Tom MacDonald - "Withdrawals" (Official Video)
"Withdrawals"
The doctor said to talk to him
If I wanted to get off my meds
But I never called his office in
Poured the bottle in the garbage can
I'm stuck in this apartment and
I'm anxious like the cops are here
I tried to call, like, all my friends
None of them are answering
Is this the moment where I can't control it?
Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
'Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it
The right things to do are the hardest choices
Is this the moment when I need a donor?
Liver failing from the liquor pouring
All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
What is almost killing me is being sober
Talk about pitfalls
Surrounded by brick walls
This is what kids call
Withdrawals
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
I never cared for therapists
My arrogance embarrassing
It isn't fair to tear with this
Addiction place my parents in
I'm scared repair will never fix
The voluntary negligence
The wear and tear my errors did
They almost had to bury me
Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
Waste all my money on rehab
Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
Lash out in anger whenever I react
Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
Talk about pitfalls
Surrounded by brick walls
This is what kids call
Withdrawals
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
I've never felt this bad before
I don't know if I'll make it
Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
But I'm hoping and praying
My whole life I wanted more
This might be the end
But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
I loved what I hated
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
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Tom MacDonald - "Brainwashed" (Official Video)
"Brainwashed"
mixtape: "No Guts No Glory" (2021)
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Half the country fell asleep but they scream woke
We're distracted by vaccines and TV shows
Politics, celebrity, gossip, popular neat quotes
Black lives, white lives, which lives mean most?
We only dedicate one day to remember our fallen soldiers
The men and women who died young
But if you come out the closet as Caitlyn Jenner
You're a hero and you get a whole pride month
The most dangerous pandemic's propaganda from these clowns
Only mask that's gonna save us is duct tape on they mouths
Don't speak, we don't need to defund police
Need to defund the media who lies through they teeth, like
Big pharma doesn't cure you, dog
'Cause every patient that gets cured is a customer lost
And big oil runs the world, the only wars that get fought
Are with the countries who have natural resources they want
Heard 'em claiming if a white man braids his hair
And likes rap, he's appropriating culture
But if a white man acts too white he's white trash
He's a racist, he's a bigot, he's a monster
Let's just have the conversation
Not every liberal is dumb, not all Republicans are racist
The government wants everybody fighting with their neighbors
'Cause they know that if we get along, we'll probably go against 'em
They can't stop us 'cause we're ready to fight
Try to brainwash us but we won't let freedom die
The whole world's brainwashed
Everybody pick a team, start a riot in the streets
The whole world's brainwashed
It's us against them, it ain't you against me
How did monkeys become people and people turned into sheep?
They put fluoride in the water that's keeping us all asleep
Claim they want what's best for us, I find that hard to believe
'Cause they been selling us cigarettes since we was eighteen
Fake news, fake woke, distract, and divide
You're either right or you're left or you're black or you're white
Big tech don't need a microchip to hack in your life
'Cause the phone inside your pocket is a tracking device
And I don't know what I'm more sick of, rappers or Joe Biden
Looking like he ate a hundred Xanax for dinner
'Cause censoring the president and kicking him off Twitter
Is a bigger threat to freedom than foreign ballistic missiles
You don't trust the police or the government but you want
People giving up their right to own a firearm
Why would you be comfortable if police and the government
The only people on the planet with the right to buy a gun
White privilege getting amplified to reinforce division
It convinces white people that they're favored by their skin
And black people getting angry 'cause they're told they're treated different
So the conflict is between us and never with the system
Let's just have the conversation
Not every liberal is dumb, not all Republicans are racist
The government wants everybody fighting with their neighbors
'Cause they know that if we get along, we'll probably go against 'em
They can't stop us 'cause we're ready to fight
Try to brainwash us but we won't let freedom die
The whole world's brainwashed
Everybody pick a team, start a riot in the streets
The whole world's brainwashed
It's us against them, it ain't you against me
Step one, train the people only to consume
Step two, infiltrate adults with the news
Step three, indoctrinate the children through the schools
And the music and the apps on the phones that they use
Step four, separate the right from the left
Step five, separate the white from the black
Step six, separate the rich from the poor
Use religion and equality to separate 'em more
Step seven, fabricate a problem made of lies
Step eight, put it on the news every night
Step nine, when people start to fight and divide
Take control, this is called situational design
They can't stop us 'cause we're ready to fight
Try to brainwash us but we won't let freedom die
The whole world's brainwashed
Everybody pick a team, start a riot in the streets
The whole world's brainwashed
It's us against them, it ain't you against me
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Tom MacDonald ft. DAX - "Blame The Rappers" (Official Video)
"Blame The Rappers"
(feat. DAX)
[Tom MacDonald:]
Yeah, I'm a rapper, but I'm losing my respect for the genre
How many songs about Xanax and alcohol are we dropping?
How many kids we gonna kill 'fore we admit it's a problem?
Probably stop if was one of our sons or one of our daughters
We know our demographic is primarily youth
We glorify breaking the law to children in school
Kids copy what we say and imitate what we do
They'll go to jail for doing the things you told 'em was cool
We put women in our videos, exploiting their bodies
While little girls around the world grab their phone and they watch it
They need a realistic role model, not just a Barbie
They see strippers and escorts, but no lawyers or doctors
Hey Hip-Hop, what the hell happened?
It was power to the people, and we liked that stuff
These days you're promoting that's it's fun to be an addict
So I'm asking, how could you write that, bruh?
You can blame the rappers
That you blow up
But your favourite songs are about doing drugs
So what happens after
These kids grow up
And who's to blame for who they've become
They made it look so cool
To shoot those guns
And hate the cops
And to get too drunk
You can't blame the rappers
When you show up
And love the songs
That make you dumb
[Dax:]
Making music is a privilege and choice
And if you ever get to be successful you must understand the people
That you influence are swayed by what you say and that melodies you sing make wings, build dreams, and fill voids
We are medication straight through voice
Some give life, and some destroy
And even though this money seems nice it can't come so we must take as hint
That there's other things in life you should enjoy
We move mountains
We cross states
We play roles in presidential debates
So don't you try and tell me making music is for fun and you don't care about the things that our music help make
Man I know I'm not perfect
But I'll change
I'm the outcome of these worlds and my pain
And this music is pills and I promise this dose that you take won't make you say
[Tom MacDonald:]
You can blame the rappers
That you blow up
But your favourite songs are about doing drugs
So what happens after
These kids grow up
And who's to blame for who they've become
They made it look so cool
To shoot those guns
And hate the cops
And to get too drunk
You can't blame the rappers
When you show up
And love the songs
That make you dumb
I'm a rapper but I swear that I'm embarrassed
Half of these artists can't even talk, they just mumble the lyrics
And the teenagers listen while they rebel from their parents
While the rappers tell 'em pop a pill, buy Gucci and wear it
We say screw the police, break the rules, smoke weed
By some shoes you don't need, rep the hood and yo street
All these rappers holdin' guns and now the kids want some
Mess around and kill they homie, you can't clean that blood
We encourage being stupid with our music, and we're normalizing poor morals standard while do it
Little boys see the way that the women look in our videos and assume it's real-life, project that image on little girls
It's un-realistic, if you're young and you listen, you are one in a million, you are loved, you are different
Hey Hip-Hop, I know life moves on
But while I'm here, how could you write that, dawg?
You can blame the rappers
That you blow up
But your favourite songs are about doing drugs
So what happens after
These kids grow up
And who's to blame for who they've become
They made it look so cool
To shoot those guns
And hate the cops
And to get too drunk
You can't blame the rappers
When you show up
And love the songs
That make you dumb
Dollar bills and poppin' pills like party songs
It's not cool in real life
Cheap thrills and goin' till the morning comes
See what that feels like
You can blame the rappers
That you blow up
But your favourite songs are about doing drugs
So what happens after
These kids grow up
And who's to blame for who they've become
They made it look so cool
To shoot those guns
And hate the cops
And to get too drunk
You can't blame the rappers
When you show up
And love the songs
That make you dumb
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Tom MacDonald - "All Ghost Stories Need Gravestones!" (TRAILER)
TWO NEW ALBUMS OUT NOW!
