never once gave a fuck, been doin' me from the jump And I will never become the man you wish I was You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my mama (Yeah) You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my boss (Woo) You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my papa (Yeah) You ain't the Jesus on the cross (God bless you though) Please don't talk about politics, please don't talk about God Please don't get no more tattoos, I think you've got a lot Please don't disagree with me I only want the best for you I only want what I agree with, I don't want the rest of you Please take shots at mumble rappers, I love it when you make those records Please don't talk about mental health I have never had depression I only like your songs that when I listen I can relate The rest of your music is just rappin' that I really hate Look I ain't changin' for a buck, I ain't changin' for a fan I ain't changin' nothin' up, this is who the fuck I am If you fuck with me I'll hope y'all enjoy it Beware of all the fake fans tryin' to destroy it, yeah I am switchin' it up, I am the man that I was Way before I blew up, and everyone fell in love Never once gave a fuck, been doin' me from the jump And I will never become the man you wish I was You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my mama (Yeah) You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my boss (Woo) You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my papa (Yeah) You ain't the Jesus on the cross (God bless you though) If y'all are triggered bro whatcha listen for I don't get it bro act invisible Y'all are fucked though I ain't switchin' bro, nothin's different though If you can't stand the heat then get the fuck up out the kitchen bro I am switchin' it up, I am the man that I was Way before I blew up, and everyone fell in love Never once gave a fuck, been doin' me from the jump And I will never become the man you wish I was You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my mama You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my boss You ain't, you ain't, you ain't my papa, yeah You ain't the Jesus on the cross (God bless you though) If y'all are triggered bro whatcha listen for I don't get it bro act invisible Y'all are fucked though I ain't switchin' bro, nothin's different though If you can't stand the heat then get the fuck up out the kitchen bro

"I Hate Hip-Hop" Ha, ha, ha, ha, ah Okay Yeah I'm not a Youtube rapper, come on give me credit I don't need to do reaction's to get views, okay I said it Not a label rapper, I'm way too offensive (Too offensive) Go ahead and call me clickbait, I made millions independent I'm not a mumble rapper, Y'all understand every single word I'm not takin' Xanax, rappin' 'bout money, liquor, and girls Not a Soundcloud rapper, I got hits you actually have heard I exist outside the internet, done shows around the world Not a boombap rapper, I'm not stuck in 1990 I like Wu-tang, But that vibe is kinda old and grimy Not a conscious rapper, all those rappers sound like SJ dubs Not a gangster rapper, cool enough without being a thug I'm not country rap, I don't play guitar, I don't drive a truck I don't chew tobacco, Get the Chevy stuck 10 feet of mud I'm not horror-core, I don't paint my face I don't trip, I can only be myself and I am Tom Macdonald, bitch I think I gotta let them know Ayy, Ayy, Ayy And let me say it from the soul man I hate Hip Hop How dare you call me a rapper When all these rappers don't have nothin' left to say I hate Hip Hop It's full of liars and actors These little rappers about as real as they names I hate Hip Hop Keep the glits and the glamour 'Cause all these rapper's are puttin' kids in they graves I hate Hip Hop The whole culture is cancer They'll kill their momma for some clout and a chain I'm not a mainstream rapper, I think they're pathetic I don't compromise my vision, just so I can sell some records (No) I'm not underground, that means it's hard to sell it (Hard to sell it) I've got Master P, love master being catchy with a message I'm not whiteboy rapper, Actually got that juice and call the vibe Pumpin' Eminem, don't mean that all you boomers really rhyme Not a corny rapper, spittin' every song in double time Say so much and don't say nothin', bunch of garbage in your lines Not a lil rapper, I ain't auto-tunein' every song I ain't makin' tunes exclusively by drinkin' at the club Not a candy rapper, I ain't makin' albums full off pop I ain't Macklemore, or Logic, Lil Dicky or Asher Roth I ain't emo rap, I ain't sheddin' tears I don't cut myself, I don't romanticize suicide up on mental health I ain't back-pack rap, that's my grandad's rap Please don't take this as a diss I'm just Tom Macdonald, bitch I think I gotta let them know Ayy, Ayy, Ayy And let me say it from the soul man I hate Hip Hop How dare you call me a rapper When all these rappers don't have nothin' left to say I hate Hip Hop It's full of liars and actors These little rappers about as real as they names I hate Hip Hop Keep the glits and the glamour 'Cause all these rapper's are puttin' kids in they graves I hate Hip Hop The whole culture is cancer They'll kill their momma for some clout and a chain I'm so used of hearin' people hate, I get it Hip Hop hates me, and I hate it too it's been this way forever I don't move like them, I'll never be accepted (No, no, no) I got rich without a co-sign, I will hold you 'cause you're jealous I don't want the clout, I don't need a friend Y'all can keep your beats Never signed a deal, so every dollar goes to me I been humble, ain't been flexin' Ain't been showin' off my blessings Maybe y'all should take a second to make sure y'all get the message I'm in beast mode, check the teeth glow I don't need dough Everything is Vendi, Gucci, Sace Louis V, Oh Nothin' new to me, no Too much green to keep, vro Hundred thousand dollars every hour that I sleep for I don't talk about it, 'cause the way my momma raised me good All these rappers hate me, If they don't I'll say they maybe should H-O-G, the army they say crazy is as crazy does So watch yourself, blood on our hands I'll bother us we bath in blood I hate Hip Hop How dare you call me a rapper When all these rappers don't have nothin' left to say I hate Hip Hop It's full of liars and actors These little rappers about as real as they names I hate Hip Hop Keep the glits and the glamour 'Cause all these rapper's are puttin' kids in they graves I hate Hip Hop The whole culture is cancer They'll kill their momma for some clout and a chain