"Gravestones" & "Flowers For The Dead" AVAILABLE NOW @ www.HangOverGang.com/store
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Tom MacDonald - "Gravestones" (Official Video)
"Gravestones"
A hundred thousand records sold
I've been dreaming 'bout this moment since I was seven years old
I should probably go home
Ride around the city with the top back, screaming "fuck y'all" with the megaphone
Y'all already know, I did it independent, controversial records
Since I made it, lost so many fucking friendships
I wish that I could say I learned my lesson, I regret it
But the only place I give a fuck's an alternate dimension
All this negative attention, what a waste of breath
Give a fuck about the odds, y'all should place your bets
Play your cards and then complain I rigged the game, go 'head change the deck
I got nothing but some aces left
Looking back, all I see is people who are bitter
And if they look my direction, all they'll see is middle fingers
Probably hit me up on Twitter, I'mma miss it though
I ain't worried 'bout a pistol to the trigger's pole
I just wanna be a legend while I'm still alive
It seems like hella rappers going platinum when they die
It's gravestones, it's gravestones
I just wanna be a legend while I'm still alive
It seems like hella rappers going platinum when they die
It's gravestones, it's gravestones
Lately, I've been living a dream
I blew out the candles and wished for this when I was sixteen
Ripped jeans
Now I'm hanging out the window of a limo like, "What's up, bitch? It's me"
Don't trip, I'm just winning, hoe
Tried to tell 'em that I'm wicked though
I just did a show, every ticket sold, never miss the goal, I don't hit the post, and I ain't keeping score
But shit's official when the whistle blows
I'm offensive, I respect if you don't feel it
But my dog just died, so I got bigger shit to deal with than feelings
Stay mad, I'mma keep to myself
I'mma do it for the people who really needed my help
The death threats all preceded my wealth
Turns out it's ghost stories they repeatedly tell, uh
And every man needs to know where he came from
'Cause he's headed for a gravestone
I just wanna be a legend while I'm still alive
It seems like hella rappers going platinum when they die
It's gravestones, it's gravestones
I just wanna be a legend while I'm still alive
It seems like hella rappers going platinum when they die
It's gravestones, it's gravestones
Every single night has been a blur
I've been hella tired of hearing I should wait my turn
I'm just taking what I earned, y'all still owe me for the songs you never heard
Couple hundred million views, not even close to what they worth
Hella people acting like they work
Claim they got a bag, but they barely got a purse
Claim the grass is greener, but I touch it in its turf
Claim your team is wolves, y'all ain't even rocking fur
I'm just sick of all the fake, I don't like the way they move
I don't like the things they say, I know none of that is true
They say they've been at the lake, but they're really at the pool
They say they be getting paid, but they only rent a room
I moved my family out the hood like we're not made for the ghetto
And I'm so close to the top that when I yell, there's an echo
I get anxiety whenever a new stranger says hello
Fifty minutes of fame became a two-hour special, what's up?
I just wanna be a legend while I'm still alive
It seems like hella rappers going platinum when they die
It's gravestones, it's gravestones
I just wanna be a legend while I'm still alive
It seems like hella rappers going platinum when they die
It's gravestones, it's gravestones
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Tom MacDonald - "The Music Industry" (Official Video)
"The Music Industry"
Look at all the rappers that the games killed
Record labels making billions, why can't artists even pay bills?
You get taken advantage of if you take deals
They're the devil, ain't no angels in the outfield
You get you chains and a bracelet, maybe a fake grill
You get you paid and you're famous, baby, it ain't real
Couple millie think you made it, but the record label take it
When you overdose on alcohol and pain pills
Gimme a pen and pad, I'm gonna get in the lab
I'm gonna kill 'em with tracks, I'mma deliver the facts
Nobody holding me back, labels are tricking the fans
Rappers are industry plans, everything planned
I ain't brain dead, never signed a deal, it don't make sense
Never let a label manipulate what I've made yet
Invading the industry independently, I break in
Killed the gatekeepers with a blade, leave the gat ban
Mainstream rappers see the fame, wanna break bread
Soul ain't for sale, never sellout tryna pay rent
Illuminati puppets, the industry hail satan
The devil making deals, I won't shake hands
Independent, underrated, these other rappers all hate it
Going viral with no label, with no manager or agent
Call my momma, I've got commas, and the money going crazy
And she crying, tryna tell me that she's happy for her baby, like
Ooh aye
Finally got that deal, got a pen in my hand
Ooh aye
Like how you tryna buy who the hell I am?
You can keep your cash I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contract, I do me
Y'all are cancelled, stealing people's dreams, how can you sleep?
It's a rap pose, throwing cash in Lambos
I'm independent till I'm dead, I quit the music industry
Artists really only wanna chase dreams
We're broke all our lives, begging labels, "Please take me"
Tricked us into thinking, getting deals is a great thing
Spent our whole careers tryna break free
The fans say they love us, tryna give 'em music they need
Lable doesn't like it, that ain't mainstream
You're looking in the mirror like, "What happened, man? This ain't me"
I guess that I just don't see what they see
Gimme a mic and a booth, I'm gonna die for the truth
I'm gonna fight for the youth, I don't got nothing to lose
Labels are hiding the proof, look, I'mma give you a clue
Illuminati symbols are the logos major labels use
They're calling me an industry plant, I giggle and laugh
I'm the total opposite of what they want, I'm spitting the facts
I make songs about the honest things you whisper to fam
I've exposed the government, they wanna kill me for that
I put the pedophile sex cults on infinite blast
I leaked the industry secrets, and I did it with rap
How dare you try to say that my intentions aren't acting?
That my vision is a pillar of their intricate plan?
No one to manage my decisions and the pending gold plaques
No, you won't see my initials on official contracts
Independent till I'm dead or I'm a very old man
Middle finger, I'm a missile that they can't hold back, like
Ooh aye
Finally got that deal, got a pen in my hand
Ooh aye
Like how you tryna buy who the hell I am?
You can keep your cash I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contract, I do me
Y'all are cancelled, stealing people's dreams, how can you sleep?
It's a rap pose, throwing cash in Lambos
I'm independent till I'm dead, I quit the music industry
Miss me with all that industry talk
Worked my whole life for the things that I have
Why would I give you the keys to the car
If you just gon' drive while I pay for the gas?
I ain't gon' come to your meetings no more
Told you already ain't giving you half
Y'all can't wait to get your feet in the door
Then lock me outside while you steal from my fans
Keep your cash I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contract, I do me
Y'all are cancelled, stealing people's dreams, how can you sleep?
It's a rap pose, throwing cash in Lambos
I'm independent till I'm dead, I quit the music industry
Keep your cash I'm not that broke, I won't sign no contract, I do me
Y'all are cancelled, stealing people's dreams, how can you sleep?
It's a rap pose, throwing cash in Lambos
I'm independent till I'm dead, I quit the music industry
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Tom MacDonald - "People So Stupid" (Official Video)
"People So Stupid"
Hi
I'm praying that the world changes soon
Can't get a doobie on a plane but there's Uzis in our schools
Every dude who touched a boob or a booty getting #MeToo'd
What you expect from the kids who went to Hooters after school
We're all triggered and defensive, we're all racist and we're sexist
We all grew up watching South Park, how are we offended?
Now being fat is beautiful? Name a thing that you can't do?
Jumping jacks, run a mile, live past forty-two?
Man it used to be cool to just flip a bird to the system
And now it's trendy to be triggered and pretend you're a victim
"It's my race, it's my weight, it's because I'm a Christian
I hate the internet and anyone who has an opinion"
And everybody angry if you say "white", 'kay, fine
Pass me the brush and I'll paint my face till the shade's right
Let's talk about abortion, sorry, tell me how this works?
Bacteria is life on Mars but a heartbeat isn't life on earth? Weird
People are so stupid
Why are y'all so stupid?
Get better problems, I swear to God that y'all want 'em
You're so dumb
People so stupid, people so dumb
People so boo-hoo, wah-wah-wah
Get better issues, we're gonna run out of tissues
It's so dumb
I'm a hater 'cause I can't relate to gay pride?
Call me homophobic because I don't wanna date guys? 'Kay, tight
I for one am not surprised the world declined along the way
Give trophies to children for losing just 'cause they decide to play
We exercise our right to vote then hate the politicians, ay
This is a democracy, it's partly your decision, ay
This is weird, feels like this a different year
If I identify as a female then will my balls and penis disappear?
Children wanna gender switch and hating men is feminist
Depression and anxiety are trendy, we're too sensitive
Invented eighty genders, now the world is not accepting it
Then gave them more attention than normal women and men can get
What a contradiction, being human is so tragic
Focus on minorities, ignoring all the masses
Hallelujah everyone, activism saved the planet
No more plastic straws in paper, just paper straws wrapped in plastic, congratulations
People are so stupid
Why are y'all so stupid?
Get better problems, I swear to God that y'all want 'em
You're so dumb
People so stupid, people so dumb
People so boo-hoo, wah-wah-wah
Get better issues, we're gonna run out of tissues
It's so dumb
Look, I get it, it's like the world is going crazy
Seems like a school shooting happens almost daily
The racism, rape culture, hatred that we're facing
Is way too ingrained for our hashtags to change it
We've become so lazy and complacent, afraid of our generation
We think activism's Instagramming memes and complaining
It's a problem when there's actually actions you could be taking
But you're triggered so you just cry like a baby
People are so stupid
Why are y'all so stupid?
Get better problems, I swear to God that y'all want 'em
You're so dumb
People so stupid, people so dumb
People so boo-hoo, wah-wah-wah
Get better issues, we're gonna run out of tissues
It's so dumb
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Tom MacDonald & Madchild - "D.R.U.G" (Official Video)
"D.R.U.G."
I'm not a asshole, that's my ego
He knows me and you ain't equal
Go ahead and call me Dee-bo
I don't fuck with many people
I ain't playin' any games, say it to my face
Hate me 'cause the braids
Pull up, pull up with that energy I swear you catch a fade
I made like 20K today, don't give a single fuck, okay?
All the money in the world Tom MacDonald never changed
I know what I'm worth, the life I deserve
Is finally manifesting in my work
My mama told me I'd be famous
I guess I've been bein' humble because of her
I want revenge, I want respect
I want a billion dollars and a Benz
I want a coffin full of all my enemies
I want all these rappers severed heads
This a big, big mood, I'm makin' big, big moves
I got a big, big ego, I got a big dick too
I'm at the top right now, everybody want my style
Stepin' on a rare spaceship to declare invasion
Got my hair braided, diamonds in my smile
Like a bare naked millionaire wasted in his parent's basement
Taming crocodiles I became dangerous from the bank statements
'Cause my name's famous, I been goin' viral
They're prayin' I'll lose it quick
Too bad I'm stupid lit
I got Gucci shoes I bought, I never used
I'll put the Gucci kicks to your Gucci lips
Then put my Gucci feet to your Gucci head
You'll get Gucci beat 'til your Gucci dead
I will Gucci stomp on my Gucci clothes
'Til I'm Gucci gone and your Gucci ghost
Ooh-ayy whole crew big like Wu-Tang
My neck look like 2 Chainz
Money Bic like butane
Ooh-ayy, whoa
Tattied my face and my hands and my arms and my legs and my ribs and my back, ha
Thank God I rap, even if I wanted a job I could never go back
Whoa, every buck I owe I paid off in full
Life I chose made me like it knows I'm worth my weight in gold
Only hoes keep enemies close
Way I move, it shows
Got two money trees a hundred feet I carve my name both
Neck is froze, teeth all glow, cocaine rich without the blow
People that you call celebrities are blowin' up my phone
Fuck off
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God
I swear to God it's like a drug (Yeah)
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God
I swear to God it's like a drug (Yeah)
I'm on a roll, I'm gettin' swoll
I gotta go, yeah, yeah
He just a troll, I'm still a pro
I'll fuck his hoe, yeah, yeah
I'm moody don't fuck with me
I don't need you to accompany me
My noodle is voodoo, it's broke and no joke
In my brains I'm a damn pharmaceutical company
Who gonna come from me, I'll just stand up I bet you gonna run from me
I got these rappers all grumpy as shit
"Fuck it, he's back. Man, that son of a bitch"
Ayy, my ego the size of the sky (Yeah)
Look up and see my face (Wow)
These rappers they wanna be me and their girlfriends they wanna know how the fuck I taste
I don't trust a hoe I just fuck a hoe
I don't like the dude I say fuck your flow
I do what I want, I get lots of cash
I don't really care where the fuck I go
I gotta finish this deal, I got a weapon concealed
I'm gonna get this few mil
Netflix and chill, anyone get in my way you gon get yourself killed
I got the sauce, you got that juice that is Minute Maid
I just come back to intimidate
This game full of pussy, pit pussy can fuck on my dick I just come back to penetrate
Still rep red and white, I don't call police
MadChild out the cage, someone woke the beast
Also red and white, that's a make-believe
Double cheese for me, that's a staple piece
Millions, and millions, and millions of dollars I made
Now I am back and you all are afraid
Mad is a boss I show up when I want no one callin' it late
Man these bitches are spoiled
She loco, this pollo, these bitches ain't loyal
I'm vicious I'm digging a ditch in the soil
Then I'm gon piss on this bitch in that soil
Tom just grab your coat, they want that but smoke
Mad just have you wolf, not your average G.O.A.T
What an ensemble
Couple of bad fuckin' hombres (Yeah)
Got so much blood on my hands and my money is dirty can handle a laundry (Yeah)
You walk around like a zombie (Yeah)
I'll take 'em back to you calmly (Yeah)
Did so much drugs in my life
And turn my brain to an omelet
I run it up like a gauntlet
Welcome to my house, it's haunted
Last year I didn't feel wanted
Yeah, well fuck you bitch
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God
I swear to God it's like a drug (Yeah)
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God (What?)
Dopest rappers under God
I swear to God it's like a drug (Yeah)
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Tom MacDonald -"Coronavirus" (Official Video)
"Coronavirus"
I don't know what to think about this virus
It started in China, now everybody in America is hidin'
There's no groceries, 'cause people start to panic and buy it
The shelter empty, the ones who plenty, already stockpiling
Y'all making memes, think it's funny?
Wait a week 'til the riots
Wait a month 'til the only way to eat is be violent
It's not the sickness that's scary, it's all the people who're violent
The government's lyin', they're trying to keep us calm through the sirens
We know it's for real
And now all the pharmaceutical giants don't have the cure that they can sell you
So now everyone's dying
There's no vaccines and medication made that can fight it
I guess it's time to pray to God, we can't rely on the science
And everyone around me in a mask and some gloves
The stock market crashed, and the banks 'bout to bust
Tell us "sanitize our hands, this will pass
It's a bug, stay inside, you'll be fine"
'Til we're trapped there for months
It's a ghost town
We're in this together
They're closing all the stores down
We're headin' for shelter
It's a war now they'll always remember
We're locking all our doors down
We're sticking together
It's a ghost town
This a pandemic, but we don't listen to the news
'Cause they lied to us for years so how we know that this the truth?
And most of us are young enough to think that we're immune
So we just pass it on to people who won't survive it like you
It's either worse than they're telling us or it's nothing at all
But the schools shut down and ghosttowning them all
They go quarantine the city, block the road out of dodge
Then tell us leaving our homes is actually breaking the law
This is just the beginning, you know it's gotta get worse
If the doctors get sick the hospitals won't work
The conspiracy theories all sound like facts, that's for sure
But the fact is, we're trapped on this planet called Earth
And the bleach gone, the bread gone, the water sold out
The meat gone, the milk gone, the pasta sold out
Don't leave anything for anyone, you hoard it for yourself
You'd rather tell them "go to hell" than be a man and go and help
It's a ghost town
We're in this together
They're closing all the stores down
We're headin' for shelter
It's a war now they'll always remember
We're locking all our doors down
We're sticking together
It's a ghost town
We're hoping for the best but we're preparing for the worst
There's one thing we're not scared of: it's hard work
We're up against an enemy that doesn't have a face
There's no bombs we can drop
There's nowhere we can aim
There's no soldiers to stop with a tank at the gates
There's no cure that we've got or a pill we can take
There's no food, it's been bought
The truth is we're afraid
We sit inside our rooms and we pray
It's a ghost town
We're in this together
They're closing all the stores down
We're headin' for shelter
It's a war now they'll always remember
We're locking all our doors down
We're sticking together
It's a ghost town
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Tom MacDonald - "I Dont Drink" (Official Video)
"I Don't Drink"
I screwed up, I just wanna say I'm sorry
It's all my fault, you should probably ignore me
Oh my God, should've given you a warning
All my friends are sick and tired of this story
I don't drink 'cause when I'm drunk I'm annoying
Call your phone when it's 3 in the mornin'
Start a fight, parked a whip in your garden
Prolly think I am mentally retarded
Please don't call me crazy 'cause I'm not
Last night I had one too many shots
Blacked out, got arrested by the cops
Woke up on the neighbour's front lawn
Everytime that I'm hangover I convince myself I'm dying
Where the hell'd my pants go? And why is my girlfriend crying?
I say that I remember what I did, but I am lying
There's a tattoo on my buttcheek, it's a beer can and he's smilling
I'm pretty sure that last night went down in history
We made it out alive and that's a victory
Black eyes, minor injuries
We lost a fight together, that's a win to me
I don't drink 'cause when I'm drunk I'm retarded
Ask around, I'm the life of the party
Hold my beer, 'cause I'm only getting started
Who cares about tomorrow and the misery?