"Famous" I'm the king of the town I shit on it like I own this place But I just walk along quietly And when I'm out I keep my head down 'cause they know my face I hope that nobody finds me I'm a rockstar Saw me on the cop car Heard me screaming "Whiteboy" Mama I done got far I got hella money Everything I want Everybody loves me I'm not having fun Living a good life In a bad way Looking for good times Finding the bad things Everything is great Go ahead and check my page Got another million views Got another million plays yeah I'm so fucking famous Put me on your playlist Yeah I'll sign your CD Want a picture take it Everything is fake Like the smile that's on my face Like this grill and like these chains I am everything I hate, but I'm so fucking famous I'm a fucking rockstar Dad I fucking hate this Mama I done got far I feel like I'm falling apart I've been beaten but it's not my heart I'm lost in the dark My hand out in front of my face I'm feeling for anything hard I reach with my arms The walls and the ceilings are far And I'm bleeding surrounded by sharks I just need a spark To see if the demons I'm fleeing have followed me here from the start (I scream at the stars) I'm dreaming of speaking with God When I'm sleeping it ends with alarms I'm feeding my scars With secrets I'm keeping so deeply It's squeezing the blood from my heart There's a person in me getting lost in the trees 'Till I'm up on the stage and I freeze I just need a car and a key I will start it and leave When I'm far then I'll get out and scream I'm a rockstar Saw me on the cop car Heard me screaming "Whiteboy" Mama I done got far I got hella money Everything I want Everybody loves me I'm not having fun Living a good life In a bad way Looking for good times Finding the bad things Everything is great Go ahead and check my page Got another million views Got another million plays yeah I'm so fucking famous Put me on your playlist Yeah I'll sign your CD Want a picture take it Everything is fake Like the smile that's on my face Like this grill and like these chains I am everything I hate, but I'm so fucking famous I'm a fucking rockstar Dad I fucking hate this Mama I done got far

"War Is Coming" War is coming, you can hear it in the distance It sounds like all the screams of a million men and women You can smell it in the air and see it on your television And the government don't care, they see the money not the missiles War is coming, and there's nowhere you can hide We get a thirty minute warning before the bomb reaches our side You can run for somewhere safer but you'll just run out of time 'Cause there's nothing you can do but prepare yourself to die War is coming can you feel it? Has your fear become a secret? Who are you more scared of, Donald Trump or North Korea? Are you worried when you're reading all the headlines in the evening? Even atheists will pray that they survive and start believing War is coming, born from money, worn and ugly like it's always been The bullets just got faster and the bombs are made from hydrogen America the Brave will have to earn her Stars and Stripes again She wrote the books on history but someone else might write her end War is coming, war is coming, war has come to get the west It was beating down our door while we were beating on our chest It was making better weapons while we laughed at making threats And now it's come to gets us and we've just become oppressed War is coming [*machine gun fire*]

"Not Alone" (Spoken Word) I'm walkin' out the darkness and I barely made it Hope this reaches all the people who can not escape it I was just like you, I was young like you I was tryna numb the pain I was afraid of facin' I was tryna run away from the hurt I didn't know what I would do if livin' felt any worse I tried the pills and the therapy and none of it worked I know it kills, but I want you to know that you ain't the first Your people can't relate if they ain't felt it themselves Feels like everything they say when you complain doesn't help Your sinkin' deeper every day, when you're awake you're in hell You think you changed along the way but now it's too late to tell It's like you, were rollin' with the thunder and fell 'Cause when the lightning started crashin' I guess you did as well Your demons kickin' down the door, they're never ringin' the bell They just keep tappin' on the windows 'til they fall out the cells I know you're feelin' defeated, you try to keep it a secret Your weakness got you believin' you need a doctor for treatment But takin' pills ain't convenient, so you keep lookin' for reasons To go and flush 'em down the drain and find the faith to keep breathin' You lay and look at the ceilin' all night when you should be sleepin' But you've been knee deep in pieces of dreams and failed achievements You keep repeatin' the moments when you were beaten and broken And now you're bleedin' emotion, you just want someone to hold you Well, me too 'Cause I've been standin' on the edge tryin' not to jump I only say it so you know you aren't the only one The only thing that killed the pain was smokin' weed and gettin' drunk Before I knew it I had drank a case a day for 18 months I was sleepin' with a beer by my bed "Last call" was all that I could hear in my head I know there's too many of us drinkin' to try and forget But who the fuck are we gonna "cheers" if we drink 'til we're dead And when you finally get sober, you find the friendships are over 'Cause you don't have nothin' in common if you're not gettin' loaded You called them brothers, you called them family, you called them your blessin's And now they call and you ignore the phone, and that's called depression They try to tell you your misery is not an excuse And you just wish they could spend a day tryna walk in your shoes Just know you're not alone, I feel the same way as you It isn't you against the world, 'cause I'm fightin' 'em too It's like you're losin' control, until you drive right off the road And when the vehicle rolls again you get thrown out the holes in it Then you notice all of your bones are broken and all of your clothes are wet Soakin' with gasoline, light a smoke and explode with it 'Til the day that we're ghosts you'll never be on your own 'Cause I'll be standin' in your corner 'til you need me the most I was put on this planet to lift you up when you're low And you have done the same for me so I'll be keepin' you close I love y'all

"Anxiety" I wake up feelin' panicked, my pills are in the cabinet Takes all the strength I have to just ignore them as I pass it Man, I hope this feelin' passes soon, been to hell and back and it's barely noon I'm scared to go outside, shit, I'm surprised I even left my room And it feels like no one understand how bad I'd love to join my friends It's hard to breathe, I'm anxious and I'll end up stayin' home instead The doctor hasn't helped me much, he signs his name I buy the drugs I'm feelin' weird, I take one out, it makes me feel comfortably numb Man, I can't handle my emotions like I used to, it's all different now I start to sweat, I feel confused, my fingers shake, my heartbeat pounds And I'm feelin' claustrophobic everytime the closet closes 'Cause my skeletons are in there, so I have to leave it open I'm just nervous over nothin', even shit I can't control I used to love to be in public, now I'd rather be alone And even though it's difficult it's probably for the best If I didn't make a change I woulda drank myself to death Then I'll wake up feelin' better than I did the day before But then it hits me outta nowhere and almost knocks me to the floor A heaviness, a readiness to get back into bed A sadness that I can't explain, a cloud over my head My deepest, darkest fears feel like they're fillin' up and ocean And I'm floatin' on the surface with no hope to keep me goin' I've been down on myself, man, I forgot how to believe in me I never asked for help, now I just struggle with it secretly I wish that it was somethin' I could sweep under the carpet Tryna hide it all the time only makes the battle harder Man, I lived a lot of moments that I probably shoulda cherished Now they seem so far away from me, I'm angry and embarrassed I can't even tell my parents, they don't need to keep on worryin' My mama and my papa don't deserve to have to bury me I hope the pills I have will hold me over for a while I'll keep searchin' for the strength to find my smile