I'm a mess and I know you don't deserve it
You're the best and I'm a pretty stupid person
Nonetheless you try to help me 'cause I'm hurtin'
I confess, sometimes I feel like I'm not worth it
I don't drink, 'cause when I drunk I'm a problem
I don't care who I hurt, I feel awesome
Holy crap! It's either jail or a coffin
Soon enough, I'mma be at rock bottom
Please, help! Tell me, how'd I end up here?
Last night, I had one too many beers
Flashbacks, but I can't remember clear
Why I texted all my exes and we haven't spoke in years
Everytime that I'm hangover, last night doesn't feel so funny
I threw up on my front step and I wasted all of my money
I got naked in the night club right in front of all my buddies
Then I went home with some girl I thought was hot, but she is ugly
I'm pretty sure that last night went down in history
We made it out alive and that's a victory
Black eyes, minor injuries
We lost a fight together, that's a win to me
I don't drink 'cause when I'm drunk I'm retarded
Ask around, I'm the life of the party
Hold my beer, 'cause I'm only getting started
Who cares about tomorrow and the misery?
Call my phone. K, be quiet, can you hear it?
I don't hear it
Damn, oh no! My sexy photos can we clear it?
We need to clear it
I'm pretty sure that last night went down in history
We made it out alive and that's a victory
Black eyes, minor injuries
We lost a fight together, that's a win to me
I don't drink 'cause when I'm drunk I'm retarded
Ask around, I'm the life of the party
Hold my beer, 'cause I'm only getting started
Who cares about tomorrow and the misery?
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Tom MacDonald - "I Cant Sleep" (Official Video)
"I Can't Sleep"
I've been running out of different ways to pass time
The devil's work is done by idle hands and I've been bored since last night
Jump into the whip and start to drive like it's my last ride
Looking for a bridge where I can crash, see if I can fly
Hit my head against the wall till I got black eyes
Sitting on the sofa, drinking soda, watching plants die
It's stupid but I'm scared that I might lose it and I can't cry
The devil smells the tears and he been chilling here, don't ask why
The garbage can been full and hella pizza boxes stacked high
Hit the Ativan and now I'm anxious out my damn mind
Got eighty grand and clothes, and a couple chains, and a rad life
But all I'm really after was happiness money can't buy
Stressing every second to drop a record my fans like
Puking from the pressure, I'm throwing up like some gang signs
Standing on a mountain that an average man can't climb
Waiting for an avalanche or landslide
I can't sleep
I'm out of my head
I'm losing my mind and no one understands
Woooooah
And I can't breathe
I'm over the edge
I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end
Woooooah
And I'm running out of ways to fight the bad thoughts, I can't stop
Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots
I tried to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlocks
They found a way to break out of the cage and they won't back off
Everyday I call my parents, me, my mom and dad talk
I tell them that I'm fine but it all changes when I hang up
There's whiskey in the cupboard, I've been trying to keep my hands off
It's calling to me everyday like, come on, Tom, let's have shots
Mansions in my head, I hop the fence into the backyard
Looking through the windows at all the rooms that my past haunts
Filling up my laptop with last words and chat logs
There's ashes on my mattress 'cause I smoke until I crash hard
I think I lost my mind, I'm trying to find it in these sad songs
Following my footprints but the track stopped
Fighting with the devil, but he didn't think I'd last long
But I ain't backing down, I'mma stand strong
I can't sleep
I'm out of my head
I'm losing my mind and no one understands
Woooooah
And I can't breathe
I'm over the edge
I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end
Woooooah
My mind is racing
I'm going crazy
I wanna hide in my bed
I think that maybe
Something can save me
But I don't know what that thing is
I can't sleep
I'm out of my head
I'm losing my mind and no one understands
Woooooah
And I can't breathe
I'm over the edge
I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end
Woooooah
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Tom MacDonald - "My Fans" (Official Video)
"My Fans"
Aye, blood don't make you family
I got brothers from different mamas and daddies
I got people who would kill for me, I'd kill for them
And we ain't never met, we just say what up on the Internet
Shout out to anyone showing love in the comments
Just know I got you till the day they put me down in that coffin
If y'all got problems, I'm in your corner, together we'll solve 'em
It's like a family reunion when I see y'all at the concert
And my fans have my back
Hate us if your feelings don't like facts
And my fans will fight back
Beat you with the keyboard you been using to write back
And everybody bitter that we been doing it bigger
If you're triggered, we ain't tripping, we know you don't get the picture
We are better than ever, we got each other whenever
We need a friend and our bond is thicker than genuine leather
Me and my fans, we don't care what anybody say
Middle fingers to whoever in the way, man
Me and my fans, we gon' be together 'til the grave
It's the gang 'til forever and a day, man
Me and my fans, we don't even trip with a hate
With the "I don't give a fuck" in our veins
Me and my fans, we're the Hangover Gang
Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang
Aye, nothing but love and respect
You might have some cool fans, but mine are the best
We been through it all, went to war when duty called
Never left a man behind, we move as one that's super strong
I don't want followers that implies I'm the leader
I'm not the captain, I just gave 'em something they can believe in
I hold the lamp in the darkness, but they're the light that I needed
To see the road that we walked in between the angels and demons
And my fans have my back
Hate us if your feelings don't like facts
And my fans will fight back
Beat you with the keyboard you been using to write back
I guess we need each other like both sides of the battery
We're the army, we're the homies, we're the gang, we're the cavalry
We're brothers and sisters, we hold it down like the gravity
Can't nobody break the bond that made us all family
Me and my fans, we don't care what anybody say
Middle fingers to whoever in the way, man
Me and my fans, we gon' be together till he grave
It's the gang till forever and a day, man
Me and my fans, we don't even trip with a hate
With the "I don't give a fuck" in our veins
Me and my fans, we're the Hangover Gang
Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang
I just want you to know that I really love you all
I'm alive to write this song, and that's because of y'all
You pulled me out of coffin, you didn't know I was locked and showed me love when I was ready to be done, y'all
You saw something in me, I guess you're seeing yourselves
I'm so thankful 'cause I needed your help
The least I can do is try to explain how it felt
But I'll never find the words to sum it up very well
I just wanna say thanks, I just want you to know
If you're holding my hand, I will never let go
Beside you, I stand through the rain and the snow
With your Hangover Gang, your home
Me and my fans, we don't care what anybody say
Middle fingers to whoever in the way, man
Me and my fans, we gon' be together 'til the grave
It's the gang 'til forever and a day, man
Me and my fans, we don't even trip with a hate
With the "I don't give a fuck" in our veins
Me and my fans, we're the Hangover Gang
Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang
Me and my fans, we don't care what anybody say
Middle fingers to whoever in the way, man
Me and my fans, we gon' be together 'til the grave
It's the gang 'til forever and a day, man
Me and my fans, we don't even trip with a hate
With the "I don't give a fuck" in our veins
Me and my fans, we're the Hangover Gang
Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang, Gang
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Who is Tom MacDonald? (STORY)
This video may be THE defining moment of absolute understanding of who Tom MacDonald really is. Watch this video to learn WHO Tom REALLY is.
This video was uploaded on August 14, 2020 introducing his two new albums at the time, Gravestones and Flowers For The Dead.
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Tom MacDonald - "No Response" (Official Video)
"No Response"
I'm the rapper that these other rappers jealous of
I made more off CDs than rappers who are selling drugs
True story, every single aspect independent
I got texts from presidents and major labels I ain't read yet
Told my manager I'd knock him out, and he was like, "The homie?"
Then I fired him, if you're watching this, I'm sorry, dawg, au revoir
I don't need nobody's help, it's me and Nova by ourselves
Come here, babe; this is the entire team, nobody else
I conceptualize, produce, and write like every record
Me and Nova work the hooks, then they're mixed and mastered by Evan
This is homegrown, shout out all the rappers who have thrown stones
I'mma die rich while your casket full of broke bones
I ain't gon' respond to all your disses; look, I get it
Your videos get no views, you say my name, and people click it
But I'm different, you need clout, and you're desperate to make a living
But my bank account already full, I counted seven digits like
Fuck y'all attack me with disses, attract all the critics
I laugh at predictions, surpass all the limits
The wacker the rapper, the more he's angered by the fact that I'm winning
I'm stacking the millions, it's tragic to witness like cancer and children
Aye, no playlist, no paid clicks, no fake shit
Rappers call me gay 'cause my braids pink
Your main bitch, go crazy, so wasted
Front row at my show, I'm her favourite
I'm famous, they basically hate that I made it
Get paid more in a day than they claim on their paycheck
I'm patient, but say my name again, I ain't playing, I'll buy the place that you're staying
Then raise the rent to the space and your parents' basement is vacant
They call me privileged, y'all can't admit that I'm gifted
I did it without a label's assistance, I made the business decisions
I overcame the addictions, lived in the streets, got evicted
Kicked it with killers and strippers, but still my vision was different
I bought a mic, started spitting, produced the beats and I mixed it
I turned my hand into a fist and flipped a bird to the system
I prayed I'll finish my mission and keep my image consistent
I fixed the parts that were missing and switched the gas and the pistons
It's mathematics and physics, I had to travel the distance
I had to add some ambition and then subtract my suspicions
I wanted castles and riches, headed for caskets or prisons
I battled glasses of liquor and cabinets packed with prescriptions
And still these fucking rappers wanna sneak diss
All over my Facebook, always tryna tweet shit
I ain't gonna keep this a secret, my marketing genius
The algorithm triggered by exploiting your weakness
And y'all can call me clickbait and gimmicks, I call me rich
A million monthly listens on Spotify, suck my dick
I'm about to drop a couple million dollars on the crib
Quarter million on a whip, I just sent my mom a grip
And first of all, I heard it all, I could write a perfect song
I Google the net worth of rappers hating, and I don't respond
Middle finger from a private jet, I don't give a single flying fuck
Every single person I have met; pussy in person, on Twitter they tough
Yo, if rappers wanna beef, I got the roast pan
Put 'em in the dirt like a fucking UFO crash
Double time rappers mad, I murder it with slow raps
All they do is go fast, turn 'em to some ghost with the most facts
Slow clap, pulling triggers quickly with no blowback
Cracking under pressure like a cold glass, no fence
Jealous that I roast fast, y'all are on the rollback
Look at your career: it's a joke, man
Promise that I won't laugh, say you got the smoke, can't afford gas
Oh man, so sad, you record your album in a closet full of clothes with a notepad
Strong on the outside, muscles with no bone mass
Let's look at me for a second, man, I was deep in depression
Making me weak and pathetic, I thought I needed their blessings
It leaves an impression, I feel the infection repeating the lessons
Would only lead to me, and that's a lethal injection
And I was chasing the dragon with no medieval invention
I go to sleep and dream my life would be for me if I catch it
I let my demons possess me till I woke up in a wreckage
And realized that I destroyed a whole cathedral of blessings
It's like my feet were magnetic, the street was steel, we connected
I couldn't seem to reach the sky no matter how far I'm stretching
And I was beaten to death and screaming for help for a second
Now I put everything I bleed into completing my records
I can't compete with my past, but I'm still seeking the relics
And I believe with every breath I breathe, the sequel is better
No fear or surrender, I'm clearing the pressure
The tears I remember will never let me forget I was near to the Devil
I never claimed to be holy, but I got angels' protection
I got a barbed wire halo and devil horns I don't mention
Yeah, the Lord is my saviour, but shit, revenge is so tempting
I don't expect to see heaven if that's the case, I respect it
'Cause I tried to cage the beast, but it's woken up the broken locks
I'm crushing everything I see like empty cans of soda pop
You titties on your knees like a grandma who don't own a bra
Put a bullet in your head like words you only spoke to God
I'm rowing through an ocean all alone inside an open box
Frozen from the blowing snow and soaking through my only socks
Y'all noticed me and chose the heat, so now the waters boiling hot
You'd hope I croak, I'm doped in coke, don't crack it turned to solid rock
Ay, I ain't talking to you losers like you know the cops
I'm rich, and that ain't bad for a kid who couldn't hold a job
Budget brand rappers all that Gucci fake, I own a lot
You can't afford the way I live, you trying to control the cause
Whoa, I'm in solo mode, your promo won't affect the drop
Artists that you promo don't have clout, the photo lights are bought
Try to put me in the dirt, I'll thrive like you are growing pot
You prototypes are hurt, y'all need work, let me open shop
Y'all don't understand me like a burner phone, it's coded talk
Don't ever see my POV like you don't know the Go-Pro off
Make sure that the drone is on slow-mo, so when y'all get shot
The footage captures every single moment while your corpses rot
Shoot it all on broken phones, touch it up in Photoshop
Upload it to YouTube with a donate button for your mom
So alarmed, y'all could never reach me with those broken arms
Untouchable as alcoholics wallets at an open bar
Unbreakable Da Vinci Code embed it in like my most my songs
Gang is full of animals, you'd think my home is Noah's Ark
Pastors full of broken hearts, opponents that I've blown apart
My logo on the stove, I let it smoulder till they know the mark
While y'all where finding Nemo, I composed a team of total sharks
Hid inside the reef and chiselled teeth till they were oversharp
Y'all fishy rappers went to sleep to dream of coral seas and stars
We silently and violently reminded y'all the ocean's dark
Lordy, I really feel sorry for your corny bars
Maybe you'll improve, and this is setting up your story arc
I am more like Iron Man, you are more like Tony Stark
You're human, I'm a robot suit equipped with guns and poison darts
Choking y'all to death like I am Homer home alone with Bart
I wish, I wish, I wish you fucking would on every glowing star
Chorus hard, high-performance parts from a pro garage
All I see is smoke and sparks every time your motor starts
What more you got in store for me?
Your death threats were ghost stories
And what's next gon' be painful
Gravestones
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Tom MacDonald - "I Dont Care" (Official Video)
"I Don't Care"
Yeah
Honestly, I'm sick of death and hearing the complains
Everybody wants to tell me how I've changed
I think somehow I'm responsible for bodies filling graves
If I made the songs they wanted, were they fans I could have saved?
Man, that's a lotta weight
Wait, I thought it would be great to entertain
And now I understand why mumble rappers say the things they say
They don't want any obligation to the fanbase they create
I guess my morals won't allow me to be famous if it's fake
I barely made it, I was livin' in the ghetto always prayin'
My potential wouldn't go to waste before I could escape it
I just had a mental breakdown
Rent was due, I couldn't pay it
Killing roaches, scraping guts off all the plates and being patient, ay
Livin' in the hood could have got me kill
Kitchen full of rats, stomach never fill
They cut off the lights, couldn't pay the bills
I was always sick, couldn't buy the pills
Girlfriend almost left me
We were broken, we were desperate
Right before it got too heavy
I went viral, off a record, ay
Never signed the deal, I did it on my own
I made all the beats, I write every song
Did not all believe I did it all alone
Told me I was weak I show 'em I was strong
Never should have bet against me
Thought my anxiety was gonna rack me
Thought my depression will get to my head for a second and leave
But they never left me
Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up
'Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up
Now I'm someone they are afraid of, afraid of
So say some, say some, woah
Ay, yo, everything you say bro
I don't care, no, I don't care, bro
Fame won't ever make me change so
I don't care, no, I don't care, no
Honestly, it's bothered me since I've become this famous
People comment like I don't see what they're saying
I get death threats every day and so my family call me garbage, call me racist
Try to tell my therapist that I'm afraid, I can't explain it, uh
Back up, don't touch me, I'm anxious
All of this money I'm banking
Don't make me happy, I can't win
Don't get me wrong, no, I'm thankful
Wanted to catch and inhabit
Pressure form standards established
Amplified anger and sadness
Can't deny that it did damage
Ay, take the box off me
Take off all the chains
Take the braids out of my hair, laser the tattoos off my face
Stop comparing me to Hopsin, Token, NF, and Em
I think they're great, but so am I and I don't wanna be them
And I never change, but I'm not the same
I am not the person that I once was
Alcoholic, I was calling mama, always try to borrow 50 bucks, uh, ay
I put my parents in debt
I even embarrassed my friends
I didn't care if I die, I was honestly hopeful that I wouldn't' wake up again
But I'm back now
Knock me down to that nap and now I stand proud
Last round, believe me I'm ready to strap until they back down
Doctor give me pills, told me I was sad
Never took 'em though, throw 'em into trash
Made a couple mil', money doesn't last
Try to smile a bit, livin' in the past
Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up
'Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up
Now I'm someone they are afraid of, afraid of
So say some, say some, woah
Ay, yo, everything you say bro
I don't care, no, I don't care, bro
Fame won't ever make me change so
I don't care, no, I don't care, no
See this Gucci? I bought it
I'm not sell-out, homie, stop it
This is symbol of the work I did that's finally acknowledged
This is robbing corner stores while getting soda and some chocolate
This is bullied all my life by kids at school, I ain't forgot it
This is profit that I got from sacrificing food and water
This is dollars I had after finally paying back my father
This is failing grades and skipping class and dropping out of college
You can't stop me, that's your problem
I will get it if I want it (Woah)
Stop telling me that I switched sides
My life changed, I'm a different guy
My mama proud, my girl's stoked
My sister happy I didn't die
They're mad, instead of saying "Tom, I wish you the best"
Of course I changed, I had to go and buy a bulletproof vest
'Cause I'ma stressed, ya
I'm a mess, ya
I need rest, ya
Wastin' energy on enemies I never met, ya
I need meds, ya
I need bed, ya
What the heck?