"Anarchy" I got away from all the chains they tried to lock me up with I wasn't made for nine to fives or working in construction I never fit the system, my description is the suspect I gave 'em all the finger then I rode into the sunset And I don't wanna be promoted, I don't need to raise a buck And I don't want the Christmas bonus or the new company truck Keep that silly fucking uniform I had to wash and dry I'm not a brick that's in your wall but you're a thorn that's in my side I was born to not comply with all the orders and defy All of the horrors I've survived, I feel like normal's a disguise And I don't want an application or a half an hour lunch Or a cubicle to work a job that I don't even love My veins are full of gasoline, my motor's made of stolen parts I've tightened all the nuts and bolts but I don't wanna work on cars The system's tryna smother me but anarchy is in my heart They slashed my tires and cut my brakes, I'll crash now if it even starts My boss don't even know that I make music he would care about He thinks I'm just some stoner stackin' boxes in a warehouse I got dreams and goals and things, I'm told at work I'm told to keep aspiring When music is my full time job then nobody can fire me But right now it ain't hiring, my groceries expiring My rent is due, my phone is off, the extra shifts are tiring I know I'm made for more than what my resume reflects The government is tryna dumb me down with guns and booze and sex I'm not a salesman, I couldn't sell beer in the prohibition I've never been the type to make a livin' off commission I'm no good at wearin' suits or doing taxes for a business I wanna count some money, not the hours and the minutes I'm not a carpenter, a lawyer, a doctor, I'm not a waiter Or a teacher or a cop or a plumber, I'm not a tradesman Or an architect, an engineer, a pilot or a mailman I'm somethin' that don't fit into their perfect little gameplan I'm me And they can try to kill my spirit with overtime when the barn burns But if there's one thing I ain't scared of it is long days and hard work So they can pay themselves a dollar while I only make a cent But I will stack up all my pennies 'til they're higher than the fence Then I'll climb them like a ladder and jump to the other side Spend the nickels that I made on a taxi or hitch a ride Bet they never thought they'd see the day I left them to survive And used the system that they built to leave their system all behind

"This House" Lately everyone been talking crazy Feel like everybody's got some shit to say They misinterpreted my good intentions And expected I was just gon' step away If there's a heart that pumps And there's breath to take Then I won't bite my tongue As long as I'm awake And they don't have the guts To make a dumb mistake I'd rather crash a car Then ever touch the brakes I built this fuckin' house They the kinda people that be dyin' for exposure They the kinda people that can mad lose composure They the kinda people that are never goin' forward They are just the ones The ones that are lookin' for apologies Hatin' real loud but they follow me Screamin' at the top of they're lungs I'm the scum of the earth In the same damn breathe Trying to preach about equality Back before I wrote the song on race They all ignored that I had something great They tried to edge me out They didn't hear my bars They tried to tell me that I wasn't built for fame Fast forward to when I'm fuckin' paid I ain't spend a dollar on a fuckin' chain I'll get my mom a house I'll get my dad a car I'll make my sister rich She'll never work again And this hater shit is so underwhelming I'm conditioned for all the abuse Seein' the reaction videos all blowin' up And your welcome for all of the views Blow up my Twitter Y'all just keep makin' me bigger Y'all just keep showing your trigger Y'all just keep missing the point And I keep doin' me Y'all ain't nothin' to even consider Man I built this fuckin' house I'm the kinda person makin' music with a purpose You're the kinda people that be hatin' on the surface I'm the kind that you ain't used to The kind that make you nervous Yeah Back before I even wrote the record I could see this comin' like a fortune teller And the calm sea don't make skilled sailor So I thank the heavens for the stormy weather Ok fast forward to when we're old and gray I'll be lookin' back on when they post some hate And it will hurt a bit, but it was worth it When your dream is gettin' heard no matter what they say I tried conveying that I love us all And the way I did it left them so appalled I used a broken arm to try and break their walls No matter what they say they know it took balls I surveyed the land and I found a location Unloaded the lumber and Pounded the stakes in And I blended the bones Of the people who hated With blood and cement Then I poured the foundation I built the frame with All my guilt and shame And then I chiseled my name And the date in the basement I carved my initials in all of the boards And the beams that are Needed for structural greatness No record label No distribution No co-sign No publicist No manager No teammates No money to make on my budget with No groceries No studio No booking agent No bucket list No PR No marketing Just fans Man we built this fuckin' house When my day's end And it's vacant And they bury me With that only key My biggest fans gon' break in With a ouija board And a box of chalk Draw a pentagram, hail Satan Try to bring me back From that wooden box Y'all tried to fill my grave with Then they'll sit on the roof With the rifles I hid in the fridge And they'll shoot at the men on the ridge Who are coming to undo The work that I did Then they'll block of off the Highway that leads to the crib And put sensors on all of The boards on the bridge So they know when they're Coming to empty the clip Then they'll gut all the bodies And cut off the skin Then connect all the pieces With needles and pins Then attach it to ten feet Of branches and twigs And then plant in mud Till it stands in the wind Then they'll stand there And look at the shit that we did That we never imagined We'd do cause of them Our blood and sweat and tears Went in to what we built Till we were begged So we use blood and sweat and tears Of enemies to build our flags We built this house We laid these bricks We set these traps These flames we lit Our haters doused in gasoline They brought to try And torch us with, ha Let em hate dog Everyone will have Something to say dog Their opinions don't mean shit Tryin' judge yo engine by yo paint job Fuck a gravestone I'mma cheat death There's too much I ain't seen yet They think that I got in way over my head But I feel like I just got my feet wet We're tryin' to dream more and sleep less Avoid the pills when we're depressed Remember to not be too hard on ourselves If we cut deep enough we all bleed red Man you never know When it's time to go Heavens open when The bars are closed So seize the moment Don't leave it you hopin' You'll breathe tomorrow You could be a ghost I'm livin' my life The finish line is Right in front of me Made of fishing wire So I'll never see it Till it's too late When God shakes my hand Please celebrate

"Exposure" Yeah, let me break it down for every single doubter You're afraid of what I'm doin', you're a coward All your favorite rappers doin' downers and you make em' feel empowered Till their fertilizin' soil pushin' flowers, yeah What do Lil' Wayne, Rick Ross & 2 Chainz all have in common? They make a livin' off gangster rap, but they all went to college It's all just marketing strategy so you empty your wallet Endorsing vodka to make a buck and make you alcoholics They make you stupid with xanex, that make you broke with designers They use the music to confuse the youth and influence minors Isn't funny how these rappers went from fightin' the power To buy a gun and sell some drugs in just a matter of hours They turn the students to felons that just get fed to the system 'Cause there are people makin' fortunes off of privatized prisons They objectify women till they're all that you crave So you don't realize there's more to life than just gettin' laid You think you're happy but you're really just so caught in the game That you don't realize you're wasting all your money to play They give your rappers wit' rainbow hair who wear clothes like your girlfriend To emasculate the men who emulate all the urban trends Got you wearin' pretty dresses and heels And poppin' pills like you really know how the pressure can feel Y'all er just some posers, dyin' for acceptance and exposure Tryin' to be the rappers on the posters All I hear is "New chain, big house fast cars" So boring! And all of that is lies man, it's so corny Death threats comin' every other day for me But I don't believe a word, that shit is ghost stories Hi my name is Tom MacDonald, welcome to the show If you are easily offended then you probably should go My resolution to losers who my new music is triggered And just a million views on YouTube gets two big middle fingers I don't apologize or comprise, I quantify the figures Guess I'm optimized for makin' a killin' and gettin' but bigger Had the fire all along, I needed fuel and a flicker To light the fuse to the mixture of the rumors and liquor They got nothin' else to do but try to cut me with scissors But what's a blade to a building made out of iron and pillars,[1:50] Go ahead and cry me a river, 'cause I've been dying to go swimmin' And I'm designed to find it funny when they wine 'cause I'm winnin' I just tell the truth, it's up to you, too love or dismiss it I'm just pointing out what I feel that the game has been missin' And every time I open my mouth up you get offended You say the talk is cheap, but then you act like it's expensive You can't afford to speak your mind afraid to get rejected By some strangers on the internet who's lives are all pathetic I was surrounded by people who just pretend to be down And then I blew up off of record, no one's friends with me now I've realized that my potentials so intensely profound That there was bound to be some haters gettin' caught in the crowd I won't to apologize for anything I said or I'll say If you're allergic to opinions, you should just walk away Don't give a shit about your arguments and fuck your complaints I'd love to have you in my audience just know it isn't safe White people are the biggest fucking assholes on the planet But even still I swear I'm sick to death of hearing it You're not a model you're a waitress And the man taking your picture Is a pervert with a camera and no photography experience You cry about gorillas getting shot inside a zoo And then take photos on your phone when someone's dying next to you You only care about each other if that means I'll get some views And you can say that I'm a dick but what I'm saying is just the truth There's a disconnect between the things you feel and what's said 'Cause you're afraid of what they'll think, so you don't say what you meant If be true to myself means that I'll lose their respect Then I'll stand my ground like both my feet are stuck in cement I was raised to keep my feelings thoughts and words all consistent If your censorin' your heart, then what's the reason for living I don't need their approval to validate my position And I don't need to be accepted, never asked for permission They attacked me from behind and tried to silence the vision Tried to kill me with fire and from the ashes I've risen My motivation won't expire, I don't get tired I get driven If they don't like it then they're not required to comment and listen They just hide behind their keyboards, tryin' to find the ambition To go make something of their life while they die for attention

"Hang On" They say keep hangin' on (keep hangin' on) And, to hold on, too (to hold on, too) I used to be strong (used to be strong) After all that I've gone through (all that I've gone through) I don't feel like myself (I don't feel like myself) I think I need help The people I talk to (people I talk to) Say keep hangin' on (keep hangin' on) I don't know if I want to (I don't know if I want to) I thought it would be better when I'm older Celebrating birthdays with the devil on my shoulder We liked to drink together but the minute I got sober You started saying things that I've had trouble getting over Now I'm just alone and I'm tired I got 20 feet of rope, but I got nowhere to tie it To climb out of this hole or pull myself any higher 'Cause I'm exhausted and my bones are heavy, coated with iron Forged in a fire and molded with pliers I know that I'm supposed to be the one who's giving hope, I'm a liar I tried to jump the motor and exposed all the wires But all it did was make a spark, it didn't power the tires It's like I'm standing on the edge and I'm scared I wonder if I slip 'n fall would anyone care I did my best to fix it but it can't be repaired And it ain't fair They say keep hangin' on (keep hangin' on) And, to hold on, too (to hold on, too) I used to be strong (used to be strong) After all that I've gone through (all that I've gone through) I don't feel like myself (I don't feel like myself) I think I need help The people I talk to (people I talk to) Say keep hangin' on (keep hangin' on) I don't know if I want to (I don't know if I want to) I feel like I've been livin' on the dark side I know it's hard to tell but I've been goin' through a hard time Fighting in a blindfold with my ankles and my arms tied I'm runnin' out of places where the bruises and the scars hide Honestly I'm angry and exhausted I'm appalled at what the therapy and medicine have cost And I'm so tortured by the feelings that they told me they could cure I'm running out of options, that's for sure I don't want the sympathy or sorries, I'm not in it for the glory Being popular is boring, I just want to tell my story All that sappy shit is corny, I'ma make it till I'm 40 With the way that I've been feeling I might go before the morning And when I leave I will not reappear No encore, even if you stay to scream and cheer I just hope I help you see it clear 'Cause now we're here They say keep hangin' on (keep hangin' on) And, to hold on, too (to hold on, too) I used to be strong (used to be strong) After all that I've gone through (all that I've gone through) I don't feel like myself (I don't feel like myself) I think I need help The people I talk to (people I talk to) Say keep hangin' on (keep hangin' on) I don't know if I want to (I don't know if I want to)