I should send a text to see if I still have some friends, ya
Now that I'm healthy, and nobody help me
I wanna get every penny, independent
I'm a menace, I'ma wreck it
All my records got a message, I'ma spread it
And I'm still the person my mama nurtured
To become this version, so shoutout mom
I don't ever sleep, every night is long
Everything is on me, Tom
Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up
'Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up
Now I'm someone they are afraid of, afraid of
So say some, say some, woah
Ay, yo, everything you say bro
I don't care, no, I don't care, bro
Fame won't ever make me change so
I don't care, no, I don't care, no
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Tom MacDonald & Madchild - "White Trash" (Official Video)
"White Trash"
This is for my white trash, the ones the whole world hates
The ones who voted for Trump then got labeled racist but ain't
The ones with ball caps, "Make America Great"
Who love their country to death and struggle on minimum wage
Ayy, they angry that illegal aliens
Taking work that maybe they could get
Single parents with some baby kids
Hated for being a patriot
All my life I've been white trash
All my life it's been like that
The whole world been left-leaning
I'm proud of the right who fight back
Been chewed up and spit out
They scream but no one listens
They're so in love and vote for Trump 'cause fuck a politician
They're our neighbors, they're our soldiers, our men and women and children
They're middle class families who got forgot by the system
Uh, in God we trust and all the guns are just backup
Rockin' camouflage, don't tread on me, get smoked like tobacco
Yeah, we white trash, we rednecks, crackers since we were young
We grew close, we move slow, these colors don't run
Call us white trash, like we're someone they know (They know, they know, they know)
Call us white trash, like we care where we go (We go, we go)
Is it white trash when we're happy and broke? (We broke, we broke, we broke)
Then I'm white trash, but I'm not alone (Alone, alone, alone)
Yeah, fuck you, I'm white bro, ain't apologizing for shit
You don't like the light in my skin color, then you can suck my dick
I like open gun laws, I like drunken bar brawls
I like drinking Budweiser, I like smoking Marlboro
We monstered up in them Monster Trucks
Rolling in heavy machinery
We all believe in protecting ourselves
If you fuck with us we got that heavy machinery
Drink beers in a lawn chair
Nothin' much goin' on here
Probably get a few long stares
Look like "you don't belong here"
Ayy, please don't get mad at me I did not put up the barrier
People are judging me for my exterior
Man are you serious? Say the word "white" and they act like they're furious
MadChild and I'm sick as fuck
White boy in my pickup truck
Shotguns and my girl's muddy
I'm a firecracker we lit it up
We just living our best life
Don't wrap us up some whack scandal
Beer and blood on a wife beater
Jacked up on Jack Daniels
Get my chicken at Colonel Sanders
Judge me and I'll back hand 'em
Tom pass me that red mask and I'll beat his ass with an ax handle
Call us white trash, like we're someone they know (They know, they know, they know)
Call us white trash, like we care where we go (We go, we go)
Is it white trash when we're happy and broke? (We broke, we broke, we broke)
Then I'm white trash 'cause I'm not alone (Alone, alone, alone)
White trash, drinkin' beer 'til the night pass
White trash, light a fire if it's cold
White trash, we don't wanna be high class
White trash, with a heart made of gold
Call us white trash, like we're someone they know (They know, they know, they know)
Call us white trash, like we care where we go (We go, we go)
Is it white trash when we're happy and broke? (We broke, we broke, we broke)
Then I'm white trash 'cause I'm not alone (Alone, alone, alone)
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Tom MacDonald & Madchild - "Killing The Neighbors" (Official Video)
They Killed it on this Album Promo!
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Tom MacDonald & Madchild ft. Nova Rockafeller - "Bad News" (Official Video)
"Bad News"
[Tom MacDonald:]
Momma, I got bad news, bad news
I've been rolling with some bad dude, bad dudes
I've been tryna get a bag too, a bag too
I'm just doing what I have to, I have to
I said, momma, I've got bad news, bad moods every day
Brand new tattoos on my face
Sad dude with a head full of rain
I just wanna make it rain, momma, I will be okay
I feel like I might break right now
I feel like making a fucking mistake right now, eh-oh
I just need a cake right now
I blow out all the candles in my brains right now, eh-oh
I'm so tired of flexing, I got a minor confession
Like I might die from depression, like whoa
I look good on the 'gram, but you know anyone can
I'll keep it a grand
[Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller:]
Momma, I got bad news, bad news
I've been rolling with some bad dude, bad dudes
I've been tryna get a bag too, a bag too
I'm just doing what I have to, I have to
I said, momma, I've got bad news, bad moods every day
Brand new tattoos on my face
Sad dude with a head full of rain
I just wanna make it rain, momma, I will be okay
[Madchild:]
Momma, I got some bad news, bad news
You should go and wake up dad too, dad too
Think there's nothing your son can't do, can't lose
I been popping pills with mad boose, the sad truth
Not fucking with my rap crew, mad goons in my place
Cash rules, smash dudes, catch a case
If they have to, all my friends are full of rage
I'm so tired of all the pain, momma, tell me it's okay
Feel like I'm alone right now
You know, I don't even have a home right now, eh-oh
No one I can trust right now
Cops are at my door like they gonna bust it down, eh-oh
So sick of the hustling and all the fake introductions
When people make their assumptions, whoa
I feel like life isn't real, like I might get killed
I'll keep it a bill
[Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller:]
Momma, I got bad news, bad news
I've been rolling with some bad dude, bad dudes
I've been tryna get a bag too, a bag too
I'm just doing what I have to, I have to
I said, momma, I've got bad news, bad moods every day
Brand new tattoos on my face
Sad dude with a head full of rain
I just wanna make it rain, momma, I will be okay
[Nova Rockafeller:]
Daddy, I got bad news, bad news
Fell in love with a rap dude, a rap dude
Blew a couple on the 'gram, oh, 'gram, oh
Got the haters in a bad mood, a bad mood
But, Daddy, I got bad news, bad blues every day
Can't move, but I swear I'll be okay
I have to, I ain't lying, it's just death truths
I've been in a bad way
Don't cry your eyes out, I'm not dead
I turned that gun aimed at my head
Momma, please don't be upset
Tryna live my life with no regrets
My life not perfect, I admit it
I have it all, I don't want this
I'm feeling all out of love with no one to trust
I'll keep it a buck
[Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller:]
Momma, I got bad news, bad news
I've been rolling with some bad dude, bad dudes
I've been tryna get a bag too, a bag too
I'm just doing what I have to, I have to
I said, momma, I've got bad news, bad moods every day
Brand new tattoos on my face
Sad dude with a head full of rain
I just wanna make it rain, momma, I will be okay
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Tom MacDonald & Madchild ft. Nova Rockafeller - "Sober" (Official Video)
"Sober"
[Tom MacDonald:]
What up y'all? My name's Tom
Little while back was an alcoholic
Had a mental breakdown like a year ago
Came close to puttin' me in a coffin
Damn, after the hooker I loved
After I did all the drugs
After I finally got fired for showin' up late to the job I left tired and drunk
After the Oxys I put up my nose with my boss on the oil rigs when I was young
After my ex cut her wrists and the cops thought I stab her and beat me then put me in cuffs
After I totaled my car tryna run from the cops with a kilo of coke in the trunk
After I drank 'til I rotted my teeth out my head, got infections in all of my gums
After I couldn't get hard 'cause the vodka and porno sedated me 'til I was numb
After I couldn't escape from the basement I rented and went to go live with my mom
After I cheated on people I needed and lied tryna hide from the guy that I was
Then I got sober, the madness was over, now I am proud of the man I've become, uh
[Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller:]
I'm finally someone that I know again
I started climbin' out the hole I'm in
Fightin' demons that I know I'll win
It's time for me to mend these broken wings
Life has been hard I know it gets better
This is a war that I'll fight forever
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
I have my scars I'll always remember
When I lost it all and never surrender
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
[MadChild:]
What up y'all? My name's MadChild
I've been off the Xanies for a while now
I was wakin' up feelin' suicidal
But I think I'm finally startin' to smile now
Man, I lived a hell of a life
I've been to hell and back twice
Lost 10 million dollars, three different addictions
Don't tell me 'bout payin' the price
From pent houses with top models
Hangin' with strippers with pop bottles
To anxious and hidin' alone in my room from the world, I was pissin' in pop bottles
From chart top and bein' a role model, to flop records and lost follows
When I cop product got a months worth
When I left the spot cops followed
If you saw a photo it was only face 'cause I was 85 pounds over weight
Mental breakdown tryna catch a plane
Wasn't MadChild I was only Shane
My puppy Lola was my only gang
Had to put my baby in a fuckin' grave
I walked away from every brick I laid
So I could build a new wall to keep me safe
[Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller:]
I'm finally someone that I know again
I started climbin' out the hole I'm in