"The Way I Am (Eminem Remix)" Hey, yo This song is for anyone... Fuck it, shut up and listen I'm not the artist they're gonna turn to a puppet I've been myself in the darkness and I'm the same way in public Guess I'm a target 'cause they aren't in charge of what they are stuck with I wear my heart on my arm and spill the guts out my stomach All of a sudden I'm hunted 'cause they don't like what I said But only dummies would choose to follow a wolf that was dead Tear the flesh off of your bones and keep your ghost in my head You lookin' just like a clown and I'm the bull in the pen And the labels aren't able to get in touch when they call 'Cause I know all the A&R's and I'm ignorin' 'em all Don't need a manager to help me, I keep blowin' 'em off And all the rappers who doubted me, I've been provin' 'em wrong They wanna give me a record deal to control me officially 'Cause as long as I ain't signed I'll keep exposin' the industry And they know if I put my name on that line it's a victory Then they'll censor my message and try to rewrite my history I don't need the publicity, I need all of my friends To know if I disappear tomorrow it's because of them They don't want you in power, they want you willin' to spend All of your money on products so that they get their percent But I'm a different breed of person, liquor seepin' through the surface Try and cut me and I'll drink the blood, the stitch is leakin' bourbon And my fans are amazin', I officially deserve 'em I'll effectively eliminate and burn who tries to hurt 'em This my element, the weapons and the skeletons are evidence Of everything I did while I defended what was delicate Machete blades and severed heads and human teeth are necklaces Electric fences hummin' through the night while I'm confessin' That I am, whatever you say I am It makes no difference to me, if you won't shake my hand I got my freedom of speech and I will make my stand I will never take a seat to please the mainstream plan 'Cause I am, whatever you say I am It doesn't matter to me, if you guys see my plan You are my gasoline and I'm the flame you fan I don't know, it's just the way I am I'm just a person who ain't afraid of the scrutiny I'm not scared of the truth and so through that there's immunity And my dreams aren't only somethin' I experience lucidly They are what I've accomplished and what I'm 'bout to do musically Save the cars and the jewelry, you know I can't be bothered With all that superficial garbage, I'm a actual artist I only do this for therapy, not to fill up my wallet They poppin' Xanax to party, a party's not what I call it I call it drug-addicted rappers if I'm perfectly honest I call it numbin' of the pain of bein' chained to the bottom Of a ship that's sinkin' quick inside a Promethazine bottle They say it's lit, but it's really just a sickness that they swallow And they can't mold me, they can't change me, 'cause I'll only use to save me And I'll stay me 'til they hate me, or the pressure drive me crazy I've been medicated, hated myself, and couldn't escape it Now I face what I'm afraid of, embrace all the confrontation While my name keep comin' up in all the same conversations "He's pathetic, he's a racist, he's a vulture, man, I hate him" "I don't get it, he's so basic, and the culture should replace him" "I'ma take him off the playlist" and I just laugh while they complainin' 'Cause I am, whatever you say I am It makes no difference to me, if you won't shake my hand I got my freedom of speech and I will make my stand I will never take a seat to please the mainstream plan 'Cause I am, whatever you say I am It doesn't matter to me, if you guys see my plan You are my gasoline and I'm the flame you fan I don't know, it's just the way I am

"Politically Incorrect" (Look I'll be offending somebody) My generation's afraid of opinions, y'all so intolerant They're ashamed of themselves 'cause they're privileged and white or they're black and the opposite You get charged with harassment for hugging a woman or giving a compliment Y'all way too sensitive yet, offended to death, bring all the coffins in I swear that y'all are mad at everything that don't affect your lives (hey) I swear that y'all believe that being offended just means that you're right (hey) I swear that y'all just want to be the only ones who everyone likes (hey) I swear if I swear at you ninnies you probably so triggered you'd cry And nobody want to be real Everyone's scared of how everyone feels We've become so ultrasensitive and hyper-tolerant that honestly honesty's gon be illegal It's crazy y'all get so shocked and bothered from people saying things that aren't responsible If that seems logical, y'all are weak then If someone says retard it ruins your weekend And that's retarded My hair been in braids 'cause it looks hella awesome Y'all like to scream I appropriate culture but I don't hear nothing, I'm paying homage Y'all are just trying to get likes on your comments Googling quotes that are socially conscious And saying you're woke doesn't make you a prophet, it makes you a liar and stupid obnoxious Always on that blah blah, y'all should keep it to yourselves Miss me with that drama, you must think I'm someone else 'Cause y'all don't wanna fuck with me 'Cause I don't feel the pressure, no I will not be censored I'm not afraid that's why they fuck with me My name will be remembered, and I will live forever I bet y'all hate that y'all are stuck with me Happy Halloween, for one evening only you wear what you want Unless it's a poncho or head-dress or afro, you'll piss someone off I'd say "Merry Christmas" but I know that it's 'bout to be gone If religious freedom's such a dire issue why you dressed like a priest in October for fun? Don't let 'em censor your thoughts Don't let 'em make you regret that you talked Don't let 'em tell you that nice is the lot, trying to make you all righter when nothing is wrong, yeah Words hurt you, clothes hurt you, memes hurt you, jokes hurt you, weed hurts you Half the time you don't even probably know what hurts you But you super mad, trust we heard you You a pawn in a broken system Are you triggered much? You've been showing symptoms Y'all are so addicted to being hopeless victims, y'all could crash a plane and blame the road conditions And your only sickness is your social vision Makes you scared of choices but you pro decision So you march a lot but never go the distance, yelling way to loud until no one listens Always on that blah blah, y'all should keep it to yourselves Miss me with that drama, you must think I'm someone else 'Cause y'all don't wanna fuck with me 'Cause I don't feel the pressure, no I will not be censored I'm not afraid that's why they fuck with me My name will be remembered, and I will live forever I bet y'all hate that y'all are stuck with me "You look like the devil," you sound like some Christians You just want a medal for asking permission You just want a pat on the back in addition to being so tolerant Fine I admit it You're nice or you're better, you're right or you're brilliant Most sensitive creatures in all of existence My freedom of thoughts should be censored, imprisoned, the world would be better if we weren't so different Always on that blah blah, y'all should keep it to yourselves Miss me with that drama, you must think I'm someone else 'Cause y'all don't wanna fuck with me 'Cause I don't feel the pressure, no I will not be censored I'm not afraid that's why they fuck with me My name will be remembered, and I will live forever I bet y'all hate that y'all are stuck with me

"They want you dead, Tom MacDonald"