Fightin' demons that I know I'll win
It's time for me to mend these broken wings
Life has been hard I know it gets better
This is a war that I'll fight forever
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
I have my scars I'll always remember
When I lost it all and never surrender
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
[Tom MacDonald:]
When you fall down and the world's closin' in
You can get up again, up again
[Tom MacDonald & Nova Rockafeller:]
Life has been hard I know it gets better
This is a war that I'll fight forever
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
I have my scars I'll always remember
When I lost it all and never surrender
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
Whoa-ayy-oh-ayy-oh
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Tom MacDonald - "If I Was Black" (Official Video)
"If I Was Black"
If I was black, prolly wouldn't fuck with anyone who's white
'Cause that slavery shit would honestly always be on my mind
If I was black, prolly wouldn't ever wanna drive
'Cause if police pull me over, I might fuck around and die
If I was black, I won't lie, I'd be scared to walk at night
The whole neighborhood is trippin' like I'm out committin' crimes
I'd be pissed at all these cracker rappers singin' 'bout my life
Stole my music, stole my style, give it back, that shit is mine
If I was black, just look at the facts, we don't stand a chance
One in three is locked away, over half don't know they dad
See, white privilege ain't a money thing, but it's white people who are runnin' things
Y'all benefit from your colorin', my pigment produce sufferin'
It's all white pride, white power, white lies, white houses, white guys, white washin'
My brothers, my sisters, my culture, while I'm watchin'
If I was black I'd probably hate myself from shit they say
Racism made me racist and I am not the one to blame
Ayy, y'all won't say it to my face, in the circles you feel safe
Y'all been usin' words they made for us when we were slaves
Ayy, hey, wait, woah, I know that was long ago
If I was black I'd want my reparation money paid in full
If I was black I'd say fuck the police
I'd say fuck the whole Klan, I'd put holes in they sheets
If I was black I'd put gold on my teeth
So if you think I'm broke you would know when I speak
If I was black, it's my face on a tee
R.I.P. underneath or my name next to free
If I was black I would die in these streets
Just for speakin' my mind because I had a dream
If I was black
If I was black, prolly wouldn't ever do my taxes
Why support a government that persecute my blackness?
Or pay the wage of law enforcement puttin' us in caskets?
Or help to build the prisons that we trapped in?
If I was black I'd be mad, people glorify the trap
While we dyin' everyday fightin' for everything we have
It ain't diamond chains and racks, this the systematic plan
They put us the in the ghetto, gave us HIV and crack
If I was black I'd hate America, appropriate my character
And sell it to Caucasians who wish they were from my area
If I was black I wouldn't give a fuck about the greater good
My grandma can't afford her rent, y'all gentrified our neighborhood
All Lives Matter, so stupid, y'all hijackin' our movement
Black Lives Matter 'cause we losin' innocent youth to police shootin's
If I was black, the only role models I'm shown
Is the rich black rappers, pushin' guns and drugs and hoes
(Yeah)
Ayy, y'all won't say it to my face, in the circles you feel safe
Y'all been usin' words they made for us when we were slaves
Ayy, hey, wait, woah, I know that was long ago
If I was black I'd want my reparation money paid in full
If I was black I'd say fuck the police
I'd say fuck the whole Klan, I'd put holes in they sheets
If I was black I'd put gold on my teeth
So if you think I'm broke you would know when I speak
If I was black, it's my face on a tee
R.I.P underneath or my name next to free
If I was black I would die in these streets
Just for speakin' my mind because I had a dream
If I was black
You'd attack when I say it, I'm proud
'Cause you mad because you ain't allowed
(If I was black)
Y'all ever try to take me down
One fist in the air I would stand my ground
If I was black I'd say fuck the police
I'd say fuck the whole Klan, I'd put holes in they sheets
If I was black I'd put gold on my teeth
So if you think I'm broke you would know when I speak
If I was black, it's my face on a tee
R.I.P underneath or my name next to free
If I was black I would die in these streets
Just for speakin' my mind because I had a dream
If I was black
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Tom MacDonald - "Buttholes" (Official Video)
"Buttholes"
Look, Donald Trump isn't as bad as they say he is
He really only tryna make America great again
The Bible's just a book for people scared to be atheist
Did we land on the moon? I mean, maybe they fakin' it
The earth could be flat, the presidents could be aliens
And Americans might even be nicer than Canadians
Unpopular opinions got us caught up into craziness
And hatin' one another but we're all just homo-sapiens
Someone's always gonna hate you no matter what
Might as well just be yourself and let people think you suck
Opinions are like buttholes everyone got one they cover up
And all you gotta do is follow through when you yellin' that you don't give a fuck
I ain't lettin' anyone piss in my Cornflakes
Stay the hell out my face and I will stay out of your way
I know that life is cruel and lately it ain't fair at all
You hate your job, your phone is lost, there's evil men and racist cops
Yeah, I don't care if you are black or white or gay or straight
Or old or young or smart or dumb, or where you're from or what you make
The only thing I care about is livin' like I'm not afraid
Of dyin' while I'm sleepin', so I seize it while I'm still awake
We're so angry, hatin' everyone we don't know
We can't even take a joke, we should really let it go (Let it go though)
And be happy, stop talkin' shit on our phones
And blockin' everyone we know, we been bein' buttholes (Bein' buttholes)
Maybe the feds killed Biggie and Pac
Maybe the Ku Klux Klan just needs some love and a hug
Maybe 9/11 really was an inside job
And the Christians are right - homosexuality's wrong
Or the Illuminati really want the best for the people
And abortions are murder so they should just be illegal
'Cause I don't know, that's all I'm sayin', these opinions drive us crazy
Got us fightin' so much lately we're divided from our neighbors
Someone's always gonna hate you no matter what
Might as well just be yourself and let people think you suck
Opinions are like buttholes everyone got one they cover up
And all you gotta do is follow through when you yellin' that you don't give a fuck
I ain't lettin' anyone piss in my Cornflakes
Stay the hell out my face and I will stay out of your way
I know that bein' you is harder than it sounds
You're the only one who can, so be you and do you proud
Yeah, I don't care if you are black or white or gay or straight
Or old or young or smart or dumb, or where you're from or what you make
The only thing I care about is livin' like I'm not afraid
Of dyin' while I'm sleepin', so I seize it while I'm still awake
We're so angry, hatin' everyone we don't know
We can't even take a joke, we should really let it go (Let it go though)
And be happy, stop talkin' shit on our phones
And blockin' everyone we know, we been bein' buttholes (Bein' buttholes)
Everyone a butthead, everyone end up dead
Everybody upset, everybody blood red
Everybody feels like no one cares
Everything is fucked up, everything is tough luck
I have had enough dumb, everybody shut up
Everybody thinks that life ain't fair (Shut up)
We're so angry, hatin' everyone we don't know
We can't even take a joke, we should really let it go (Let it go though)
And be happy, stop talkin' shit on our phones
And blockin' everyone we know, we been bein' buttholes (Bein' buttholes)
We're so angry, hatin' everyone we don't know
We can't even take a joke, we should really let it go (Let it go though)
And be happy, stop talkin' shit on our phones
And blockin' everyone we know, we been bein' buttholes (Bein' buttholes)
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Tom MacDonald - "I'm Sorry" (Official Video)
"I'm Sorry"
Honestly, y'all have been killin' my confidence
All of the negative comments and gossip
It's hard to imagine the stress that I'm under
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all of this
I'm sorry for spittin' the truth
I'm sorry for dissin' that dude
Sorry for missin' the point of the criticism
I was blinded by diamonds and loot
I apologize to all you guys
Y'all were right, I was out my mind
I went too far, I did too much
The haters were right when they said I suck
I did my best it did nothin' for me
I gave my guts and got lost in glory
I'm standin' here while you sit before me
There's nothin' left but to say "I'm sorry"
Sorry, that doesn't bother me
I don't owe anybody an apology
I don't have no regrets in my biology
Reload and shoot for the stars, y'all look like astronomy
No one as hot as me, copy me commonly
Wannabes, y'all are so shockingly comedy
Carry the weight of my songs all on top of me
I will not break I'm not made out of pottery
Bury your bodies on acres of property
Place them at angles like sacred geometry
Down with modesty
Everything I drop is quality
Promise, like honestly, follow me
I ain't gonna stop with the hits
Come rock with the kid
Like Pac woulda been
I'm a god with the pen, no cops at the crib
Got guap 'cause I'm awesome at this
Underrated, overpaid, they hate it
Complicated calculations made to rape the paper
Razor-sharp like blades and Freddy versus Jason
Angels in my heart and Satan in the basement
Raisin' hands and faces
What has made me famous
Great imagination, fatal combination
Labels holler daily, I've been on vacation
Basic translation is: "I don't give a fuck!"