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"Helluvit" They try to tell me I should dumb it down Say you're too conscious for the fans to feel you Try to tell me I should calm it down If you fight the system, they gon' try to kill you They try to tell me that I'm too sad And it isn't healthy, fuck I knew that I'm just doing me and if you don't agree I don't owe you shit, and that is too bad I've fired shots at all the mumble rappers And they try to say I'm not a humble rapper So I tell 'em I'm not like these other rappers And they try to say I'm just another rapper, fuck it I guess there's no pleasing y'all If the record has meaning, you don't leave it on But you stream all the songs that repeat the same shit About pussy, and Xanax, and liquor and drugs I could have a seizure like Wayne I could just go OD like Peep I could just go crazy like 'Ye I could just get locked up like Meek Repeat the same thing, using stupid slang Yelling Gucci Gang on every flame beat Or I could be me, at least I can breathe At least I can sleep Knowing that I never sold myself for money or a dream These rappers all coked out They just mumble lots, they got broke mouths They got ten chains and got no house They got twenty hoes, and got no spouse Smart rappers don't drink lean That's kid shit, we ain't sixteen If you got a problem, I welcome it I'll be doing me for the helluvit For the helluvit For the helluvit They said to go to hell So I packed my shit and went with it Little did they know that they put me in my element I'm fire to the bone, now diamonds in my skeleton I'm finally in my zone, doing me, for the helluvit For the helluvit They try to tell me to ignore the haters You gon' get revenge when you're successful later They try to tell me I should not respond And I should write a song and put it all on paper They try to tell me I'm the bigger man If I'm not underhanded when I write 'em back And I try to tell them it's impossible Thousands of people a day have been sayin' I'm wack I try to tell 'em that it's complicated I could write a novel about getting faded But the conscious fans are gonna fuckin' hate it And the wavy kids are gonna love to play it So I write a song that's got a message in it And the wavy kids are saying it's pathetic But the conscious fans think it's awesome, man They comment like, man, I really get it So what the fuck do y'all want? I could have a seizure like Wayne I could just go OD like Peep I could just go crazy like 'Ye I could just get locked up like Meek I could just go sell out like Jay I could just stay real like Kwali I could just get money like Drake Or I could just say that I'm done playing games And get famous and know that I always stayed me So go ahead and bump the mumble rap Don't boycott it, just understand If you eat at McDonald's, you're gonna get fat If you listen to garbage, your head fills with trash Get drunk at the club, and spend all your money 'Cause rappers have told you it makes you somebody Then comment on this with your jealous shit I'll be doing me, for the helluvit For the helluvit For the helluvit They said to go to hell So I packed my shit and went with it Little did they know that they put me in my element I'm fire to the bone, now diamonds in my skeleton I'm finally in my zone, doing me, for the helluvit For the helluvit

"Everybody Hates Me" White people hate me They say that I'm usin' my privilege for evil, I get it, hey Black people hate me They say that I'm racist, my feelings don't match with their message, whoa Feminists hate me Because I believe that their movement is angry and sexist, woo My girlfriend hates me And I don't know why, but I love her, whatever, forget it, yeah And gay people hate me 'Cause when I see somethin' I don't like I say that it's gay Straight people hate me For havin' the balls to go say what they think and that makes 'em afraid Dumb people hate me For makin' 'em music containing the truth to expose all the ways The government robs 'em, the pop culture kills 'em The rappers convince them to ruin their brains Go ahead and say all of that wild shit on-line man You might need a Dr. Phil if you cash me outside and I will not apologize if you ain't one of my fam' I could not afford to give a fuck if it was financed They been hatin' I think it's stupid funny Haters, fake friends Makin' me stupid money They been hatin' Makin' me famous Keep hatin', you're wastin' All of your energy on me Everyone hates me for somethin' Or makes somethin' up when they hate me for nothin' They claim I'm a satanist, Hitler's my cousin I beat up a kid, I killed Bambi while huntin' Hey, I heard he's Illuminati Hey, I heard he's related to Trump Whoa, I heard he's reptilian probably Hey, I heard he kills kittens for fun All lies, all lies, all lies Y'all fall I rise, yeah Y'all phony tough, and I'm blowin' up And that's your fault, not mine, yeah Everybody hates me And I only know 'cause I read it And I'd hate you too if that bothered me But honestly I don't let it, yeah Go ahead and say all of that wild shit on-line man You might need a Dr. Phil if you cash me outside and I will not apologize if you ain't one of my fam' I could not afford to give a fuck if it was financed They been hatin' I think it's stupid funny Haters, fake friends Makin' me stupid money They been hatin' Makin' me famous Keep hatin', you're wastin' All of your energy on me Y'all wastin' energy, y'all look just like enemies Only goal is stoppin' mine, y'all gon' need some better dreams I been on the grind, looks like y'all been on your knees Talkin' wild while you're on-line, hatin' who you'll never be Y'all are thirty-five, actin' like you're seventeen Workin' late at nine-to-fives, jealous I just rap and sleep You're angry at your life, got a job, forgot to leave Now you're growin' older in the only town you'll ever see They been hatin' I think it's stupid funny Haters, fake friends Makin' me stupid money They been hatin' Makin' me famous Keep hatin', you're wastin' All of your energy on me They been hatin' I think it's stupid funny Haters, fake friends Makin' me stupid money They been hatin' Makin' me famous Keep hatin', you're wastin' All of your energy on me

"I Wish" I wish I wasn't fat I wish I wasn't gay I wish I wasn't black I wish that I was brave I wish, I wish, I wish With every candle on the cake That I could quit doing these drugs But I can't and I'm afraid I wish that I was smart I wish that I was rich I wish it wasn't hard for me To grow up and forgive I wish that I could help I wish I wasn't sick I wish I was Tom Macdonald I'd be just like him I wish I wasn't sober I miss it when the party wasn't over Happiness was right around the corner Every single night was like the best one of our lives, now we're older The good old days are out of reach I wish that they were closer I wish I wasn't anxious, and I wish I could fast forward And I wish I could rewind but they don't make that controller I wish the nights were longer and I wish the days were shorter And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure I feel crazy, I wish that I was normal I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal Take me to the Oracle, I heard the time is borrowed Can you give me back my yesterdays, I'll give you my tomorrows Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow Before all of the tattoos and the cornrows I was different I was happy, I was calmer, I was young and full of hormones Now I'm wishing for a time machine, I'd step into that portal And be gone I wish on shooting stars Or were they satellites Maybe they were too far Ay-ooh, nah nah I must have blown apart A million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard Ay-ooh, nah nah I wish I didn't care about the day that I'd be buried Used to live like I was ready for it, always in a hurry, now I'm worried All my memories are blurry, I'm just barely turning 30 And the voices in my head are tryna hurt me The choices that I made make me feel dirty, I was 25 at 13 I was smoking with the seniors, drinking beer and getting flirty Now the Ativan ain't working I need something even stronger Give me childhood, my mother and my father and my sister And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I missed And while I'm touring the country for a living Give me a hug and a Nintendo and toy box in the closet Give me everything I wish I had, oh wait, I think I got it I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would accomplish This is awesome man, I wish I had a friend to tell I'd call him and I wonder if I jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom And would everyone believe me if I told them I had fallen I'ma jump I wish on shooting stars Or were they satellites Maybe they were too far Ay-ooh, nah nah I must have blown apart A million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard Ay-ooh, nah nah I wish we were kids again Before everything was on Instagram, hey oh Things were so simple then Me, my tree fort, all of my friends Way back when on Beaver Drive Where the floor was lava, I could fly Ayo, wished I was big like them Never thought I'd wanna be a kid again I wish on shooting stars Or were they satellites Maybe they were too far Ay-ooh, nah nah I must have blown apart A million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard Ay-ooh, nah nah I wish on shooting stars Or were they satellites Maybe they were too far Ay-ooh, nah nah I must have blown apart A million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard Ay-ooh, nah nah

I wish I could meet and pray with and for Tom MacDonald and his family and friends. #hangovergang #hogforever Powerful!

"Sad Rappers" Where'd all these suicidal sad rappers come from? They showed up with those mumble rapper dumb-dums They been prayin' on people with mental illness And pretendin' to relate to get paid and create a business They claim to be anxious, say they're depressed They fakin' it to gain somethin' in common with some fans for a check It's over diagnosed so it's becomin' a trend To say that you're crazy, or insane, or that you're sick in the head They romanticize the mental pain, we're barely survivin' And then they glorify the men and women losin' their lives I'm talkin' Cobain, Lil Peep, Winehouse, Jackson, Williams, Cornell, Bennington Imagine all the icons that we buried prolly turnin' in their grave So they can witness how this sickness is bein' used to get paid These rappers fabricating symptoms for fame Their mental illness is the money on their mind It started rotten their brains, yeah Y'all ain't real from the chains to the gear to the grills Now it's pain, talkin' tears, takin' pills Y'all ain't real, I can see it in your eyes, all lies Y'all guys don't know how we feel Y'all ain't real enough to deal with us To feel the love nah-nah-nah-nah Y'all just make believe, you claim to be The same as me, nah-nah-nah-nah People die from depression, these rappers cry for attention And it's in every single genre you can possibly mention From pop, to electronic, to rock, to Indie, to grunge They're tryin' to hook you in to usin' the music like it's a drug Get you addicted to artists that manufacture the target A lot of people in therapy tryin' to deal with their hardships Crafted and marketed 'til they had you convinced That if you followed that person they'll make you fight in your skin They ain't really tryin' help you, they don't wanna make you better It's a lie they're tryna sell you so you always buy their records If you really wanna know the truth they want you strugglin' forever So you look to them for answers with your Visa or your debit It's like the record labels workin' for pharma They made anxiety trendy by usin' popular artists Then use the rappers to promote using prescription pills to their audience They created the problem to sell you pills that will solve 'em It's brilliant Y'all ain't real from the chains to the gear to the grills Now it's pain, talkin' tears, takin' pills Y'all ain't real, I can see it in your eyes, all lies Y'all guys don't know how we feel Y'all ain't real enough to deal with us To feel the love nah-nah-nah-nah Y'all just make believe, you claim to be The same as me, nah-nah-nah-nah Exploiting our problems to benefit They just wanna get paid I spent all my money on medicine Spend all your money on chains Y'all just exploiting the misery Poppin' xannie's for fame Well I'm throwin' ones into therapy 'Cause all I know is rain Y'all ain't real from the chains to the gear to the grills Now it's pain, talkin' tears, takin' pills Y'all ain't real, I can see it in your eyes, all lies Y'all guys don't know how we feel Y'all ain't real enough to deal with us To feel the love nah-nah-nah-nah Y'all just make believe, you claim to be The same as me, nah-nah-nah-nah Y'all ain't real from the chains to the gear to the grills Now it's pain, talkin' tears, takin' pills Y'all ain't real, I can see it in your eyes, all lies Y'all guys don't know how we feel Y'all ain't real enough to deal with us To feel the love nah-nah-nah-nah Y'all just make believe, you claim to be The same as me, nah-nah-nah-nah

"Straight White Male" Straight white male, hate myself Mad that my skin's so pale Got white privilege so I cannot fail The world told me I'm evil still I break the law but I escape the jail My diet only mayonnaise and kale I went to school and I pay my taxes I use good grammar I'm bad as hell I'm not a Nazi I like black people, black Jesus, black Santa, black coffee I'm not a racist I like Hispanics and Negroes and Natives and Asians Black Power says I'm the problem (Yeah) Girl Power says I'm the issue (Yeah) Gay rights think I'm tryna stop 'em (Woo) All of y'all trippin' I'll get you some tissues (Ahh) Y'all have been paintin' me villanous I'm not the one settin' fire to your villages I'm not the man that is rapin' and pillagin' I do not care if my neighbors are immigrants Maybe all whites look the same And you think that I'm somebody else, so it's cool Honestly I think that everyone looks alike If they aren't white then I'm sorry, it's true Straight white male I have it all, I'm the one that you love to hate (Hey) Straight white male Police pull me over, I L-O-L in they face (Hey) Straight white male Guess I'm to blame for the life that you can't escape (Hey) Straight white male It's so easy to be me, hehehehe I'm feelin' great (Hey) Straight white male, I'm so frail Momma gotta pay my bail Shotguns and meth are both on sale I'ma need to treat myself (Yup) I only listen to country music I only marry my second cousins I only cry when my team is losin' I blame everything on the blacks and the Muslims (Hey) Y'all blame me for buildin' the system Y'all blame me for wages we're payin' the women Y'all blame me for rights that gay people aren't given Y'all blame me for talkin' when I should just listen You blame me the same and then praise that we winnin' And hate me for slavery and lately I'm trippin' That daily you shame me for havin' opinions On race and our country and everything in it Fine, y'all don't gotta be my friends Y'all don't gotta like white men Y'all don't gotta hold my hand Y'all don't gotta have my back Y'all don't gotta, y'all don't gotta, y'all don't gotta, uh Y'all don't gotta see my side Y'all don't gotta be down to ride Y'all don't gotta do anything but ghost And I'ma do me even when it's the most Yeah Straight white male I have it all I'm the one that you love to hate (Truth) Straight white male Police pull me over, I L-O-L in they face (Ha, ha, ha) Straight white male Guess I'm to blame for the life that you can't escape (Truth) Straight white male It's so easy to be me, hehehehe I'm feelin' great Man you're so mean, you're so racist, you're ugly, you're so basic You said that somethin', somethin', somethin', N word, retard, Satan (Yup) I can't believe the bullshit song lyrics that you're okay with Kill yourself while live on Facebook, I want the notification I don't care, y'all ain't right, I'll be prayin' that you die I'll be doin' my own thing, I hope you're happy with your life You're a Nazi, you're a moron, you're a huge waste of my time I'm just straight and white and male, I'm not the worst I'm just a guy Straight white male I have it all I'm the one that you love to hate (Truth) Straight white male Police pull me over, I L-O-L in they face (Ha, ha, ha) Straight white male Guess I'm to blame for the life that you can't escape (Hey) Straight white male It's so easy to be me, hehehehe I'm feelin' great (Hey)