Sorry I got a point of view
It's like a pistol, you don't want the point at you
Y'all are annoyin', dude
Y'all are like rats racin' in a gas-chamber
Y'all can't avoid the fumes
Y'all in a cage locked
My deranged thoughts are like Ray Charles
Waving chainsaws cause yo' brain chopped
Into 8 parts, take yo' face off
Hit the graveyard on my days off
I just cock, aim, and I spray shots
'Til yo' legs lock and your veins pop
In a day's break y'all get laid off
My girl shot every single fuckin' video
My heart wrote every single fuckin' song
Y'all aren't my children my kids would be indigo
Obviously I'm a fuckin' god
Rock with me, awfully cocky, shotgun and coffee
Slaughtering lots and I'm offering coffins
To anyone caught talkin' sloppy about me, yeah
Come rock with the kid
Young, poppin' and rich
Got dollars, I'm coppin' the drip
I'm downing the armour and authoring honour
While bombing the targets that karma has missed, hey
Y'all don't comprehend I'm often on the mend
I'm depressed a lot, I've wrecked a lot of people who were friends
I've been anxious, I've had breakdowns that were all inside my head
I regret a lot of things now I won't stop 'til I'm avenged
Knock knock, who's there?
Y'all fucked around and let death in
I'm John Lennon, I'm Michael Jackson
I'm Cobain, I'm Zeppelin
Your best friends are dead ends
Your best bets are far-fetched
You're next-best, I'm a gold trophy
Your death-threats were ghost stories
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Tom MacDonald - "Trying To Kill Me" (Official Video)
"Trying To Kill Me"
I admit it I'm afraid they gon' kill me for this
Probably put me in my grave for the lyrics I spit
Been exposin' the truth and all the secrets they coverin'
And if I die, it was a big pharma or government
Been puttin' too much truth in my songs
They gon' stage a suicide and say I chose to move on
Probably cuttin' my brakes so when I tour too long
I'll die in a crash, say I was drivin' and drunk
Look, the Illuminati real
They're tryna make you dumb, tryna numb you out with pills
Tryna make you broke, tryna tell you it's a deal
Processin' your food so now none of it is real
You eatin' super good but you still be gettin' ill
You're workin' super hard but you still can't pay the bills
Silencin' the visionaries revisin' their dictionaries
Now you just can't find the right words to say and express how you feel
Target on my back
I think they're comin' for my head
I know I recognize that van
I bet they wanna see me dead
They're gonna kill me, if I leave my room
They're gonna kill me, if I go too soon
You should know: I said they would kill me
I admit it I'm afraid they gon' murder me
Wouldn't be a problem if nobody ever heard of me
But I'm famous so they'll probably try erasin' me with urgency
Infect me with a sickness and deny me any surgeries
Stop me from exposin' all the medicine and currency
And terrorism always been controllin' us so perfectly
I'm tellin' you with certainty they say it's for security
They monitor our lives like we live in Nazi Germany
They wanna microchip all the people, you don't believe it
Your fingerprint unlockin' your phone, oh, how convenient
They trick you to believin' all the angels and demons
And say you'll go hell if you ever go disappoint Jesus
I got a backbone and a platform, with a tapped phone
Never asked for it to be that known
Take my pass port to my dad's boat
Use the back door to escape this place, it's the Truman Show
Target on my back
I think they're comin' for my head
I know I recognize that van
I bet they wanna see me dead
They're gonna kill me, if I leave my room
They're gonna kill me, if I go too soon
You should know: I said they would kill me
I admit it I'm afraid I'll disappear
They won't issue me a ticket for a minor misdemeanor
They gon' try to lock me up but for the moment while I'm here
Just let me take a minute to make sure you see it clear
Cancer has a cure, they killed Biggie and Pac
One thing I know for sure 9/11 was an inside job
They stamp dollar bills with "In God We Trust"
Well, a single dollar bill the only thing we got
I think they prolly think they got us fooled
Distort the information and curriculums in school
They ain't makein' you a scholar, man, they'e makin' you a fool
They makin' you a felon if you chose to break the rules
They designed the game with a million ways to lose
Not a single way to win, only option you can choose
Is to play it with a grin, or you play it feelin' blue
Either way the wheels spin, you won't ever make a move
They gon' kill me for this
Target on my back
I think they're comin' for my head
I know I recognize that van
I bet they wanna see me dead
They're gonna kill me, if I leave my room
They're gonna kill me, if I go too soon
You should know: I said they would kill me
Hey, babe. Umm, I just walked in the house. Did... did you leave the door open by chance?
I don't know, the door was open. Nah, I just walked up and the door was opened a crack
Yo, they're in the house! Babe, they're in the house
Target on my back
I think they're comin' for my head
I know I recognize that van
I bet they wanna see me dead
They're gonna kill me, if I leave my room
They're gonna kill me, if I go too soon
You should know: I said they would kill me
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Tom MacDonald - "Ashes" (Official Video)
"Ashes"
It's rock-n-roll to me, there's no controlling me
I sold my soul and stole the gold from royalty
I'm locked and loaded until the motor overheat
I'll rock the boat in seas I'm not supposed to be
The Holy Ghost is in my broken bones
And Heaven only knows what bein' broke awoke in me
The homes of those who tried to slow my roll
And throw me to the wolves will turn up burnt and smolderin'
I fillin' the coffins with everything that I wanted
And then I'll drag them behind me so they will not be forgotten
I hit the bottle so often that when I did hit the bottom
It didn't even hurt even a bit but now I proceed with caution
And I've been haunted by rotten bodies, the path that I've plotted
Been full of haters and demons, I burn the bridge when I cross it
I got a dollar in my pocket that I'm savin' just in case
I get to where I'm headed and I still need change
I feel the ghost of rock-n-roll take hold of me
An overdose of I don't care what you believe
So fuck 'em all, I'm Jimmy Page, I'm Kurt Cobain
I'm Rolling Stones, lay Guns N' Roses across my grave
Ashes to ashes mama
Ashes to ashes papa
There's blood and guts to me, it's mud and rust to me
That type of feelin' when you love destructively
It's claws are stuck in me, it promise luxury
If I said I trust you, you are dumb for trustin' me
Hate me publicly, or wait for company
Or pray to God your Devil never summons me
Either way you don't have shit to say
With all the Tom MacDonald, you exist because of me
I'm fuelin' the fire with little beautiful liars
They burn the brightest and I pull out every tooth with the pliers
They get a funeral suitable for the winners that ruined
All the truth in my music, I took the food out the fryer
I've been hell and back without a burn, my boots made of iron
I keep a cooler full of booze 'cause I'm a juvenile tyrant
I never lose I get with Lucifer and he knows who I am
So when you meet him say I said "What up" there's zero survivors
I feel the ghost of rock-n-roll take hold of me
An overdose of I don't care what you believe
So fuck 'em all, I'm Jimmy Page, I'm Kurt Cobain
I'm Rolling Stones, lay Guns N' Roses across my grave
Ashes to ashes mama
Ashes to ashes papa
Breakout bands, they want no revenge
'Cause fuck I got plans
All I need is my fans
With the world in my hands
I'm burnin' the people who said that I can't
I'm burnin' the churches that worship the damned
Then housin' the holy wherever I stand
I feel the ghost of rock-n-roll take hold of me
An overdose of I don't care what you believe
So fuck 'em all, I'm Jimmy Page, I'm Kurt Cobain
I'm Rolling Stones, lay Guns N' Roses across my grave
Ashes to ashes mama
Ashes to ashes papa
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