"Wannabe" This is my song, yeah This is my song, yeah, yeah This is my song and I'm dancin' with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide Uh, Devil in my mind now Monogamy isn't the only thing I've been lyin' 'bout I'm in the belly of the beast and I'm ridin' 'round Rope in my hand, should I hang myself or climb out? I feel like everyone around me 'bout to make it And I'm busy with some bitch I only fuck up when I'm faded They say I'll grow to be a monster, but I am one Why the fuck you think I've been callin' myself "LeeAnn's Son"? I ain't Thomas anymore, I ain't honest anymore I don't give a shit about a broken promise anymore I got back home from tour like a month ago And I been in the club gettin' drunk since a month ago I lost the only girl I've ever loved, bet you knew it 'Cause I said a million times, and now it's true I swore that she would never ever come before my music And now I see that every rapper sing the same tune This is my song and I'm dancin' with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide if I'm gonna be a better man Or cover everything I own in gold This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe There's rappers in the city that been talkin' shit And gangs that's in the city, y'all been talkin' 'bout it too There's women in the city I been fuckin' with on weekends While I'm out late with my friends, but I'm still in love with who... hates me I'm guilty and I'm sure it's slowly killin' me I'ma take the fall and all responsibility Uh, Jesus in my heart now I heard he walked with you, I'll bring the car around I don't have the time or the energy To forget about the past or forgive myself for anything, I'm waitin' for it I just cut this whole tape on a party tip And now I'm like what the fuck, when's the fuckin' party end? When I wanted to be good, no one else was When I wanted to be rich, they wouldn't sell drugs When she wanted us together, man, I guess I didn't When I needed her to find me, she went missin' This is my song and I'm dancin' with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide if I'm gonna be a better man Or cover everything I own in gold This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe This is not the way, let it go now This is not the way, let it go now Uh, I'm 24 and I'm real enough to say If I don't make it big by 30 I'ma kill myself I bet you think this is some super high thoughts But I ain't made for a full time position at a real job I was built to fit perfect in a Maserati And to be the drunkest at a grammy after party I'm in this quiet grey area, no feelin's I'm in a loud grey Acura, no ceilin's I been tryna figure out how to do it different I broke too many hearts and never been religious I'm all alone and all my friends are in the room I don't wear wolves or fur but I'm howlin' at the moon, loud I just don't know what to do now I should move on but there's no house to move out Too many wannabes are livin' in my neighborhood And I refuse to let them call me neighbors 'cause I'm really good This is my song and I'm dancin' with the Devil On a highway to hell in the middle of the road This is my time to decide if I'm gonna be a better man Or cover everything I own in gold This is not the way This is not the way This is not the way That I, that I, that I, that I... wannabe

"House In The Hills" I swear I'll do some fly shit None of my old friends will believe Like take my new friends on a cruise ship, and pop bottles in Belize And I'll start running from Police, we just running through some ditches And my iPhone got my mind blown from a girl you said was frigid You just ugly and I'm getting pussy in a foreign country, that's what's good with my team hoe Amsterdam to Peru hoe Move out the city to a place where you can't But get myself a new Bugatti, [?] I got bigger dreams and they know about it, I'm not talking bout it I'm being bout it I guess I'm just the shit because these fuckboys cannot beat it out me, huh I'm doing shit you only see in movies Ruining the ruins out in Rome while I'm touring We waiting in the car, they're drinking at the bar We know they're location because they're girlfriends are really ours They fucked up And my team gonna let them know and they'll probably come and find us when we go do our next show Tell em that we don't care, we not scared come find us we everywhere And we not hanging out with all these fuckboys for another year We gone Head in the clouds, house in the hills, bitch Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Bunch of bad bitches all paying my bills, we chilling Put your head in the hills and your house in the clouds, buddy then bounce I made a promise to my girlfriend that I'll make a living off my music And now that bitch is not my girlfriend but I made a promise that I'll do it My middle finger up to the wall, I'm doing me and fuck them all I swear my team is countin' on me and if I slip then I'll fall Oh my God, I swear to God ima fly em to some places that they never even hear about and get tatty's on our faces Cause we don't care, we're all here No job fairs in our futures, we look forward to retiring Still young enough to be stupid New kids on the fucking block And we not looking to impress we're looking at houses to invest in on the market in Tibet My team is not recruiting Now or ever our membership is exclusive We makin' money hoe ya'll make excuses Ain't even tryna say we'll be the only ones I'm tryna send a message to the phony ones, yeah, fuck ya'll, huh I'm doing shit you only read in novels Smoking blunt whilst I'm touring through London with my homies Tell em that we don't care, we not scared, come find us we everywhere And we not hanging with all these fuckboys for another year, we gone Head in the clouds, house in the hills, bitch Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Bunch of bad bitches all paying my bills, we chilling With your head in the hills and your house in the clouds, buddy Then bounce Baby you said you hate me and you do and you're done with me I'll be famous in a minute, in a gated out community Like baby, I can't deal with what you do to me or what you did to me It's coming, we all ready on our way I was lying the entire time I said that fame would never change me Head in the clouds, house in the hills, you dead to me now Head in the clouds, house in the hills, you dead to me now The vibe has been killed, head in the clouds Head in the clouds, house in the hills, you dead to me now Head in the clouds, house in the hills, you dead to me now The vibe has been killed, head in the clouds Tell em that we don't care, we not scared, come find us we're everywhere And we not hanging with all these fuckboys for another year, we gone Head in the clouds, house in the hills, bitch Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Head in the clouds, house in the hills Bunch of bad bitches all paying my bills, we chilling With your head in the hills and your house in the clouds, buddy Then bounce Baby you said you hate me and you do and you're done with me I'll be famous in a minute, in a gated out community Like baby, I can't deal with what you do to me or what you did to me